Current song

>current song
>current feel

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>Metric - Clone
>tfw no gf

ahah lol

>youtube.com/watch?v=ilcD1fHcGB0
>ALMOST have a new fucking job and if i dont get it, i think im gonna quit everything

>The Smiths - What She Said

>Anxious desu, the song does not help

>Genesis - The Brazilian
>Bored

>People Under The stairs - Breakdown
>tfw no gf

>Vapour Trail, Ride
>Grateful for my good life

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I've been under the biggest depression spell for so long and today I finally snapped. I was listening to the Unnatural World by Have a Nice Life alone in bed, and I got the urge to just finally get it over with and kill myself. I started self harming again which makes me feel self conscious and like a 13 year old and I just cried. I couldn't get the courage to actually go out and do it, so I guess that's good.

I'm really sorry for this awful rant, I just felt the need to write it down somewhere. Now I'm just in bed listening to music.

> Show Me The Body - Metallic Taste
> feel like ive finally woken up

>recording of me playing Chopin's Ballade no 1 very poorly, for self critique

>frustrated

>current song
John Ludington - Diagrams of Our Hands
>current feel
I'm the most heartbroken I've ever felt in my life and am overwhelmed with bittersweet emotions from the last few months of last year. I always have a pained expression on my face even when I feel happy.

>Astroboy Nunca Pierde - Abacaxi
>Confuse

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> i want to be fed with a bottle of wine by my girlfriend

>what she said
>I smoke because I'm hoping for an early death
>and I need to cling to something
tfw

>tfw I smoke and I suddenly realise I'm killing myself gradually

> what do?

Just quit. Your health with slowly return to normal. Unless you just really love smoking.

>that girl rap album fantano reviewed today
It's pretty great.
>tfw you've seen literally every great anime

>FourFiveSeconds - Rihanna.
>Miserable.

>40 days
>crush/best friend/lover is going away to college soon, need to try my best to improve myself

>Radiohead- There There
>anxious and scared

>Beastie Boys - Putting shame in your game
>Crush likes me back. Feeling great.

>Late night bumbs
>Chill as fuck

>Love, Claire - The Day After
>No Trend - Fred Reality

I posted two songs because I don't feel anything.

>tfw finally rediscovered this feel after years
feels fucking great, doesn't it?
like the little tiny speck of hope that's somehow endured all the bullshit you've pulled through has been spectacularly validated

just finished up listening to clouddead s/t, 'bout to give some more japanese shoegaze a shot

some user recced me Tsumanne - Shinsei Kamattechan (had to copy and paste it), so I'm about to give that a first listen

>youtube.com/watch?v=BOx5ROp99Xs
> no gf amd wishing my life ends soon

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>pretty indifferent

What is this girl like?

It is great, user. I've been hung up over the same girl for three years. It feels awesome to finally move on.

>Nine Inch Nails - Every Day Is Exactly The Same
>Feeling down and anxious as fuck

>get got

Anxious as heck man.

Life is scary.

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>tfw divorced for over a year and 0 dates yet

The Avalanches - Two Hearts in 3/4 Time (first time listening to the album)
Need to take a shit but this is too good to interrupt

Why does at least half of this thread have undeveloped tastes?

Jesus this thread is disgusting.
>b-but you're a t-tripfag
Was, now I'm gone. Little to no point even trying to strike up a conversation with such an elementary crowd.

What a fucking joke.

>undeveloped tastes
You take things too seriously.

>Death Cab for Cutie - Ingenue
>/comfy/

You literally, seriously, should kill yourself. I can't even believe someone takes themselves and other people's tastes so seriously. You must have a lot going on in your pathetic life.

Boris - Flood III

I just want to be dead.

>king of carrot flowers pt. 2
>tfw you love jesus christ

>Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da - The Beatles
>Fucking gut worms won´t leave my pooper alone and can't fucking sleep in days because of them

Oh yeah. I feel you. It's been about three years for me, too. I only ever thought about her after the first year or so because I had nobody else who mattered that much to me in any capacity, and by that point, I couldn't stand thinking about her. It felt like I was stuck in some high school bullshit that I needed more than anything to get out of.

Now it feels like, even if this only lasts for a few weeks, I can shed that shit.

never give up hope anons

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>dead kennedys - police truck
>sorted out some shit i had with a girl, feeling way better than before

> Shabazz Palaces - "The King's New Clothes Were Made By His Own Hands
>relaxed

>OD'd In Denver-Hank Williams Jr.
>Urges to get shitfaced/fried, but I don't wanna hurt my family anymore

PRESENT DAY
>HEH
PRESENT TIME

>House by the Sea - Iron & Wine
>Miserable, had to go to my grandfather's funeral today
>Death Cab
You have good taste user, favourite song by them is We Looked Like Giants.

>Group Four - Massive Attack
>Depressed but still trying to be cheery. I saw my ex wife today after not seeing her for two years. I know she's still a trainwreck and she knows it too but I still love her. Part of me wants to start over again but the other part of me knows how it will end.

>Count Basie - April In Paris
>Bored and tired, mildly aroused. Missing her.

>Do You Like Worms?
>Sometimes I feel very sad.

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trying to take my mind off the fact that I'm going to college in a week
Great song pick my dude. What's your favorite off Unnatural World
p good song mang

>Kraftwerk - Europe Endless
I have a midterm tomorrow and I'm at that point where I feel confident but things could still go down the shitter.
Kraftwerk is God-tier study music btw

>Who Can It Be Now?
>wondering who's at the door

>Can - Sing Swan Song
>Horrible

>bear - the antlers
>lonely

>how to disappeareply completely-Radiohead
>missing lollaplozza

>Mac Miller - I'm Not Real ft Earl Sweatshirt
>Questioning my decisions and my conflict with my family

>John The Baker With Slimy Penis Breath - Designated Driver
>Happy that I'm about to go to college

>Om - At Giza
>really tired, should probably go to sleep

nxworries - seude
feelin' good B)

>Can - Bel Air
>mostly relaxed, but a little anxious

>feeling good - muse

>feeling good

>Titus Andronicus - "A More Perfect Union"
>Tired, and a little anxious because I have to work at a festival tomorrow.

>Whenever, Wherever by Shakira
>content

>>Songs from suicide bridge

>Nervous and Feeling a lack of control of my situation, a little derpessed

>The Goslings - Yellow Sky

>Feeling amazing off 3 bags of dope and 2mg of Klonopin, In bed, 10/10 comfy.

>LCD Soundsystem - Beat Connection
>sick of being at home, want to be back at school, not sure how I'm going to make it two more weeks

>big blood - dark country magic
>drunk and really fucking sad, ruined a job interview because anxiety and lost any friends i used to have, trying to pick up the pieces of broken friendships but they all just look at me with a look of pity and want me to go away
>out of alcohol
i wanna die guys

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not feeling anything

just a sort of annoyance towards people for speaking so much, wish i had a gun i could just point at their heads every time they tried speaking to me so they'd fuck off, or a magic button i could press to make them disappear, there is almost never a reason to speak the way i see it, yet they keep yapping on at me because i'm a mute as if i'm their own private radio or something, i'm just gonna take my dick out and start pissin next fuckin time i swear, i don't give a rats arsehole about any of the shit comes out their mouths, make like a tree and fuck off

Korn... Rotting in Vain

>Karma Police-Radiohead
>Depressed because skipping half of my 7th grade year has led to me going in to the 12th grade year the age of 18. I could be free but I thought the internet was better

>judging a person's taste based on one song they happen to be listening to
are you literally retarded?

No. He's patrician

>manic focus - life goes on
>porch chilling, drinking a beer and chainsmoking

Vertigo- Deafheaven

Hungry

whats the difference?

>fiona apple - pale september
>missing my ex and just feeling lonely hoping i can forget about them soon

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>tfw no one wants to be my friend irl

>M83 - Midnight Souls still Remain
>Bittersweet - at the end of a long awesome roadtrip with friends I might not see again

jesus this hurts me

>tfw can't listen to music because I've rekt my headphones by accident

>Qotsa if i had a tail
>my grandfather is developing alzheimers, his brother is in the hospital slipping into dementia and his dad is still around watching it all happen
Lifes hell i guess

>Sigur Rós - Glósóli
>Very alone. Bored, sad, worried about the future.

That's really unfortunate. Mental deterioration is terrifying. Sorry to hear about that.

>Swans - I Was A Prisoner Inside Your Skull
>Anxious, a little horny, and I need to pee.

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My dog that I've had since I was three died. My only Grandfather is in the hospital. I'm moving out of my parents home. I've lost a good friend and tomorrow my best friend that I've known my entire life is moving very far away. And I'm about to lose my GF of three years.

All this happened over the course of one month. It's been hard to catch my breath.

>youtube.com/watch?v=4IMTvbw7Uo4
>my best friend is teaching english in Korea for a year
>my other close friend hasn't been in touch with me for several months
>I have to take an extra year of uni
>slept with a close friend, now developing feelings for her, going to FYF together in a few weeks
>she might be moving to fucking denver in a month
>work is unfulfilling
>haven't painted in over a year
>still don't drive
>just want things to work out for the best

>Sleep - Dragonaut
>Managed to cure my depression and daily existential crises by realized everything is bullshit, we are overdeveloped sacks of organs, and the sun will eventually explode, and render all our precious struggles to so much dust.

So yeah, feelin aight.

I'm really sorry to hear that user, I hope things work out for you. It's been rough for me recently too man.

>Lil Ugly Mane - Side One - A
>tired, happy that i dont got work tommorrow
>tfw gf

Miami Ultras

Empty

HE'S BACK

>Iggy Pop - China Girl
>i know i can better myself and start making things good for myself but i only recently just climbed out of a crippling depression

>Philip Glass - String Quartet No. 4: I.
> I'm about to start junior year at a pretty big music school. The first two years has destroyed my love of classical music. I'm with the girl of my dreams but as soon as I met her and knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, death has always been the first thing on my mind. I'm terrified to lose her or to die young. I want to stay where I am forever.

>Radiohead - Paranoid Android
>horny

>Show Me The Body - Body War
>Happy and sleepy in a big oversized sweater but I'm wearing pretty short shorts so my legs are cold.
Unty have you heard what I'm currently listening to? it's good but not perfect, it's like post rock death grips

holy fucking shit dude

Deafheaven - Dream House
tfw no text back from anybody

$UICIDEBOY$ - PARIS
>Vibin' out and thinking about stuff

>love will tear us apart
>finally starting to get a little over her

>Snowmine - Let me in
>comfy
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inb4 filthy pleb