Be me 25 yrs old, white, straight, clean cut guy

>Be me 25 yrs old, white, straight, clean cut guy
>It's Cinco de Mayo 2003
>Out with a group of my guy friends - a few buddies and my roommate
>Drunk on Tequila
>Bring girls back to our buddy's apartment
>Play more drinking games getting drunk as fuck, wasn't connecting with any of the girls
>Girls go home, take my roommate with them
>A couple of other friends go home
>It's 3am, I'm left with my black friend and his buddy who's 1 bedroom apartment it was
>He goes to bed
>Only place left to sleep is a futon
>I agree to share it with my black friend. he's cool so wtf
>Pass out
>Wake up at 11am, 8 hours later alone in the apartment, hungover as fuck, underwear is gone, pants unzipped, asshole sore
>Look at my phone, I made a call at 530am to a girl I was hooking up with
>She said I was completely incoherent and couldn't formulate a sentence
>Call black friend
>I tell him I can't remember shit
>He said I was begging him to fuck me in the ass
>MFW I realize my black friend fucked me in the ass

Did I get raped Sup Forums? He said I asked for it. But I have no memory of it except for the sore asshole that I woke up with.

u gay

No I'm not. How can I believe him that I was begging for it? He went ahead and fucked me in the ass.

It was like the Stanford chick. Passed out, blacked out, getting raped.

Sure..... then why you have gay porn saved on your computer?

I just Googled relevant pictures, saved to my desktop, uploaded to Sup Forums and deleted them

Seriously though, if I was drunk and blacked out, could I consent to sex? I wouldn't do it if I was sober.

Did I get raped?

How small is your cock?

Don't get blackout drunk clearly you subconsciously crave nigger dick you almost sound like an angry feminist

7" and thick. Never had any complaints. Been with 25 women. I'm married now with 2 kids.

I just have this nagging secret that I can't share with anyone.

I found that I was victim blaming the Stanford chick that got finger banged for being blacked out drunk and not taking care of herself. I realized it's because I secretly blame myself for being raped by my friend who said I was asking for it.

THE GUY DIDN'T FUCK HER HE'S NOT A RAPIST BUT A SEX OFFENDER

Nice try fatty go back to tumblr

I do have a cuck fantasy now and watch BBC porn all the time. Probably from my subconscious

i'm not fat. I'm 5'10" 165 lbs. Successful, multiple graduate degrees, live in a million dollar house.

Just wondering if Sup Forums considers that I got raped or not.

Not rape because you enjoyed it. A normal person who wakes up with their ass gaped would have kicked his ass or called the police, so no it wasn't rape.

I was too ashamed to admit what happened. I've just recently come to realize that since I was blacked out, I think I was raped.

Hey OP, if you went camping, and you woke up with your ass hole sore, and Vaseline all over it, would you tell anyone?

Just because you regret doing it doesn't make it rape. Next time don't get blackout drunk and get in bed with a guy you idiot especially If you can't handle your liqour and forget everything thr next morning. Post timestamp because you sound like a retarded female

The bait is strong and obvious in this one.

That's like getting blackout drunk and killing a person then the next morning going "whoops sorry I was drunk so it doesn't count". No faggot try takung some responsibility.

That's why I think you can't blame the Stanford Guy. The girl probably left with him. They started fooling around, she passes out and then he gets blamed for finger banging her

is it cut?

So I'm to blame for getting ass-raped by my supposed friend

Are you OP? If not why post a timestamp

Yes it sounds obvious from reading that you wanted it

Nobody on this board would blame the Stanford guy you need to be trolling somewhere else you won't find any feminists on Sup Forums

Yes I'm OP. Just posted timestamp.

I would have never done that if I was not blacked out.

okay, my wife wondered why I was victim blaming her for being drunk. I couldn't come up with anything other than blaming myself for getting raped

or just ignore

...

If she turns into a slut when she drinks then don't get drunk simple as that.

I'm straight except for the occasional bi-cuck fantasy, which probably stems from the psychological trauma sustained by being raped by a black guy that I thought was my friend

You got in bed with a gay black man enough said