Current song

>current song
>current feel

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>Radiohead - 4 Minute Warning
>tfw wake up and I'm alive

>Susumu Yokota - When I Shut My Eyes
youtube.com/watch?v=x-dhl4RioB8
>moved, since he died a year ago and this tune...

>Angel Olsen - Unfucktheworld
>please god please unfuckmylovelife i have done so much in the past 4 months to save everything why am i awake at 3am emotional as fuck, i just poured my heart out to him for the last god damn time, i just want to go back to having fun with my bro

>of Montreal - Bunny aint no kind of rider
>the realization that my girlfriend is an awful person

>John Cage - 4'33"
>Gotta pee really bad but gf is using the bathroom

Richard hell and the voidrodids - The Plan
>hyperactive and sleep derpived manic and happy not a problem in whole world it's very nice today later i will watch football and then gently fall to sleep with a medium sized smile on my face, beautiful sunny day

>Jr. Adelberg - Duffy The Cat
>comfy and content that I have come to terms with myself

>Autechre - Deco Loc
>No friends

>Animal Collective - Gnip Gnop

>Phatworld - Gamey Pranga
>somebody get me a fucking spliff, and maybe a pill while you're at it

>Sonic Attack by Hawkwind
>Scared

>Porcupine Tree - Cloud Zero
>Good. Summer vacation starts soon and I'm feeling well.

Flying Saucer Attack - Popol Vuh 1
>tfw shirking your many responsibilities

>Iowa - Slipknot
>Wanting to kill someone

>Iowa - Slipknot
>feeling edgy

>jim o'rourke's eureka
>tfw been at home with no friends for a week, i hate summer

>Nine Inch Nails - And All That Could Have Been

>Deakin - Good house
>Anxious about all the things I have to face over the next few months

I don't get the cucking yourself mentality. Go outside, go to shows, go to bars, FUCKING MEET PEOPLE

Goddamn it.

>Venetian Snares - Decembers
>annoyed with self for having not listened to VS before and also because I haven't eaten today

>what is anxiety?

>m.soundcloud.com/heliflopper/w-h-t-v-r

>not a day has or will go by without me being depressed because she won't talk to me. We used to be so in love and now it's nothing. Not even a curious regard for the time we spent together

>AnCo - Fireworks
>Nervous about a job interview in like 10 minutes

Not an excuse. How do you think you will get over it if you stay inside? Either you need to go out and put yourself in social situations on the regular to get over it and comfortable or go to a doctor to get some meds to help.

Take action. Stop wasting your life.

>Iowa - Slipknot
>sick of all the he says she says bullshit

Don't think about it too much, keep a positive tone, make eye contact, you're gold user. Grats on the new job

My problem is that I don't believe that time spent alone is time wasted. In fact I prefer it.

>I prefer being alone

>I hate summer because I'm alone

Which is it user

I'm feeling lonely youtube.com/watch?v=nYzMD_q40pg

Not him

It is possible to have two strong motivations that work in conflict with each other.

>Slowdive - Cello
>been up for about 30 hours straight, can't sleep because dysphoria, out of pot, somehow my younger brother got a gf and now they won't get out of the hallway so i can go down and get another beer

don't bother trying with normalfags, senpai. they'll never really get it.

I've been through anxiety and depression, fuck you. I'm a fucking tranny for fucks sake, aint no normalfag.

>Sometimes MBV
>Feeling lonely af...reminded of some good days when I used to listen to this song and had hopes for the future.

>Fleetwood Mac - Sara
>tired and scared of my future

But user, trannies don't call themselves that. You're obviously just a shitty baiter

>The Smiths - Ask
>Spending warm summer days indoors/ writing frightening verse/ to a bucktoothed girl in Luxembourg/ So ask me..
ya know what it is senpai

James Ferraro - Thrash & Escalate

that I'm incredibly depressed

whatever, the last thing I need is you to tell me I'm something I'm not

>trannies don't call themselves that

not them but I'm trans and obviously you don't know a lot of trans people

iktf friend

youtube.com/watch?v=qZou4DXTBeA

>can't decide whether to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich or shoot myself

i'm getting on hrt next week. i take meds for spd and depression, and have too much anxiety to leave the house 90% of the time.

i know you're trying to help, but you're spouting a lot of "just b urself" for a non-normalfag.

also sorry for the tirade, i really shouldn't post on so little sleep. no hate.

>Thee Silver Mt. Zion - Goodbye Desolate Railyard

>Existential dread, feeling like I'm growing too old without having finished any of my projects
>Also feelsy as fuck because I keep thinking about this cute guy I've been talking to but I'm afraid it may never become anything more than that

>Yellow Swans - Sovereign

It's too early in the workday still and it's only Wednesday and I'm exhausted

I might go out for a cigarette in a few

After all the time I spent wasted in doors accomplishing absolutely nothing, self-loathing and anxiety from dysphoria, I'm just tired of seeing mopy faggots on the internet who have every ability to try something new that may help them.

Hope the hrt goes well for you. Ideally it'll curb your depression and anxiety. Please go to sleep and address your bad habits. If you don't have a healthy schedule on hrt it could fuck with your body and make you feel bad both physically and mentally.

>A Perfect Circle - The Thirteenth Step
>Weak and Powerless

>Montezuma-Fleet Foxes
>tfw you will never be a cool dad who will take your son out camping and shit while listening to music like this

>The Wrens - Boys, You Won't
>Sitting on my back porch, watching the rain. Feeling sentimental.

>habenera
>tfw I'll never create something special

>Simon and Garfunkel- Old Friends/Bookends
>Dad is drunk downstairs, very angry he made this decision since he recently had surgery and he has to look after two sons and three dogs. Hes also a huge alcoholic so that doesnt help either

>Waltz #2 (XO)
>i should get out of bed and do stuff

>The Mountain Goats - Going to Georgia
>I don't know what to feel

>bill evans - theme from m*a*s*h
>tfw you shift all your effort into one girl who likes you and she suddenly decides she's no longer into you
>tfw you realize you don't like any of your friends anymore
>tfw too incompetent to make art
>frustration at unavoidable angst i'm bitching about rn

me from earlier but now feeling better

>The Avalanches - Because I'm Me
>having a smoke, they legit make me feel dead, but its better than being an emotional mess

>Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me
>tfw no gf

Menage a Trois - South Seas
suns out, a warm breeze is blowing, feeling good

>Lonesome Wyatt & Rachel Brooke - In Flames
>Angsty and depressed

>The Radio Dept. - Bus
>I really love my boyfriend and I feel like I don't tell him often enough

>Current 93 - Poppyskins
>painful boil on my arse

The Cult - Electric Sea
Just got home from work, beautiful day outside, no plans to leave the house, no idea what to do in the next 8hrs (my laptop died)

had a bit of a rest there, yeah. you're totally justified, i agree.

thanks for the advice though, kinda makes me a little less nervous about the whole thing.

Thanks for this. I think the bloodhound gang used this as a sample. I can't remember the song. Anyone?

>The Heartbreakers - Chinese Rocks
>I did not sleep enough last night, my eyes are feeling heavy

Wowza, I haven't seen a post with Richard Hell's music in a long while.

That whole album and his second album are good. Another World, the song after The Plan, is great as well.

why u scared user?

tfw know that feel but once didn't know that feel

>current song
Punch Brothers - Passepied
>current feel
I have work tomorrow so, shit.

>45:33
>pissed off over nothing, angsty, anxious over lack of productivity

>Lana Del Rey - Pretty When You Cry
>I drank way too much coca cola way too quickly. its almost 6am and i haven't slept. my stomach hurts

never mind i just burped and feel way better goodnight friends

>Punch Brothers - Passepied
ayyyyyyyyyyy

>Joy Division - Day of the Lords
>feeling stupid because I can't remember what I learnt at uni off the top of my head

>pallbearer - devoid of redemption
>calm