Dead qt thread

Dead qt thread

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One day, I will go exactly this way.

When I've had enough & all hope of anything else has faded.

my ex did this

youtube.com/watch?v=SqHCpsxzg2M

And I claim I'm not excited with my life any more
So I blame this town, this job, these friends
The truth is it's myself
And I'm trying to understand myself
and pinpoint where i am
When I finally get it figured out
I've change the whole damn plan
noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight
Talking shit about a pretty sunset
Blanketing opinions that I'll probably regret soon
I've changed my mind so much I cant even trust it
My mind changed me so much I cant even trust myself

Bumping

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don't man, life is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness

I've held on for a good while.
I'm not saying it'll be soon, but eventually, it will have been enough; and it not getting better, but worse, will go from a fear to a certainty.

False hope is worse than fear, and I've never feared death. I look forward to the nothing.

Don't do it user. Life can be worth living.

It won't be an impulsive act when it happens, for sure. I've carried (secretly, not an attention grab) a premade noose in my bag for like a decade.
A reassuring escape hatch.

Decap by train will be much quicker & easier. Might even end up here.

Is this the dead girl? More of her pls

Why are you unhappy?

Jesus Christ, imagine the size of that train

Imagine the pain she felt just as she passed.

Failure. Now useless skills honed for an industry that died right before I got there. Long contained psychosis. Long untreated medical issues, because I'm destitute; slow rot. Loneliness & hebephilia I won't allow myself to act on, rightly; but that means I'll never be happy with anyone I'd settle for.

So, lots of reasons.

Implying her neck was that of a turtle so the train could slice the head off. Instead of crushing the entire head like an egg.

>newsflash, its fake.

Normal sized. She's just tiny.

She wouldn't feel anything.

You're retarded. If you're going to kill yourself do it alone, don't ruin someone's life because you're a little bitch.

Mostly an absolute fear

Ecactly.

>failure
you cant win without failing. We learn from our mistakes and improve ourselves. I myself have failed a programming exam.

>useless skills
you can always learn a new skill, i myself have recently gotten into graphic design at age 30 and i now work in that field.

>medical issues & loneliness
these are related. You need to get yourself involved with people on a daily basis.

>hebephilia
this is a problem as society dictates that you be attracted to people your own age.
You need to focus on women and not girls.
I'm sure if you found someone you own age you will be fine

Imagine it played out in slow motion. I remember watching a movie where people would drug others with a drug to slow their perception of time and they would throw them out of a 50+ story hotel thing.

What the actual fuck OP? Is this fake?

I fail to see how I'd be ruining someone else's life.

prizma?

HOLY FUCK YOU MELODRAMATIC RETARDS JUST POST SOME GORE

Actually it is the other way around. Life is a long crack of light between short periods of darkness.

Almost 40, and the mental issues & psychosis are increasing; so a couple of those ships have sailed. I actually live with close friends, but despite their efforts (and I'd never tell them this, don't want to give them complexes when I go) it's simply not helping, nor is it enough.
The hebephilia is not exclusive; meaning it's not all I'm attracted to. It's more of an innocence/virginity type of thing, had a lot of bad experiences with slutty bitches I got severely hung up on & it exacerbated the shit out of something that was already there. Plus, at this point, early death is an eventual certainty anyway; I wouldn't want to fall for someone who was right, have them fall for me, and then leave them like that, it's not fair.

If you're asking am I someone, I'm not them.

Wasn't my intent to jack your thread, mate.

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You said you were going to commit suicide by train. If you don't see how that would ruin someone's life then you're more stupid than I first thought.

Too soon

Jesus Christ you homo

how the fuck is it too soon when the OP asked to post exactly that

My skinny ass neck is not going to derail it; in no sane world would the driver/conductor be held at fault; and I'm positive they get it all the time, so nothing new that'd shock them unreasonably.
So "ruining their life" is quite a melodramatic exaggeration.

Vote for trump. Sure you won't fix in the world.
.but at least you'd make him happy.

Don't you wanna make him happy ?

Lol, Trump's getting in regardless of me or anyone else voting or not voting for him.

>be a qt
>end it
why she do this

was she suffering from soul crushing depression or was she just really retarded?

Summerfag

Summer/10

So sad

Welcome, new friend :^)

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dude gore threads are shown every fucking day on here.
why so butt hurt?

Can confirm that running someone over does ruin your life. I joined the army as a combat engineer when I was only 18 and got deployed. I was driving a bushmaster and some idiots were lying on the road pretending to be dead. I had to run them over because it could've been an ambush.

I'm 27 now and I still think about that shit every night,

fag since summer 2016

Dredd! Great film.

Sounds like you need to talk to someone and tell them your problems, maybe a psychologist?

Ive had issues with toxic women myself but there are nice girls out there, maybe go for a different type of woman than you usually go for.

If you die, you wont be able to do anything. Try and find things that make you happy and stay away from negative people or influences.

>there will never be a large selection of HD loli rape, torture and snuff videos on all tubes
why even life.

I will make sure, then, to write a long letter to the train driver, explaining why I did it, and that they shouldn't blame themselves or allow it to haunt them; and keep it on my person somewhere it won't get ruined by the gore.

Not being sarcastic, nor trying to make light of your experience, btw.

I'm going to ask you something, when does a persons conscience turn on? I'm in my thirties and I still don't feel bad from the stuff I did in the military

for

what a piece of shitty human. Kill yourself you wont be missed.

She's not fuckin dead

What kind of things did you do in the military? I was young and innocent so it haunted me.

I've done other horrible shit when I was a bit older but I don't even think about those times.

It'll probably still haunt them even if you write the letter.

You better stream it.

what's the story behind this?

>psychologist?
Not a chance. Between the hebephilia & the other extremely dark yet still self-contained shit going on, not a chance I don't end up on more than one watch list.

>Try and find things that make you happy
I do, and I try to avoid negative influence. Which for me, means avoiding things that make me feel for the shit I either don't have or have lost.

>If you die, you wont be able to do anything
Thanks for talking with me, really, but I can't do anything now. Little chance I can do anything in the future, and that's the only reason I'm still around. When that's evaporated for sure, that's when I'll go. But it's not going to be tonight, or next week.

I will. Perhaps not much, but a bit.
It'll come soon enough.

Not much I can do about it besides make the effort. I'll feel sorry about it, at least before the decap; but that's not going to stop it.

don't mind me, just leaving this here...

gore2gasm.com/forum/index.php?topic=1724.0

Is hebephilia even a thing? I'm pretty sure every guy is affected by it.

Requires involvement of a 3rd party who might end up being culpable in some way, so no.

If I come up with another method in the meantime, oh yes, I will.

Apparently it is, and I should feel very, very bad for it. What I keep getting told anyway.

>hebephilia
nvm I was thinking of Ephebophilia which I'm pretty sure every guy is affected by it

you sound like a 14 y/o after her 2 weeks bf left her.
if you want to die just do it you fucking coward, its easy and painless.
don't ask for attention lil whiny bitch

I was 11b, I think the worst things I did was loading bodies in a deuce they had been rotting for a while so the smell is what got to me
But I was 11b, so you can kind of figure the stuff I did

high so imma ramble.
young grils are sexy af, there's no doubt about it, but i'm not attracted to the idea of having a relationship with them and i'm generally bored with casual sex. i'm your age and i'd choose a 35yo over a 15yo. falling in love for the first time stopped me from fapping over babbies. just find an awesome gril your own age, a bored housewife who wants to party, spend thousands on hard drugs, fall in love, lose her, mature sexually. worked for me, anyway.
oh and you're a fag if you're considering suicide at your age. you're old enough to know that you'll be dead in the blink of an eye anyway. the older you are, the smaller a percentage of your life 1 year becomes, so time feels like it's accelerating. just enjoy what you have left and stop being a whingey little fagboat.

>Ephebophilia
Christ, they keep splitting it up.
So now I have another apparently. Pretty much from puberty on is mine.

>don't ask for attention lil whiny bitch
I'm not. People spoke so I responded. Not like I started a "reasons not to kill self plz" thread.

>sound like a 14 y/o after her 2 weeks bf left her
You either have no idea wtf that actually sounds like, or missed the myriad of reasons not having anything to do with any of that I stated.
Either way, you sound like an absolute fuckwad; back to the kiddie table, adults are talking.

The only people who were fucked up that I knew of were the ones who had to kill innocent people and kids. Loading dead dudes was disgusting but I don't think anyone was really effected by it much.

> kill innocent people and kids
Dude half the fucking insurgents were kids ,where the fuck did you serve?

i like to imagine this gril getting ready that morning. making sure her cunny nectars smelled delicious, her makeup and hair perfect, a smidgen of perfume on her neck and just the right amount of leg and cleavage showing. marching her delicious little squelching sections out of the house, and immediately being lynched, gang raped in the street while people point and laugh, pissed on, humiliated and beaten to death, then dumped on the street and forgotten about, left to rot. :3

You can't kill me

>sauce?

>i'm not attracted to the idea of having a relationship with them
I am, that's literally the main attraction. But it'd have to be some reserved & submissive foreign girl, definitely not a modern american one.
Yes, it's completely unrealistic & I'm fully aware of that.

>just enjoy what you have left and stop being a whingey little fagboat
I do so as much as is possible; but it's like 40/60 enjoyment/physical & mental pain, and that 40 is getting smaller all the time.
Not like I walk around talking like this to everyone; this thread, accidentally is really the only time I've ever discussed any of this to this depth.

Too far, even for Sup Forums

man, dats edgy. nah but seriously that's a sorry attempt at edgy

Haha you fucking crybaby.
Either do it or don't. Stop craving for attention.
What you're describing is like 90% of Sup Forums of whom 99% is feeling worse than you, but they would never make others feel pitty for them like you just did. You're weak. You should either kill yourself this instant or change your life drastically. People like you doesn't know how to be miserable.

did she died?

>not attracted to the idea of having a relationship with them
>I am
have you tried dating a young girl? i dated a 16yo when i was 29. fucking disaster, just like every loli i've dated. they've no idea what they want at that age, they invariably change enormously as they transition from babby to adult. watching her squirm as you teach her to fuck is... well, fucking amazing, but other than sex, the relationship is utterly hollow and retarded. my gf now is only 2 years younger than me and i'm happy af.

Sure a fucking grown man is telling me that. Seriously dude if your life is so miserable you cant take it anymore just do it, there is no point of staying miserable.
Also, suicide is extremely selfish so why do you care about a train driver you dont even know he exist? Thats stupid.
You are waiting... Waiting for what? Be worst until you cant take it? I though it was the case.
Be better? Go to a psychatric hospital, tell them you are a danger for society and yourself.
Seriously, get better or end it now

Watch that edge, son.

Let's just make this easy.
bestgore.com/tag/young-girl/

the train passed, she stay where she lay. if you mean died just fuckin say it. cunt

Guilty or not? If you are, of course you are not perfect, but try to think of the situation in a perfect way, taking care who should die or not in this situation, according to your ideas if more important than your life. And if you killed someone (like isis's terrorist) you should wonder if he was more right to kill you than the countrary, if his ideal world is better than yours.
Then, just don't worry of your own life/death and think for the group of you and your 'ennemies'. Try to love the total, you and your ennemies. My way I live...

This way you will be alrihht about future mistake and guiltyness couls go out

before you kill yourself, at least try to experience life and leave your comfort zone, you literally have nothing to lose

Really? Teens maybe but I meant like innocent little kids under 10. My mate told me a time when they blew up a car and it had a bunch of kids inside. It was Fallujah btw. I was in the Australian Army.

>Stop craving for attention
Once again, I made one comment about going the same way train decap girl did.
Someone started speaking to me about it, I responded. Not craving for attention at all, but I never talk about any of this shit with anyone, so felt a little better speaking on it with someone.

Reddit a shit

wtf are people gonna fap over when loli snuff is the norm on tubes and there's nothing left unexplored? how much further can porn go?

what industry would that be?

RIP, Sup Forums you are a bunch of sick fucks

Literally nothing. It's a gay meme about a guy who posted said picture and waited for a while, then said everyone was jacking off to a dead girl. However, signs of death are not present, and they show up quicker than you might think. It's slightly possible, but realistically, it is not.

don't ask questions you'd rather not know the answer to.

Mawwww find some hope ib life and fight for giving it. From you to these lost mice

Like I said, I understand it's completely unrealistic; and am old enough to have personal experience with fantasy being far better than reality.
It's not a thing I pursue nor have any intention of doing, but my brain won't let go of it.

>Presidential
>Prolapse

your head stays alive for some seconds.
if you dont pass out for the change of blood pressure you are going to experience the most horrible pain you can imagine.

No, the train hit her head and de-railed, she got off with minor bruising.

dated an 18 year old when I was 42. dated women my own age all my life none of the bitches knew what they fucking wanted. age doesn't seem a factor with bitches. give them a choice and they fucked