Story time~

Story time~
Thoughts appreciated. :3

From a young age I was always really obsessed with the idea of girls and how much power they have over men. I never understood how it was fair that guys just don't have any power over girls like girls do over men. They get to dress up like sluts, tease guys, friendzone guys. They always get more attention and people are always nicer to them.

Not only this, but I was obsessed with younger girls and older men. I always found it so hot when I'd read about young girls teasing/fucking old guys or see porn involving that kinda stuff..

As I got older, I started crossdressing because I wanted to BE the girl. I wanted that power.. I wanted to be able to tease guys.. I wanted men to look at me and think about me sexually.. I craved that power over other people so bad and that kind of thing just wasnt achievable as a male.. So I wanted to fool society.

I was around 18-19 when I started crossdressing at home heaps. I did it for about a year until I was 20 or so, and finally started getting cravings to go out in public. I would stand at my window when I was home alone and wait for my older neighbour to see me. I would purposefully dress in slutty clothes with tights and lots of cleavage. I wanted to know if I passed, so I decided to go out in public and take it a step further. I wanted people to actually look at me.. I was sick of it being a fantasy.

I'm going to green text my story now.
Hope you guys like!! :)

Will read post pics

> craving going out in public
> planning for weeks about how to do it without getting caught or seen by someone i know
> planning what i would do and how i would do it
> i order lots of clothes on ebay.. a nice brown realistic wig.. a girl's watch and some jewellery.. some slutty clothes.. shoes..
> one day i wake up
> i spend literally ALL day getting ready
> tight blue jean shorts with see through black tights underneath them
> two bras with tissues under my fatty tits to make my boobs look huge
> sporty athletic runners for girls
> tight, low cut shirt
> baggy see through jumper over the top
> eyelash extensions, fake nails, lots of mascara and eyeliner, lots of foundation
> shave EVERYWHERE flawlessly with shaving cream
> reading glasses
> i 100% looked like a passable girl
> I wait until its getting dark outside and i call a taxi to take me to a train station..

Pics ffs

> phone gets a text "taxi is arriving now!"
> i start freaking out.. its really happening
> run up to the taxi so neighbours dont see
> jump in the back seat
> "just take me to the train station please :)" i say in a ridiculously girly voice.. he stares at me for a minute and then nods before driving off
> im freaking out with adrenaline in the back seat, wondering if i should back out or not
> he keeps staring at me in the mirror, i can see him looking at my body
> start to get turned on
> we get to the station and I pay him cash
> he says "have a fun night missy!" and winks at me
> i dont know what he meant by it but it scares me a bit
> get out of the taxi, wait on the station platform for 15 minutes
> lots of people staring at me.. mostly guys.. other women dont even look at me
> one older guy on the opposite platform keeps staring at my legs
> he keeps looking away when i look at him, but he keeps staring when im not watching
> feeling turned on as fuck
> finally train arrives

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Moar you do look a bit manly though still want to fuck you

You have kik or something?

> i get on train and sit opposite a guy in his 30's-40's
> i pretend to be busy on my phone
> after 10-15 mins, my adrenaline wears off and i start getting more comfortable
> feeling confident
> notice older guy looking at my legs and my chest every now and then
> decide i can have some fun with this
> i cross my legs so he can see all the way up my thighs and stare at him out of my peripherals to see if he's looking
> he stares for a solid minute or two before i pretend to catch him and he goes red
> i giggle at him and he looks away, nervously
> this goes on for 30 minutes or so before he finally asks me where im going
> i tell him im going to the city
> train arrives at the city and i get off the train, old guy goes his separate way and i dont see him again
> im thinking what the fuck do i do now.. im an hour away from home dressed like a girl and its getting really late
> start to get scared.. what if i get hurt

> i decide to go to mcdonalds
> walk into mcdonalds and go to the bathroom to try and calm down
> sit in there for an hour or so trying to get rid of my nerves before i go back out again
> as im walking out, an old drunk guy starts staring at me blatantly and hitting on me
> "fuck you have a nice ass hahahaha"
> "shitttt look at those legs!"
> people are staring at us.. i get embarrassed
> he goes "bet you'd like to come in here for a bit with me aye?"
> he points to the disabled toilets
> I start shaking and getting nervous
> This guy looks about 70.. ripped/dirty clothes, mud all over pants, gross facial hair, stinks like piss and cigarettes
> I dont know what came over me but i giggled and went with him
> it was turning me on so fucking much knowing that he wanted me and i thought fuck it, he's not gonna find out
> i go into the toilets with him and he follows me. shuts the door and locks it
> "so are you gonna kiss me then?" he says
> im nervous as fuck but i nod
> i push my lips against his and he full on opens his mouth and shoves his filthy tongue in my mouth
> tastes like vomit and alcohol
> his whole tongue is in my mouth, swirling around and his spit is basically dripping down my throat
> i dont know how to feel.. feel disgusted.. almost throw up but some how still finding it kinda hot
> start rubbing his crotch through his ratty jeans

You look really good!

> old disgusting guy starts groaning loud. i get scared that people will hear outside
> his hands start rubbing up my chest and my thighs
> he goes "fuck i love little denim shorts on sluts like you"
> im moaning like a little bitch. he has no idea
> my face when this old hobo thinks he's about to fuck a cute little 20 year old girl who's lost in the city at night
> i pull out his cock from his disgusting pants
> bend down, start jerking it off with my hands
> its soft and squishy, feels completely different than jerking your own dick
> it stinks like smegma and there's dirt and lint all over the tip of his cock
> pubes everywhere, saggy as fuck balls
> i put it in my mouth and start sucking and licking it
> swirling my tongue all over it while he's moaning and almost falling over up against the wall in the bathroom
> feel it growing in my mouth
> start to jerk it and suck it at the same time while it gets harder
> my cock is rock hard but he has no idea
> "i wanna make you cum daddy" i say to him and he goes insane, starts shaking and making noises even louder
> out of nowhere he's like "you want it princess??" and cums all over my face and in my mouth
> i feel totally used and abused
> there's stains all over my shoes and tights from whatever shit was all over the bathroom floor
> cum tastes foul but i swallow it
> he pulls me up by my throat and makes out with me for a good 30 seconds before opening the door and stumbling out
> i wait 15 minutes and leave the toilets
> feel totally disgusted with myself but still horny as fuck.. start to crave cock in my ass and wondering what if i'd had let him fucked me..

thoughts so far guys??

continue

Amazing!

> walk to random park
> its like 11pm at this stage
> random shady figures everywhere in the distance.. im cold and sort of lost
> mud getting all over my shoes
> i go to a bench and sit down, sit on my phone for 30 minutes looking at train timetables and thinking about when i should go home
> can still taste old guy's cum in my mouth
> i fix my tits up and pull up my tights, make myself pretty again
> sit back down.. chilling on phone
> another older guy walks up to me out of nowhere and starts trying to make conversation
> shitting on about his wife and how much they argue

> he asks if he can sit down next to me and have a smoke with me
> we're both smoking ciggies and he's talking about how he had to get out of the house becuase he's sick of his wife and blah blah blah
> he asks what a pretty girl like me is doing out alone at night
> tells me its dangerous
> tells me i should go home or get a hotel
> i tell him i have no money for a hotel and my home is hours away
> he offers for me to go back to where he's staying with him
> i hesitate and say no thanks but thanks anyway
> in the back of my mind though.. im thinking.. what if this guy fucks me..
> get scared
> im scared that he'll see my dick and murder me or something
> im scared he'll find out
> no idea what he'd do
> i decide to tell him
> he keeps asking "so do you have a boyfriend.."
> i reply "well thats the thing.. noone wants to date me, im kind of um.. transgendered..?"
> he goes "whats that"
> i tell him i used to be a boy years ago but now im a girl
> he goes silent for a while and then goes "oh.. well thats okay! youre still very pretty, i wouldnt have a problem" or something along those lines
> basically just kissing my ass because he wants to fuck me obviously

Bump

> i start getting hard/turned on again
> agree to go back to his hotel
> he takes me upstairs and starts hooking up with me
> makes me take off my bra/tights
> starts kissing my legs, my tits, sticking his tongue in my mouth
> i eventually pull out his dick and start playing with it
> its way bigger and cleaner than the last guy's
> i suck it for 20-30 minutes while he moans and repeats "cant believe such a girl is sucking me off" and shit
> im getting off while i suck his dick
> jerking my little dick while i play with his
> he's loving it
> i'm in bliss
> he asks if he can fuck me

should i keep going?
story is almost over

thoughts guys??
am i disgusting for doing this? :/
everyone thinks im straight as fuck and im engaged to a girlfriend of 3 and a half years that has no idea

keep going

You seem to enjoy yourself, just keep doing whatever you desire

Yes

go on and story time longer u cunt!

Show ur dick with tigh highs on, you slut

> so i get the nerves up to say yes
> would have said no if i didnt shave everywhere earlier on in the day
> he gets up and stands on his knees on the bed
> tells me to bend over
> slowly pushes his cock into my ass
> i tell him i've never fucked anyone before just as he enters me
> he lets out this disgusting groan as he pushes more and more of his dick into me
> i feel like my entire insides are being filled with his cock
> cant believe an old man is literally fucking my ass right now
> he starts going harder and faster
> its hurting me but feels good at the same time
> my cock is hard as fuck
> he fucks me for 20-30 minutes while i moan like a sissy trap and while he groans
> fucks me on my back, on my side, makes me ride on top of his dick
> constantly making out with me, totally filling my mouth with his tongue, kissing my tits, sucking my nipples, kissing my legs etc
> slaps my ass a few times
> tells me how hot i am
> tells me how he's always wanted to a fuck a little girl like me
> while he's fucking me he says "im cumming!"
> i tell him to cum in my ass
> he does it
> it feels amazing
> he gets on his back and I start playing with my dick
> i cum in seconds
> as soon as i cum, i feel totally fucking disgusted and want to go home straight away
> we make out for 1-2 minutes
> he pays me $200
> i tell him im going to clean myself up and go out to get a drink
> tell him ill be back
> i go to the bathroom and clean myself up..
> leave the hotel to find a way home
> take 1-2 hours getting back to the train station
> sit on a train for over an hour
> get another taxi home
> take off makeup at home, get changed, shower and go to sleep


this was a while ago but i still dont know how i feel about it.. sometimes i crave it again..

thoughts guys?
should i do it again?
is this gross or what?

i didnt realise it was this easy for girls to get sex

This was really hot, got nudes?

Don't care if you do it again
Why would I
This isn't highschool

You are apsolutely perfection! I'd love to fuck you ;)

more stories u sissy slut!
and more pics aswell

Probably get an AIDS test

i got tested a month later because i was freaking out and nothing lol :)

Any chance you can post your nudes?

Can you post more pics? You look amazing!

The pic you put up is a boy....

Have you ever thought about taking tranny pills or are you going to continue being a sissy?

read the story moron

Just a heads up that AIDs can take months to develop and show on tests, but it sounds like this was years ago so you're probably good

all good haha this was like 2 years ago literally
im 23 now and i havent done anything like this since it all happened

i just wanted to get it off my chest and see what people thought
i still dunno whether to be revolted at myself or turned on by it

I assume the pictures aren't of you, since I've seen them elsewhere

care to show us what your body looks like now?