In the mood to jump in front of a train so feels thread

In the mood to jump in front of a train so feels thread
Post what you got or just talk, cause I dont have much

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there was a good greentext I saw the other day about a guy whose fiancee died while he was away, i wish i saved it

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Man, this one got to me.

someone else post please, post your story or something

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Bump

My own story I wrote a few weeks ago, haven't done shit since... Kill me Sup Forums

The reply tho.

gonna read it now nigga

Kinda hard to read. Got separate images maybe?

nvm i was just a retard and not zoomed in

Man... Are you me ?

fucking kiss her you retard, she wants to get away from her current boyfriend and she is annoyed you wont help her, wtf are you doing?

might just neck myself soon bros

don't jump in front of a train because that will involve the driver and passengers in your drama.

Just end yourself quietly at home without discussing it further, we aren't interested and we don't care.

Goodbye. You are doing the right thing and the world will be better for it.

Hey guys, I am here for a short happy message.

I know you all come here to hold eachother crying but I just made a pregnacy test. Happy to say it was negative (I am a lady).

I'll be here and listen to y'all 'cause I'm happy and can spare some of that today.

This isn't YLYL thread.

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ok I was looking for this one and now I found it finally

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if op of this pic is reposting, you could become like yoda or something. not to make a meme out of your physical condition, but people i know who have gone through experiences of this caliber, if they can shake off the swing of their circumstance, tend to become some of the wisest, gracious, and most caring individuals i have had the pleasure to meet.

MS isnt really the kinda thing people easily live with user, that guys probably dead

that being said I know next to nothing about the illness that has come over you and I won't pretend to know how you feel.

Saw this earlier today, wasn't even a feels thread.

It's long as shit but it's worth the read if you haven't read it before.

#longlive8beers

so what happens to someone with ms as it develops? apparently he has (or had) ppms which worsens over time. I mean do they stop being able to think clearly as well as breaking down physically?

completely physically gone and usually death at a quite young age

wow. and they don't even know what causes it? jesus christ.

My friend's dad has lived with MS for many years now. He's not in great physical shape but he used to be much worse. It's not always a 100% debilitating disease, but he can't work anymore due to it and has to live with pains.

just bad luck at birth i guess, some people unfortunately get dealt a shit hand in life

looks like you both mutually hate each other user. i'd say that's a draw.

that isnt me but im in a similar thing anyway haha

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fuck, thats the one
makes me want to kill myself

A tear fell, damn feels

Checked...

oh nononono i know what this is

fuck dude. im actually crying :(

that hits home. too real, user.

I wonder what MTV is getting up to these days

A long read, but definitely worth it

god damn

wtffffff

wow...humans are a work of art.

if you save image and zoom in the text gets clearer

just open image in new tab instead

I ruined my fucking life, Sup Forums. Long ago, I was the person I wanted to be. That which will approach a person in the street if they look sad. One that will go to your house if you even hint about feeling bad. Had a lovely girlfriend that I loved back, had the best friends that I thought would stay with me forever. And I ruined it all. I never really thought of how people react to what I try to give them; that little place of comfort. But that all changed with one person. Will greentext.

>Be me, 18 YO student.
>New year of studies begins, meet with friends and gf.
>Happy to be back with them every day.
>Arrive at first class, know and love everyone.
>Suddenly notice new student.
>Let's call him H.
>H sat alone, probably because he didn't know anyone.
>MyTimeToShine.jpg
>Approach him, greeting him with a smile, asking for his name and giving him mine.
"O-ohh! Hey user! I'm H!"
>He sounded really happy and smiled brightly.
>He considered me his best friend from that moment.
Cont?

continue

another night of sitting on facebook and Sup Forums, not doing much besides refreshing the pages over and over
whats wrong with me b?

>Continue a few days forward.
>H doesn't leave my side, no matter where I go.
>My friends are a bit uncomfortable, specially my gf, but ohh well.
>I start studying H.
>He seemed like your typical R9K robot.
>No friends, not much socials skills, usually a loner, etc.
>Don't really mind, dealt with people like that before.
>Give H lots of motivation, talk to him every day, make him feel wanted.
>H seems a bit selfish, but don't mind.
>Fast forward a few weeks.
>H has become a bit too comfortable with everyone now.
>Says whatever he wants, even cringy, annoying, and sometimes disgusting things.
>Insults start to fly in.
>He can't say thank you or please, ever.
>Never says anything good about anyone.
>Quite the opposite, has quite a dirty mouth.
>Feels as if he's above others.
>People realize that and start getting away from him.
>Slowly losing friends.
>I'm his only friend now.
>Fast forward to nearly the end of the year.
>Kept up with H's bullshit all year.
>Really getting tired of it.
>And I finally did.

Cont.

This one just fucking broke my heart in half.

Same brother. I'd say depression but it's been like this for so long I don't know anymore.

I stopped reading this one as soon as I figured out what it was, it fucks with me every time

shit dude, why is it the great people who decide it's not worth it. we need those kind of people here to prove that it IS worth it. fuck me.

>H starts with his bullshit again.
>Only sit with him because none of my friends want anything to do with him.
>A day before, a friend asked me to bring him something.
>Forgot.jpg
>Friend says it's fine.
>H stands up and says the following:
"That's what you get for asking user for something and not me."
>People don't really mind what he said.
>I did.
>IntenseRage.gif
>Lash out at him in front of the whole class.
>Yell everything that's wrong with him into his face.
>Literally 3 minutes of yelling.
>Finally calm down.
>Everyone looking at me in utter shock.
>One minute of silence.
>H starts crying and runs away.
>Everyone go back to normal routine.
>Friends tell me I might have overreacted.
>Don't fucking care.
>Felt way too good, not having done anything like this, ever.
>H doesn't come to school the following few days.

Cont.

Shit man. That's good.

I recently lost my soulmate ... I'm fucking dying, it hurt so much.

I want it to end Sup Forumsros, I can't stand the pain, I fucking can't. It's unbearable ...

>Life is just a short flick of nothing in a universe.
>You are just a slightly inteligent monkey, standing on a rock rushing through the universe 30 kilometres every second.
>Every day, you can die in a flick of the second due to bilions of different reasons.
>All the feelings; Hapiness, love are just biochemical reactions in your brain. Nothing more. Just dopamine in your fucking brain that could go off any fucking time. You can get the same effect by getting druged.
>There's no god. No heaven. No hell. People like to lie to themselves so they can hope that there will be something after they die. But there's nothing.
>Neither you nor me will matter after we die.
>No one will remember us.
>No one will remember who we were.
>No one will remember this site.
>This thread.
>You.
>Me.

This made me cry

>Last month of the school year.
>H comes back.
>No one cares.
>Everyone ignoring him.
>H doesn't talk to anyone.
>Finally hang out with my friends again.
>Fun and laughs.
>Notice that at some points, H is following me and watching me from afar.
>During breaks, during free time, etc.
>Creepy.fuck
>Still don't care, keep ignoring him like everone else.
>Few days later, principle calls me in his office.
>Sigh.
>Guessing I know what's it about.
>Walk in, school psychologist (Yes, we have those.) sat with principle.
>This is bad.
>Sit down and they start talking.
>Tell me H went to the psychologist to complain about me.
>Makes sense.
>H said I bully him, harras him, give him a bad name, and humiliate him.
>WTF.WTF
>Go on about how I should behave better, and that they didn't expect this from me.
>Next things they said are blurry, too angry to think.
>Enough is enough. Time for revenge.

Cont.

It can't get worse from here, can it?

oh true

not worth the read at all... total waste of time

This can't end well

If you're a lady pls follow the rules

cont pls

I've had depression since I was about 10 hahah, almost 20 now

you fucking nigger do somthing, stop worrying about the other beta motherfucker and get yourself that woman, shes creaming for you and and still are telling yoursef that youre not really sure about it, fucking nigger

check my dubs for being right

did you vote for trump?

well, what's so bad about that?

It's true. It can't be more clear

How my "girlfriend" is

>People believe me pretty easily.
>Start rumor that H tried to rape one of the girls in class a while ago and he told me about it.
>Class goes apeshit.
>Break time.
>Everyone outside, waiting for H.
>H goes out of the door and stares at everyone in shock.
>People circle around him, myself included.
>Everyone all together start yelling hate at him.
>More than anything I could possibly imagine.
>H already broken down crying.
>People keep going.
>Teachers arrive and move everyone away.
>Best fucking feeling of my life.
>Think about it all day with a grin on my face.
>Can't recall that amazing feeling I've gotten.
>Want more of it.
>Next day, school time.
>Friend found out what I did. (Kept them out of it.)
>Tell me how wrong that was, and it was way too extreme, and whatever.
>Suddenly that urge rises again.
>Lash out at all of them altogether.
>Know them very well, press all the right buttons.
>Never seen so much shock and sadness in one place.
>They just walk away.
>Feels amazing.
>Gf confronts me.
>Tries talking to me too about it with an angry tone.
>Fuck your shit.
>Do same to her. Break up with her on the spot.
>This goes on along the month with anyone who tries to tell me I did something morally wrong.
>End of school.
>No friends.
>No gf.
>Sick of everyone's shit.
>Can't even recall how I loved without this feeling.
>Go the same rout with family.
>Live with them and don't talk to them at all.
>H didn't come the next year.
>No one speaks to me.
>Became what I always tried to avoid.
>Hate everything and myself.
>Don't care, still have good feeling ever time.

And I don't see this changing at all, any time soon. And to think I could avoid all this, and have friends, but miss out on one of the greatest emotional peaks of human nature.

Thank you for listening.

>Rejected by girl of my dreams
>What do know?

true ignorance.

Anyone have the one where user meets the girl of his dreams while working at an amusement park?

AMA, also. Don't go that route, Sup Forums. For you will become that which is feed by the negativity it causes.

Damn man. You took it too far.
>inb4 you destroy me emotionally

Nah, I know you fags too well. There's nothing there to destroy, anyway.

Kek I love you user
You didn't do anything wrong the person deserved it. Fuck those ambivalent moralists

You're good. You're very good

Should I carry on trying with her?

Thank you, love you too. Would do it again 100% and even worse. Might as well turn stone into rubble and rubble to dust.

You are too.

Holy shit that was really good. Thanks user..

>Choosing to become just like H

No, just move on, dude. I know it hurts, but you have to do it.

nothing that you can attack, anyway. that's the realization that comes from this. you can perpetually thrive off of destroying people's egos until they realize that their ego never existed to begin with. You are a blessing to others. Jesus did this to many men whom he came across. perhaps not as maliciously as yourself but he always spoke of how no amount right doing can save you from sin, because the striving to do right is what creates the tension. You cannot force yourself to be better, or good, or positive.

youtube.com/watch?v=q-nUigOMRwc

How do I move on, ive literally tried everything, but I always end up thinking about her

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you just wait.