Current favourite song

>current favourite song
>current feel

>Oneohtrix Point Never - Laser to Laser
>Happier than I've been in recent memory

>good vibrations
>good vibrations

>Radiohead - 2 + 2 = 5
>Feeling of content

> Animal Collective - What Do I Want? Sky
> i miss missing someone

Bump

>Eyehategod-Southern Discomfort
>self-loathing, frustration

>In The End
>Want to die

>King Crimson - Starless
>lonely

I saw that movie woth goodman and ramona flowers in it
it was kinda disappointing

>grimes - vanessa
>Tired all the fucking time

>Everything Everything - No Reptiles
>not that great

>aphex twin - cornish acid
>anxious

>In Between - The Growlers

>Not that bad or that good, If i died I would really be too fussed.

> MOTFD- skabetty
> Pretty good since I just got a new job

>Grouper - Disengaged
>I want to die

>Ventura Highway by America

>very depressed because I'm going to be checked for cancer on Friday

>>electric wizard - Vinum Sabbathi
>>going insane

>Neon Indian - deadbeat summer
>have accepted the fact that this summer is gonna be wasted again

The Knife - Marble House
Tired as fuck

>current favourite song
Boredoms - Acid Police
>current feel
My mom resents me for going off of my SSRIs and anti-psychotics. I think it's because now she feels like she has to see me as a human, which she hasn't had to do for the past three years. I think that using my diagnoses and the fact that I was medicated as a way to dehumanize in her mind me is what she needed to do for her emotional well being, and now I've taken that away from her by trying to be normal on some level. She may have also looked into how the anti-psychotics I was on were shutting down my liver and slowly killing me, so she may have gleamed some hope from that.