Sup Sup Forums ive hit 18y few days ago, i live in shit country in europe

Sup Sup Forums ive hit 18y few days ago, i live in shit country in europe .
Past years im getting all the time bored also im tired all the time so i cant even play vidya and thats also why im bored, now im having a free week at home and i just dont see myself surviving it, ive had suicidal thoughts, depressed pretty much all the time, i got gf but i lost almost all my friends and i just dont know what to do i also work but i dont know i just think that killing myself is the only way tho everything annoys me and shit, only time when im not depressed is when i smoke weed but i cant do that all the time. Also i dont care about anything. Any advice?

Whats that? Your cum?

What country

Ukraine

Slovakia not Ukraine

Yes,stop being so ungrateful, you have a job and a qtpie, something lots of 4channers only dream of

Music, good music is the only thing that keeps me going. You need to find things that speak to you, and relate to your own struggles.

woops

Im aware of that buy im still suicidal ans i just want to die cause im really bored and i just dont know what to do i cant just spend everyday in my bed

just join army and go shoot ruskies

Sup Forums for advice? the only answer is..
kys

Just die so an immigrant can get your room
Merkel out

Go out, reconnect with your old friends especially your friends from highschool

Experienced the exact same situation - just gotta get something to occupy your time

maybe get a hobby or something

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Shoot yourself in the head, tard.

>implying that because other people are shit at life others can't feel sad because theyre less shit life is boring

The problem is that i dont even want to whenever i think about doing something it just goes away in seconds and i feel trapped cuz of that

>implying life can be boring when battlefield 1 is coming out

You know, op did say he had suicidal thoughts. Might as well fight in the war. It doesn't sound like he has anything he values that he's afraid to lose.

Might even get a few interesting stories along the way.

it's the most cliched thing to say but seriously, be selfish as a motherfucker. focus on yourself and no one else. you are the main character of your own story. start acting like it.

-quit your friends. no, really. quit them. no point in maintaining any relations with people who won't at the base minimum respect you. You will be lonely and it will suck. but you can't wallow in your self pity and desperation and stick with them.

-put even a tenth of effort into researching fitness for yourself as you would scouring for porn, games and movies. I'm not saying to lift and get all DYELB, i'm saying get the fuck out and start walking, work your way up to some kind of physical activity. This is the exp grind. You're young and your body will adapt to changes quicker than you will when you're in your late 20's. note that i didn't call you a fatty or a ghoul, i don't care if you're rocking a fucking dad bod. tape the Nike logo to your mirror and JUST FUCKIN DO IT.

- the rest of the energy you're not devoting to the empty chasm that is your social life, apply it somewhere that will garner results. School, work, anything. don't have a job because mom and dad take care of the bills? get the fuck out and look for even the most menial of tasks, If you aren't full on r9k, you have no excuse. it ain't about the money (though, hey, money's nice) it's about exposure. Don't stress shit at work either. it's a waste of time worrying about shit you have no control over. the sooner you understand that, the easier shit will flow. realize that your efforts are fueled by mana and your pool is fuckin small. grind and boost it.

those are small but pivotal steps. honestly, this is Sup Forums, you're either a troll or realistically, a lazy, whiny lil bitch. But we were all young once and we're all allowed to be whiny cunts. Just don't expect a goddamn change if you're secretly content to be a whiny cunt the whole ride in life. you got no one to blame but you.

>battlefield 1
its sucks. wiat a fucking stupid setting. ww1, loool. new cod will be 1000 times better, fight in space, new planets, thats gonna b great.

That would be delicious if there wasn't as many peas and more chicken

op do something physical, I work out and box even though I'm LITERAL SHIT in both, just to release endorphins and keep me occupied from my nihilistic thoughts

An hero faggot.

So this is from my personal bouts with depression and aimlessness.
first you should either stop smoking weed all together or cut back by a lot
Start forcing yourself to get on a regiment of eating, sleeping and exercising regularly.. It should be relatively routine so that your circadian rhythm lines ups with your activities.

I personally love music and will spend hours browsing my soundcloud, that really keeps me going.
But what genuinely helps is devoting myself to something. By that I mean: I studied Heidegger in college, and while I don't work as a "philosopher" I do devote a lot of free time to studying and advancing the understanding of his works. Its not like I am making a huge impact on the world or huge waves in academia but it gives me something to strive for, and something that I am good at. Family, friends and girls don't really do it for me. Work and drinking, drugs and vidya are fleeting distractions. But reading some overly convoluted shit and writing a paper with a former professor makes me feel like I am contributing something to the world; or at least not letting my brain go to waste.
Bonus for posting shit on a shingle, fucking love that shit

Do you like to eat cum?

It's called cream mushroom soup you pleb go fuck yourself

Im way to lazy to do anything i just cant do any exercises, im not fat im fit so its not like imma fat fuck

Its called a cum.

>fatalistic

Go out in nature/camping/kayaking for the weekend and eat about 5grams of mushrooms. You'll have a new perspective on shit and may get a fire lit under your ass to do more.

It's a eastern European paste.It's normally used for salads, but you could use it for bread.

then go ahead and kill some cyka blyats I'm Georgian so ull benefit me too.

didn't say you were fat, i said you were lazy.
and if you're admitting you're lazy and therefore unwilling to do what's necessary to improve your lot, then you're shit out of luck.

and no, i don't mean that horeshit about 'just power through'. if you can't hack it, see a doc, get yourself a pharma pack and start. if you still won't, then deepthroat a shotgun and pull the trigger.

agree with this post,
however

you do need a some sort of a social outlet whether it be from people you work with, old mate at the grocery store

you just need someone to keep you grounded

Paste from eastern European male balls?

I don't believe in fate

How do you feel after 080808, shithead? Want to die too, mountains ape?

happy Russian just cos they could beat small third world country spotted

yeah, hence the whole work thing. i probably should have worded that better.

get some money and go into town, find some weed to smoke. Then find some meth. You'll like meth a lot. It makes you go faster. Smoke lots of weed. sell some stuff to get more. Do lots of meth. meth is fun it makes you go faster. steal stuff and sell it to get more meth and weed

Well look at that georgean agressive monkey. He said first to kill Russians, not me to kill Georgians. Fucking stupid agressive sick ugly ape. We should drop a nuke on this shithole countrly.