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Bump. My month has been terrible and only got worse today. I want to die, but I'm too afraid to end my life myself.

life and death
none of them seems attractive to me

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Idk guys. Month ago I started dating a coworker of mine. We were doing really well she even told me she was falling in love with me. Then we had one bad week and things went to shit. It ended pretty neutral, it was a shame though. Besides the fact that her life is going through a downward spiral she was amazing. Then I got back together with an ex who really doesn't have much time for me. I don't blame her, tbh anybody who is concentrating on relationships in there early 20s is most likely not achieve much in life. Myself included.

So I was dating a girl for a couple months and was going to ask her if she wanted to go ahead and be my girlfriend when she decided she wasn't ready. We've kept texting and I found out tonight it was from a bunch of stress. We had connected and I really like her. Would it be worth all the pain I feel to wait for the chance that she might come back?

I've fallen for someone I don't have a chance with

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This really gets me

>Go out on a date with a girl
>Have a good time, even make out a little bit
>Texts twice
>Never hear from her again

Why do women do this? I swear nothing makes me want to go full NEET more than shit like this.

I'm in the same position, so I can't give good advice.
I'm taking the pain, even though I have a feeling it's only going to lead to more pain down the road because I expect rejection.
But that pain would be nothing compared to the pain of never knowing, looking back with regret, and just living my life like that.

I'd say go for it as long as you can put up with it.

She told me it might not be worth it. I have nothing left to lose so the small chance I have is worth everything.

Same here.

>Be me
>6/9/16
>Been with girlfriend for a while now.
>Things have gone good, no problems.
>Have genuine feelings for her.
>Open snap chat.
>See pictures of her and another guy.
>Assume it is just a friend of hers.
>Don't get a text back for hours.
>Looks at phone
>G: I like him more then you, sorry user.
>Gets dumped.
>Depression.

>Talks to girl a few times online
>see pick of her
>fall in love instantly
>stop talking
>add on SC
>see stories of her and bf
>FeelsBadMan
>dunno if she still has bf or not still
>too pussy to find out
>think about her constantly
I've fallen in love with a girl I have never met in real life, and she probably doesn't even remember me. That's how pathetic my life is right now.

My life in a nutshell

Relationships are weird. Especially when you get into them in your teens.
I've been together with my gf for 4 years, sinice I was 17.
She was literally my first everything, first serious relationship
I mean I'm in love with this girl but I feel like we're distancing.

Like a month ago we decided to take a break, not break up but just give her space while I get my shit together cause I'm 21 with a shitty part time job and no college education while she's busting her ass for her future career and getting herself together.
I feel like I'm just dragging her down with all her stress going on at home and I feel like there's so much better than me but she's just sparing my feelings.
I read a text between her and her friend saying if we broke up she'd be scared I'd off myself or something.

Anyways fast forward to the past week. I've been seeing her a lot more but it doesn't feel right, like somethings missing and Im trying to be better for her.
Idk Bros I could just be letting my Insecurities get the best of me but I'm really hoping we can work shit out.

>Take Sup Forums's advice
>constantly go out to bars and drink
>hit it off with chicks and dance everytime
>girl always has excuse and leaves

Wtf am I doing wrong?

>dance
found it

You know life ain't the movies. When a woman says it's not worth it, it isn't because she is some great chance at love and this is gods challenge to see if your worth it. Women say they arnt worth it because they know it won't end well and they know they are going to screw you over. They just want a reason to not feel guilty. Because they know they will fuck up. I've Been there and she was amazing, when she said that she wasn't worth it and that's she's a terrible person I just said that I'm a man that likes to gamble. Ya it was like a movie at first, God I miss those moments. But then I think about the times when I would wait up for her for goes only to see her show up high and drunk off her ass, when she would throw me out of her house when I was drunk and I ended up sleeping in my car. No the end she was a terrible woman to love. She doesn't feel any guilt about what happened and why should she? I took the risk and I'm the only one who suffers. But this is about you not me. Please man I know you said you don't have much, but don't take the gamble. Another woman will be there, she may not be the pretty one that you show off to your friends, She may not ride that dick of yours like the stallion it wants to be, and she may not be that fixer upper that you take on only because you know your damaged goods yourself. But the woman that shows up will love you for who you are and won't ask you to change.

Well does she make time for you even with all the education and hard work she's going through?

Are you me?

Taking advice from /b

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She's on a break from school right now but yeah I guess you can say she still makes time to see me. But still

Well I always tend to dance and have a good time with them. But it's always at the end of the night after everything seemed to go well that it all falls apart.

>have 2 jobs, 1 seasonal while the other is a shitty part time job while in college
>hate it, but need it to help pay bills for mom and sister (single mom working 2 jobs her whole life, sister who busses at restaurant who is going into college which is even more money)
>dad's life insurance checks go away after this year, no more $1000 a month
>not sure what were going to do when that happens
>need to work but can't overwhelm myself when school starts again
>trying everything I can to get my career started (summer classes)
>i'm overweight, never had a girlfriend
>been going to the gym, lost 51 pounds so far but still fat (229 pounds)
>stress is killing me from every angle
>I don't want to quit, but things are getting very hard

why is life so tough

I'm 28 years old. Every six months for 12 years someone close to me has died. Family mostly, some friends. Most of them were way before their time. Causes include lots of cancer and other illness, some war, some general misfortune, a bunch of drugs and a few suicides.

This kind of shit has a strange effect. On the one hand a lot of other problems in life have their volume turned WAY down. Nothing seems that bad after you've buried a few toddlers. On the other hand the cumulative effects of burying those you love weighs down on me when my mind wanders. I find myself missing a lot of people. Holidays are particularly difficult.

I don't know why I'm saying this. I guess I just wanted it off my chest.

>be me
>dated high school qt3.14 on and off for ~7 years
>i dropped out a couple of times because not sure if it's for me and it's $$$$$$
>she got through all of her courses
>she breaks up with me and moves 2000 miles away without mentioning it
>says she was planning it for about a year without bringing it up because it would be easier
>pretty obv she thought i would just be a burden to her

It's been a few years since this happened. Still feels bad. I never finished college, but I worked my way into a well-paying job, bought a pretty nice house with no student debt, and am better off than just about everyone I know

tl;dr i proved you wrong, but you're still gone

Then she loves you. If she makes time for you then that's because she wants it to work. I'm with someone right now who's done with school but she can't make time for me. Yes we loved each other at one point but she quit trying a long time ago. I understand this girl was your first everything and the fact that you two got together young is kinda dangerous. She is trying to figure out if she regrets not getting out there more and fucking around like crazy. You are just letting your insecurities sabotage your happiness. I do that to. The best thing you can do is just get some confidence and bring out the hopeless romantic side of you.

maybe you're coming on too strong
a friend of mine used to talk to girls but would scare them off because when he got to asking to take the next step, it turned into some borderline-interrogation shit

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NATIONAL SOCIALISM WILL RISE AGAIN
Until then, let us lurk...

How is anything relationship related feels? Just don't get emotionally attached to chicks. They're annoying as fuck, if they end it before me it's relieving as fuck.

Can someone dump some green text?

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>finally started to talk to and get close to the girl a fancied since the begging of highschool
>All going well for me
>Bitches about how much she hated this one boy because he used her for sex
>Would listen to her all night, until she fell asleep
>Planning to ask her out
>On the day I was going to finally do it, my mum gets rushed into hospital
>Go to Hospital and stay there all night
>Can't get any service to talk to her
>Next day go home and message her
>No answer
>Doesn't reply for a week
>She finally replies
>Turns out she went over the guy who she bitched about house
>Spent the week there
>Stop talking over school break
>Find out from her friend that she was falling for me but he asked her out first so she went to see him
Still think about the days I would wait for her before school and how she would make me smile.

=

Sure, I'll look around

Today I look my foot and see a infection of cat shit, "everything is okay" I thought. I heated up a cup of water and trow on foot, it really hurt and get sore, look at the foot see still the infection

wasn't expecting to be hit hard by that

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Basically me, but without being friends

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>It's been a few years since this happened. Still feels bad. I never finished college, but I worked my way into a well-paying job, bought a pretty nice house with no student debt, and am better off than just about everyone I know
Well, I guess you found out that life isn't about money when it was too late.

Im polyamourous and unfortunately the person im with isnt up for letting me do that kind of thing unless its another girl.
Its not.

>it turned into some borderline-interrogation shit
Sounds like a pretty good friend to have, to be honest.

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>security

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Wow, you're the biggest faggot I've heard today.

I thought this was feels not a rage thread

Fucking spot on

Turns out I'm the butt of every joke and nobody has even the slightest inch of respect for me.
I think that's supposed to incite some motivation to look in the mirror and reassess who I am as a person to prove them wrong or something, but I don't completely understand why that should bother me.
People freak out over very trivial shit, like I'm not a virgin, in fact my sex life has been a fusion of romance and sleaze, but even still, how people will hound over others for being a virgin is something I don't completely understand, and that's basically the essence of my life, having people remind me to take situations as seriously as they do or else I'm some type of social retard.
Anybody else have this issue?
I feel like most of my behavior is entirely automatic as a result of this so I don't really trust myself at all.

yeah in the exact same situation.feelbadman

Good night all

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same here, user... she lives in another town, we used to talk a lot, you know, those conversations that last until 6 AM, unique conversations... but I guess the distance was stronger

Thank you. I need to re-fill my folder. lost a lot of good stuff.

>I feel like most of my behavior is entirely automatic as a result of this so I don't really trust myself at all.
I put on a mask of sanity on front of my friends, and I'm not even a psychopath. I'm just an introvert.

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RIP and stay strong bro smile for them is the only thing you can do

Yeah, same, sorta. I much prefer being alone, but that's not necessarily the point I was getting at.
I'll hear a story about some woman getting abused and people fucking get livid and prideful like I'LL FUCKING KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER I SWEAR TO GOD even though the dude doesn't know the person at all and is acting purely out of principles he's been indoctrinated with.
It's those kind of reactions that befuddle me.
I don't know why they exist, and people are just fucking mystified by my inability to grasp shit like that.

It was bio evolutionarily advantageous.

To hit women or freak out about it?

Women... Always torturing men..

We fought the wrong people...

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She probably sensed you were the type of faggot who gets attached too quickly and freak out when shit goes south.

To simulate and experience things that didn't happen to us or when we were there, and to react emotionally to experiences.

Grog beats his girlfriend Stacy. Stacy tells Lucy, and Lucy tells her boyfriend Gren. Gren gets angry and beats Grog to death.

There's another tribe with a Grog in it. He beat his girlfriend after she had his kid. One day, Grog beat up his girlfriend so bad that she dies. Grog gets another girlfriend, has more kids, and kills more of them. Eventually his tribe died off because of women beating.

Fair enough.

It's still bullshit.

Both, actually.

Late reply.
I'm just hoping she's not regretting us but I hear you man.
I just over think a lot

>be me
>love girl with whom i only talk online for like two years
>we live in the same city
>barely seen each other, can count it with the fingers in my hands
>we can't see each other very often because it's wrong, we have a 5 years age diference
>in recent times she's more cold with me
>still have good conversations in spite of her changes in her personality
>three days ago she said she was mas with her friendzoned friend of school
>he posted lewd pics in a chat group where the two are
>she saw the pics and get mad with him for "being like all men"
>a day after that she says a "gay" friend of her started texting with her about masturbation
>she said the guy presumably was jerking while texting to her
>after that she starts asking me about masturbation, if i do it, how it feels, and confesses she's curious about it
>i'm shocked cause i never talked with her in sexual tones
>after a long talk about that she said she was going to try it, but said: "do it with me user, i don't want to do it alone :("
>again, shocked, didn't know what to say
>she repented and said she was going to try it tomorrow
>two days after that she came again with the same topic, and said she was going to try it right now
>asked me to do it while she was doing it
>i lied about doing it, but acted like i was doing it while texting her
>during the supposed mutual masturbation i asked "do you feel excited yet? don't you feel wet yet?
>gave me a seen and blocked me

i know i'm probably retarded, but i think she was testing me, to see how far i could go.
why did she do this to me, i really love her, my life is crumbling after three days she blocked me.
i think of go and look for her but i don't want to look like a creep.

i feel like two years of my life vanished in front of me in seconds

So why react negatively to either?

So abusing women is not evolutionarily advantageous in this scenario.

I don't get it, sorry.

It's situational.

>in this scenario
But there's two scenarios.

But isn't keeping a cool head more beneficial to the propagation of the species?

Both scenarios paints beating women in a negative light.

It's not women, men are just as bad.
I am not an MRA, MGTOW or male feminist. I am an idealistic dreamer.
I make it a point to spread my ideology in threads like these when the time calls for it.

Women do not torture men, men torture themselves.
We've lived for a hundred thousand years, from the plains, to the tundra to cities to civilization.
We, men, have lead society, enforced order, enforced structure.

The reason we suffer now, is because we have allowed it to crumble. Society, civilization, etc. The building blocks and foundation stones have crumbled from disrepair, because WE as men have taken a back seat.

If we're suffering now, we'll suffer equally turning it all around, but what is worse? Suffering with no hope, or suffering the strain and pain and hurt moving the mountain back to it's rightful place.

We as men need to reign in this mess.
Modern feminism, the liberation of women, sexual liberty, hedonism between the sexes, instant gratification.

It needs to stop.

Not some tip tip m'lady shit. Those faggots have no idea.

I'm not talking about being polite. I'm talking about being rude, brash and aggressive. I'm talking about tearing the social climate down.
When a woman doesn't say thank you for holding the door or even gives you shit. Give her shit back
When a woman thinks she can get away hitting you, hit her back.
No one wants to be the first person to take the plunge, no one wants to be the front line. Because it might mean trouble. But we're suffering now.
and suffering badly.

Pussy whipped faggots get the girls.
The percentage of women who still act like women is so small they hold a monopoly on dick, they can have most anyone.

We need to work, AS men, towards bettering society.

If you get arrested, be honest, it will be put on record.
If you get in trouble, Be honest, it will be put on record.

We can turn this all around, but we need to suffer for it. Are you happy this way? No? Change it.

Are you willing to take it all back? Are you willing to work WITH your fellow men, are you willing to take anything I've said here and apply it in other threads, in other places. If so then you are my brother.

Women need to be slut shamed,
Women need to be put back in their place.
Men going their own way is just another cowards name for failure.
They think it's better to withdraw, they're the worst offenders, because they ARE men, and men of principal, but they are wasting it by abstaining from their duties as men to organize society.

How can we accomplish this.
By no longer arguing with feminists. No longer complaining about unjust laws.
We need to ignore them, ignore the feminists, ignore the people making society the way it is.
Stop giving women like that any form of attention
Stop following the rules, break the law.
At some point, when we show that we, as men, will not be swayed into this, the system will change.
And the more we rebel the worse the feminists will get, they will scream "Look, see, we were right"
and their vice grip on women will tighten, and soon they will decapitate themselves.
At some point, they will push too hard and even the most idiotic will see they are nothing more than social terrorists.

Join me, brothers.
We are men.
We are strong.
We ruled the world for thousands of years.
We still build society, we build the cities, we created civilizations.
This is OUR world, and we are not giving up our place without a fight.

Who will join me,
Who will spread my message.

same, is hitler alive? did he want the migrants to come to germany?? what the hell

Even if he did, he would be 128 years old and dead

hitler is a prophet from god, he never actually died. some say hes still gassing jews till this day

The rules.

Pursue women as you please, but as soon as a woman opens up her mouth or in anyway acts as a heathen bitch, ignore her. Walk away, don't say goodbye, don't say anything.

Enforce proper dress for women. No more mini skirts, No more tube tops. A dress should reach, at most, to just above the knee, and no further.
A shirt which shows more than 2 inches of cleavage is not okay.
Do not approach women like this, no not give them attention.

If a woman hits you, hit her back.
If she hits you with all her strength, hit her back with all of yours.

If a woman tries to nag, talk over you, or refuses to do as she's told. Warn her, once. If she continues, then throw her ass out.

If a woman destroys your property. Beat her. Kill her, Do whatever you want.


Now you may think, how can this work.

They can't put every man in prison. If 10 people follow me, that is bad. 100 people. not good, 1000? 10,000? If there were as many men who felt strong enough about their rights as men as there were feminists, no man would end up in jail.

If 100,000 men decided to kill 100,000 women tomorrow, what do you think would happen? absolutely fucking nothing.

That's what.

Do not give them attention. Purchase a whore if you are in need of pussy. Do not validate women in any way until they show they are worthy of attention.

I'm such a failure of a person. I always let down my family, let down my work, let down what little friends I have.

Sometimes I just want to escape and start over from scratch somewhere.

Schizo fag reporting in.
Also
>bump

>But isn't keeping a cool head more beneficial to the propagation of the species?
There wasn't much of a head back then. At some point, emotion was mostly just it, you feel emotional about something, you act, it makes a difference, whatever that difference may be.

In the first scenario, beating women was actually a good thing. It identified the flaw of the tribe, which led to its elimination. Had the beating women skipped a generation, there may not have been a Gren to deal with it.

In the first tribe, beating women was only negative for Grog.

In the second scenario, in a different tribe, with a different Grog, and a lack of a Gren, abusing women was overall bad for the whole tribe.

With such primitive brains back then, neurobiological factors played a much bigger role. Even if Gren kept a cool head, Grog just didn't have it in him to keep a cool head.

>but as soon as a woman opens up her mouth or in anyway acts as a heathen bitch, ignore her. Walk away, don't say goodbye, don't say anything.
B-but what if she just acts like that for fun and she's not actually like that?

My friends and I fuck with each other like that all the time...

>Be 23
>be at drink bar drink feels away
>gf of 5 years left me for friend
>I was there fro 5 hours
>decide to an hero
>start stumbling home
>hear a women
>shes crying
>2 sandniggers harrasing her
>getting really touchy
>shes beutiful
>petite
>bright green eyes
>she looks really confused
>its like she cant see them
>shes blind
>decide to bet the sandniggers down
>run up to sandnigger 1
>sink fist into his jaw
>hes on the ground
>move onto sandnigger 2

>he is spooked
>he just witnessed a 6"6 tank knock his out
>he panics
>head butt him
>no turban could cushion this blow
>he runs off Leaving his comrade
>turn to her
>shes crying
>ohfuckherecomesalawsuit.jpg
>she run upto me and hugs me
>proceeds to thank me
>ask why shes alone at 2am
>explains that she was out with "friends"
>they left her
>alone
>at night
>wtf.webm
>she pipes up
>"can you walk me home, please?"
>holy shit her voice is high
>agree she only lives in the next buliding as me
>walk for around 2km

>as we were talking a 1999 honda civic rolls beside us
>window winds down
>a drunk man yells
>"ill get you bitch, i'll fuck you up"
>she is really disturbed
>like 'nam flashback disturbed
>man in the honda speeds off
>ask her who was that
>its her ex
>her abusive ex
>who the fuck would beat a girl up
>pretty much carry her home
>shes crying
>finally get to her place
>ask if shes okay
>"please could you stay here, please i cant go back to him"
>holy shit shes begging
>"of course"
>an heroing thoughts gone
>i have something to care about
>go inside
>see cane against door frame
>well that confirms it
>she walks to her couch
>sits down
>explains her "situation"
>offers me the couch for the rest of the night
>her ex has threating her for about a year
>shes deathly afraid of him
>shes that afrid of him she would rather invite a 6"6 stranger who just assaulted two men infront of her than be alone
>start talking to her
>exchange storys
>didn't bring up that i was gonna kill myself if it wasn't for her

Moar?

Sorry drunk

just post, don't ask

not even opening the rest of the thread cause op already made me cry like a bitch

>she says
>"I know this is really abrupt, but could you sleep here tonight, incase he come back"
>agree
>we contiue talking
>around 30mins gone by
>"LET ME FUCKING IN BITCH"
>she srceams and runs off into the corner
>hear her sobbing
>adrealine is pumping
>open door
>5"9 douce bag doesnt expect a fucking mountain
>he throws a punch
>piss weak
>grab door frame
>sparta kick this manlet down
>he trys to get back up
>kick him a again
>hes litterally crying
>stumbles away
>"FUCK OFF AND LEAVE HER ALONE"
>return to her
>we spend the rest of the night on the couch
>she kept saying "he'll come back" whilst crying
>shes hugging me in fear
>she fell asleep in my arms
>spend the rest of the night staring at the door
>waiting

>next day
>wake up
>look at phone
>9:12
>hear eggs frying
>smell bacon
>holy shit she made me breakfast
>someone went out of there way for me
>thats new
>Being blind she has must have super human hearing
>she must of heard me moving
>user is that you
>uhhh....yes
>"look I was wondering do you want to go to the carnival today?"
>"sure"
>proceed to have the most fun ive had in months with a girl ive known for a day
>she held me tight all day
>decide to man up
>"hey do you want to do this again sometime"
>"sure"

>end of the day walk her home
>ended up sleeping in her spareroom
>asked her if she wants to be my gf
>"yes"
>everthing is perfect for the next 3 months
>hear tyre screech
>look out window
>oh fuck its her ex
>sprint to her house
>he starts geting out of his car
>bulge in jacket
>ohshithesgotagun.gif
>sprint to her house
>she live 3 foors up
>our buildings are connected
>so i get there before he does
>barge though door
>she freaks
>"its okay babe its only me"
>"whats going on?
>"Get into youre room and hide"
>just as she closes the door he barges in
>Sprint faster than sonic to door
>kitchen is right next to main entrance
>grab big fuck off knife
>he sees me
>rasies pistol
>bang
>searing pain in leg
>land on him
>he is pinned
>knife sitcking out of his soulder
>hold him down
>yell out for gf to call the police and an ambulance
>he gets arrested
>charged with atempted murder aswell as b&e

That was five years ago
I proposed yesterday
She said yes
Td:lr Went to go an hero, found a wife instead.

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You were here hero. Assault is okay when it's to bad guys.

No, I didn't see the "t" in your "at."

tried to get with "her" for a year. finely she's mine. slowly realize with her or without her nothing changes still sad sack of shit

What does a blind girl do at a carnival?