No future

>no future
>shit student
>depressed
>mildly suicidal
>6.5/10 girlfiend who "doesn't do sex"
>dependent on weed
>social distaster
>losing interest in hobbies that i loved

what's up with you guys?

>going to a private university
>3.8 GPA
>loyal woman
>get pussy when I want
>handsome son
>quit smoking weed back in august
>gaining more interest in my hobbies

Recovering alcoholic
Bad anxiety
Mildly suicidal
Took a few sleeping pills 20 mins ago cause insomnia and i hate night time
I just wanna go back to work so i can forget it all for a few hours

>dependent on weed
>losing interest in hobbies
>no future
>depressed

Weed is your problem stop smoking that shit. What kind of weak willed loser are you to not be able to control how much marijuana you smoke? That's fucking pathetic.

ITT: OP doesn't respond to people

I was about to say that. It's not like you're on crack, cocaine or mdma OP. Just fucking stop buying that shit, it's not even hard

>student
>holding back on social activities even though I thrive on them
>got some misguided perception that no one's worth my time
>probably narcissistic

I mean I can control it, I just find myself looking forward to it more than anything else. I actually only do it a couple times a week.

I am a loser though.

>doesn't do sex

MDMA isn't physically addictive like crack or cocaine; it's addictive in the same way as marijuana - mentally.

I know the feel
>Insanely depressed
>Borderline suicidal
>No girlfriend
>Three Friends are the only reason I'm alive
>Owe them everything they are what keep me going

Stop smoking so much weed you retard. Then ditch the girl.

Then just fucking kill yourself.

if he just killed himself first it would be easier than doing both of the other two first

every time i feel like im getting closer to something

the universe shits on me

it also reminds me that i cannot trust anyone worth a damn and the only reason i dont an hero is because then they win

>i had 4.0 ended with a 3.85
>used to be dependent on weed and now i can smoke if i feel like it or stop for a week it doesnt matter
>dont need alcohol
>dont need cigs
>get pussy when i want but who cares

none of this shit matters this world is fucking a joke and i wonder how i manage not killing my self every god damn day, then i look up at the stars and realize that no matter how shitty people are that none of them matter and they will all die, all of them and im content

you're a faggot

>doesn't do sex
With you at least

Above fags are right, stop smoking nigger weed.

i think the proper term is bundle of sticks retard

I'm not gonna pretend that I know the first thing about drugs. Is just that I saw people addicted in all of those things and they all seemed like one way road compared to weed

Honestly I probably will once my parents aren't around. they care about me, and so do my friends.

it's just i don't. This thread isn't about me though, i don't need advice, i just have to stop being a little bitch about life.

Same minus the weed and girlfriend.

well then, you're a cock loving homosexual then

What do you want in life though?

eh, well
>never had a girlfriend
>look like shit
>am shit
>in fact ugliest son of a bitch around.jpg
> have anxiety
>have depression
>mildly suicidal as well at times
and that's just some stuff.

>snapped out of 5 year depression 4 years ago
>working decent job
>no meds
>gf is a qt3.14 nerd
>getting married this year
>no kids
>traveling around the world twice a year
>feels good mane
>might be in the wrong thread
>its never as bad as it seems brohams

I think you're confused. There's either stop being a little bitch, or kill yourself. one of them will either prevent you from doing the other or at least make you not want to do the other.

lets see a pic then

I have no idea what i want in life, to be honest.

I didn't intend this thread as a call for help honestly, I just wanted to hear about how you guys were doing.

>36 year old paranoid schizophrenic
>working on 5th college degree
>feuding with schizophrenic mother currently
>got girlfriend pregnant (she turned 18 on the 3rd)
>she is really a lesbian though and she is just using me for money
>working at a shitty IOT company making $120k/year
>need to actually fix my fucked up life
>morbidly obese
>clinically depressed

>met a girl, she's visiting this summer
>smoke weed for lulz
>working, not bad pay for an ez job
>pay bills, support family, play cs, rinse repeat etc.
>a little depressed at times but I just tell myself not to be a little bitch about stuff
>she's converting me into a furry

I'm alright with all of this

What's your job?

I would mention as well that the future seems shit for me. don't know about you guys.

>wouldn't say I'm suicidal, but I have thought about it a few times
>never kissed a girl, never held hands, never had a girlfriend
>I'm a 7/10
>all I want is to be loved by someone but no one even gives me the time of day
>all I do is go to work and Uni.
>When I'm not at class or working, I lay in my bed waiting for the next day to come, Ive been in a rut
>don't have hobbies, I'm not talented and I'm too dumb
>masturbate once or twice a day but I've been getting less and less turned on by porn, like an immunity I guess.
>can't smoke to get my mind off things
>I have no friends
I'm so depressed and I don't know what to do and all the outlets I had are growing away

>31 years old
>no gf
>doctoral student
>major drug addict (all drugs)
>mental health problems (depression/anxiety) think about suicide a lot
>no friends or hobbies
Pretty much a failure other than my career/ education

>always screwing up
>severe anxiety
>parents view me as failure
>parents control my life for the most part
>mother isn't all there in the head
>Parents yell about anything I do wrong or good do better
>became depressed, not even sad, just getting the other side effects
>can't remember shit because of it
>feel dizzy/tired/can't think
>parents forcing me go to shit college, I have to stay at home and pay more most of it
>too much of a pussy to stand up for myself
>not even 100รท sure I will graduate because I might not pass economics
>had just made petty good friends that I actually hang out with outside of school
>on verge of suicide because I can't do shit right
>exams Friday determine my future, if there is one

>converting me into a furry

I always kinda felt bad for furries. It's SUPER harmless but they get shit on really easily by the internet and society as a whole.

That's your problem then, you need to have a long think about something, pick it, and stick with it, then go 100% all the way without questioning yourself or your decision, that's what I'm doing right now. Just make sure it's the right decision, there's no time to stop and think.

Doesn't this bother you though? I'm pretty much in the same place as you, slightly worse, and I just can't get this shit out of my head. I do not know what the fuck I want to do with my life.

Holy shit I'm doing the same thing right now! Mind blown.

Yeah, honestly I used to be one of those that shit on the whole society, but liked the porn. The culture is still shit, but I'm a kinky fuck so I'm into anything.

That's what Hitler did, and he did fine.

How old are you bro?

Well at least your life is bad too. Not worse exactly, but worse in different areas. Hang in there guy. Get on good meds and lose weight. Try topamax. It's a good med for weight loss.

Working in transport
Shit hours but its an easy 90k a year with 6 weeks vacation

What's your job ?

Thanks for the advice.
I guess my problem is that i don't care about anything that much, and have been that way for a long time. I don't even have any anxiety whatsoever, because i don't really worry about my future besides the inevitable empty depression of adulthood.

I guess i'm in denial that I HAVE to eventually have a future.

>just got masters degree
>small but growing circle of really good friends, not much else of a social life
>no job but not really looking yet
>no responsibilities til i run out of money or find a job
>one sexy motherfucker
>rage hard at music festivals and concerts as much as possible, usually every couple weeks
>pretty fuckin dope at producing music and djing
>havent gotten laid in nearly 6 years
>for real you guys i need to bust a nut so bad right now its not even fucking ok
>just got back from hanging out with the love of my life for the 3rd time in months and meeting her bf who she apparently has in another city whos a fucking douchebag who cant keep up with her and emotionally manipulates and guilt trips her
like everything is pretty awesome except the last couple parts, but, well, shit

>student, 18
>socially awkward
>no friends
>no future
>shit student
>fat
>ugly
>last gf i had was when i was 13 and i still think of her
>considering becoming gay because it's easier
>

Don't forget your family

17. My life isn't even hard. I have a good family, good friends and my school isn't that bad.

I guess i'm just not excited for life to start, and feel like i don't deserve an easy life.

also yeah, i know i'm an edgy sad teen like everyone else.

You hang out with friends much? Go to parties, clubs, pubs, friend's houses?

No one gives you the time of day huh? Sounds like bullshit. No one is ever gonna give you anything, grow some balls and take what you want.

same man

Yeah, i hang out with friends, but i'm not the partying type. My life is going fine, i just can't get the utter pointlessness of it all out of my head most of the time.

I'm currently working a shit kitchen job as a prep chef for an upscale, high volume restaurant about 40 hours a week.

I live with my parents.

I graduated with a BA last year.

I'm still recovering from over a decade of adderall use, and maybe 5 years of alcohol abuse. Last year was the end of a shitshow of drug abuse that resulted in a mental break and horrible anxiety that almost literally killed me.

Um. I'm saving most of my money, repairing my car, and plan on moving in with my girlfriend on the East Coast soon. Thing is, I'm losing sexual attraction.

Not sure what to make of it all.

Oh, and I'm postponing publishing my blog right now.

I'm trying to build a portfolio of writing and drawing so that I don't have to fucking work in a kitchen my whole life. We'll see.

I'm actually a talented writer, and a gifted speaker.

I was simply very fucked up for a very long time. Funny, mostly I was fucked up because everyone around me told me I was, and gave me drugs to "fix it". I learned drugs as the go to solution, and remained constantly fucked out of my head for a long, long time.

do you guys ever get that feeling when you're having a good time, or you see something happy going on and just think to yourself, "before I even know it, this will all be gone"?

I know it sounds stupid, but sometimes i wish i didn't ruin good times for myself like that.

yea

Just apply the same logic to shitty situations

I need more details mate, I might actually get into it.

this me right now

usually i do, but sometimes i'm too much of a bitch to get over something right away.

losing sexual attraction to her, or in general?

>dependent on weed
Lol op is kinda pathetic.

We are literally in the exact same situation, save the girlfriend part.

I'm going through a deep depression and am losing almost complete interest in all my hobbies, not to mention my impulsive laziness. It's infuriating to say the least, and it doesn't seem to be getting any better.

Are you mee

To her.

I have a pent up sense of frustration that's coming to the fore, the sense of impending adulthood, reality, and necessity of motion. I want to free myself of all restrictions.

I've only really been with 3 women. Right now, I get the urge to fuck everything, and everybody, for the most part. Well, women. And I'm not free to indulge it. Thing is, I love the girl I'm with, love her, and I really enjoy the time we spend together. She's very, very cool.

It's really kind of fucked. I'm going to have to tell her soon. Especially if I plan on moving in. But, shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.

Anyhow, cutting down on drinking and working hard outside the house has certainly helped me.

>uncertain future.
>average student in a shit law school.
>sad when I think about of my life, but happy when I don't think about it.
>occasionally I think about suicide, less often now.
>no girlfriend.
>no drugs no smoke no alcohol.
>no social life only interact with people when i need them for something like college work.
>satisfied with my hobbies, no interest in seeking for more.

I may have explained it wrong when i said "dependent on weed"

I don't need it to get through every day, but it's literally the only thing i look forward to. I usually only do it on weekends, sometimes weekdays.

don't worry, i'm still pathetic.My life isn't even that bad at all but here i am feeling empty as if i'm going through hard times.

I'll bite.
>21
>Senior year of college in the fall
>Moved back home instead of paying for my apartment for another
>Hopefully buying a house with my dad in the fall
>Internship soon
>No job
>Hopefully going to grad school for Clinical Psychology
>Hate most people
>Want a gf/fuck buddy
Rate me

>21 YO
>done 1 year on private college (its like doing a small university degree in my country)
>opened a pub
> 6.5/10 gf who used to be like 9/10 b4 she got fat .
still sexy tho and still beautiful just fat. loyal AF and loves sex
>depends on alcohol or weed. cant survive a day without it.
>has too many friends , get to play video games for at least 3-4 hours a day
>feels good


i dont deserve any of the good i got , happy with it

that's a tough one. I'm too young and ignorant to give life advice, but i wish i could help you.

It doesn't matter; I don't listen to anyone anyway. I like venting. Creating a narrative in words helps me think.

Driving interstate trucks
>lots of time to yourself
>constantly moving
>No one to bother you or give you shit
No drugs tho and only alcohol on your off days

on an unrelated note, do you have a painting folder somewhere? I like the two you've posted so far.

Of course. I collect images of art I particularly like. I like making art, too. I'm simply talented, and have no skill.

Do you listen to podcasts?

>be 26
>unemployed
>overweight
>too stupid for college
>no gf for over 2 years
>sell grass to pay bills
>literally doing nothing with life but sitting on my ass on the internet
>used to love vidja, cant bring myself to play anymore
>crazy deep and long lasting depression
>feelsbadman.jpg

just kys

exercise.

Smoke a little less.

Only way to change you when you're in a state of no willpower is to change your surroundings.

Get out of the house at least once a day. And you don't have to be smart at all to have skills.