Any of you guys think about killing yourself every day?

any of you guys think about killing yourself every day?

what stops you?

How it would impact the people around me

I got a buddy of mine toss around suicidal shit today
Too bad he does it all the time for attention and I don't subject myself to his bullshit anymore
Fucker needs to man up.

My kid

No, because I'm not an edgy suburban kid or a NEET that lurks Sup Forums every day who thinks their life is so horrible.

Get the fuck over it you god damn pussy. Your parents should've beat the shit out of you.

I don't kill myself because I have people who care about me. Do you OP? I doubt it faggot

This. Basically everyone on this site

Mom & dad are still alive. I love them more than myself

I hide dildos and other suggestive objects around my room. Every time I feel like killing myself I add a dragon dildo, or a penis-shaped vibrator knowing full well that, were I to die, my family would eventually find said items and think I was gay. That usually stops me.

I don't know whether or not the people I care about, care about me.

I don't live in the suburbs, I'm 24 and this is my first time back on Sup Forums since late 2014/early 2015

Why is your life so bad user? Share please.

Damn thats a good idea!

The ground when the ceiling fan breaks

knowing that i can always do the job when shit gets bad enough.. when every waking moment of my life is a living hell, hell.. even a delicious sandwich can be enough for a day

I do, not really in an edgy way, just kinda in a its always there way.
Like a romantic ideal
I dont even want to die really

Tonight may be my night...

I think about it everyday.
My intelligence is what keeps me from doing it, or it might be my stupidity. I honestly don't know

Not really. I mean I have my parents and my siblings and that's about it.
They're the only reason I hold it off. I couldn't even imagine how much it would fuck their lives up and they don't really deserve that.

That full-immersion virtual reality might come out the day after I kill myself

My boyfriend

Why did you come back? You were free you fool!

porn,anime, you guys

If dubs...
rolin

I'm an orphan, I got to find one of my best friends about this time last year shot dead out in the shed. The only girl I've ever been interested in hung herself three years ago. The rest of my friends are this sad, decaying puddle of uselessness and egocentrism, and I'm 25 with a too-comfortable paycheck for me to want to pursue better education.
I've not killed myself because I'm not a little fucking pussy, shit happens, life is still beautiful.
Do drugs. Let substance shepherd you to a long life of "it feels like it was better before".

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rollin

We'll see, I could never pick up girls I almost killed myself, that was until I realized that u can clean ur mouth out with bleach and the girls come running, as well as the ambulance but everyone will feel bad for you

Yes, but for some reason I never quit. I guess it must not be bad enough yet.

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The knowledge that my issues are due to chemical imbalances in my brain. Realising that there is a logical reason for my anguish is both frustrating and relieving at the same time

>what stops you?
crippling fear of death.

not to say that crippling fear of life isn't a thing with me, it's just not as strong as fear of utter nonexistence. Whenever I try to imagine, like really try to imagine the impossible, my own nonexistence, I get close to a panic attack.

I want to live for eternity, just continue existing forever, but of course I can't stand living on this planet for another ten years or so, it's just terrible around here, everything is..

I stopped lurking Sup Forums daily back in probably 2012 but I still pop on once every now and then. I still go on some of the other boards though

winrar

I stop and think to myself that I am just a monkey that walks on two legs. I live on a planet that circles one of the 20000000000000000000ish stars in our observable universe. I then think about how there must be other life out there. Then I take comfort in the fact that there is the possibility of an advanced alien race powerful enough to wipe this spherical shit stain from existence.

almost everyday yeah, probably will never do it tho

your summer is showing

Sad to say but the beginning of highschool was probably the highlight of my lifetime. Everything's been pretty downhill from there including a horrible relationship which made me lose most of my friends. My social skills are really bad so idk a good way to make friends without looking weird. Now that I've been out of school for a while idk what to do. Think about ending it everyday but I know that I never would. Suggestions?
>inb4 kill yourself faggot

man its annoying to see people say this same bullshit over and over

I'm not scared to die, I'm a little bit scared of what comes after

Nothing im gana kill myself today

I don't want to be remembered as an attentionwhoring edgelord. Planning on joining the army, go out killing a few towelheads. When a man stops fearing death, he is no longer a man, but a monster, right Sup Forumsros?

Honestly I don't know what stops me. However I hold human life, no matter how awful a person, as highly important. If we have to suffer so future generations might expand our species, then so be it

>I'm not scared to die, I'm a little bit scared of what comes after
you're quite the optimist.

so many overused references...

So one day i was on the and i was next to the only girl that i was friends with and ever liked. I was alsways comfortable when i was around her. But one day i was reaching into my fanny pack and my spagetti fell out so in a nervous reck i tried to put it back in but it was to late. She left. Wat a faggot nigger

A man can dream....

ruling out the possibility of an after life.

I don't think you understood the reference

I've tried to kill myself 3 or 4 times, then my dad killed himself and i found him... so now i live for him.

If I could only know that for sure that I would not fail and wind up wore off than ever.

Soemtimes my fist wont fit up my ass to reminfd me of my dad before he died and the times we shared. I wanna kill myself.

Dying can be pretty horrible, you know?

oh man I think about killing myself multiple times a day now. Mostly about how I could just steer left a little bit and hit incoming traffic.

I don't do it because I don't want my parents to go through the pain of burying their son, and because I don't want to kill anyone while killing myself.

Also because life is being pretty okay to me, I'm just a whiny bitch most of the time.

There's maybe like 4 or 5 people who would be really sad if I killed myself. I don't fear death but I fear hurting them

do I get the gold chariot?

Not fearing death doesn't make you a monster. Most people (nonreligious) don't fear death. Its bringing death to others without any sort of remorse or thought that makes a person a monster

Umm from my point of view doing something so selfish, like you have it so good compared to other people and you just can respect the fact that Adolf Hitler is just a better leader than George Washington

this

Underrated

why'd he kill himself

One thing is for sure. No one regrets it.

want to know too

Perhaps. I'm just happy knowing I will have contributed to the world, even if it is a horrific and tragic thing.

I think about killing myself after everything I masturbate to orgasm. During my cum I put my fingers to me head in the shape of a gun and pretend to pull the trigger. It only last for a few seconds and then it passes.

I feel you, I always thought about it like a way of being the master of my demise (edgy right) but I don't really want to end it

He had severe bi polar depression and general anxiety disorder, I inherited them from him.

I had your outlook for years. Most of my life, as long as I could remember. Then I took acid, and realized how cruel and unusual it would be to subject my one already miserable life to.
Take a look around. Breathe the air, lure some girlies, life is beautiful beyond your redeemable programming.

Every single day, I see it as an unfortunate consequence of having OCD and depression even when I am doing well I can't stop thinking about it.
It's something that becomes so entrenched in your thought process that it will take a long time to unlearn it, either that or it kills you or makes you miserable till you die.

I believe it can be overcome but you have to be willing to do things that may feel lame at first like being kind to yourself or meditating a lot.. The real thing that stops me though is my family they have seen me on life support not knowing if I was ever coming back, the look on their face when I woke up it instantly makes me consider my actions.

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Too lazy

I think about it drastically less often when I'm A) working out or B) intoxicated.

I wanna at least vote in this election, then either after that or between now and then, I have to carefully alienate my few remaining friends so they don't come looking for me. Then I can just drive to a state that doesn't autopsy suicides and don my exit bag somewhere.

Liquor, drugs, and sarcasm.

This works, dose for me everytime I have a suicidal thought remember there are dragon dildos in my room can't do it

Shit crosses my mind every day. All I got to do is think of when I failed at a suicide attempt, and how much better my life has gotten since then.
Learn to be okay with yourself. If you don't like you, why should anyone else?

i just worry about who will feed my dog

Gotta get better eventually right, nowhere to go but up.

That's is also a worrying thought I don't think anyone around me would be willing they would probably just take him to a shelter

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Underrated

Sometimes talking it out to a pet is the most comforting. They can't speak so they can do nothing but listen to you, and they're incapable of judging you for what you say. What they understand is that you're upset and you need them. Pets will never judge you, only love and support you

You will for a little while.

I'm waiting for an apocalypse of some sort ,... I will be having a lil fun before I hide... Hopefully I survive, it will definitely be worth the risk

Ever tried autoerotic asphyxiation?

And then pee on you in your sleep

Closer than you think. If the bees die, we die. They're almost there.

well i found out Wednesday that i'm going to be a groomsman at my bros wedding

Who wants to play Halo Online?

obviously I wouldn't kill myself near my dog retard.

Then it's your fault your dog won't get fed. All you gotta do is kill yourself with the door open, faggot.

if i let my fucking dog eat me no one would want it shitbird

Yes I do. What stops me is fear and the unknown of death the nothingness or possible hell fire that would be worse

I just think of my mom or dad crying i've never seen my dad cry but he would ball his eyes out if me or my sister ever died shit hurts just thinking about I would never kill myself even tho my life is kinda shit right now I know it will get better tho.

I think he meant so that your dog can leave, like leave your front door open

Brand New album cover... why?

>free

because those are lyrics from Jesus, which is on that Brand New album

one time a good friend of mine and i were sitting in a field high, and he asked me the same question, and i said i really didnt know because i didnt care about anyone or anything, maybe the real reason was that i was too lazy. i said i dont think anyone would really care that much if i died, but not like in that edgy way you know? like just sort of like, yeah people would morn my death or whatever, but after a month theyd be fine. he told me that he wouldnt know what hed do if i died, and usually he isnt choked for words but right then he was and then he started to tear up.
whenever i think about ending it, i think about this and how hed react to hearing from someone that i finally did off myself, and this usually does the trick

oooh well if thats true my bad ur right.

Liothyronine
Suggest it to your psychiatrist. It's an atypical but true and tested tactic.