ITT: we post saddest thing that happened to us

ITT: we post saddest thing that happened to us.

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I lie about everything in my life, it's becoming such an issue I believe my own lies and regularly keep up with them.

Basically died in 2010, haven't been functioning since, due to being kicked in the head with steel tip boots. TBI´s ftw.

I had sex with my cousin when I was around 5... Now I am confused with my sexuality.
>tfw my cousin is a male

I've contemplated suicide since I was 8.

I killed my fiancee...

> didn't graduate uni
> jobless
> has have atleast 3 types of stds
> fucked 2 people before having knowledge of said stds
> torn peroneal tendon
> broken ankle
> shattered wrist
> perforated eardrum

Need so much help.

story?

I was born with glass bones and paper skin

>fucked girl at work
>happened several times
>one day she doesn't turn up
>get text saying she loves her ex going to hang herself
>send ambulence
>find her swinging
>not dead
>never comes back
>work knows
>work is hell
>run away to work in New Zealand

Had the perfect chip in my grasp....but i dropped it.....and it was crush

>got banned from my favorite cs 1.6 server because they though I had aimbot
>mfw I didn´t cheat

do you wrestle with an aids-infested gorilla every morning? wth man

>Wife left me
>Lost custody of my son
>Lost my job
>See son once a week
>Drowning in debt from divorce
>Still unemployed

start telling the truth nigger

If you´re dead then nothing should function

I feel you man

Dad decided to end his life 3 years ago i miss him a lot

playing pokemon dungeon mystery blue rescue team. no joke.
also :I guess I m not perfectly in a position to give you any advice... just don't give up guys listen to this and keep going:
youtube.com/watch?v=oAudIPHHqYs

A toaster blew up in my face

kek story please

That's why anybody should marry.

I was born?

all grandparents died during the period of 2 years, uncle died, and dog died. have a borring life atm and I don't know what to do

Tripfags

spongebob kek's

>be me with gf since 4 months
>we really feel strong emoctions for each other
>we did see,and did naughty things togheter
>bestperiodofmyshittyunworthylife.jpg
>yesterday we discuss
>she has a breakdown
>she tell me,she cannot maintain a distance-relation sort-of,while i did wait patiently for 3 months to see her for only 1 day and half
>she tell me im like poison for her,that she's been worse since we're togheter (weight loss,mutiple existential crying)
>watdo.jpeg
>always threaten her like a princess,besides sometimes i did have a breakdown too,but i guess,in a couple of this typo it's pretty normal
>skip forward 2 hours and 20 min of conversation
>i did tell her my points,explained and told her that her friend is a fucking fishy piece of shit for have making her telling things she would have not
>now i have to decide if i break or not

Literally,a part of me telling to not let her go,cuz is literally,ripping a part of me from my self. Other half tell me to let her go,cuz im a loyal type of guy,and i dont like make girls suffers,for whatever reasons,even if there's barely none

>inb4 beta

Ikr is short period of time,but i literally cannot do it. It's part of me,unfortunally,getting too much attached to poeple whom i give my whole heart and feelings....

>>always threaten her like a princess
So, kidnap her and give her to some flying lizard?

Totally feel you b/ro but sometimes you just have to let bitches go..

>check'em

>came home from work, tired and wanted to play some games
>turned on computer
>while it booted it suddenly shut off and smoke came from the cabinet
>still miss you old friend - Rip old gaming computer

Hai there Satan.

Thats what i am contemplating. I really,do not want to make her suffer,but..it's really damn difficult. My heart is like in a cage,because she literally threaten to kill herself if i dump her,but as we all know,those are only words that flyes away within time..

Thanks for your feelings Sup Forumsro

She's just fucking with your feelings. Last time a bitch told me she's going to kill herself if I dump her, I was the one who was dumped in the end.

She's a succubus

Thats literally what i was thinking. She literally toyed with me,because long before we started tading,she knew what kinda of relation we would have matured,yet she agreed and even come over my house,meeting my family,as officially my girlfriend...

I do not want,and literally never will becoming her friend. Absolutely fucking never.

What most disgust me of her..half of the words she told me,came directly from the mouth of her friend. I did prefer,that she did quite sit down,and tell me with her own courage "We're not made togheter"...Instead,i have to stay here..suffer,being emotionally threaten like a maryonet..

I really fucking hope that Depakin Chrono that i will get prescribed between days for (apparently) double personality,will sedate my feelings as well...

>Me, 15 years old, in love with girl way out of my league
>10/10 half asian girl, literally in every way she's stunning, tight bod, beautiful face, the works
>We're talking butterflies in the stomach, anxious to talk to her, smile at her presence, kinda in love
>We become really good pals and literally two days before I build up to asking her out she gets a bf
>She would have said no anyway, I was fat and awkard and nerdy as fuck

>Three years pass
>We drift apart as friends, her and her BF seem constantly in love and stuff like that
>I've mostly moved on, had two relationships and I'm enjoying life
>I lost a lot of the weight, got a lot better and talking to girls and a lot more popular in general

>One month ago
>Final months of Sixth Form (idk, High School I guess)
>We're 18 now and to everyone's fucking surprise the love birds break up
>Me and some of her girl friends go comfort her
>We talk, I make her laugh and over the last month we become better and better friends

>Last friday, I throw a party
>Her Ex gets super pissed and starts rambling about how she was a shit girlfriend and all this crap
>Realise she's not around
>Find her in a bedroom crying
>I wipe away the tears comfort her and tell her everything will be ok
>She smiles and nods so we return to the party
>We have fun, get wasted together, chat with friends dance a bit
>Eventually we go to bed, me and her crash together in each others arms
>My face brushes hers briefly and she sighs deeply
>"Why couldn't everyone be more like you?"
>She stares at me, our noses touch for just a second and then we just start making out, like violently
>Its fantastic, its amazing and all my feelings come rushing back and I'm happier than I've ever been
>We start feeling each other up, her skin is just so beautiful to touch and she giggles and stifles moans as we start to explore one another
>A drunken friend comes bursting in laughing and crashes on the floor
tbc

i'm an ex addict. heroin, amphetamine, syringes, everything, all the time. been dead three times.

been clean for over half a year. never again.

however... i keep thinking about how easy it would be to just overdose once more. noone would even think of it as a suicide. i think about suicide from the second i wake up until i go to sleep.

my life's a mess and i'm the cause. never were happy before becoming an addict - i've made my own personal hell.

Bait is taken, continue

cont

>The girl who crashed is a close pal of ours so we can't be too mean and she starts crying, asks if she can crash with us
>qt sighs, looks at me and kisses me one last time before saying OK
>this fucking drunk girl crashes in between the two of us
>its a double bed but its not that large so its kinda cramped
>I've literally never been cockblocked this hard before

>We're all a bit uncomfortable so I complain "I don't know here to put my hands"
>Immediatley, qt leans over, picks up my hand and places it right on her arse
>Its round and plump and perfect in every way and in tht moment I realise she genuinely wants me
>Genuine bliss
When we woke up we smiled and joined everyone else as if nothing had happened but she held my hand and things were good.

It wasn't until today I realised, we might never see each other again. Schools done for good, I'm heading overseas for several months of the summer and we'll barely have a week together until we're off to differnet universities on opposite sides of the country.

To know what could have been, that she could have been with me, it makes me not even care that I might have been a rebound.

This is the only girl I've ever loved and I was this close to being with her but it was ruined by fate.

I realise this isn't nearly sad enough for most people but the idea that she could care about me and maybe could be with me is just

painful

All the other posts in this thread will be way sadder and genuinely more worthy of your attention but fuck, I could have had her. If only fate had been a little less shit.

Tbh man, its not even super sad or dramatic or even interesting, it just happened and it hurts

I know I'm being cheated on and used but he is quite literally the only thing I have and I have no other option and nowhere to go.

Shit I've been there before user and its bad.

Idk if your situation is the same as mine but trust me you gotta get out of, that it'll just tear you up inside over time.

It sounds stupid but there will be sports clubs and things nearby and thats how I made new friends after I lost my GF and everything with her. Meet new people at whatever local thing interests you. If you're in a city there'll be football or fucking frisbee or DnD or whatever, just go out and find new things and new people and don't keep yourself bound to destructive ones.

I stayed with her for a year after I found out and it nearly killed me

ahahahahah you fucking cuk

>dad died when i was 14
>mother got a severe brain damage
>Lost job because of depression, the events changed my personality for the worse
>Tried to commit suicide

It is going better now, but I still am a shut in guy who doesn't want any human contact.

I lost my lollipop.

>18
I am only 23 choose to believe me or not. Don't fall so hard for women so young it will only lead to bad things. Have relationships, but be aware it should be for fun and for you. Not for the idea of settling down so young or getting a girlfriend so young.

~ having ADHD ( & ODD in the past)
~ lurking on Sup Forums
~ watching anime
~ working hard
~ almost gratuated
~ Flirting with girls, sometime fucking some sluts
~ repeating
~ bodybuilding
~ playing guitar
~ answer to some ugly girls on whatsapp/tinder
~ fapping to porn
~ fapping to porn again
~ fapping again
~ working hard again
~ forgetting a family party
~ giving all my money to the government cause the system sucks.


I don`t know what is wrong with me Sup Forums
i feel so sad when i am alone. But its impossible to have someone around me.
I tried to take a ugly bitch as a gf but that doesnt work. I feel so bored, so lonely, so...

depressed?

I want to know what is wrong with me :(
just call me Jay or whatever

...

12 to now (24).

In and out of mental wards til 18, because Munchhausen syndrome by proxy. Locked in room for 3 days. Abandoned.

Really fucked mentally from it, constant pain. Dunno what to do, I consider suicide every day. I want to kill my mother, but it doesn't solve anything, it won't fix anything. Only the nothingness of death will.

join a group that hates another group of people like Christians, the KKK or the Democrats or whatever...hating other people together is the most satisfying way of socializing with other people

Just keep doing what your doing... If you know what you are doing is truly right for you. The dots will connect eventually.

...

I feel for you Sup Forumsro

My childhood friend committed suicide last November. I've known him since we were in 3rd grade. We lost contact for a bit but met back up in August. He took his life a week after my birthday too. I miss him

My mom wasn't dead after we bought the coffin. Waste. Of. Money.

Dad gets diagnosed with incureable cancer.
My pet cuckatoo dies.
Grandfather dies.

All in one week. Fml

Thanks pal, I realise its pretty melodramatic but that dosen't stop it hurting. Still; I'll always have the one night.

I feel you, Jay. I was diagnosed with depression two or three years ago. I'm out of shape, watch TV and play video games everyday after an 8 hour desk job, and genuinely dislike leaving my room. I'm a brash kind of person who is extremely impulsive, and it often gets me into trouble, mostly leading tk grown men wanting to fight me. Imagine being a chubby 18 year old with no fighting skills and having some jacked 40 year old chasing after your Toyota in a big 4x4. Scary shit, that.
>stories available if interested

...

Tried killing myself after girl miscarried.

She told me she missed having a family with her ex a month ago didn't think anything of it, find out last week she's pregnant. Excited as fuck then get crushed this morning it might not be mine because she admitted to sleeping with ex.
Now I'm crazy attached to her kids and now I'm not sure which is worse if the kid is mine or isn't.
Stuck with cheating bitch if mine and heartbroken about her two if it's her ex kid.
Too late to abort.

Not me but still very sad

Tits or GTFO

>glaucoma
>torn retinas
>APD, GAD, MDD
>suicidally depressed since 16

Been a long 5 years since

>have mental breakdown
>she blames my parents
>but she's the problem
>i love her so much though
>i'm in my room. shes in another.
>i go to see if she's okay
>she's laid on the mattress, faced opposite, sobbing
>i talk to her, ask if shes okay
>fetal position, doesn't stop crying, doesn't acknowledge i'm there
>im watching the person i care the most about crumble

I don't know why, but I will do anything to avoid responsibilities. Anything like schoolwork, cleaning, etc. I've tried Adderall to help me, but it doesn't seem to do that much. I failed almost all of my classes this year. I want to an hero, but I know people would miss me. Also, being the complete lower that I am, I still live with my abusive father, which isn't fun. What do?

*loser

Ex wife cheated on me. I found out, separated, tried to work it out, couldn't get over it, divorced.

You are going to do it. Soon or later

I wish I had parents that cared that much, whats the story? Or single pic story?

My mom die about a month, she was severely depressed, and an alcohólic for the last ten years.

>Be 6 years old
>Mum kicks Dad out of the house
>Mum, her sister, and her mother make me tell the cops my Dad beats me even though in reality it was my mum that was physically and verbally abusive
>Didn't tell the cops shit
>They get back together after a year because she made him.. he was miserable not being able to see his kids and agreed to go back just so he could watch us grow up
>Mum continues to be abusive and shit
>13, Mum diagnosed with schizophrenia, Dad diagnosed with Parkinsons and I became their carer
>Dropped out of school at 15 to care for them full time
>At 15 find out my Dad that raised me isnt my biological Dad (Mum cheated) don't care love him anyway
>At 19, Mum lost the plot
>Cops removed her (havent seen her since)
>Kept looking after my Dad
>Then 24, Dad passes away
>2.5 years later (Saturday just gone) bring myself to sort through his papers and photos
>Find transcript of the police interview from when I was 6, turned out I told the cops my Dad beat me... blame myself for the past 20 years of my Dads misery and I cant even tell him I am sorry

everyday i wake up and scroll, then sleep with little to no will left to live. everyone assumes im being ironic when i say it but deep down i am crumbling and extremely suicide !!! XDDD

>fetal position, doesn't stop crying, doesn't acknowledge i'm there.
>Im watching the person i care the most about crumble
It's quite apparent she has no regards for what you think or how you feel. I won't tell you to leave her but you need to have some serious considerations if you're thinking about spending the rest of your life with her

Pic related see point 4

Just a single pic so I'm not sure what happened

>me, 11 years old with a chronically ill twin
>get pulled out of Geography class and driven to the local hospice
>told brother is ill
>find my mum crying telling me my brother had "gone to heaven"
>don't cry, just shocked
>Later go to the room he died in
>My family all surrounding my mum
>She is holding his body
>Holds him out offering him to me
>"Would you like to cuddle him? He is still warm"
>Refuse
>The image haunts me for years, have nightmares about it even to this day
>Tried to kill myself at ages 13 and 15
>Get T1 diabetes diagnosis on 16th birthday
>Considering to an hero
>18 now, things are better, I have gf who loves me for me and doesn't care I sometimes wake up sweating and crying from nightmares
>Hopefully will make it

Sup Forums.

So fucked man, even trying bribery, and that piece of shit won't even write back.

Get a job, save up and move out.
Also, see pic related Points 5,6 seem relevant

I once never rolled dubs. :(

>Had a great childhood, couldn't ask for better.
>Brought up by my mum, auntie Grandma and Grandpa.
>Really really close to my family, Grandpa and Grandma lived with my mum and my aunt so was brought up by all 4 of them
>Fast forward to 2011, Grandma starts losing weight, doesn't tell anyone about weird symptoms she's been having.
>Mum notices a few months down the line, takes her to a doctor, not good news.
>Grandma has ovarian cancer.
>Have to watch my grandma die day by day, take her to chemotherapy session and it breaks me.
>Grandpa is a husk due to all the emotional stress and the fact he has parkinsons disease with onset dementia.
>It's killing me to go through all this
>One night, pallative care nurses arrive at our house, go upstairs to where my Grandma is laying.
>She's close to dying, they put her on a morphine drip to ease her pain
>Mum tells me to go to work for the evening, because it's what my Grandma would want.
>Do so, worrying. Get back and she's asleep due to the drugs, can't wake her up.
>Next morning sister barges in my room crying telling me to wake up, grandma's dying.
>I rush in the room and watch as someone who brought me up, someone who I cared for so much took her last few breaths
>Nearly faint, then burst into tears.
>After all this, left to take care of Grandpa with my Mum sister and brother. Aunt 2 days before my grandma's funeral because she's a fucking bitch.
>He's getting worse and worse, can't walk. Wheelchair bound, losing his mind due to his illness. Have to clean up his shit and piss almost every day because he has no idea what he's doing.
>A year later in october, he passes away.
>I'm a fucking emotional wreck from all this loss.
>4 years later and I'm still fucking dead inside.

you got trips though, but that aint dubs, newfriend

Aunt left*

Cont user

Yeah some shit bag kids don't appreciate what they have.

Are you talking to anyone to get help user? Know that someone cares about you.

>me and gf on the point to broke up
>her female friend,let's call her R tell my gf,that we never tag along and be a perfect couple
>gf starts to babbling and tell me shit R told her to
>getmadasfuck.jpg
>i fucking hate when pople start to interfire with other people relationship
>ask that i want to talk to her to tell her to shut the fuck up and get in the middle of the situation,to stop talking bullshit
>gf refuses and dare to end the relationship if i do so
>insist that i want to talk with her
>gf dumped me for her friend

Thats literally what happend 10 minutes ago. This is already the billion fucking time ever that my relationship with someone get fucked up cuz of "friends advices".

I think that i am eternally damned

I second this RAWLIN

Alright, I got two, first one took place back in late November I think.
>late at night, around 11
>be driving in friends' hometown, shitty suburb in central LI
>normally drive fast, since I'm impatient
>driving down long stretch of road that leads to friends house
>see car going same way
>yourtooslow.jpg
>go around him doing 65 in a 30
>start going into left lane (muricafag) to pass him
>he starts swerving into left lane, supposedly to push me back
>pass him anyway because I'm a twat
>three friends doing stupid shit
>guy starts tailing me
>follows us for a steady two miles of curving back streets
>stop the car eventually because I'm convinced it's a cop
>not a cop, but actually a 40 year old Italian Guido, like the jackoffs from Jersey Shore
>carrying a baseball bat
>step outside to confront him because I'm too prideful for my own good
>friends stay in car
>jackoff starts yelling at me, threatening to "crush my head in"
>just sit there waiting for him to make at move
>doesnt, just screams at us until he gets back in his car
>spits at my car while we pass each other while I call him a faggot.

That's one of two, will continue if interested.

I had a friend who would interfere with my relationship and try and get in my ear because she was single. I didn't see it at first and the bf would always want to tell her to fuck off but I asked him not to.

It caused all sorts of issues for our relationship until I realised how shit and possesive she was before it got too bad. Told her to fuck off and it was the best decision of my life.

Your ex cant see that her friend is toxic, but she will and I hope by then you have found someone who is with you 100%

Life gets better when you are with people that want to be there with you no matter what.

...

I feel you

pls continue

next part pls

>be me
>be addicted to sedatives
>have so bad anxiety you literally puke
>too depressed to do anything

>Your ex cant see that her friend is toxic, but she will and I hope by then you have found someone who is with you 100%

I even called R. viper/fucktard. She got offended

>MUH FRINDS

and we ended up broke. Like..what the actual fuck. I always,ALW-FUCKING-AYS did put my gf over EVERYTHING. Than today i realized,she did prefer her friend to me. And just because i fucking asked "Lemme talk to her that she need to btfo from our personal affairs"

>Life gets better when you are with people that want to be there with you no matter what.

I did believed that,but this time i learned my lesson.

If i did wait 7 years to find a gf,i can wait another 14 to find another one,like i did waited 3 months to see her 1 day only.

>inb4 kys

My mum has Munchausin by Proxy and Schizophrenia.. sucked growing up

Next story takes place this past Saturday
>driving down Middle Country Road
>Sunny day, beautiful
>le gf and I were going to have a nice day together
>truck speeds along past me, trying to get in between me and the guy in front of me at a red light
>don't let him in because fuck it
>blares his trucks horn at me
>flip him off
>riding my ass, borderline ramming me for three more lights
>stop at a red light
>jumps out of his chode-mobile
>starts yelling profanity because someone flipped him off on the road in rush hour traffic
note: I lost my pride that day because I caved in, not even sure why
>people in their cars yelling at him to get back in his car
>eventually stops amd gets back in his truck
>ruined my day

I'm not a small kid, yeah I'm a bit chubby, but I'm 6'2 amd weigh 250, I can hold my own in a fight, although I've only ever been in one, with a kid two years older. I'm not sure why I caved in and became all submissive during the latter.

Bump

Thanks

Tell us your stories. When was it found out?

>wanted to leave hometown to get away from the negative overinfluencing my life
>find old buddy in city 6 hours north of me
>he shares a house with 4 other guys my age with one room open
>the landlord will let me live there one month free as long as I find work
>no prob
>2 months later I move there
>all I do is work and hang out with those 4 guys, drinking beers every night
>Shit was chill and mentally relaxing
>4 months later dumbass landlord gets house foreclosed
>literally all 4 guys move back in with their own parents
>I have no family and no one will house me
>I'm left homeless with a part time job.
>I live in a small wooded area near the highway on the outskirts of town (close to work)
>no one at work knows the extent of my homelessness
>too ashamed and embarrased to tell them
>takes me two months to get a beater with a heater and I live out of that.
>by then I wanted more hours of work so I wouldn't be bored all the time
>go to temp agency and find a standard first shift, Monday to Friday job at a cheese plant at 12/hr, basically everything I wanted
>after one more month of surviving the winter in my car I got a small andcheap apartment in a small town of 1000 about 10 miles outside the city I work in
>smooth sailing as long as I maintain my focus
It was the saddest point of my life but I guess I persevered and made it even better for myself
Pic related is the small area near the highway, my beater car I lived out of (purple dodge neon), the first week after moving into apartment, and my doggo: Kirby the corgi

I forgot Pic related damn it