Post a feel and your favourite song atm, rec, chat etc
>tfw I can't work up the courage to ask my crush out and I'm worried she's going to find someone and it'll be too late
>tfw I've had so many chances and every time I get too nervous and decide against it
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>Not longer in love with my girlfriend of 4 years
>We pretty much almost live together, do everything together, she is my best friend and probably my only true friend
>She would do anything for me, whatever I ask she would do whatever just to see me happy
>I'm just tired, I just don't feel the same for her, I just want to be alone, but I don't want to see her sad, I wouldn't forgive myself if I made her sad
Little Kid - The Train Behind My House
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"you used to shake the ground
and the walls around my house
but i found comfort in the sound
and though you're just as loud
i barely hear you now
you're like the train behind my house"
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I would kill to have a gf who loves me
How could someone possibly hate having a best friend you get to cuddle and sleep next to? Please appreciate the relationship you have because I cry every night because I'm alone.
>random songs on random spotify playlists
>confused, lonely, tired, self-pity
But im writting like there's no tomorrow , ive never felt so inspired
Man, buncha sad sacks in this thread. I'm getting over a 6 year relationship though, so I guess I'll join you.
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>been smoking every day for the past week
>trying to get motivated to get my shit
>whole album is perfect but this is current SOTY
>be me
>be ugly, awkward, socially retarded 16 year old
>date qt hipster girl in high school
>way out of my league
>date for years
>becomes my best friend
>go to different colleges
>still dating
>worried she'll realize I'm boring and leave me
>visit each other during the semester
>everything fine
>it's the summer
>notice something is wrong
>watch as the relationship fizzles over 3 months
>try to save it
>she tells me she doesn't want it to be saved
>she realized I'm boring and left me
>drunk text her a month later
>she doesn't respond
>do it again the following month
>she tells me to move on
>been a year
> still want to die
sorry for the life story user
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>be me
>been back from deployment for over a year now
>can't sleep at night, always tossing in turning
>people tell me Underoath sucks, only had a couple good songs
>don't care, I listen to entire albums
>mfw they bring me back to a time when I could be a stupid, carefree edgelord
>now I'm just an edgelord with sleeping problems and a moral conundrum
>be me
>been back from deployment for over a year now
>can't sleep at night, always tossing in turning
>people tell me Underoath sucks, only had a couple good songs
>don't care, I listen to entire albums
>mfw they bring me back to a time when I could be a stupid, carefree edgelord
>now I'm just an edgelord with sleeping problems and a moral conundrum
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Could be worse I guesw
>tfw people have been here a shorter time than you have and fit in better
pathetic feels honestly
>tfw my ex gf (who I still love) hates me and literally never wants to see me again.
>tfw I can't enjoy any media I watched, or listened to with her
>tfw tried to kill myself but wound up in a hospital
>tfw have to go back to college soon
>tfw dead end job
>tfw all friends are gone
should I end it friends?
favorite song atm is la novia
Fuck, I really need to stop drunkposting
OP fucking do it. I was in a similar situation and I waited to long. She found someone else and moved on her with her life. While Ive moved on to other things and other people I still think back and laugh at how stupid I was.
Holy shit Sup Forums, we're all sad shits tonight. Why don't we start posting positive songs instead of this depressing stuff?
Thank you for the motivation user. We like all the same music (she might actually have better taste than me desu), we like the same vidya, the same books and movies. She's literally my dream girl. Really don't want to look back with regret
do it faggot
don't do it faggot
whenever I'm sad I listen to old pop music
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What do you listen to when you're sad and want to get rid of the sads?)))
Normally (because I used to be a scene kid) I listen to Fall Out Boy or something, but recently its been Childish Gambino and Kitty
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>wistful dumb scene girl rapping
>I'll never play a solo like this one
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Quiet song
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no dont do it
fuckin do it yo
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>tfw Borderline shut-in
>human contact is painful, but it's all I crave constantly
>as soon as it happens, I retreat back inside and become reduced to fits of screaming and crying because of some mild percieved social faux pas I might have made
>motivations change every day, was walking 20km a day and leading a healthy life for a few months, suddenly something so small sends me spiralling into despair and now I'm back to abusing drugs and alcohol
>would have killed myself by now if it weren't for my family, who are almost definitely even more exhausted than I am
>I will never experience true love, I am fundamentally incapable of expressing it
I feel like I'm an alien inhabiting a volatile life-form I have no control over.
Nah bro music is too good to give up so easily
I wish I could meet someone like you, so we could talk about stuff like this. This is why I love Sup Forums though, because we can come here and talk about it anonymously without fear or anxiety. Honest to god have no idea what I'd do without this site. It's the only way I can socialize. I'm incapable of opening up to people irl, constantly feel like a burden to everyone even though I don't say a word
>Existential dread
Thankfully this song is here to calm me down. It's always a happy reminder that none of this shit matters in the end
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>OH I'M GETTING SICK
>OHHHHHH I FEEL SO BAD
>AWOOOOOOOOAHAHAHAHAHAHA
>WAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
>turning 24 next week
>6th year in on a 4 year degree
>anxiety and depression made me not go to classes for the last 3 months of my previous semester and I failed all my courses
>job is fucking me over with only one shift a week after making a mistake
>broke as hell
>barely any friends
>gf of 3 years loves me so much and I can't reciprocate feelings due to be emotionally ruined by past partners
luckily I get to see Ghost Bath live next month, maybe I'll be able to actually cry and express emotion for once.
Don't know how to feel about life, but i think i'm good. I feel happy i guess.
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Dude the correct attitude is thinking "What's the worst that could possibly happen?" Getting rejected is something you will get used to at one point and it's not that bad. Besides, if She says Yes you would be dating your crush
Feeling like shit desu senpai
>Been talking to a girl I tried to date
>Things didn't work out before
>She's friends with most of my friend group
>Turns out one of my "best friends" was telling her not to date me or they'd stop being friends
>I thought I left that shit back in high school
>Anyways, I'm out of the area for a few months
>"friend" hits up the girl I was crushing on
>"now that user's gone we can date, right?"
>honestly I shouldn't have even been surprised given that he fucked my roommate's girlfriend immediately after they had broken up, and most likely fucked roommate's newest fuck buddy too
>Been thinking about just cutting him out of my life entirely
Anyways, this is too much blogging on a mongolian cave-painting website. Favorite songs atm:
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You should beat his fucking ass.
Hah dude, I'm an out-of-shape nerd. I can't do that
>Been thinking about just cutting him out of my life entirely
Don't think about it. Cut him out of your life now. Delete him from all your shit. Do it now.
>barely getting back into making music
>>scared of preforming live
>>>>>scared of putting myself out there
>> not sure what to do with my life
>>>>>>all i do is work , make music , hangout with friends
>>>>barely going back to school for what? i have no idea
Why the fuck wouldnt you
Because I'm a dumb fuck with social anxiety and not many friends
Cut him out. Do it. Goddamn man wake the fuck up.
JIMSY on Soundcloud. Their music makes me happy.
I miss my gf but I will get to see her at the end of the month so that's good. Changes in my lifestyle have seriously improved my outlook on life so I'm feeling pretty content.
I guess one thing that is nagging me is knowing that I probably won't be with my gf forever and someday all the warm, sweet feelings I have when I'm with her will be a distant memory. I think about her all the time and how lucky I am but everything is just so ephemeral in the end.
Traumprinz - I Gave My Life
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At the same time I've kind of reached this sort of complacency towards things ending because that's just sort of the nature of life. There's a certain beauty in transience and a certain assurance in everything that I think I've gained in the past year.
Literally just do it. It's better to regret shit you did than shit you didn't do. And if she's a reasonable person there should be no reason to regret asking desu
>She wants to be something more
>I'm too afraid
>I'm losing her soon.
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Fuck you space nigger, we've crash landed on the same planet.
>16
You're too young
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Same feels for me as well OP.
>be awkward fat music nerd
>move to new city for school
>befriend group of cool hip music nerd dudes
>not really sure why they hang with me cause they're all cooler than me but ok
>one of them has basically the EXACT SAME taste in music as me
>amazing at guitar
>midnight garage hang 1 on 1 with him
>get on topic of the type of person we want to end up with in life
>start describing the dream guy i have in mind
>realize im basically just describing him
like shit. he's been in front of me this whole time. its been 2 months now and im going crazy over him. I don't know how to tell him. I can't bring up the guts to do it. I'm just stuck here, laying in my bed feeling sick. I'm not what you would really call a pretty girl. Ive been rejected so much I don't think my heart could take any more.
Just do it man, just fucking do it. If she's right for you then it'll happen, if she isn't then you'll only grow as a person through the rejection and something better will come to you, you just gotta reach out to the opportunities life throws at you. I missed a lot of opportunities in my life but I've since realized that the only thing that's ever been keeping me from the things I want is myself and my mindset, you can do it dude. The fear is strong but regretting not taking the chance is infinitely worse
>father and uncle both od'd and died on Friday
>first day since then that I've been sober
>getting ready to visit my father's still somehow living mother today
>supposed to see some friends afterwards
i'm not sure how I feel but it's not good
Iggy Pop - Sunday
it's ridiculously homosexual and cheesy of my to tell you this but i'm drunk atm anyways but what helped me ask for my crush's number was that one rhcp song where they say something like "it's better to regret something you did than something you didn't do"
user you might want to talk to a professional about clinical depression.
>am a guy
>in love with my best friend
>he's a homophobe
but what's your favorite song atm user
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what's your band name
>tfw finally set a date to kill myself
You maybe just need some time alone so you can think about thing and stop being depressed and actually start missing emotional connection
And just ask her, no matter how retarded you sound, it's really better than being even more fucked up as soon as she starts being with someone else and you have new mental disorders and even more afraid to ask girls out, just do it faggot nothing bad can happen