Can we talk about life ?

Can we talk about life ?
I can listen, so please lets talk. How have you been ?

im a gay furry and my bf lives 600km away

I'm kind of suffering today, I can't seem to stop pulling my plonker

is that the reason for your suffering ?

Lately I've slowly been eaten away by my own existential dread and my own futility.

its so weird between my gf and me man
how u doing op?

My life is pretty much at it's end. I am soon 16.

Confused about my sexuality and really suffering from social anxiety, Considering suicide a lot lately.

i am the bear, but they dont know that i know a way out.

Life is sad. Lost my job 3 weeks ago. Now working temp night shifts for minimum wage. I rarely get ill. Now I'm beyond tired and have a stinking cold that's preventing me from sleeping. I'm working 6 nights a week and I'm not earning enough money - I'm about 200 a month in the hole. But the people I'm working with are awesome and make the experience bearable. I've learned all their names and a little about nearly all of them. So this week there is likely to be no more work as the regular staff return from sickness and holiday. It's going to be horrible to leave a second job in such short time.

Broke up with my gf :(

Seen better days. No money, no food, soon to be homeless

life suck
it wont get any better
i will die alone

Im the bear searching for a way out of this hell and all who see me just stand and watch.

You are fuckign joking

im 48 jobless
broke
3000 euros in debt
owe 3 rent
fridge is almost empty
have wife and child
no improvement in sight
so fuck you all...and your pussy ass problems..get some real problems

In a sexless marriage. Have 2 young kids. Raging alcoholic.

Today the girl that I love have left me. Fuck.

Finally got a gf, discovering sex and love and the feeling of being worth something to someone
Things are going my way for once

I'm Jewish

Disgusting

Who the fuck keeps a bear like that? Filth russia

>16

Dude. It's ALL IN FRONT OF YOU.

She's cheating on you

>bear

One billion Internets to you user

First one to roll trips is the new king of Sup Forums !!!!

Done

rolling

Don't do it. Sexuality is who you choose to be with and isn't the polarised construct the deniers espouse. Relationships should always be respectful - be with who you want to and be happy.

My life sucks I just take one day at a time :'(

Been toying around with the idea of killing myself for a little while now. No real reason to live. Not depressed or sad or anything, life is just boring, had no meaning. Something about dying seems soothing though. Enjoying the momentary bliss as you await deaths sweet embrace. End my suffering

I have struggled with mental illness my whole life, I hear voices, my thoughts are scrambled and sometimes I don't know what is real anymore, I'll probably never have a meaningful relationship since I want to be nobody's burden and I'm slowly waiting to die before things get worse

My life is Fucking awesome, sometimes I wonder why I waste so much time looking at this retarded board.

Rollan

I'm really happy for you :)

where do you live?

>one day at a time

Wise.

Same here except my bf is a thousand miles away

>boasts about his 'real' problems
>says that he has a wife and child
>is in debt
make sure to stay on Sup Forums and improve your life !

im failed a class or two, gonna take the final anyway incase i didnt, no job, chuld support, been blackmailed and abused by woman i owe child support to, probably blacklisted or too anxious from the stostockholme/agoraphobia that abuse left me with. prolly gonna die soon. life isnt that bad, but the people suck.

you know whats good though? went to pc cafe to let off some steam. bought three hours and at the end of my three there were suddenly 15 hrs credited to my account. i mean, i knew i was good but i didnt know i was that good.

>inb4 dead beat blah blah.

i said it was blackmail. shared too much with the wrong person. turned out to be a feminist with an agenda that could copulate my style of living and then feed off of it. angler fish + praying mantis.

This

Also explain life

Mine:
20
Healthy
Good apprenticeship
Not rich but not poor.

Confident but no gf thoug

You guys are some serious fucking pussies. Life's easy. Develop people skills, learn a little psychology, get a sales job or something with commission instead of shitty hourly wages, and make some money for yourself. From there, you'll have clothes, food, a home, and a girl or boy to fuck and love. Being a crying bitch isn't solving any of your guys' problems.

tell me user what kinds of things do you hear from the voices?

also, what sound do these letters make? nt

In and out of Mental Health Units.
Stay in my house all day watching the hours go by.
No friends, rarely talk with family.
Depression is eating my life away.
I want to die, I want to die.
But I'm so scared of the pain.
So I go for overdosing, but they hid all my pills.
I can't do this anymore, I keep bitching and nothing works.
More meds and more meds and more meds and more meds. When will this cycle end?

Sorry, on a bit of a tangent right there. I'm doing alright, you?

But the world is such a horrid place :( rather stay in my basement and browse Sup Forums, circlejerk with other people who fail at life rather than spending time improving myself

wow that was beautifully put. not that user but that will be something i keep in mind when im forced to read some feminist bs in passing over threads.

I had to leave one of my now ex friends because he was scaring me and causing me to relapse into depression. I'm terrified that he's killed himself since we broke contact a few days ago and my heart speeds up whenever I get a call or text, because I'm afraid it's him or his parents. I just want him to be okay and get the help he needs, then maybe we can talk again.

fuck you faggot..i hit the fucking streets every fucking day looking for anything..so its a fucking crime to steal wifi from neighbor and relax a little on this shithole that i love?? well fuck you then..fuck you ..you aint no Sup Forumsrother of mine...you ruined Sup Forums

29, carpenter, farmer, broke up with gfa few months ago, finally got her out of the house a couple days ago. Got a couple new girls, I live in a beautiful town in norcal.I'm handsome, volunteer in my community. ..

greece
>in before pay debts

Well I'm in the air force and its great besides the tech school. I'm learning Korean for the air force at 1000mph and its fucking stressful. I had the best night in 5+ years last night tbough because I actually have friends again. I want to ask a girl out on a date but I'm so goddamn nervous that I get shaky .

It changes depending on what I'm doing, when I'm just sitting alone (like right now) they remind me how worthless I am and how meaningless my life will be, if I try to talk to someone they remind me no one cares what I have to say and that I'm better off being an observer since I'm not worth acting upon others.

Through the years I try to distract myself from them but when things go bad I just start crying and I don't really know why.

My biggest problem is I have begun to have nihilistic thoughts where I am convinced nothing exists outside of my head, therefore the world I "exist" in is my own personal hell

living a lie of a relationship.
honestly, fuck life. shit was so much better a decade ago. And a decade before that, even better,

Yea it is

Terrible.

I started reading up on courses I need to become an engineer, but it's all through distance and I feel my grades won't be good enough.

I could go another way around and read up on merit courses and apply next year and get in that way, but that's one more year I have to live with my parents. It's not bad with my parents, but I don't want to stay forever.

dont worry about that user. probably a kid practicing his moms platitudes. even just a few months on here should be enough to let anyone know just how difficult it can be.

Struggling with university and anxiety, living at home, had to cut back hours at my well paying job, my parents don't know [spoiler] that I'm a fag and have been with my partner for 10 months now.

bad my dog got fucking murdered last night

My son died a few months ago, because alergic reaction to medicines. My wife is having psycic problems, and we fight all the Time. Sex with her is boring, because she is in a Church where they Learn they are really Married to Jesus. How do i survive? I use drugs in periods, and buing love from prostitutes when i can Afford it, about 2 times a year. After my son died, i do not have the energi to fight to make a better life, to find back with my wife. I do not complain, i make my way around problems. What i should do to be more happy, is to divorce.

Found out that my fiancée fucked another guy while we were dating, and kept in touch with him until shot before I proposed to her.
I found a shitload of lies from her, and I don't fucking know what to do. I feel insecure, bros. I love this girl with all my heart, and I've also done some mistakes before and during our relationship, but something tells me to get the fuck out while I still have time.
Wat do?

are you me...same shit here user...

I can't find a reason to live. Live, not survive..

Kek

We are all on this boat... I have just accepted nothing is worth living for expect earthly pleasures

what has been your biggest act of defiance, if you dont my asking? things like that always seem like they might have something to do with you giving power over yourself to an institution that you didnt fully understand. trust is an institution, imo.

those voices, are they voices you know or maybe do they sound stereotypical of a certain kind of person? like a race?

keep positive guys,,it does get better .just keep fighting it...heres a beach to cheer you up...its where i go to think about shit

K

trust your instincts..get out..its hard i know ..but let her go...

Wow dude, I feel for you. How old was your son, by the way?
I've dated a church girl once, it really sucks. Get out of this thing you call "life" and go live for real, bro. Start new relationships, meet new people. You seems like a really nice guy, I hope things turn better for you.
peace!

Heres a beach for your beach

I'm good no real worries still at university doing great.

thanks man...

dude, gtfo. i dont want to use punctuation or grammar just you can identify the sentiment in your own bias. that dude is going to be around forever and she knows how to get away with it. probably knows a lot of different ways to too.

It's my own voice, sometimes I have dreams where it is my father telling me those things, I was pampered and had an amazing family as a kid, I don't know why I demonize my father in my dreams.

I've never felt like I've had a choice, every day is just trying meet other people's expectations but I have no goal I strive to achieve.

I think my biggest act of defiance is merely trying to block out the noise, I have some friends, none of them know what I go through everyday but being with them helps me forget, being alone is torture

There isn't even cool technology yet, everything is boring and everything I hear from people around me is "you have to do this and that to survive" and then they start crying about how their life is hard

Sell everything you own, try find one of the lost treasures in the world. Go Colombia be a drug lord. Start pimping prostitutes, to Get the attityde start using cocaine and buy a shotgun. Stop crying about your fucking life, because you try liv up to Ottersen exptatioms to you. Life is a fucking game, begin playing

heres my balcony view for your beach to my beach

Everyone will have you think they figured out how to be happy but in reality everyone is lost and pretends to know the way out in order to get the respect and admiration of others

Wow man, I feel for you, I really do. My relationship is in shambles. but I can't fathom how it must feel to lose a child.
I'm sorry my friend, I truly am.

true..true..

...

This.
I am obsessive compulsive, and once I realised that whatever is going to happen, is fucking going to happen, I simply got, for want of a better term, better at life. You just got to go for things, no matter how impossible it may seem.

>You just got to go for things, no matter how impossible it may seem.

and when you crash and burn because you couldnt do it..what then? you feel like a useless piece of crap..and tired from trying..

Life is good, I've learned to embrace my futility and enjoy the time I have left. Still want immortality though.

- General acceptance of life/happines: Slightly Bad. Life doesn't seem promising.
· studying & working
· changed to a better job.
- Wizard trainee +25 virgin.
+ met milf, older than me.
· she has a daughter.
+ first kiss.
- she sais it's not gonna work.
- Mild depression.
· changed job. Still studying.
- almost a Wizard now.
+ get in touch with milf
+ make out. No longer able to be a Wizard.
- She's Clairvoyant. The more I get into the relationship, the crazy she turns out to be.
- many temporary breakups. I almost live at her place.
+ happiness comes and goes. A couple of years go by. Breaking up and getting toghether.
+ very good relationship with daughter. Love her like I was her father.
- miss many signs that warned me.
- She get's practically evicted.
+ got a minor degree.
· bring her and her daughter to my place.
- months go by and she acuses me of cheating.
- She hits me. I end relationship, they leave my place.
- She was pregnant.
- miss pregnancy. She evades me and is still mad.
· She cools down, get in touch, help her through the last months of pregnancy.
+ my son is born. I love him.
- She tries to hit me again.
> fast forward
- having hardtimes every time I try to visit my son. She still looking for trouble.
- My son's half-sister kind of hates me. I miss her.
+ have a job, a minor, a comfy home, good health.
- Only woman I've ever been with. I'm both bad at this subject and also not able to become a Wizard any longer.
- Don't know what to do with my life.
- Depression.
- Have a crushing feeling that I won't be able to step out and be happy again.
- Life, still, doesn't seem promising.

look ....trips !!!!!!

Schizofag here. I hear my own voice, too. Meds are a beautiful thing, Sup Forumsro, despite all the flak they catch.

life? life sucks because of the "system". things could be Made better for everyone, but no, Many thousands of years ago few smart ones decided they would amass unimaginable wealth to secure their heritage throughout the ages. that ideal has carried on from them to every culture developed in humanity. Now only the top elite suffer no strain of every day life except for their own retarded social dramas.

I Want to kill Everyone unless we are all going to get along.....

were those expectations always there or did they manifest after maybe some odd event?

i dont have voices but i do recognize gestures like shrugs and deep exhales, and they bug the shit out of me. its like everyones whining or complaining all the time meanwhile ive got aches and pains 24/7, ive been through a ton just so some slut can get government susubsidies.

i recognize your pain, not as my own, but ive seen psychologists/psychiatrists agitate people for simply the sake of being able to cite a reason within their means to diagnosis and i cant help but think that maybe somewhere in your life you have a woman or some banked trust where you seemed defiant and have taken it on yourself to fix what they havent considered worthwhile. we genrally cone in a part of the pack and leave alone. some people like to force that as a prerogative to living an existence such as these.

I don't use meds... suffering my illness makes me feel like I can maybe overcome it or at least exist with it, I avoid being branded mentally ill but sometimes I yearn for help I'm too stubborn to ask anyone though

Probably doesn't help that coping with it made me emotionally numb to negativity. All I feel now is contentedness with a slight bit of anxiety in the toughest of situations.

I literally have the same feeling from time to time.

i remember being this happy

then she crushed my heart and i can't seem to get over it

>Suffering
>Feeling bored
Just enlist or something, you spineless sack of shit.

It's not really that bad I just tired.

I cannot remember a time where I felt like the master of my own destiny

I have never understood romance, I have felt sexual attraction to others since it's a physiological response but I have never felt the urge to sacrifice my selfish way of life to someone else, for lack of a better word I have never "fallen in love" it bothers me to no end since reproduction appears to be one of the driving forces to people's live, so without that what is left for me?

All the edgy suicide seekers in this thread need to grow a pair. If you really lack a reason to live, create a reason. Futility will always exist, you just have to do something worth the 80 odd years you have to be sentient. Make lives better for everyone else. There's your purpose, so get to work faggots.

At least you fucking tried, you know? Failure is better than not attempting anything in the first place.
I mean, if you are already set up, fine. don;t take chances. But if you are bottom of the barrel, then what the fuck do you honestly have to lose? Do anything that comes your way, and I guarantee something will come your way that you'll be like 'holy shit, how the fuck did I not know about this before'.

To reiterate, I almost enjoy the suffering the voices cause me since I'm afraid life will feel even less real without them, it sounds completely nonsensical but I almost feel like they are there to keep me safe

Hello, sir, I am looking for a reason in life. Maybe an adventure? some high tech shit? Magik would be ideal, where should I start searching/trying?