Feels thread Sup Forums?

Feels thread Sup Forums?

It's been a shitty week

I'll start with my whole story, if any anons are interested

>6th grade
>regular life of a 6th grader, running around with friends, being a tard, etc.
>was born with a genetic defect (Fibular hemimelia, if anyone's interested enough to look it up)
>never caused any problems, really just born missing one toe and right leg was a bit shorter than the other
>parents sit me down one day
>"user, we need to talk. we know your condition hasn't bothered you before, but if we leave it unchecked, it will ruin your spine."
>WTFareyoutellingme
>"You need surgery. we need to move."
>Lived in one small town in California all my life, now I have to move to the other side of the country
>That's already tough for a 6th grader, but that story isn't the story I'm here to tell

Shit's really gonna hit the downward spiral soon.

Cont.?

no.

Pretty boring story tbh

Kys

cont man

OP here, there's more to the story if you fags will be fucking patient

Cont

>underage b&
>bait

Meh, I'm kinda not interested in the plight of some 6th grader. Come back when you've experienced some real adversity.

go fuck your gay ass

we're listening OP

It's getting to the real shit you fucking faggot, let op tell the story

>Make the move, start settling in
>Family decides i need to do homeschooling to work around the schedule of the surgery and physical therapy and etc.
>I don't really enjoy the idea of doing my work by myself in my room and have that be my school experience, don't have much of a choice though
>family finds a center of sorts, where homeschoolers get together to take classes
>really like the idea, so i decide to go there
>Mind you I have a goddamn metal construct hammered into my leg, not me but pic related

I forgot to pretype, so bear with me. My bad guys.

thats it im gone. nothing happens here.

I'm listening...

>Start meeting people, some of them seem ok, some really hit the homeschooling stereotype
>all around seem like cool people though
>start settling in, meet this glorious motherfucker that we'll call M, meet some other cool people, i'll talk about them later if they come up
>Then there's this one kid, seemed cool, but didn't really talk with him, we'll call him L
>life goes on, kinda sucking because I can barely walk, but everything's ok

flash forward one year, entire operation is completed, and I decided to do 8th grade at the same center too
>chilling with M, L and other random people

go die in a fire

I forgot to pre-type jesus

>As I get older, i start noticing my language skills aren't worth shit
>Either way, once pueberty.exe sets in everything starts changing
>i'm pretty sure L hit his too around this time
>This girl who had just sort of been a friend before starts looking a lot more appealing in my eyes
>But L, L goes on a fucking rampage across the school, looking for anything
>Asks an older girl fails, in the ensuing mess, he ends up punching me
>Find out he has severe anger problems
>2 months later, tries the same thing, but with a different girl
>Gets her number, but ends up talking about raping her if he finds out she gave him a fake number
>Out of concern for my friend, I talk with his parents
>This is the beginning of the end for him and i
>Tension EVERYWHERE after this, pissed that i interfered with his personal life

was gonna post a nice comment but Jewzus Lawdd u slow mate

bump for interest

write the next one kid. dont leave us hanging

I got fired from my government job on Thursday.. I just started a family a year ago and now I lose my career. I'm ashamed, embarrassed and only want to provide for my family and this happens.

>i try my hand at getting a girl, fail, fuckit.jpg
>L doesn't stop, but seems to be less mad at me
>sets his sights on this one girl, let's call her S
>I eventually end up hooking up with the first girl L went after, gonna call her B
>Hang out with B one day, end up having this really deep conversation with her
>She starts talking about her past boyfriends, even tells me she gave a blowjob to one of them while we're on the first fucking date
>i get over it, still happy I have a GF
>meanwhile L is flipping his shit because he can't get anyone to "like him" or whatever bullshit terms we used in middle school
>M, other friends, and I start trying to console him, but it does not work

we're here for you Sup Forumsro

Bump out of interest

Bumparoo, sounds like it's interesting

I dont think op is under-age, he's just recounting a story from his life you inbred

>L starts fighting everyone over everything, holding nothing back and blaming everyone for his problems
>We all try to ignore him, keep talking with M and others
>One day I slip up and accidentally reveal B's blowjob detail
>friends tear it to shreds, like sharks with blood in the water
>Friends start using me as the butt of a lot of jokes, each increasing in severity
>L keeps fighting
>i try to ignore it and keep moving forward
>then one day, B asks me "can we talk?"

OP pls hurry

bump

go faster op

>dumps a whole load of shit on me, all these justifications and sugar-coated phrases, eventually amounts to "It's not working out"
>Talk to friends, super bummed about the whole thing
>Only all of them except M start tearing into me about it
>"oh she moved on to give other guys bj's" "ha you couldn't keep it together" "you failed", etc.
>The only one who didn't really go at it was M, but he still did it too sometimes, but he knew when to stop
>the others did not
>This was around the summer before I went to 9th grade

Moral of the story: write your goddamned stories in advance you faggot cuck.

So op?
Is someone still following this?

lurking

I'm here
O shit boiiiiiiiiii

>one day I figure I've earned my right to say a few things, share some opinions, especially after everything everyone's said to me
>express some negative opinions about some popular people at my school
>everyone absolutely lost their shit
>i became public enemy number one
>no one wanted to talk with me, everyone was saying how I was a "cancer to the school" and "they were better off without me"
>On the entire east coast, I was alone, and I was still extremely fucked up in the head after being told all the time about how stupid I was, how much of a failure i was, how i would never start a family, even how small my dick was
>I tried apologizing but not many people wanted to listen to it
>eventually re-accepted, but a lot of people still didn't like me, and all but one or two i had a lot of tension with

I just showed up, what's going on here?

Hurry the fuck up OP.

>the rest of the summer was miserable
>L was always lurking in the background
>Fighting me, making me feel like shit
>The rest of his story goes like this:
>He asked out S, and got rejected
>he still deluded himself that they were together and tried to beat the shit out of anyone who disagreed
>kept going at it
>multiple times, he claimed he was leaving the group, always came back
>even tried to beat the shit out of my ten-year-old brother
>started going on about how he was proud to be a sociopath, how he killed a deer, pretty sure he came close to shooting up the school a few times
>eventually went to a different school, no one really talked to him after that

Read ^^^ user -_-

underage, ban him mods

I've been scoping out places to hang myself, It seems odd but there's almost nothing to attach a rope to.

A nearby forest could do the trick

He's not underage, he's telling a story from his past

what is the plot of this story? Are we still in exposition or is this actually the story you wanted to tell? Because this is gay.

RIP, op will never deliver

I bet you are 12

>I eventually went to a regular public school for my 9th grade
>made some friends, but no one really talked to me or hung out with me the way M or the others had
>ended up feeling all alone again
>met a few people in my classes, never really talked to them
>met one girl who was a solid 6-7, pretty cute, never really talked to her
>did meet one girl though, we'll call her W
>pretty friendly, quickly becomes one of my best and only friends in the whole school
>make a suicide joke around her, and she gets really pissed
>she refuses to talk to me for a few days, eventually reveals she attempted it once

cont, also nice dubs

>W and I keep talking, find out she's actually still massively depressed
>Spend a lot of time trying to help her out
>In the process, I begin learning things about her past, all of which begin to bring me down too, make me a little depressed too
>One day she calls me
>"I'm done, I've had it, I can't do this anymore"
>"what the fuck are you talking about"
>"don't be surprised if I'm not at school tomorrow" hangs up
>oh fuck
>start calling around, call the school, suicide hotline, about to call the police, all the while trying to get back in touch with her
>she eventually calls back and i talk her out of it

>"don't do that again, it's not the way, etc."
>everything goes as usual, though being around W's depression for so long really affected me
>I ended up running on the track team in my predominantly black school, always losing, feeling like shit
>Then one day, that 7 texts me out of nowhere
>Turns out she had specifically tracked down my contact info from a friend
>and that Sup Forums, was the first and last time i ever fell in love with another human being as much as i had in that moment
>for future reference, I'll call her N

>inb4 he uses all the letters to spell some bullshit

Cont

>N and I spend the rest of the day talking, then spend the whole weekend texting
>find out we have tons in common
>our personalities click, our senses of humor match up, and we share all the same engines
>in my eyes, everything about her changed into a 11/10
>life seems good
>things start to fall apart
>W starts getting more and more on edge, keep thinking she's gonna go all the way
>Home life starts getting worse
>Father always leaving for his job, in the military so i'm always afraid he's gonna get killed
>parents start yelling a lot more than they used to
>eventually find out W is into me, have to figure out a way to tell her i'm not interested without her killing herself

This isn't sad, depressive, or fucked up and you are a fucking geek.

cont

he's probably getting there, chill

OP = turtlel

>W becomes more depressed, everything I do to try and help doesn't work
>begin feeling shitty about myself, bad grades, not charismatic or attractive, untalented, regular teenage bullshit
>eventually sack up and ask N out
>makes things better for a while
>but after a while i was constantly afraid of being cucked
>I try to block it out, start pulling grades up, W seems to be getting better, in love with the perfect girl, etc.
>But with my shit luck that all ends too
>N dumps me, but i'm still head over heels in love with her, damnit

Now you have my attention

this story is boring as shit

Keep going...

cont

Maybe it's a prelude for a live suicide

>grades stay up, but everything else falls
>parents always yelling, friends seem to not like me, N doesn't really seem to want to talk anymore, W keeps getting worse and worse, i got backstabbed by a really close friend and they leaked a lot of private details to my old school
>Suddenly i feel like I'm being laughed at instead of with all over again
>just sort of keep to myself
>just myself and my thoughts, which start getting more and more depressed, and even a bit suicidal

op gonna spell out some stupid shit with the letters of there names

Now comes the good shit

op is taking a while

>One day W texts me
>"I'm going to do it for real this time"
>Won't return any calls or texts
>i run to the bus station and dash across town to her house
>practically break the door down
>her parents open the door
>I'm too late
>friends constantly coming to me in the days afterwards
>Even N shows up, but I want none of it
>i start sitting alone at lunch
>push all my friends away

cont

>parents start yelling at me again one day, and eventually yell back "shut the fuck up! I've had enough of this shit! Nothing goes well for me!"
>Pack a bag, leave the house
>Hop on a train leaving the city, end up in Philadelphia

Well Sup Forums, I have to leave for a bit, so keep bumping for time, and i'll return to finish the story in 20 minutes

Oh shit

fuck fuck fuck fuck

If this is some bel-air bullshit I'm done

gotcha this time, but don't fuck up

Bamp

come on op

ok, OP here, I'm back to finish the story

does sb save this shit ?

op gonna spell out some stupid shit with the letters of there names M,L,S,B,W

bump n grind

go ahea

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pls hurry up OP

Bumperios!

>Start squatting and wage-slaving in a restaurant
>stay in motels when I have the money
>Get calls from parents and friends, assure them I'm fine, but not coming back anytime soon
>One day the Restaurant owner follows me home, on one of the days i'm squatting
>next day at work, approaches me and confronts me
>after closing time, so no one around
>I break down a bit and tell him the whole story, beginning to end
>Owner takes me in, lets me stay at his apartment, takes rent from my paycheck
>Becomes a surrogate father almost

>Family finds a center of sorts, where homeschoolers get together to take classes
You mean a fucking school, right?

What izzx dizzz shizzxzzzz

continue

>One night, six months later, N calls me
>Confesses everyone, including her, misses me and insists i come back
>I talk to the owner, tell him what happened, and he gets this genuine smile of relief and starts crying tears of joy
>"Go to them user, they love you, and you need to be there."
>He wraps me in this big bear hug, and even buys me a train ticket
>I promise him I'll come back to visit, tell him he was like a father to me
>He tells me he considers me his son, after his real one died in a car crash with his wife
>I cry as the train pulls from the platform, and prepare to go home and face it all again, and hopefully fix my problems for good

holy shit

nice trips

Please go on.

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hurry up op plz

>center for homeschoolers to take classes
>center
>homeschool
>center
>home
op is at the center being homeschooled kek nice b8