I think I crossed a line
>be me
>My older cousin swings back to our hometown for a visit
>She is 39 and I am 24
>we have a huge family and she is one of my oldest cousins
>The whole visit we are getting pretty drunk
>I will admit when I was younger she was one of my early fantasies
>I tell her this drunkenly and she teases me and gets more flirty
>One of the nights she stays at my house after being at my moms >house for a few nights
>says she doesn't want to wake everyone up and it's better to stay at >my apartment since we're going out drinking
>whole night she is very handsy
>we decide to grab a 24 and head to my place and chill
>we get there and are on the couch and she says she has to go to >bathroom
>by this point we are both really drunk.
>after five minutes the door opens
>and there she is naked
>my jaw drops I get to see this body I used to lust after she walks up >to me tits in my face just smiling and says
>is this what you fantasized about
>I just go at her tits sucking and playing and she rubs the back of >my head very lovingly
>she pushes me back on the couch and gets to her knees
>my cock is throbbing at this point
>she unzips my [pants and my cock pops out
>she smiles and says wow nice and big
>and proceeds to give me the sloppiest deepthroat blowjob of my life
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>I almost cum and she sops and says nuh uh and sits right on my >cock
>anons I have never had better sex.
>she tells me she is on pill and tells me to cum in her and I do
>we just cuddle and hang after and fall asleep and wake up together >and she made me breakfast and we showered and gave me >another bj
we left with a kiss and ever since have been exchanging nudes and sexting
am I fucked up
should i keep doing this???? she is not the hottest but as sensual and sexual as I thought she would be. the way she fucks is unlike any other but if we keep fucking or if I go out to visit her and this becomes a thing we will be ostracized
