Hey anyone need a friend tonight? I'm willing to listen to anyone vent

Hey anyone need a friend tonight? I'm willing to listen to anyone vent.

my kik is the.best.intentions

some of my close friends quit talking to me

I'll just keep posting porn till then

any idea why?

Why did I lose everything that I suffered for?

you're a good man user

Because life is so utterly unfair, when she left i thought i would never understand or recover...i still havent managed to do either...but it gets easier

I smoked weed for the third day in a row today. I had fun but I'm beginning to feel disillusioned. It was with my girlfriend's siblings and cousins and I mostly just did it to fit in and be accepted, but it feels like I sold myself just for that.

I know it's just weed and I'm being uptight but I dunno, it feels weird.

Yea I guess I could use some random advice/venting

So I go to school up north and have a girl back home in Florida. We saw each other and got real close over the last half a year, and really fell hard for each other. Sex was absolutely fantastic, her personality is great, and she's really attractive in my eyes no matter what. Problem is we live 1200 miles apart and can only really see each other maybe twice a year. So cause of this, I can't commit, because I just can't date someone if I can't see them, make memories with them, or be around them.

Eventually the distance gets to us, and we decide to take a step back and just be friends, which isn't all bad because it was getting to me and I wasn't showing emotion/needed space. Now I just can't help but worry about us drifting apart and changing, and it's really fucking getting to me. I'm really getting into classes and athletics up here, and she's got to work 2 jobs to move out of her parents place, one of which is a new job at a Hooters-like place (shit used to drive me up a wall thinking of it, and she says she doesn't like flaunting herself). I'm starting to meet new people too, and have a couple prospects, but I'm just stuck between trying to love her still and keep her mine until we can live by each other in a year or so, or do I cut my losses and try for something new I *might* have, but isn't guaranteed at all? Been lost for awhile, and the indesicion and worry is tearing me up.

heres more porn guys :)

op you got the name of this girl? seen her so many times but can't seem to remember

I just finished helping other people prepare their mothers' day surprise. My mother is half the world away.

id assume its my clingy personality but id like to
believe that its mainly college but with finals
season over i dont know

It's not a girl. I was once a CHAD and now I'm just a ghost of what I was. I don't want to brag but if I had to describe my succession rate it'll be something like this...

Me 6/10 vs 10/10 Chad, I would 80% win all the time.

I just don't understand why do people who work hard for good end up losing it.

its ok user i used to smoke but i dont like it...i appreciate being sober and really feeling everything. i dont like being reduced or having to numb myself xx (op is going to put xx on the end of every post)

not OP, but

kati3kat xx

answer me this OP and answer me this right fucking now. wtf do I do and why am I at a community college when I should be seeded in a ivy league?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

im sorry user whats a chad? xx

good man

The opposite of what a Beta is. The most disgusting thing I do nowadays is re-read the saved messages of girls I once was able to get into their pants without their boyfriends even knowing. God, what have I truly become.

Jesus christ she is pretty.

>that moment when you need to make a bj scene and all you have is a lesbian so you have her suck an ejaculating dildo

because you dont care enough to be in an Ivy leage. ive been told all my life i was so smart and i have great test scores...i could be in a much better place but i got sad and stopped caring. probably the same for you xx

It's not as much the smoking part but the dirty feeling of doing something like that just so people will like you. I love my girlfriend but she is nothing like her family and they are not the kind of people I would hang out with, but she is very family-oriented so I do feel obliged to build good ties with them. I just wish I could do that naturally without just blazing.

How are you though user?

I dont support cheating but i can understand what its like to stop being someone youre proud of. Maybe certain behaviors changed for the better? Xx

I have a buddy from work thati'm not sure i want to move in next to. it would be a good opportunity to get out of the house, live on my own, but I don't know if I can do that yet. i don't make that much money, and i'm scared that i wouldn't break even and i'd start losing everything. i have a little bit of money set aside, but i'm scared it'll give me a reason to spend too much each time i get a check. Don't get me wrong, i would LOVE to move out. but i just don't know if i truly want to.

I wish that was the case. I'm now a person who can't even talk to anyone due to fear and rejection. I do hope there was some benefit of losing who I was to what I am now.

By the way, you have steam user?

Sauce

I got kicked out of college, my dad is on the verge of losing his business, we couldn't make rent this month, my mom has early onset Parkinsons, and I'm going bald even though I can't even drink yet.

Thanks. I needed that.

i get that. i sold out alot to be popular and like because i was insecure in highschool. eventually you realize that self opinion matters most and you just make sure youre always ok with who you are and im alright, thanks for asking. I had a sorta bad day but its a very very long story and it will make me sound like a pussy but i giving comfort to others helps me get over my shit xx

Fuck user. I would want to kill myself if I went bald. Get those pills quick to grow your hair or something.

I don't talk to most of my family and haven't for a long time. I was on Facebook and I decided to look up relatives. I put in my last name and saw my stepmom's page.
I sort of knew because there were old pictures of her and my dad on the header. My dad died a dew months ago and I didn't know. I looked at the obituary but it doesn't say a cause of death. I am not listed as a survivor.
I know from talking to my stepsister about ten years ago he wanted to talk to me but thought I didn't want to talk to him, which was obviously true. It's just that now I don't have a chance to.

I don't even know how i posted that, i don't think i have it saved.

my pc is so lame i can barely run minecraft so no I dont have steam :( all i have is xbox live for 360. i almost bought a ps4 but i decided i wanted tats instead xx

For the balding, when it starts to get pretty noticable, just shave everything off. It let's you stop worrying about what you look like, waste less time with hair, and chicks do dig a shaved head. Don't hold back on it, even though you're gonna hesitate to actually go through with it, you'll get used to the look.

Trust me, I've been balding since 14

im about to move in with my gf...im terrified ill fail and not make enough to support my side of the bargain. so i wish you luck user xx

Do you have Kik? I like you.

source?

we all make mistakes user just do what you can to honor the memory xx

the.best.intentions

been in a funk lately yesterday was the 1 year anniversary of my friend since kindergarten being shot and killed. Still feels like it cant be real.

xx (oops)

im so sorry user xx

thanks

i found in a porn webm thread, no source sorry. try google reverse search?? xx

I still think it's funny that I told everyone I would just shave it all off if I started going bald early. Of course I never thought I actually would.

Sorry to hear that man. High school must have been rough until you shaved it off.

with the right look youll come off looking bad ass. xx

Why is she flinching from a cumshot she's controlling with her other hand. It's not like she's acting it, that's just straight up fear of the cum

I've come to the conclusion that I was put on earth for the sole purpose of helping others. I grew up an only child and I've dated a few times so I feel as if though I have years of repressed love so I give them away. Lately I feel drained and I feel as if I'm being selfish towards myself. I go on and on about helping people "better their lives" trying to steer them away from their current lives and yet I can't seem to better mine even in the smallest way whatsoever. I suffer from crippling social anxiety and depression but I fight it with helping others, how can I overcome this? I feel like I've gotten emotionally and mentally dependant on helping that it longer comes from the heart but more so as a daily fix. I'm going to be a nurse soon and I'd hate to have this habit still around by that time. I probably sound like a fucking mess but I'm pretty sane, I'm a generic normalfag despite being on Sup Forums.

I need some help...
>be me
>be 16 (18 now)
>meet sweet innocent grill at park, we hit it off like no other and converse with a flow
>so much in common it's almost unbelievable, the girl that only appeared in my sweetest dreams
>she made reality a nightmare
I'll cont. Keep thread bamped pls doe

lol i actually have a video of me cumming on ex...or at least i did im not sure. she was bi leaning hard on lesbian though so i just thought it was funny. sorry about that user xx

So college gets out in a week and this girl i've been talking to had a bf up until a month ago or so. They had been dating for a couple years and then they broke up. This weekend out of the blue (well we have been talking some nothing flirty.) She asked me to come with her to her house for the weekend. I have work so I couldn't and while I was at work she snapped me kinda asking me to stay in the state my school is in for longer. I live 23 hours away from the school. Then she started snapping me and being flirty including snapping me while she was taking a bath (didn't see any boobs too much bubbles). Anyways I'm confused because just yeah last gf I had was almost a year and a half ago and so I don't know what to do.

you too user

i had a friend like that user. i think you just need to realize how important you are. i know saying it wont help...but you are important, to me if no one else :) xx

dont risk all your success for a girl user..not unless you love her...otherwise youll get hurt. xx

im listening user xx

I feel like my friends don't find me funny anymore, and that I'm the one changing. They seem to only be fixtated towards video games. While I've grown to like becing social. Any tips?

I have this problem
I have only a few good friends and i hate most of them. I don't feel like I'm a person.
I leave no mark on the world. I don't have success in the career world, i don't have sex, i don't have anything to talk about.
I'm just a fucking body.

it sounds like youve matured, maybe try finding more common links? if youre close to them you could tell them how youre feeling xx

Anyone have a source on this she combines all my kinks

well user not all of us leave tangible marks. Its cliche but we all have people that care and who we make a difference to. You do matter, to me if no one else :) xx

Already told them. Not much has really changed. They still just lounge around playing Street Fighter and Melee. Where as I just want to hang around and have normal chats about life, girls, movies, etc. Move away from video games and what not. It's not that I hate video games, I still play them too. I just want to do more than them.

>friends at first but before time could give me a second chance, lovers.
>we had been each other's first, for nearly everything.
>after dating for over a year, I subconsciously begin to feel as though something is off
>she rarely says I love you, and when I say it to her, I'm only met with a reluctant "ok", but she plays it off as though she's joking
>begins to enjoy attention from other males, as she began as insecure.
>the things you do upon falling in love.
>I wrote for her songs, saved simple things from simple memories to give back and laugh at, basically gave her my all.
>one day I ask to play on her phone while she's doing homework
>she gives it to me, but suddenly asks for it back only 5 minutes later
>I noticed that she had deleted kik. You can see where this is going...
>later that day I ask her to look me in the eyes, and tell me that she's always been loyal to me.
>she does, without a hesitation, looking me straight in my saddened brown eyes, and exclaims how she's always been loyal
>a few weeks later, I confront her about the kik incident.
>she lies through her teeth, lies constantly. Looking back, I count 8 lies.
>tells me he's only a friend, tries to blame it on me saying " you told me don't be afraid to make friends"
>I didn't mean those kinds..
>it turns out she was sexting him, a guy from across the world
>it turns out she also had a meet me account
>lied about that too.
>before I knew it, the one that I had seen as my beloved and faithful sweet, became the one responsible for my heartache to this very day.
>I broke up with her needless to say.
>a year goes by, I'm finally happy being free. The word from her mother, is that she only cries and sleeps.
>I give in to sympathy.

im also interested xx

I value myself as a human being, but it's just hard man. I'm strong for everyone around me, because I feel as if I have to. I'm hyper-empathic so I feel EVERYTHING. I'm such a nice dude I swear it'll be the death of me, I'm constantly torn between following the golden rule, and turning the other cheek when wronged. I probably sound like a turbo-beta but I've always thought since I was a kid that even though I'm only one person, my actions could eventually butterfly effect themselves into something beautiful. I love everyone, those who've wronged me, and those who I have yet to meet. I forgive before even wronged. I just want to be as happy as I try to make those around me, but deep down I know I'll never find someone like me to spend my life with; and that's what breaks my heart man.

She had dazzling blue eyes didnt she user

i dont want to be offensive...at least not tonight.. but you sound highschoolish so maybe just try to branch out find new people. that can be the group of friends you game with while you have another you talk with? xx

How did you know?

go on user, sympathy can be a vile thing. i know this pain xx

Sauce on porn plz

You dont need to know that user. Lizzy was led on and emotionally manipulated by the guy. Nothing to do with you i think.

Might be someone different but small world lol

Hoera van england

I smoke weed every god damn day. Get out now user, while you can.

i knew a girl that cared so much about others while wasting away inside. so including you thats two people at least so youre not alone. People with kind and beautiful radiance like that will find eachother. youll be alright xx

Not in highschool, fresh out of it however so you're not far off. I have a couple of other people I'd like to know, but they seem like people who only talk to me when they have no one else. I'm just nervous in general so being outlandishly social is out of my comfort zone.

Lizzy? Is that what her name was? The guy was from England... How do you know all of this?

why do you stay user? everyone has self control. i understand loving the artificial happiness and peace. but why not stand up for yourself and create it on your own? xx

everything is scary the first time. its all about making the first steps. life wont hand you things. in fact it will steal them every chance it gets. so you have to take them for yourself xx

So i had a friend i met through video games
Came from up in scandinavia
Fucking charming, really nice and intelligent.
We find this app called fling
Use it to flirt with girls and get their kiks
This is the time in my life when i realise i cant flirt for shit, get no nudes ever
Friend is really good at it, lies a bit but still
One day, he gets all excited
Got nudes off this 10/10 dutch girl, fucking headlamps for eyes bluer than you could imagine.
Load of drama ensues,
Leads to breakup between her and her boyfriend

>to greentext you put ">" in front of each line. xx

forget your comfort zone, adapt a new mask, and wear it often enough that you become it

Sauce OP PLZ

Greentext is an old meme, looks the same, is fucking autistic, and is difficult on mobile. Youre a shit user

Thanks, that's some pretty good advice. Never thought I'd be handing out thanks to someone over Sup Forums. Thank you, user.

i disagree, be yourself just be the strongest you that you can be

You're a great man user. You're putting love in everyone's responses, you genuinely care. We may never meet but I'd like you to know that you're one of the great ones. It's reassuring to know some people out there still care. I want you to have a great day tomorrow, and an even better life; it's what everyone on here deserves.

its not that hard and i was just trying to tell you if you didnt know. no need to get upset. xx

This inspired me

no problem user xx

Sounds like a solid idea except I legit look like an emo faggot stuck in 2005. Found a couple of cute girls who seemed interested in hanging out because they thought I was funny. They're really normie/hip type of people so I don't really fit it. That's really the only thing holding me back. I don't fucking know what a normal white girl does besides those memes like drink starbucks and watch Grey's Anatomy.

Thank you for listening. You don't have to help me though, I'm not sure of anyone that can right now with the exception of God. Thinking back on this makes me feel like I'll be meeting him soon.
>it seems as though everything has finally returned to the way it had been
>or I was foolish to think that anyways, at the moment.
>It can never be the same after one's heart is broken, and the other is still intact
>simply because they cannot experience your pain, they cannot understand why you act this way
>why you throw fits, why you're always so depressed, cautious and anxious
>the walls surrounded my heart and she couldn't find a way in. For that I was grateful
>I soon began to find that she was changing. Finally falling in love I guess you could say
>she may not have experienced her trust being broken, but she did however experience losing the only person who could love as monster like her, to no extent.
>I never thought unconditional love was possible, but don't get your hopes up. I still don't believe in it..
>we're back together now, and she's corrected all of her mistakes
>constantly wants to be with me. Constantly shows love, tells me she loves me
>I pointed out how I always say I'm in love with her and she never says the same
>she begins saying it but I feel there's no meaning behind it
>she still sometimes refuses my affection, and finds more meaning in other's attention
>but her now hallow blue eyes, when we kiss
>they're always open.
What should I do anons? Am I falling for yet again another trap? Another heartbreak?? Is it true what they say, once a cheater, always a cheater?
I want to leave her so badly but I can't imagine anyone more beautiful or who could understand me. I can't bear the thought of her innocence being defiled by another man. I'm not asking for your sympathy, it does my heart no good. I'm asking for an answer. Pleading.

what's her name?

thanks user that made me smile. I hope your day is great aswell xx

petitemarie (the tatooed one) and Paula_fer (the other one). Both from mfc.

if they like you dont change, they like *you* for a reason xx

Remy LaCroix

for everyone having a whinge, guess what.

YOU CONTROL HOW OTHER PEOPLE TREAT YOU

you just wont acknowledge it because you're a fucking loser and you cant admit it. thats why people dont like you.

It certainly sounds like the exact situation. It even could have been. Her name though, was different. It begins with an M. If this issue is more common than we'd have thought, I may give up entirely on love. For a girl to betray such a special someone, for a mere moment of fun. Thank you at least for telling me. I feel that may explain plenty of it. The fact that he may have manipulated her. I talked to M about it recently and she says the reason she was so attracted to the guy she sexted was because the beard, piercings and tattoos. These are all things that she's attracted to, and also because she felt she had more in common with him. That's the thing as well... If she felt more of a connection with him, than me, shouldn't I let her go? I want to bet my life that if they weren't so far away from each other, she'd have left me for him in a moment's notice

if i wanted to kik anyone on here its you user. my story might help you. but suffice to say you should start emotionally guarding yourself now. it might not be neccesary but dont get hit when youre not ready (you never will be) but at least try to hold up your shield first. i was you and this happened to me and i will never understand why she did it when i love(d) her so dearly xx