Feels thread...wanna cry tonight

Feels thread...wanna cry tonight

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You butt fags need to cheer up. Care to tell me what's wrong?

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depression mainly

Go look in the mirror.

That one always gets me

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But what's the cause of it?

Super tight pants

HAHAHAHAHA. This one's hilarious.

Need more feels
Yesterday I saw HER for the last time.
>Move to another country absolutely alone
>Find job but feel affraid and lonely all time
>Find out that the hottest girl in work is from my country as well
>Find out we have common interest
>Become inseparable so much supervisors watch us all the time so we can't even get close to each other to talk
>Don't give a fuck, because we were sitting together in canteen for half hour before work and on our break time
>Buy car
>Start to give her lift to work everyday
>Start to be rly good friends
>Help her out all the time, because my language is a bit better than hers
>Go together for dinners, cafe, museums etc
>Best times so far since I came to this country
>Feel happy
>My parents call me my dog got hit by car and died
>I know this is life reminding me I'm doomed for shittynes and I know that all I can do at this point is wait for it to kick me harder
>Here it comes
>The people I live with asked me to move out
>When I visited my parents for weekend I went out with friends for drinks and got beaten hard by some fags
>Look like boxer after a fight now
>But wait, theres more
cont...

cont
>Came back and feel like shit, tired and knowing this is not the end of my suffering
>Her birthaday coming
>Decide its time to tell her how I feel
>On her birthday I said I fell in love
>She said she don't fell the same
>Actually she thinks she loves someone else
>I play cool but I died inside
>Promise to her nothing changes
>We both know its bullshit
>She looks like she shoot guiding dog, and I look like shit
>We can't look at eachother and every conversation is awkward
>But not for long
>One week after her birthday she takes sick days
>One week passed and I have no idea whats up with her and everybody at work keeps asking me that
>I feel even worse having to say it houndreds times a day that I have no idea whats happening with her, because she won't speak to me anymore
>Yeasterday finnaly she texted me that shes going to work and I can pick her up
>When she got in the car she looked so happy
>She said its her last day in this work
>I feel my guts are flipping upside down
>Say nothing
>She seems rly happy about changing work and I know this is definitive end
>All day at work I saw her going to various people to say goodbye
>To everyone but me
>I feel like I'm drowning
>End of the day
cont...

cont
>She said bye to everyone and I'm waiting for her at exit
>See she has a bit watery eyes
>Ask her if she feels bad for leaving and basically some small talk
>See her answars are short and she don't feel like talking to me at all
>Die a bit more inside but at this point I got used to it
>Finaly in front of her home I just wished her good luck with new job and nice weekend and all
>She just looked at me, smiled and said "bye"
>That was it
>In her eyes I didn't deserve good bye talk
>Not even thank you for all help, driving her everyday to work, few times even when I had day off
>Just smile and "bye"
>I felt like shit
>I felt I didn't mean anything to her
>I wanted to believe she didn't gave my goodbye speach because it was too hard for her, knowing I loved her and that we can;t be friend anymore
>I wanted to...
>But voice back in my head keeps telling me that she just didn't care at all
>I just cried myself to sleep and now I feel terrible
>Can't imagine going back to workplace
>Now I'm going through hell
>I'm facing absolute lonelines in near future
>Lost my only firend and girl I loved, being forced to move out to shitty flat alone, working in place I hate that will remind me everyday about my broken heart
>Well played life, well played
>I know I will get up and I just can't wait what will you do next time to bring me down, because right here we got a fucking fatality already
>And I know that everytime it hits me harder
>Hopefully not the end yet...
When leaving she paid me for driving her to work. She haven't done that for month, because I said she didn't have to anymore. On our last ride she paid for last week.
I kept this 10£ bill. This is the only thing that i have left after her.

Be less of a faggot and buy baggy pants

I can't. Bought these pants have to wear them. Too afraid of people to exchange them.

im sorry Sup Forumsro. that fucking sucks

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Yeah but I think I'm getting over it. This weekend I drunk 18 beers and 1 liter of vodka tho just to forget. The worst part is, I'm moving to new flat and its gonna be on next street to her propably. Around 4min walk between our doors. We will propably meet on our daily grocieres shopings and shit like that. I hope it won't be awkward... And I tought that was the last I saw her.

Hold the door

would you rather never see her again?

I don't know. Sometimes I think I do. But then again I'm kinda hoping to make friends with her again and maybe one day she will break up with her faggot and realize I am the one and only. But it would be so much easier to not have this hope in the back of my head. I would just get over it. If I will see her so often I will never let it go.

In 99% of circumstances, I'd take the piss out of you, because you know, this is Sup Forums. But I'll just say this instead: Thanks for sharing that user.

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Get out.

I know

I got some emotionally invested in that story, run free arab bloke! Run free!

I'm gonna officially be "that guy" and start this off with the fact that I've been lurking for about 7 years now. I've posted in some really stupid threads, but I always liked to go through feels threads; mainly because I want to make sure I'm still human. But now, I feel I have a worthy story to contribute.

>Be two and a half years ago
>Be freshly 20
>Coming out of a breakup with the first girl I'd done anything with.
>Kiss, sex, relationship, you name it, she was my first.
>Hit me harder than anything because it ended on a month of radio silence and then a cold "yeah it's over"
>3 months later
>Miraculously reconnect with a girl i used to know from Kindergarten.
>Haven't talked to each other in a literal decade.
>Find out her bf is treating her like shit
>Personally knew her bf
>He's literally schizophrenic and is now in and out of mental facilities.
>They break up.
>Ever man in her life has given up on her or abandoned her.
>Try to comfort her and get her through it.
>Discover absurd similarities between ourselves
>Exact sense of humor.
>Exact interests
>Can talk for hours on end about anything and everything
>I fall for her like an idiot.
>Talk on a daily basis for months
>Get invited after work to drink at a friend of mine's place
>Work was stressful as shit so
>FeelsGoodMan.png
>Drive 30 minutes over there to hear a very familiar voice
>Find her there, already drunk
>She rushes over to me, claiming i'm her favorite person
>She spills wine on my best dress shirt.
>She's overly apologetic
>Just like I would have been
Con't

yeah i get that. it's the hope that kills you. the tiny sliver of hope that one day she might choose you.
But if you believe in true love, and you think there's a chance she is 'the one', don't walk away too quickly. Then again im just a stranger on the internet giving unsolicited advice so you dont have to listen to me

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Aww, fuck you.

>We get drunk off our asses
>Confess everything to each other
>"user, I don't feel like I deserve something this perfect."
>RightInTheFeels.jpg
>With all of the shit she's gone through, I know she deserves happiness.
>We make out all night because I don't want to be that guy and take advantage of her
>m'ladyTips.gif
>Terrified of everything now because I don't want to screw this up
>Betraying her trust would destroy me
>Share more intimate and personal issues with one another
>Trust building
>Love drunkenness building even more so
>Don't know how to handle being in a relationship
>Be awkward as fuck
>Last relationship was a secret for half of it
>No pet names
>No public affection
>Met over mutual cynicism and detest for most people
>Was extremely unhealthy and made my current relationship suffer
>Her mentally unstable mom goes off on her one night.
>I try to comfort her but she distances herself.
>Afraid of losing her
>She's going back to the brink again
>Had a past of drug abuse
>Has a present of drug abuse
>Do everything I can to get her to come out of her shell
>Foolishly ignore the fact that she wanted space
>Hindsight is 20/20
>Confess way too much, and make a promise that "I will never give up on you like everyone else has."
>I promised
>She never responded

Con't

>she doesn't want to talk to you
>she still wants you to pick her up

Fucking bitch, forget her. You can do better than that.

Fuck man.
Every time i read this story i wonder if he's okay.

:(

Funnily enough if this dude came to Sup Forums to ask for help I bet he'd be showered in money

Yeah i believe in true love and I hope that one day we may come together. I'm affraid I saw too much love stories on TV. I really tought we're ross and rachel and the fact that shes now with someone elese is just plot episode. I always tought of myself as main hero that just have to get over all this obstacles. Sometimes I just can't see any way around them.
I wasn't as much not wanting to talk as not knowing what to say. I guess it was just to hard for both of us. I mean I didn't talk much to her either. I just didn't know what to say. There was so much I wanted to say but i tought it was better to keep it casual. Ofc I couldn't. It was all to hard. I noticed she picked job to be as close to me as possible. I saw her observing me much more than before. She wanted to be close to me, yet we haven't spoke that much anymore. I saw it was killing her but she had the need to observe me more than ever. I saw that she was following my every step and I tried my best to look good, but I know it showed how broken I was.

>Spend two years in the dark.
>Finally think I've moved on.
>Start taking interest in others.
>Start making meaningful attempts at relationships
>But nothing seems real
>It's all forced
>None of it brings me comfort or pleasure.
>She starts popping back on my social media
>She's had a boyfriend for a year
>Same shit happened as before
>Starts messaging me again as if nothing's happened.
>We talk and ignore our past.
>It's as if I'm 20 again.
>I'm happy for the first time in two years.
>We both seem happy.
>I get tired of it.
>Decide to make a move.
>We get drunk again last week.
>We confess that we never stopped loving each other.
>She had so much shit going on that she just shut down
>Was too ashamed to talk to me
>We cuddle and watch the sun rise through the clouds.
>Watch a movie.
>She kisses me goodbye.
>She doesn't respond as much to my messages now.
>She doesn't seem as happy.
>She doesn't seem as interested.
>She seems more stressed.
>mfw the events of two years ago are coming full circle and happening in the exact same way again
>mfw there's nothing i can do to stop it
>mfw I still have the shirt she stained with the drunken confessions of her love

thats just gay

last story Sup Forumsros
> me
> cry literally since yesterday morning
> shit past (if anyone want i have a bit of greentext)
> try to kill myself 3 days ago
> wrote my only real friend that i an hero
> i never saw her in real live
> i think we are soulmates
> i say "please be stronger than me"
> "I promise!"
> she knew the day would come
> we promised each other not to call anybody
> they found me too early
> she called someone that i an hero
> wake up
> angry as fuck
> wrote some shit to her
> "I hate you"
> she "you dont know what i'm going through that night?!?!?! NEVER call me again"
> never want to end like this
> write suicide note since 3 days for her
> she will never read it
> but i have to do it
i will an hero in the next few hours
the only thing i want to do is finish the suicide note
what do you want to see in it if your loved one or best friend wrote one?

>believing in true love
>believing that women act naively
>believing that women do not conceal their true intentions
You poor fool.

Don't. Hang in there man. If not for you, do it for us. We need you to give us hope.

Change your life, do whatever. Nothing matters, you're already dead, right? But don't do that, bro. Please.

i know that feel Sup Forumsro
it's alwayse the same

If I were your friend or loved one, I woyld prefer if there was no note. I would prefer you alive with me.

sorry but i dont want to lie to you
it was amazing
i felt happy for the first time in my life
and i will do it again
now for the last time
i tried everything
even seek medical help
nothing works for me
but that is just for me
you are not me
please fight for me too
and answer my question please

as i say she knew the day would come
maybe she thinks like you but i cant do it
i want something to do for her
i the best thing i can think of is write her
so she can read it over and over
and that she know that she was my only and real friend
i dont know if she read it anyway
its like 10 letters long aleeady but i dont want to miss anything

i lost a friend this way. i wonder why he never reached out to me

I wanna see them alive.
You may not wanna hear all that shit right now.
But don't fucking do it

you can tell me what you want
and i will read it and answer you
but its already over
im just sitting here and wait

Don't you get it? She does not matter.

You do. Man, I'd trade her life for yours.

please dont do it

its my fault that she doesnt matter
but i know she is better than me
she always was
i would never harm her on purpose
but i did

its too late

Don't be a slave to the chemicals in your brain telling you that all is wrong and that its better to stop existing.

You must think that there is no way out now. There is. You can turn your life around, bro. I don't know how, your life is your life, you gotta find it for yourself. But you can crawl out of the hole you are in now.

Once I was about to do it too. I'm really glad I didn't. Don't do it man.

i crawled out of it many times before
i cant do it anymore
>Once I was about to do it too
i already did it
but im an idiot to think that someone would keep a promise to me
i will do it and thats okay
im okay now

You think your going to be getting rid of your sadnes. But your just going to give it to her

i know
i already did
but we talked about it very often
she nearly killed herself too in the past
she know the feeling
i promised her i would fight till i cant do it anymore
without her i had killed myself like 4 years ago#
i kept my promise

I like feels threads. They help me slowly let go of the humanity I have. Danke

kein problem
aber denk dran es gibt immer ausnahmen

No, you misunderstood me. The point is you must never value a woman more than yourself, or make her the centre of your life.

FUCK. You made me angry.

Do you really think she cares about you?

Nun-huh. I don't know her, but I know women. Tomorrow you will be dead. She will be all 'woe is me' and cry for a couple of days. She will get lots of attention.
Dude, she literally told you to not call her again. As in 'kill yourself, I won't lift a finger to stop you'.
Probably she's texting some stud right now as you kill yourself.
As your corpse rots, she will be fucking some Chad, telling him how much she loves his cock.
WHY SHOULD SHE REMEMBER YOU? You had a chance to change your life, and you chose to kill yourself. And all because you couldn't muster up enough anger to say 'fuck you' and change your life.
You think you found the special one? Yeah, the cemetery will fit you just right, it's filled with guys just like you. Whom nobody remembers, by the way.
'You hurt her'? What? You're saying YOU ARE GOING TO END YOUR LIFE, and she's 'hurt'? WHAT THE FUCK? AT LEAST HAVE SOME FUCKING SELF RESPECT. FUCK THAT WHORE. AT THE VERY FUCKING LEAST KILL YOURSELF SELFISHLY, NOT BECAUSE YOU HURT A BITCH. CROCODILE FUCKING TEARS.

Go ahead. Kill yourself. Let them win. Die nameless. YOU FUCKING PUSSY.

Or you could do something about YOUR FUCKING LIFE.

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i fucking hate everything you stand for

My a friend of a friend killed herself the other day. I asked how she did it, finds out that she walked out into incoming traffic in purpose. user bursts out laughing says something like wow could she not tie a noose. Everyone on bus looks at me weirdly

Hit me hard

Keep going! Life goes on, and it gets better if you keep fighting. You need to fight for yourself, be a better person than you were yesterday! I used to be in love with someone from another country for eight years and she now denies my very existence. Eight years of giving my heart to someone only to know that it would be smashed was tough for me. But I slapped a bandage on the wound and got back up! You can place that bandage on too and stand up tall. Tall enough that your foes will eat your dust as you run to tranquility. Shes pouring salt on an open wound, don't let it continue!

wow okay
then you misunderstood me
she is my only friend
and we talked about who we fucked and things like that
that doesnt hurt me
i never loved her
she is not the main reason i kill myself
she is like me only a bit stronger
and she is the reason i got a bit of good times in my life
> Or you could do something about YOUR FUCKING LIFE.
tell me what
i think i tried everthing that was written on b
and as i say al already seek medical help and it doesnt work

why?

I have a wicked broner

and only you have bad experience with women dont mean everyone have it
i never saw her like a girl or a boy
just a friend
it helped that we never met in real life

sorry maybe i did something wrong
she is not the main reason why i kill myself
there are many other things

> tried everything on b
well that's about it then
> already seek medical help and it doesn't work
yeah it usually works right away

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Get more friends
Join a club be it martial arts, tabletop roleplaying, yoga, cycling or salsa dancing; it doesnt matter. You need more human contact bro.

Find something you like to do, and do it. Preferably something constructive like drawing or some kind of art, something you can actually produce, not vidya or other consumerist things. Take it day by day. Don't think long term, or compare your life to other people's. Be your own man. Start meditating every day. Value yourself more.

Also, I can't recommend lifting enough. The world CHANGES when you get a nice-looking body, and anyone could get one, as long as they are constant and don't give up. Heck, take a look at /fit/

I won't lie to you, it won't be easy. But it's possible. As long as you hold on and try to improve, even just a little bit every day.

2-3 years
i dont know how long you did it but it was long enough for me
i dont want lifetime medication

>crying over a fake sandnigger sob story

I do all this things allready

because you fucking gave up. you might delude yourself into thinking 'life beat you', but no. it was you who stopped trying

giving up is the only real sin

How many medications did you try?

And I get it, we all have shit stacking up and all we can think of is the end, whether that end is a light of change or a light to walk towards. But, you shouldn't walk towards the light, and you shouldn't wait for a light to come for you. You have to be that light. And you can pick yourself up and keep going. You can still be successful, you can do what you love and make it through your whole life without the fuckheads messing your life up with their bullshit. And she doesn't have to be your "only friend." because their is a whole world out their and people to meet. You can leave your old life behind and find a new one. You can find amazing people in this world who can do amazing things! But not when you lie here on Sup Forums my Sup Forumsro. Please, just be the better person/

Make the world a better place, kill yourself.

im not anti social
i had many friends
but they were not real friends
did taekwondo
really loved cycling and running
i studied communication and art
i worked out at home as i did taekwondo
but thank you

like all of them kek
i dont know anymore but a few
some of the side effects were really bad on me

already did all of this
im only back here because its always the same
and after the third round it has to stop

Man, what the hell got you so down?
Honestly you seem like a cool dude

yeah I know I'm fool. I just like to live in this a bit more beutiful world of true love, even if its not real

wow 1 off, that makes that even more sad