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I spilled my heart out in the last feels thread about how lonely I am and how hard it is for me to talk about myself. When I tried to post the thread had 404'd, and I'm on mobile so my text didnt save.

How are you anons doing tonight? I'm not doing so good.

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Ha, sucks to be you so.

What's up, user? Feel free to spill out heart out again

I know that feel. Why don't you feel so good?

Thats me all the time. Is there a name for that?

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Sorry to hear that user.
I'm doing ok i guess, today was pretty boring.

The only thing I can think of is bipolar disorder, but it might be something different

Could it be some kind of depression ?

Its more like I'll be happy and normal, not upset or anything and then all of a sudden I'll feel sad for no reason over nothing.

Like I said, it's hard to talk about, and I used up my energy for it on an empty audience. Life sucks and I have no friends, at least I have you guys tho

I might as well share what I have.
I've been depressed since I was preteen, mostly because I was "that guy" that no one wanted to hang out with because I was weird. Little did they know that it hurt me a lot inside because I never really had a friend I could count on, as all of the ones I have had turned against me.
In junior year in high school (was still severely depressed), I fell in love with this one girl for literally no reason at all. I loved everything she did, and I would have asked her to go see a movie or something if I wasn't such a fucking coward. For a year I silently watched her from afar until some asshole came out of nowhere and started dating her. I'm still pissed about it, but then I remind myself that it was entirely my fault.
I'm a freshman in college now, still no girlfriend, still no friends, and now I'm even contemplating suicide as I don't want to live the rest of my life like this

There's a lot more I could talk about, but I wanted this get this one thing off my chest

it's not the rest of your life. its one person that you will probably never see again after a few months.

>be me
>been dating this girl for over a year now
>she's the most perfect thing ever
>her parents are abusive rednecks
>mother constantly makes her feel worthless and treats younger brother like a god
>father is incest loving hick
>She's been dealing with this for her whole life
>her parents used to hit her as a baby, true story
>She's suffering because of it and is falling into a depression
>"I don't know how much longer I can take this, user."
>I remind her that she'll be able to move out soon
>I treat her with all the love and affection she deserves and then some
>father hates me
>"Talk to her again and I'll kill you"
>ohfuck.jpg
>we still see each other in secret
>she's getting worse and is starting to do self destructive things
>"please don't do this to yourself"
>parents find out
>abuse increased by x10
>she's on the edge of giving in
>I'm on the edge of murdering her parents
>dadhitsdaughter.gif
>calls cops
>cops do nothing because they see that shit as normal
>father realizes I called cops
>Im screwed
>Don't know what to do anymore
>can't break up with her, love her too much

What do?

Don't get mad at others for living their lives, it's poisonous. You don't have to go outside to meet friends the internet is a big place.

>i only shower to fap and now I'm the cleanest and dirtiest I've been in a long time

Murder her parents

Okay, since you mention "move out soon", you are clearly underage or a retard. If you aren't underage, tell her to run the fuck away, and file a restraining order on her abusive parents, fine her somewhere else to stay, ideally with you. If you are underage, MODS.

get help Sup Forumsro
the world out there isn't so bad even though it can seem it a lot of the time
go see a doctor and get a referral to a psychologist or something, they might be able to give you strategies on how to better deal with things - both the sadness and social difficulties

Buy pepper spray. Legal and very effective.

Defend her honor, user

Run away with her. Leave or destroy anything that can be used to track you

How old are you guys? Can she get emancipated or something and move out?

Sucks to be in the position you're in but that's no reason to end your life. If you're not satisfied with your self you can always improve. Think of everything that you can become

Even if underage, just run away with her somewhere. Find a job live somewhere whatever, people think they don't have options but they have all the options in the world.

>realize you can't solve this shit at 15 years old
>move on

brutal but how it goes

I am seeing a doctor. He has given me two different types of antidepressants that do more harm than good.
I'm just tired of waking up every day knowing that I'm going to be alone again

Meh

which antidepressants? how long have you been on them?
what side effects are you having?

I'm eighteen and she's seventeen. About to graduate. Believe me, we're trying to haul ass as soon as we can but her parents know she wants to leave and also know it's probably going to be with me. Therefore, they'll do anything to keep her from leaving. For example, all her paychecks go to her mother's account. So if she leaves, it'll be with whatever money I have, which isn't much.

He gave me Zoloft, which made me feel even more depressed, and the other type, which I can't remember that name, have me severe headaches

>the other type
there are lots of different ones you can try
how long have you been on it? in some people it can cause worsened mood and increased suicidality but it does pass once the therapeutic dose is reached. this can take up to 6-8 weeks
but, it does sound like you'd benefit from psychotherapy. medications are great for those who need it, and maybe it was appropriately prescribed for you (i don't know, i'm not your doctor). but you should definitely be seeing a psychologist as well. it sounds like a lot of your problems are situational and to do with things like low self esteem etc

try to hang out with as much as possible and keep her away from her parents

Please vote so I feel better :(
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>all her paychecks go to her mother's account
What? Did her parents not allow her a bank account? If how does she use her money for anything she would buy? Does she have to ask her mother for cash?

Fuck off nofap for life

Pretty much yeah. She's not allowed to buy anything without permission which is rarely given.

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I'm twenty fucking three and I still can't piss in public unless I'm on Xanax.
Even drunk I freeze up.
Fuck.

Pretending taking away one of my few comforts will solve anything

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My family abandoned me at an early age, by abandoned I mean they gave up on me. I remember one day when I was 10 my father picked me up from school and I was happy because I had perfect grades, I told him and he responded by telling me I was a disgrace and that there was no hope left in me. That destroyed my ties with him but it only got worse from there. My mother is easily convinced and so her sisters who hated me made her hate me too. At that point there was literally no one who liked me. I ran away on several occasions but would go back to my house when I was on the brink of starvation. I'm now pretty successful but I honestly couldn't care less if I was the richest person ever. I have no family because I lost everyone at 15 years of age

Leaving flat broke is better than staying in that shit. Grow the fuck up man. Teenagers these days think they have to rely far too much on their parents for everything. Bitch is getting her ass beat probably fucked if what you said about her dad is true. Tell her pack a bag meet her out front in an hour and hop a train somewhere to start over.

i want to hug him in a puddle of puppies

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Fuck man, where are you?

Why the fuck would they do this if you had perfect grades. You skipped something here, why did they think you are a disgrace?

lmfao

you dont have shit nigger

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Arkansasfag

>I rolled around in bed.
>Slept pretty well that night.
>I open my eyes and the first thing I see are these green eyes that are happy to see me.
>I focus in and see her face.
>She smiles at me and says, "Good morning, sleepy head."
>She laughs at me and I break out in smile.
>Haven't felt a smile that real in my whole life and I felt a warm feeling in my chest.
>I am truly happy for the first time in my life.
>She quickly rolls over and I see her back.
>Her hair was a nice blonde colour and very straight.
>I quickly grabbed her by the waist and held her close to me.
>She continued laughing and asked me, "Why are you doing that?"
>And....I didn't say anything.
>I was really lost in the moment seeing her squirm around, hearing her laugh, and seeing her face again.
>Finally, I was able to say something, "I don't know".
>She stared back at me, still smiling.
>She got up on the bed and started running around it.
>Didn't know we had such a large bed, but found out then and there.
>I asked her what she is doing and she said, "Come on!"
>I got up and started playing with her on the bed.
>We started jumping on the bed and me grabbing her while she's laughing away.
>I can still see her face, her dancing green eyes, her beautiful blonde hair, her laugh, and her smile.
>Next thing I know, I'm looking at the ceiling in my studio.
>I can hear my fan spinning along.
>A tide of sadness rolled in when the realization settled in that it was all a dream.
>That girl's face burnt into my memory.
>I have never seen her before in my life. I didn't know any blonde with green eyes girl.
>I have never felt so alone in my life.

Dude I honestly don't know. My dad had problems with himself. He was never happy and basically hated everything but himself. The rest of my family hated me for reasons I don't understand even now as an adult

>I pray no one takes this mans wallet before pushing him on the ground and walking over him

>be me
>beginning of 11th grade and 17 years old
>school is literally the worst school
>leave school and all my friends to get a better education

>didn't realise how alone I'd become

>be me
>a year later
>beginning of 12th grade and 18 years old
>get gf
>she adores me
>she's incredibly hot
>she loves me and tells me everyday
>tell her i love her, but just don't feel it
>afraid I might hurt her because of how empty I am inside
>bream up with her to save her from me
>hurt her anyways because she loved me more than I knew

>didn't realize how much I loved her back until she was gone

>be me
>today
>almost 8 months since I dumped my gf
>home alone with nothing to do
>all of my friends from my old school are going to prom without me
>had chance to ask a girl from that school
>didn't have the desire or the guts
>missing my ex gf everyday
>depressed all of the time
>always feel alone
>always am alone

I now realize how broken I am

This pic explains my problem Sup Forums and shit isn't looking too good

I had a similar home life to your girlfriend, but I got out. Has she been to the ER/a doctor for any of the abuse? Did she ever talk to a teacher/coach/priest/etc?

yeah that doesn't work. you just have to get new friends. or your first real ones.

high school doesn't matter faggot

in 2 year this will be nothing

this board is 18+
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Let me tell you something man. I was in the exact same position you was just a few years ago. I had no friends, had never had anyone to be excited to see me before. It got so bad one night I was sitting in my outbuilding with a shotgun loaded pressed against my chin trying to determine the best angle so that I wouldn't feel it.

While sitting there it finally hit me all at once that I was at the end of my rope. I had nothing else to lose. And for some reason I thought about how hard a rat will fight if it is cornered because at that point it has nothing to lose.

I decided I would give it a week and do what ever I wanted during that week. To hell with the consequences. If I looked like an idiot it didn't matter I always had that shotgun waiting for me. You would not believe how much you are holding yourself back. The only way your life will ever get any better is if you decide you are going to make it better. antidepressants only treat the symptoms they do nothing to solve the problem. The best way to make friends is to just be happy and do something you love doing. You will eventually gravitates towards people with similar interests.

Don't an hero, anons.

I was unhappy and had no friends or gf until I left the States. Spent half a year in Europe and made so many friends who actually cared about me. Got a gf who loved me for the historyfag i am (she was one too). Never felt at home till I actually left home.

I'm not saying go to Europe.

What I am saying is, moving on is important. You gotta find where people care about you as much as you care about them. Don't be afraid to abandon shitty people and find good people

In this town, everybody knows everybody. So if she goes to someone for help, nine times out of ten, her parents find out and the situation gets worse.

I am 18 faggot. Apparently high school wasn't shit for you since you clearly can't fucking read.

Yeah, kind of figured. Just trying to see if there are any records of the abuse that she can use if necessary. There are shelters for runaways, Safe Place is a good org, I was at one of their shelters for a little while. If you can get her there, it at least gets her to a group of people with experience who aren't connected to her shitstain parents.

Reading these threads makes me realize how fucking lucky I am to have my best friend holy shit.
I tell her I love her every day and I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
I hope you all meet someone that can mean as much as she does to me.
Keep your heads held high anons.

then try acting like it

It's normal for stuff to fuck up. It's going to happen a shit load more times . Its only a problem if you shit yourself each time it happens.

Give her an ultimatum. You will break up with her until she decides she is fed up with the abuse and moves out. The worse types of people in this world are the ones that continue to suffer abuse while complaining to the people that actually care for them. She is doing nothing but bring you down to her level and is making no attempt to bring herself up.

Your brain can't make up images you haven't seen. You may not know her, but she exists.

I've nearly enough to buy a car. Then hopefully we can get out. It won't be easy with what little income I have.

I'm just spilling out how I feel in a feels thread. Isn't that what us Sup Forumstards do? Im having a shitty day because i don't get to go to prom with my closest friends. Of course it's gonna get better, because something worse will always come around. I'm the youngest possible age to be an adult. Of course I'm not fully mature. So fuck off with your criticism and cry about your own problems because that's what this thread is for.

you can dance if you want to

How long until she turns 18? Make sure you both at least know your social security numbers, even better if you can get the cards and your birth certificates. I was able to work, mostly bussing tables or waitressing, for cash, so that's an option for her. It was hard as fuck, but it's possible and immeasurably better than staying in that house.

you can leave your friends behind

I feel you, kind of in a similar situation but not nearly as extreme. I am pretty infatuated with one of my close friends, but sadly she's been dating someone else ever since I met her and I'm probably never going to see her again after I graduate in a couple days. But y'know, shit will get better, I'll move on, and who knows, maybe I will see her again. We're still quite young, so yeah, just gotta live for the future. I'm excited to see what I can do and what experiences I'll have.

you can leave your friends behind

Cause your friends don't dance

Okay lowkey you guys made my day. I just had a hearty laugh. Thanks guys.

Im all for feels but this woe is me, my life will NEVER be good is so cringey

don't cry for attention, op. friends smell desperation, and hate the smell.

I'm glad someone in this thread is having a good day

I have people I associate with but their not trying to see past the surface this is the problem their friendship is so hollow that I feel so separated while being surrounded by "friends"

It's just that I sit there day to day listening about their life but I need somebody to care about mine as well but they hate people that are like me so I put on a fake smile so they don't know my depression.

Eh my day is still not great but I'm feeling a bit better now. Maybe tonight I can hopefully make someone else feel better in return. So what's keeping you down user?

>be me
>gf of 3 years
>gf is major hoe but always faithful to me when together
>break up constantly
>sleeps with guys constantly immediately after breakups
>finally things are going okay
>we start getting along and possibly better than they have better been
>she has history of being a pathological and compulsive liar
>She is looking for a roommate
>totally trust her because of how well things have been going
>tells me when creeps try to contact her
>I love how she tells me everything
>something doesn't seem right
>go through her phone one day
>beta.jpg
>find conversations of her offering to perform sexual favors in exchange for housing
>I offer to let her stay with me
>refuses because my house is too far from her two jobs (minimum wage jobs)
>refuses to attempt to find work over here
>She consciously is choosing to sleep with guys or blow them etc because she is desperate for a place to live
>still love her
>friends think I'm retarded
>definitely am retarded
>confront her about it and says it's none of my business and she doesn't need my criticism because she's stressed enough as it is without me asking about it all
>snaps at me every time I ask who she's talking to
>refuses to tell me her work hours
>says she hasn't done anything except send nudes and agree to do things as a last resort (just in case she absolutely has to do them)
>feelsbadman.jog
>tell her how it makes me feel like complete and utter shit
>She doesn't care and says she needs to look out for herself
>pour my heart out to her and beg her to just move in with me and we can start over here
>says her jobs are more important
>She would rather sleep around and send nudes etc to strangers than live with me
>tfw future cuck because girl I love is a major bitch
>can't help still loving her
>haven't eaten right in ages, have no appetite because of the stress and concern that she could be out with someone

Tl;Dr still love gf even though she's basically offering to prostitute herself for a roommate.

For asomeone who has experienced it, Can someone describe to me what melancholy is/feels like personally?

>try acting like it
nigger this is a feels thread on a gook imageboard in 2016
We aren't in 1935 soviet union,18 is the old 13

Is anyone else stuck in this weird state of apathy? I don't have any offline friends (which doesn't bother me too much) but I pretty much find it impossible to go out and do anything with people. I am socially awkward to a certain extent, but I think the biggest obstacle for me is just not wanting to be social.

I'm kind of resigned to just committing suicide at some point. I don't feel like doing anything really. There's nothing in college that I'm interested in studying and I can't think of any jobs that would actually be fulfilling for me. I just spend every day doing nothing online/playing vidya/necessary chores/etc.

So let's think about things like this. this life will end like all threads on Sup Forums, when people stop adding to it, when people let die, I'm just saying that if people don't want something to continue they just ignore, neglect it, but that's how I see it.

I'm glad to see you're still optimistic even though things can be tough, user. Unrequited love, no matter how much you feel for the person, can be emotionally exhausting, depressing, and even frustrating. Keep your head up though. There will always be blocks in the road, but we can always find a way around it.

and then suddenly I came for no reason at all