Where where you when you realized you're a flaming homosexual?

where where you when you realized you're a flaming homosexual?

Here's my story

> be me, 15 years ago
> 13
> locker room
> spot guy's buldge
> become strangely enticed by it
> went home, fapped thinking about it
> didn't know what to fantasize because I had not idea how two man could have sex

When I was in high school, I used to love to look at the other guys' dicks.

I was always afraid I'd get a boner around other naked guys

being amazed at randy ortons bulge

have 13 years and am fucking gay

damn, he has a nice bulge

Yes! Bulge, abs, smile, eyes.

>13
>friends were all big wrestling fans
>got into it with them
>was watching WWF one night
>Slender guy with toned swimmer's physique and long hair comes on
>look at him
>have strange unfamiliar feeling
>feeling I've never had about a woman, despite having fapped to plenty of straight porn before
>start looking at other guys the same way
>not sure how to deal with it
>maybe I just want to look like them?
>finally accept I want to bone them

when i was like 5 or 6 my class would change clothes for gymnastic lessons and one day my teacher changed in front of me, all i remember was his red boxers and feeling an urge to bury my face in his crotch.
since then im only atracted to older man daddy type

seeing older step bro in tighty whities.

Haha you should have "tripped" straight into his crotch.

I once jokingly wrestled with a slander long hair straight friend ;_; miss those times

not worth going trough primary school being called the teacher sniffer

So hot. I still have a thing for guys in singlets. Especially if you can see the outline of the head of their dick through the tight spandex.

...

Was so hot. Once I've touched his rock hard abs and got a raging boner bulging from my shorts. He just chuckled when he noticed.

damn, I'm jelly

I have yet to touch abs

At 5 or 6 you cant be gay

Started touching myself fantasizing about grown men committing non-violent felonies involving my person at age 8. Don't think that is particularly normal, I strongly suspect someone may have done something they shouldn't have in my childhood.

holy shit me too, i too think someone did something to me at a young age and i dont remember

I think at that age its not the same as saying im gay at age 16+.

at 16 you know you want to fuck and suck etc. at a younger age you are just intrigued with things and they catch your attention. you're curious about stuff. but clearly not to the extent of a horny 16 year old.

well i was, so i guess i can

FUCK OFF AND DIE FAGGOT

Love you

Wow really? Never gotten that response before. The weirdest thing about it was how not-childish my fantasizing was. I understood that the men in my fantasies weren't supposed to be doing what they were doing, and that they would try to manipulate and lure me. Worked all of that into the fantasies. Really just doesn't sound like normal sexual development to me, even for someone who was going to end up being into men anyway. Never had any attraction to boys my own age, always wanted grown men to str8 molest me.

Well I sucked my brothers dick 4 times in one night when I was 15. Don't enjoy gay porn though, guess I'm bi

please tell us a story about you and your brother?

wow wtf.... are you me? i dont feel atracted to anyone my age, only older man like 45yo or older.
when i was young i used to fantasize about an older guy sneaking into my room at night or something, most of the times men from my family, but i never felt weird about it

Story?

Sure but I can't be bothered to type much. We had been to a party, he got his dick out to show to people on Omegle. Later when we got home I asked him to see it again, then touch it, then suck it. He's around 7-8 inches, maybe I'm a natural dicksucker but that was my first time and I got it all in. He came in my mouth and I swallowed it. We both went to bed (slept in same room) and he started masturbating, showing me with his phone light. I walked over and started sucking him again, soon enough he came again and I swallowed it. I went back to my bed and we both went to sleep, a few hours later he woke me up standing over my head, knelt down, knees either side of my head, dick in my throat, again he came and I swallowed. In the morning I woke up with cum on my face so I guess he enjoyed himself in the night too.

damn, i'm diamond. did you ever do that again?

Yes, apparently I am you.

It is so funny (and tragic) in retrospect, as a kid I would have been a pedo's dream... would have understood the need for secrecy, would never have given him up even if someone figured out I was sexually active, would have understood and played into the shamefulness of the act, etc. I am sure all around me there were men who would have given their left arm to figure this out - but there was a wall of consequences built around me, which is a good thing since very few little boys want to get buggered by adults.

Sucks to have the system defending your innocence when you actually have none, wish I could have opted out.

Nope, he text me telling me to get some vaseline, I wasn't interested in anal, just in sucking, that was the end of it. I've seen a few pictures of it though, he "accidentally" sent me one on snapchat but nothing happened from that.

sneaking into your room... do tell about your fantasies

When in highschool a male friend kind of forced himself upon me, and now I'm not okay with any physical contact by another male at all is probably when.

get a picture of it that you can share with us.

how do you manage being gay without being comfortable with physical contact with another male?

Pic related, couldnt find any exciting ones but these are what Im talking about
>be me
>some young age, i dont know
>watching football
>The fucking pants. The asses in the pants. The bulges, the thighs, the everything.
>to this day still find football gear sexy
I realized this was pretty gay and began exploring, and found out I was pretty gay too. Dated girls for a while, even got pussy, which is how I confirmed it (Well, I couldn't get hard so I didn't actually get it but it was presented to me).
In high school I knew for certain, by then male upper bodies & faces became sexy, although this same sexiness didn't apply to females. Everything about them is just kind of meh.

lets just hope we dont turn out pedos.
how old are you?

I remember looking porn as teen, and never found pussy to be attractive. Though, I've would totally flip of on the sight of female anus/ass. I'm bi, but could never have a relationship with a woman, because pussy is total turn off, and I guess a girl who is only into anal does not exist

Not gay whatsoever,
But I can see and give credit to another handsome dude.
I have often gotten funny looks from my male friends.
Example, one time we were at the beach fishing, and some blonde, blue eyed dude came walking down the beach fresh from the water with his surfboard, he had that real tight surfer's body, if that makes any sense.

After he walked away, I muttered, " damn ill bet that dude crushes pussy " and my insecure male friends looked at me, one said " what do you mean ? ",

I said, " did you see that dude? thats what Hitler had in mind, dudes fucking beautiful. "

All but one of them stopped hanging out with me, turns out that one friend was a fag, and hit on me thinking i was a fag too.

I politely declined, we are still friends today.

29 now. Luckily, did not turn into much of a pedo... although of course my sexuality is not exactly conventional.

When I was a kid I thought about being molested. When I was a teenager (and the thought of being molested didn't make much sense) I mostly thought of being raped by men or groups of older boys. Then I fell in love with a beautiful girl at 16, who treated me rather poorly and cheated on me a lot. Her cheating was the second major turning point in my sexuality, which might otherwise have approached "normalcy."

As seems to often happen when devastated by cheating during formative years, I am now turned on by the thought of an SO cheating on me. Can't catch a break lol, looks like I will be some kind of fetishist for life. Thank god, didn't turn into a pedo though. That would be rough.

I used to feel the same way, preferred the female form except that the cock seemed much more appealing than the candlewax-entity.

In the course of getting into cucking, however, I guess I fetishized the pussy or something.... now I love it. Probably the only purely good thing cucking will do to you.

maybe when you get older you will start to feel atracted to younger boys because you were never atracted to them at the age you were suposed to? if that makes any sense? i heard stories about that before and it kinda scares me it will happen to be

Why would someone stop talking to you over that, are you really old or like from the South or something? Or from a poor neighborhood?

pic! are you hot?

second this

at leas show us your hot straight torso

Mine was kind of bad, I was watching porn with my older step brother, not really, but mom's bfs kid, and he was talking about needing two hands to hold his penis, idk y. But I was hard, and wanted to do something, so I said, if I do what she is doing, can you tell me what it feels like? Yes. So I blew him, and then he fucked my ass. end of story.

Str8 boys just try too hard to be straight. They practically shit themselves if they do something that makes anyone think they might be gay. This includes commenting on a man's appearance, or, hanging out with someone who comments.
I've actually had boys physically distance themselves from me when I told them I trim my eyebrows (srs, the middle and ends? That's gay?) They think that makes me gay and if so, they can't be seen with me, or others might think they're gay as well.
It's pretty irrational but I don't blame them, they've been socially conditioned to behave that way.

I was beach bum from Florida all my life, my friends were from Georgia.

So i guess they may have been alittle simple minded.

Hah what like age you are attracted to is a progression? Soon I will be into 60 year old men and then a few years later it will fall off the edge and re-appear on the other side and I will be into male toddlers?

Not worried. If it does end up happening to you, fap to cartoons until you find a young-looking bf. Its fine to be a pedo, so long as you don't contribute to the demand for genuine CP and you don't ever criminally offend.

I think our backgrounds will predispose us to submissive behavior, which isn't the easiest market to be in for men be they straight or gay. I don't think any harm beyond that will come to you. How old are you now?

I cant timestamp it, best i can do is show a facebook photo.

Nice, I called it. Georgia is... Georgia.

thats good though, people like that are not worth being friends with imo

please please ;_;

It's just very strange to see these guys acting like mr. macho toughman then cower away at the drop of a hat. Strangest of all is that they always fail to realize it.
Reminds me of that Boondocks character who was deathly afraid of prison butt rape

>georgia
Get me outta here it fucking blows

No no no, only the really insecure ones, me and my buddies crack fag jokes all the time...come to think of it, both have told me in private they have done gay stuff, but both are also straight....idk, I don't judge people, If I call you a name, I honestly don't care. I've gotten shit for saying faggot in front of a fag, one I happened to be good friends with, while this person lost their shit over me saying a word, he smiled, because he knew, I am so even in what I do, that I will not refrain from saying words just because it matches someone in the room, that would be prejudice, I treat everyone equally, again, I don't care who are what you are, I am going to call you the same thing I call my other friends, because I don't see it as fair to treat you differently because of your faggotry.

gay here. but I did that. I never asserted to myself that I was gay at the time I was young, but the fear of others thinking I was. being around or liking something remotely associated with gay I wanted nothing to do with it. for fearing others would think I was.

now I realize how stupid it was. but I understand how that works.

So close faggot.

sorry its so small, as you can see, i took this with a flip phone at the time lol

They say Atlanta has some stuff going on, but I am politely skeptical.

dayuuum. handsome and adorable
>never gona have boyfriend like that
;_;

How very handsome... and what do you like run 10 miles a day or something? Eat nothing but oat bran?

what should I do to be sexy as you?

qt, moar

I'd say all your other friends were fags, and that one dude was homosexual.

>be 12
>already know I have a foot fetish
>also into bestiality because I was a big pervert
>one day think "what if I have a paw fetish?" and start googling
>eventually find some gay furry paw fetish pics
>start exclusively masturbating to gay furry porn
>go from "it's not gay if I just look at the paws" to "I guess I must be bi or something" to "I'm a huge flaming faggot" in about two weeks time
At least finding gay furry porn pulled me away from bestiality.

Well, to be honest, when i took this picture I was working in a distribution center, which is pretty much slave labor, filling whole truck trailers to the brim BY HAND, I was also a poorfag eating on a budget, so couple that with nothing but manual labor in the hot sun for 12 hours and you could have that body.

My family and friends were worried about me, said i looked sickly, i was only like 98 pounds in that picture hah..

Thats true.

>At least finding gay furry porn pulled me away from bestiality.

Life is full of small miracles, but most of them make more sense than that sentence.

grats tho, fag

Yeah there is a fine line between looking sickly and looking like a distance runner. I am not surprised they were worried.

This is a newer picture, a few years later with more weight gain, no abs though :(

>be me, 13 or 14
>see first gay porn ever
>hotest thing I've ever seen
>that night while I shower start playing with my ass
>go to Omegle
>find other gays
>talk to a guy and he tells me to get an app called 'Kik' and add him
>I do it
>he tells me send naked pics of myself
>I do it
>I become his slave on Kik
>love every second of it

I've been a slut on Kik since then , and haven't looked back

you were 98 lbs? you look like you have a bit of muscle in that pic. how tall are you?

still adorable as fuck, and hot

It's strange but I wanked to bestiality less and less since finding gay furry porn and now I find IRL dogs not arousing at all.

im only like 5'9"

>I find IRL dogs not arousing at all
homosexuality cured you

whats you kik

I wish omegle and kik and all that stuff was around when I was 13, I would have loved it.

you look like 90s Billie Joel

ObtainedCDH2

That is awesome, keep going in that same direction and find a bf who will lean into it with them costumes and you will have ducked one of the worst fetishes. A lot of hope in this story user. Keep getting gayer (for humans).

guess thats not the worst i could look hah

what kind of men are you into?

I'm so glad I found it when I did, it's one of the greatest things to ever happen to me

I already have a bf who's into gay furry porn but the suits are way too expensive.

I still have that fear. It's nice when you're at a gay bar because it's socially acceptable. But around straight guys, it ruin your day in a heartbeat.

Mainly fit guys, I don't mind muscle fat. It's where I draw the line in terms of weight, I don't dig chubby guys. Just not my kink. I'm basically in it for the cock.

Too bad you aren't up for the lads. In either picture, I would make it perfect for you. I would show up with beer, felate you while you watched tv, swallow, give you a back rub, and then let myself out quietly.

Good good. Catastrophe averted. Gay Furry porn as an instrument of positive psychological change. Who fucking knew.

>felate you

If only females got off on just the activity of sex without having some underlying plan.

My gf now would only do what you said when she had something she wanted me to do or give her. Never just for the actual sexual activity.

I would fellate your brains out kid.

Your just a pussy

>be straight
>go to Sup Forums
>start fapping to dicks

damn user, would have the casual sexual activity with you any time

I know what you mean. There is a spectrum when it comes to women, even str8 ones. On one end of the spectrum are women who don't actually like men very much. They don't like hairiness, smelliness, or boyish behavior. On the other end of the spectrum are women who genuinely love men.

An acquaintance told me about a conversation she had with her essentially asexual straight bestie. " (frowning in disgust) Ugh, I don't think men realize how invasive sex is" Reply: "mmmmmmmhmmmmm invassssssive. Love that word, love it when men invade me."

Most women are somewhere in the middle of the spectrum of course.