Guys... Im so fucking depressive...
I fucking hate myself... i want to comite suicide...
Why the life is shit... i hate my life.
i hate everything...
i hate her...
i hate my classmates.
i fucking hate my famili...
what can i do?? i feel so empty...
can't stop crying, why is so difficult socialize.
Why everybody hurt me...
fuck everything...
:(
You mean 'depressed', asswipe.
yah... jst mstk srry
Ur gonna be just fine look up on internrt hoe to deal wif depression ive been true this.
damn
TIME TO KILL YOURSELF DUDE :¬D
better just off yourself, you'll feel better :^)
maybe youre a grill
Your brain doesn't work as it should, get professional help, you got no excuse look for it online at least if you don't do it right now stop complaing,
also, make your body sweat (jerk doesn't count)
So rude...
your a pathetic waste of sentient life kill yourself please and thank you :)
"So rude..."
No wonder why nobody likes you
Get your shit together and stop being a whiny little bitch
>i hate my classmates.
t. underage b&
don't worry, I'd be depressed as well if I was you
you just wrote a lyric. now sing...
Ya mátate sudaca de mierda.
nice! at least you defend yourself
feel good about it OP!
Shut the fuck up murician
stream anhero or gtfo
Well... good bye you all jerks...
i'll just go to kill myself.
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goddamit kid, just get drunk, jerk off and cry like a bitch til you fall asleep, like it's always been done
fucking new school emos..
I'm not a kid, i am 19 years old...
you don't know how painful has been my fucking life.
Dude you really just need to shut the fuck up
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What if i don't want to shut up? :J
"Death is so terribly final, while life is full of possibilities."
People have had it worse.
Man the fuck up. Think about the soldiers of old, taking up arms and fighting for a cause they believe in, risking life and limb.
Think about the countless souls that suffered and died meaninglessly imprisoned for their lives.
And then think about those people who "hurt" you, and what they shall reap in the end.
And persevere, you sad fuck. You aren't the only one.
Bullshits...
that whole posibilities are just to suffer more in this fucking asshole world.
knew it dude... knew it....
i just came here to break free...
But only jerks are here.
Be grateful you are only born with the benign butt fuck grace of life granting you mental illness. If you want help, you can get help. It is even free, depending on where you are.
There so much else to be sad about man, so much destruction in this world. Don't get caught up in self pity. Nothing can be achieved then
Well... that's the same shit that everybody says "Be grateful" OF WHAT?
Yeah, that's bullshit. Life isn't something to be grateful of. Life just... happens. It isn't hell, it isn't heaven. You just have to learn how to live granting you the greater amounts of pleasure and "happiness" and the lesser amounts of pain and suffering. It's quite simple when you think about it.
How about you quit trying so hard to find fault in everything and start looking to find good instead?
become an hero.
Probably you just need to be more selfish, and care more about your life and your own satisfaction and less about the people around you. Fuck them, smile.
That you aren't deformed. That you have genetics of which you can step outside and not feel anxious for a fellow human being to lay eyes upon you. That you are a human being, not an animal who's life has been predetermined for slaughter and will never be able to rest in peace in this realm. That you can step outside and breathe relatively clean air which won't give you cancer in a matter of years. That you have shelter, meals, warmth. I'm sad myself user, but I don't boast about it, not anymore. Then again I have nobody to talk with. If you choose to, speak to your friends. They can at least help you.
Try harder.
Nonsense. Why the fuck does he have to thank the universe or god or whatever for not being all the fucked up he could have been? Bullshit.
Be happy, and if you aren't, try harder, faggot. There's nothing more important in fucking existence than our own personal and individual happiness.
Gas the Jews
I'm sorry if that were confronting for you user. I've had a horrible day and am spitting venom. I don't have any constructive advise to give you for your life, I lack experience. May life be gentle for you and treat you kindly, goodbye
YOU'RE MY FUCKING HERO.
Finally someone who thinks.
I'm just being a dick because I'm angry. If words don't connect with myself I shouldn't say them. sorry
>comite
Don't worry about it, I was a bit rude too.
1800SUICIDE call them talk to someone then go
see your doctor and go talk to a psychiatrist. It's not as hard as you imagine in your mind trust me.
Fuck you and go kill yourself you autistic depressive faggot
you could always bitch and moan about it on Sup Forums
>why is so difficult socialize
Englished so hard right there.
Ya dude i am latino, so i can't speak or write very well english, so forgive me.
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zozzl'd
Look, nobody wants to see young people killing themselves en masse. Maybe some people want to see that, but they are jerks.
I keep seeing these threads and they piss me off because it's bad enough here on Sup Forums when every third thread is "claim your waifu" or some similar shit. But seriously, if you know Sup Forums at all you certainly didn't come here for good advice and encouragement. If you did then you need some friends IRL.
You're only 19. You're entering adulthood. Your brain is still developing. You don't want to be treated like a kid but you're incapable of handling adult responsibilities due to your age and inexperience.
Wisdom comes with time and experience. If everything seems like shit now, I'll bet it's because you don't know what you really want out of life or what will make you happy. So since nothing can, nothing does, and you think it's all garbage.
If you're seriously thinking of suicide then see a professional. If you're just suffering ennui then get some exercise, do well at school and take pride in that, stop worrying about what girls think of you, develop some hobbies where you can see yourself making progress, and get the hell off of Sup Forums.
Don't just exist, do things. Helping others gives us purpose and self esteem, and creates fulfilling relationships that can't be had online.
Don't take it all so seriously, you're hardly the first 19 year old guy to feel this way.
You're so fucking right... :/
Sounds like u got a low fap count brah. 1st thing I'd do is ask myself - am I bursting enough nuts everyday, or do I actually need to increase my daily fappage. This should help
Not OP here. Considering suicide as well for this upcoming Tuesday. Going to opt for a Formic Acid vs Sulfuric Acid into Carbon Monoxide method.
Should work, right? Thoughts?
Call suicide prevention.
Eat you favourite meal, listen to your favourite songs, smoke your favourite cigarettes. Chill, please :) smoke weed if it's available. If you are in an area with choice of strains, try out Girl Scout cookies. It's great. Stay with us, plenty more feels threads to view
Not possible. I'm asking a chemistry question. It'll work, right? I don't remember enough about my chemistry to have an idea of what kind of ratios I should be working with assuming the concentrations are like 95%.
Slog it out guy. Everyone has to work at it daily. At any level of societies everywhere people find reasons to be "depressive" you'll make yourself a spot eventually. I hated my prejail highschool and being hungry poor at 17 shit didnt start getting good till 25 now its awesome at 34. Tough it out buck'o your on /b so youve got some merits I bet.
Aaaaaannnnndddd.....your a faggot cause /b
>Carbon Monoxide method
I'm intrigued by this method.
I posted about using a grill over here Tell me more...
I don't have the knowledge to answer, sorry. Well at least have a banger of a last day man, do much illegal shit and leave with a smile :)
Thats still hardmode in life. Wait till your 40 before you give up. Fucking even then the Abyss of nothing scares the fuck out of me but is a natural conclusion. On the otherhand fight till your 70 and will all be cyborgs living off robot labor in cool future society of free everything. Be happy your born in the now when that may just be a thing.
Faggot your not reading this then. /b gives you advice you need not want.
Yessir. Thanks for your time.
I just don't want nasty grill shit in face when I go. The acidic chemical reaction seems a little more straight forward to me. They're not that hard to get a hold of either.
Decided carbon monoxide was the way to go. Efficient killer. Just needed an easy way to get it without fucking around with grills or my car exhaust, which sounds gross and annoying. Found a chemical reaction with common(ish) supplies that works. Just make sure to post a sign up or something so someone doesn't walk into the shit and die themselves.
Something about a detergent based suicide too, didn't look into it much. Was pretty sold on this idea moment I wrapped my brain around it.
Not getting the pox. Having more then grul and fearing lighting because "Gods are mad again" even super fucking poor...dude you gots the internet...imagine what 1400 century french/japan/Britains/Americans (like 300 years old anyway) would think of your shit. Fucking they would shit bricks for mass trasit system or clear water in the kitchen.
Since theres no point in living, hence theres no point in dying, you might as well make the most of it and not look too much into it.
Do selfish stuff, please yourself, try to do things that you like doing. thats all there is to it.
You could kill yourself and then thats that, but ultimately who even cares? it was a pointless endevour.
The trick to beating depression is to literally not give a fucking shit. you're probably intelligent, a lot of depressed people are, so you must realize the pointlessness of life. you only need to look a little further to realize the poiuntlessness in death.
You may see it as a sweet release from the pain of living a life that is meaningless. but its not, its just a snub.
the harder thing to do is to realize the pointlessness in giving a shit, your not important, realize that, the only thing thats important is the selfishness of your own being, thats programmed into us, its our survival instinct. run with it, make yourself happy, for selfish kicks, don't be an asshole though.
Ultimately you must give up on giving a damn and just persue happiness. everyone and everything around you that is making you unhappy is nothing but paper tigers man, fuck that shit, move on, be selfish, you get one life, you may as well milk it, death will come sooner than you realize anyway, its inevitable.
Also, summer cancer.
Dude wrote you a solid piece.
OP, you're young. Tbere's too many things you will want to experience in your life.
Get professional help
Sit up straight. Get a fucking haircut. Wear some real clothing, NOT A T-SHIRT. Stop whining. Count your blessings. You don't like your life? Then build a better one. Get hot, kid.
>car exhaust
Doesn't work as quick now with catalytic converters on the exhaust system.
Better off running a lawn mower or snowblower.
Fucking do it then you illiterate piece of shit. Quit attention seeking on the internet and fucking do it.