Does fapping to a gay fantasy I have make me gay?

Does fapping to a gay fantasy I have make me gay?
I'm not attracted to men at all, I would never try doing anything with a man, and just thinking about kissing another man grosses me out, but when I was in middle school a male friend of mine fapped my dick for like 5 seconds and I fucking loved it. It's been like 10 years and I still fap to that memory, but recently it's evolved to me fantasizing about sticking my dick in his ass and fucking him.
To be clear I haven't seen this friend of mine since then, I have no idea what he looks like, and I probably would not be attracted to him or want to fuck him now. I am not attracted any other men or want to fuck other men, it is just this one little fantasy I have and that I relive.

>tldr: does having just 1 gay fantasy make you gay?

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come on Sup Forums

I blame Sup Forums in part for this, for all the "muh boipussy" shit. I was normal before this shit

one more last bump niggas.

Nothing makes you gay, really, it's a matter of identity. If you feel like you're straight then that's who you are.

Also, no one is 100% straight anyway.

>Nothing makes you gay,
so if I have sex with a man it wouldn't make me gay?

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ok here's the thing i want a giant black horse dick in my anus because i think it will feel great but i'm not gay i'm just delusional because a horse dick would be incredibly painful and smelly and dangerous and it would most likely kill me so i'm not gay just clueless right? awesome because not being gay is the most important thing i need to check about myself based on my realistic fantasy

i don't get your point. well kind of.

markov chain or something else built on ai chat algorithms. kinda makes sense and used to bypass spam filters.

Who the fuck cares?
I've kissed a couple of guys while being drunk and literally zero fucks given.

well my family is very religious and I would shame them if I told them I fantasize about one of my former friends.

have you ever fucked someone in the ass? it's painful, smells, is dangerous to the buttfuckee and may or may not feel that great compared to regular sex. you have no idea what you want, but you think you do.

You cannot turn gay from having sex with a friend of the same sex. But the key is he truly does has to be your good friend.

So no having a fantasy about your friend does not make you gay and even if you were to fuck him or suck his dick, you would not be gay either.

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>Does fapping to a gay fantasy I have make me gay?
Totally gay and disgusting -- if you're a guy.
If you're a girl, that sounds really hot.

You decide nigger

no I've never done it. It used to gross me out, but porn made me want to try it. One women tho

It's not bait.

Sex and love are two completley different things and you don't need to be in love to have sex.

There is absolutely nothing wrong with two friends giving each other sexual pleasure if you are both good and horny and can't find a bitch to stick your dick in.

Your not gay for having prison sex so why would you be gay for fucking your best friend in the ass.

Just to add...

If a girl wants to hook up with you and you turn her down to stick your dick in your best friend instead.... Than yeah, you're pretty gay.

I actually just accidentally gay'd earlier tonight for the first time in my life.

I've always jacked off while watching gay porn for the past 10 years or so but never actually had an actual gay experience until earlier tonight.

My wife is on the rag or something as had been nagging me non-stop since I got home from work and finally couldn't take it anymore and told her to fuck off.

That set her off and a big argument started. I was getting really pissed off so I decided to let us both cool off and I went out and took a drive.

I was driving by the river and passed by an old park that me and my dad used to go fishing at when I was a kid so I pulled into the parking lot and parked my car, and planned to get my mind off my GF by just listening to some music and remembering the old times of fishing with my dad.

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It was very dark when I got there and around 11pm so I was a little confused on why there were so many other cars parked in the tiny parking lot as well. There were at least 4 other cars there besides mine. I could also see that there was guys sitting in their cars as well.

I thought it was a little weird but put it out of my mind and just turned on my radio.

While listening to some music I started to forget about the argument with my GF and started to relax and as I did I started looking around and happened to glance over and look at the guy sitting in the car that was parked next to mine.

When I looked over at him he was already looking back over at me so I turned and looked in the opposite direction.

I got curious if he was still looking at me so I looked back over at him sure enough he was still looking at me.

I looked away again and waited a while before looking back.

A couple minutes passed before I did look over at him and he had turned his head away from me so I took a better look at him and I could only see the upper portion of his body but the way his arm was it seemed like he had his hands in his lap and the way his arm was moving I got the impression that he might be playing with himself.

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When I got the idea that he might be playing with himself something just clicked in my mind that maybe this park was a hang out for gay guys.

I had read stories about places like this online while jacking off and always got arroused by the idea of it but I didn't actually think there would be a place like this in my own city expecially at a place I used to hang out at as a kid.

I was becoming very curious though and began looking around some more and as I was looking around a car door opened, that was parked across from where I was and down a bit and a guy got out of the passenger side and then he walked over to another car and got in the drivers side (so I guess it was his car), and he just sat there.

Meanwhile the other guy who was in the car that this guy just got out of, drove off. I then began to wonder if those two guys had been sucking each other off and I hadn't even noticed. I was actually a little dissappointed at the thought that this could have been happening right in front of me and I didn't notice it because I kept looking over at the guy in the car beside mine and not over at the action. I doubt I could have seen anything anyway but still...

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Don't ask just do it

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So now I had the thought of two guys possibly sucking each other off, and also that the guy beside me might actually be jacking off, so I actually started getting horny.

I quickly forgot about the fight with my GF and was now thinking that I had just stumbled upon a gay crusing spot and was now thinking about guys sitting in their cars and stroking their hard cocks.


My cock became hard from these thoughts and I couldnt' help but reach down and adjust it in my jeans.

My thoughts were interrupted brieftly by a new car driving into the parking lot and parked almost right across from me. The guy who had just exited the other car that just left was parked about 4 parking spaces down from this one.

There was also one more car parked int he parking lot and was a couple spots down further than the car parked next to me. (with a space in between us).

The car that just pulled in shut off his engine and his lights and although it was dark, there was just enough light that I could see him,

He sat in his car for about 2 or 3 minutes and then I was still watching him as he started to look around and I saw that he kept looking over at the car 4 spaces down from his.

The guy in that car was hard to see but he seemed to be looking back at this guy as well.

For the next 3 or 4 minutes they looked at each other off and on and then the guy who I had seen get in his car earlier opened his car door and stepped out once again, and he walked right over to this new guys car and got right in.

They were right in front of me almost so I had a pretty good view as the guy in the passanger seat just leaned over and although I couldn't really see it, it was obvious that he was sucking off the guy in the drivers seat.

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No. Being gay makes you gay

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I could not believe how aroused I became when I saw this happening almost right in front of me and my cock seemed to get even harder.

I wanted to pull it out and jack off right there in my car so fucking bad.

The guy getting sucked off was clearly enjoying it and seeing this just kept getting me hornier and hornier and my impulse to jack off became stronger and stronger.

Finally I decided that I was actually going to jack off but before I did I wanted to make sure the guy in the next car wasn't watching me pull out my dick so I looked over at him and he was looking directly at me again.

His arm seemed to be moving faster so if he was jacking off he was stroking his cock faster now. This sent a wave of excitement though my body and had me staring over at him longer than I probably should have been and all of a sudden he raised his ass off the seat in his car and thrust his hips into the air so that it was clearly in my line of view now and I could clearly see that he had his pants pulled down and his hard cock was sticking straight out in his lap and he was stroking it furiously.

My mouth dropped open in disbelief from what I was seeing. This was fucking amazing. Once his cock came into my view I just locked my eyes on it and just could not look away until he lowered himself back down onto his seat maybe 15 or 20 seconds later.

Once he was sitting normal again I finally managed to look away and back at the car in front of me. As I did this though I reached down for my cock and started rubbing it furiously through my jeans.

I wanted to pull out my cock and jack off more than ever and more than that I actually thought about pulling out my car and showing it to the guy in the car beside mine just like he had done to me but I just could not get up the nerve to do it.

About 30 seconds passed and I wanted to see the cock of the guy in the next car more than ever so I looked over at him again hoping he would give me another show.

Sure enough as soon as I looked over at him the interior light of his car flicked on and he thrust his hips into the air again and this time as his cock came into view he pulled his hand away from it giving me a unobstructed view of his penis.

I had jacked off to gay porn many times but never thought I'd get so horny from seeing a man's cock with my own eyes.

Seeing how openly this man was showing me his cock got me horny enough that I finally undid my pants and pulled out my cock and started furiously started jacking off.

Sliding my hand up and down my hard cock never felt so good in my entire life.

The guy int he next car was still showing me his dick but finally wrapped his hand around it again and continued jacking off for another 10 seconds or so before sitting back down in the seat and shutting off the light.

As soon as I saw the light go off, I just felt like it was my turn to show that guy my cock now and as the thought of it alone gave me a huge thrill.

The guy was still looking over at me and I was looking at him and it was obvious that he was still stroking his cock as wildly as ever. I dont' know what came over me but I just decided to go for it and I thrust my hips up off of my seat and let the guy see me jacking off.

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My jeans were still pulled up and I had only undone the fly and the top button so i was still mostly covered up by my pants so when I realized this, with my ass still in the air I pushed down my pants still in full view of the man beside me and it really turned me on having this man watching me practically undressing in front of him.

I left my cock completely exposed for a couple of seconds before wrapping around it again and jacking off again, still in full view of the other guy.

I stayed like this for about 30 seconds before lowering my ass back down onto the seat.

The light in the other car turned on again and I anticipated getting another show but this time the light turned on because he had opened his car door and was now getting out.

I watched as the light went out and then as the guy walked around in back of his car and kept coming in my direction.

As he stepped out from behind his car I was absolutely amazed that his pants were still pulled down halfway down his legs and his cock was still completely exposed and could clearly be seen by the guy across from us if he happened to be looking, as he made his way across the empty space between our cars.

My eyes were locked on this man's penis and I was so focused on it that I didnt' even think about what this man was doing until he continued walking behind my car, out of my view and then walked around to the passanger side and tried to open the door.

My doors were still locked and my pants were still down around my knees and I was still stroking my hard dick, but now I had a half naked man just outside my car watching me do it. And I just couldn't believe that this was all happening.

I stopped stroking my dick and just sat there like a retard for a couple of seconds as the man tried to open up the car again and sort of snapped me back to reality, somewhat.

We're all on a bisexual spectrum. You are only gay if you are attracted to men most of the time.

That being said, you are a huge faggot.

You're not gay if you don't think you are. You are whatever the fuck you wanna be. Society works with labels and boxes, understandably, but individually you don't have to.

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I now had an decision to make of whether to let the guy into my car or not. I still had no idea why this complete stranger wanted to get into my car anways and did not know if he just wanted to suck my dick or if he was expecting me to suck him.

I still cannot believe I did it but I pressed the door lock button and the passenger door unlocked and as soon as it did the man opened it up and slipped inside my car with me.

His naked cock was now right beside me and I just could not stop looking at it. For some reason it just looked amazing to me and I just got hornier and hornier the more I looked at it.

I didn't get to look that long though because as soon as the guy was in my car and the door shut behind him he turned in my direction and reached over and grabbed my hard cock.

I just sat there in disbelief that this was actually happening and pulled my hand way from my penis to let the man play with it.

I just sat there completely stun, not having a clue what I was supposed to do or what I even wanted to do yet but luckily the guy must have done this before because almost as quickly as he had reached over and grabbed my cock, he leaned over and pressed his head into my lap and took my cock into his mouth and he started blowing me. A fucking man....a grown man....and a complete stranger...who had not even spoken a word to yet....now had my cock in his mouth and was giving me the absolute most amazing blowjob I had ever experienced in my life.

He was litterally blowing my mind within seconds of taking my cock into his mouth. I had recieved littterally hundreds of blowjobs from my GF but I never knew a blowjob could feel as good as this man was making my penis feel.

I reclined my seat back and sank into my seat and let this strange man have total access to my cock.

The balls never touch in your fantasy, so it's not gay.

pp vagina soup

There is no gay, There's just people who want to fuck, get fucked, or do both.

I'll tell you one thing though. If a man cares if the hole he's fucking belongs to a man or a woman, he's not producing enough testosterone to even be classified as a real man.

I love going on omegle and finding girlsinto bi mmf and telling them i want to get fuckedtill i cum while i eat them out or have them fuck me with a toy while i give head to a huge cock and eat a fat load

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He actually seemed to be recieving as much pleasure out of giving me the blowjob as I was recieving it because he was moaning loudly as he sucked and slobbbered all over my throbbing dick.

He sucked my cock for a good five minutes before I actually relaxed enough to regain some of my sences back a bit and I quickly realized that this man was stroking his cock right beside me as he sucked me off and when I realized he was doing this I started thinking of his cock again and how much it had turned me on from seeing it and I actually began thinking of reaching over and touching it.

I had never touched another guys cock in all my life but i wanted to play with this guys so fucking bad.

I placed my hand on the guys shoulder and let him continue blowing me as I slowly slid it down his back tot he bottom of his shirt and onto his the naked skin at the side of his ass cheeks. I had to lean over towards him a bit to reach this far.

I waited another minute or so until I gathered some more nerve and then I began sliding my hand around in front of him closer and closer to his cock. I wanted to fondle this man's penis so fucking bad!!! I could not believe how badly I wanted to play with this man's cock and just the thought of it was sending incredible thrills through my body.

I leaned over farther and farther but just could not lean over far enough to reach around in front of this guy and grab his cock and I actually felt kind of dissapointed.

Than man realized that I was trying to go for his cock tough and suddenly he pulled his mouth off of my own penis and he sat back up in his seat and his beautiful cock came back into my view and he spoke to me for the fist time.

"Did you want to suck my cock?" he asked.

I seriously never though I would ever be asked this question in my entire life but hearing it arroused me so fucking much.

Good for you.

Well if you are gay just because of that then you are also a pedophile or whatever they call it. I recommend you get laid or fall in love or something. Maybe you need some more women under your belt. I really just don't know. A ten year old memory still being in your spank bang isn't too weird I guess, but it is a middle schooler and that is worrisome for reasons, real big reasons.

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As the guy asked the question he reclined his seat back and did not even seen to care about my answer to his question and just seemed to expected me to blow him.

HIs cock was completely exposed as he pulled his hand away from it and I just started at it for only a couple seconds but it seemed like hours.

His penis looked absolutely beautiful and I really did want to take it into my mouth and experience what it was like to suck off another man. I did not have the nerve to do it though and as I thought that I was not going to go through with it, I thought to myself that I might not ever get the chance to do it again. Not only that but I also thought that I did not even know this guy and would probably never see him again so there was no chance at all of my GF finding out and as soon as I thought this to myself I just decided to go for it and I leaned right over into this man's lap and took his cock into my mouth and started blowing him just like he had done and as if I had sucked a hundred cocks in my life.

I didn't bother to lick and taste his cock or get used to the feel of his cock on my lips and tongue at all, I just took his cock directly into my mouth and started blowing him, and I'll tell you this, I never would have guessed in my entire life, that sucking a cock could feel so fucking good.

As soon as my lips wrapped around this man's penis he let out a loud moan of pleasure and it hearing it turned me on so fucking much I began sliding his entire cock in and out of my mouth over and over again and his moans just got louder and louder and the more I sucked him off the more I got into it and the more I enjoyed it.

I could see why the guy had been jacking off while sucking me off, it was such an incredible turn on having a penis sliding in and out between my lips and across my tongue that without even thinking about it I reached down and grabbed my cock and began jacking off just like he had been doing when he was blowing me.

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As I continued to blow him, he kept telling me to let him know if I wanted him to suck my cock again but I loved sucking this man off so much that I just kept going and all I could think about was how badly I wanted to make him cum.

I was so fucking turned on that I really wanted him to cum in my mouth but a little bit of reality seeped in to my clouded thoughs and told me that it was too risky letting him cum in my mouth and having my GF smell it on my breath once I got home.

The guy was getting close to cumming though so i managed to pull my mouth off of his dick to tell him not to cum in my mouth and he nodded his head in agreement.

I went back to sucking him off and he was now breathing very heavy and I knew he was close.

I sucked his dick for about another 2 minutes when suddenly the guy thrust his cock all the way into my mouth and I knew he was bout to cum but before I could pull my mouth off his penis I felt a huge thick rope of cum explode out of his penis and spray across my tongue.

I quickly pulled my mouth off his penis and spit the cum out the window. I was pissed but I was too fucking horny to really be mad about it and when I turned back towards the guy I saw him jacking off and milking cum out of his cock it just turned me on so much that I didn't say anythign to him about cumming in my mouth.

I watched the guy milk the last of his cum out of his cock and then I sat back into my seat and reclined back in it once again fully expecting the guy to take my raging hard cock back into my mouth and continue the blowjob he had been giving me.

I just sat there with my legs spread wide and my hard cock sticking straight up and fully exposed waiting for him to blow me when suddenly he reached for the handle of the door and opened it up and he quickly thanked me for the great blowjob as he stepped out of my car and told me that he really had to get going as he pulled up his pants and rushed back to his car.

Don't try to recapture the memory with pictures of middle school kids. You would not believe how slippery that slope is. It has to do with the availability of different kinds of erotica. It is very complicated and no one wants to study it for obvious reasons and also some less obvious reasons.

To recap, don't look at pictures of middle school kids in order to recapture (erotic) memories of your friend. You do not want to. The human mind can do weird things when the stimuli are just so. Again no one wants to study it, but the Internet almost brainwashes people into being in a bad way. Good luck. God bless. I'm so sleepy.

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I was left there extremely horny and wanting more as he drove off.

I looked around and realized that the car across from me was already gone and I hadn't even noticed it leave.

I was glad to see that the car a couple slots down with the cocksucker in it was still there and the guy was sitting in his drivers seat once again.

I looked over beside me and the other car that was parked farther down from mine was gone as well so it was just me and the cocksucker still parked there.

I reached down and grabbed my saliva covered cock and began wondering if that cocksucker would come over and suck me off too, as I began jacking off once again.

Just as I was thinking it, his car started up and pulled out of his parking spot and I got extremely dissapointed.

The guy drove to just past my car a bit when suddenly his brake lights went on and and then his reverse lights went on as well and suddenly he reversed into the spot directly next to my car and he immediately looked over at me.

I was so fucking horny that without even really thinking about what I was doing I thrust my hips into the air and showed the guy my hard cock and as soon as I did his car door opened up and he got out.

AS he opened my passenger door my thoughts suddenly and surprising changed from hoping that he'd suck my cock to hoping that I would get to suck his.

As he slipped into my car his pants were still up but before he could even get comfortable and the door closed I reached over and grabbed his cock through his pants and began rubbing it and I practically begged him to show me his dick.

He actually seemed surprised at how badly I wanted to see and fondle his cock but he did what I wanted and undid his pants and pushed them down his legs and leaned back in the seat to let me have full access to his penis.

I'm really sleepy, so I may not be making sense in everything I say. Good luck with your sexual fantasies you keep having about a young boy. Holy shit dude. I know you were both the same age at the time, but you are fantasizing about a young boy. A child. Good luck. You need it. Best wishes.

I don't know about the gay thing, but good luck with the fucking a little kid fantasies that you have. You have a choice to make on that one as far as pursuing a path in a certain direction. Make the right choice.

That's actually not accurate according to Kinsey.

There are people who rate a 0 on the Kinsey scale.

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I don't know what had come over me. I needed his cock so fucking bad. I reached over and wrapped my fingers around it and as soon as I felt it in my hand I needed to suck it so bad that I just leaned over and took it into my mouth and started blowing him.

I had never sucked a dick in my life but now I was already sucking my second in the span of about 15 minutes.

It felt so fucking good to have another cock in my mouth that it was me who actually began moaning with pleasured as I slid my mouth up and down the length of his hard shaft.

I could not and cannot belive how fucking amazing it felt sucking another man's penis.

I wasn't even thinking about letting him suck my cock. All I wanted to do was suck him of and make him cum as well and I didn't even care if he came in my mouth.

I sucked this man off for a good 10 minutes when he suddenly began telling me that he was going to cum. I continued sucking him for all I was worth waiting for him to cumin my mouth but at the last second I thought better of it and pulled my mouth off of his dick just as cum erupted out of it and sprayed across my lips.

Since he had already cum on my face, I just closed my lips and pressed them right up in front of his cock and and stroked his cock as he continued to cum and more cum sprayed onto my cheeks and chin.

When the cum died down and began oozing out of his penis I pressed my lips onto the tip of penis and used it to smear this man's cum all over my lips and around my mouth but I kept my mouth closed.

His dick seemed to become sensitive after a bit and he reached down and took his cock out of my hand.

I fully expected him to pull up his pants and leave as I leaned back into my seat and immediatly began jacking off but instead he just leaned over and pressed his mouth up to my cock and as I pulled my hand away he took it into his mouth and started blowing me now.

I've fucked my wife up the ass a few times... it's kinda epic, but the side-effects are a bit off-putting

(she umm.. loses bowel control for a couple of days)

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By now I was so fucking horny that I did not last long at all and after only about 4 minutes of getting my cock sucked I erupted directly into this man's mouth and he did not even pull his head away from my cock and just let me pump his mouth full of cum and than eagerly swallowed my entire load.

As soon as I finished cumming a wave of guilt washed over me and I was instantly not horny anymore and just wanted this man out of my car so I began telling him that I really had to get going.

He was still slurping the cum right out of my cock when I reached down and pulled my dick out of his mouth.

As he pulled up his pants he told me he really enjoyed sucking each others cock and hoped to see me again there sometime and finally I got him out of my car and almost as soon as he was out I sped out of that parking lot and drove home.

The enitre ride home I was completely overcome by guild and shame at what I had just done and absolutely know that my GF was going to find out so I just prayed that she'd be already asleep.

To my luck she was already in bed so as soon as I got in the house I went right into the shower and got to wash off before climbing into bed with her.

She was awake when I got in bed and immediately began appologizing for fighting with me and we ended up having sex but she did not seem to suspect anything about waht I had done earlier.

After sex we both drifted off to sleep but I awoke shortly afterwards incredbly horny and thinking about sucking those two guys off and I got so horny that I got up and came to my computer to jack off again but came on Sup Forums first and decide to share my story with ya'll.

It is very late though so I really need to jack off and get to bed....I hope you all enjoyed my adventure tonight and with me luck that my GF don't find out.

I'm a 2 on the scale. I believe most people on Sup Forums are, based on the number of fag and trap threads posted.

great story dude. read the whole thing

i know the post-cum shame all too well.

This.

14 years ago I was very involved with watching anal scenes in porn and fantasizing about exploring it with someone.
When my gf at the time suddenly and unexpected asked me to put it in her ass during one of our love making sessions I naturally obliged without hesitation.
It felt alright but I couldn't get away from the fear that once I was done and had filled her ass with cum, a large shit plug would accompany my dick on it's way out of her ass.
Thankfully my dick came out clean and my gf was satisfied with the experience, in fact she loved it, but too many things poop related went through my head that I decided that anal had lost it's allure.

Why even bother, you have gay feelings who gives a fuck. Seriously creating this thread is more gay then your fantasy you homo.

In my small experience with anal sex, having only had it a handful of times with only 3 different women, the main difference between a pussy and an asshole is that the pussy is equally tight from the opening all the way on, while the asshole is only tight in the opening but once the dick is in there most of the friction experienced is from the sphincter and not the walls of the colon, if that makes sense.
The pussy is, to me anyway, by far the superior hole for fucking.

This.

The vagina squeezes the entire penis while the anus only squeezes at the sphincter.