Hey Sup Forums, i'm having one of those nights. can we get a feels thread rolling?

hey Sup Forums, i'm having one of those nights. can we get a feels thread rolling?

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anybody?

this one always gets me

im here

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How's your day user?

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okay i guess, just didnt feel happy today and i hate the rut im in right now

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Wanna talk about it?

as soon as i said okay i just broke down, so maybe im not okay

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I've been breaking down all night. My only getaway at this point is drugs and alcohol and I don't even have access to that.

Things will be okay at some point user, we're all just waiting for that time

So Sup Forumsros this is my story, I expect no one to read this honestly.
>Talks to the girl he has liked for 2 years
>She admits having feelings for me the first year we meet
>ohshit.jpg
>I tell her I had feelings for her too in the first year we meet
>talks to her fo a while
>asks friend for advice on talking to her
>friend suggests complimenting her
>"wow you look beyond amazing"
>Hahaha thanks
>"You're welcome beautiful"
>"Um what are you doing?"
>This is when I realized feelings from a year ago don't mean shit
>While I had no girlfriend for 2 years
>She has had 2 boyfriends
>After this happened she sends me a screenshot of her and one of my "friends" getting matched on an app
>She says "Hey user aren't you friends with "Mike"?"
>Yes I am
>Oh I was just wondering because I see you guys walking around the track
>I ask if she likes Mike
>No hahaha we had a thing in September but No its just because he is hot.
>I respond with night
>She reads it and doesn't respond.
So in the end im basically ugly and she just told me I have no chance. Honestly Sup Forums I am so depressed. I spent all this time waiting for one girl. It is all my fault.

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exactly, im at a point in my life where i have to wait for everything, wait to move out, wait to get a job, wait to really start my life and its killing me.

I know that shitty feeling Sup Forumsro. Girls I've liked seem to keep running to some of my best friends, and it hurts like a bitch. You might feel alone, but just know that you aren't, user

>i've been breaking down all night
I know that feeling user, i cried like a little fucking baby a few minutes ago

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Starting a kik group because it helped me and I don't see them anymore. Message JayHals1 if iPhone or just join #forthefeels if android. Godspeed Sup Forumsro's.

i feel so alone, i just want to be with this girl

Same here. I thought she would have the same feelings as me user but she didn't. After 2 god damn years and in just one day everything....for nothing.

I appreciate it user, I wish I had friends that would support me but they would probably just call me a bitch.

Muster up what money you have or what money you can get and live out on the road, carefree. that's what i'd do. better than suicide

I know that feeling user, you aren't alone
>like a girl for 3 years
>she said she loved me
>said she never loved anyone like me
>comes to me one night
>calls me on the phone
>says she kissed this one dude
>said she didn't stay with him because she thought of me
>i had to muster a single 'okay' without crying
>break off the call
>start crying
>cry myself to sleep
>fucking dream about her
>wake up
>stare at the absolute oblivion for the whole day
I'll never forget that one

Recently i have just been crying at everything and nothing.
For instance last week or something, I was drunk and walking this girl home from the party and i just lost it for no reason and we had to stop walking despite me telling her not to and we'd just walk through it she wouldn't let me.

I remember seeing this. Dude in the video was trying to be lighthearted and funny when he mentioned the "lock the door 18 times" bit, but basically started to crack and lost it pretty much after. Broke my fucking heart.

It feels good not being the only one in this situation, thanks user.

You're the author?

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anyone else going to post?

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>this one always gets me

baaaaa you faggets

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I'm here user

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Where is the vid? I feel like crying tonight.

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youtu.be/vnKZ4pdSU-s

Keep this thread alive anons please, I need this tonight.

youtube.com/watchv=vnKZ4pdSU-s

just watched it a second ago, strong shit

Guys I think I'm sick. Like really sick. Ive seen doctors and they agree, something's not quite right, but there's nothing they can pin down. Vague ideas are being thrown around like MS or Fibromyalgia or fucking Lupus but nothing's clear.

All i know though is that a year and a half ago, I was a healthy, ablebodied 17 yo, abeit with mild depression that was being treated, and now i have so many fucking things going on it's almost funny.

I dont know what will happen in the future

I'm here for you buddy, stay strong.

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Hang on, I'm gonna tell my girlfriend I love her.

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Here's an enlarged image.

I just recently got the reverse, OP. This girl I've been dating for a year, we took each others virginity, said we loved each other, the whole nine yards, and right before summer starts, she basically said that she wasnt attracted to me physically anymore, and didn't love me. Apparently, she's had her eye on another guy, and decided it was time to jump ship. I feel like complete shit, and though it probably doesn't sound helpful, remember, plenty of fish in the sea, etc. etc. While the wounds are still fresh, it means nothing, but eventually it makes sense.

Thank you anons.

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This

You know, I told myself I wasn't going to talk about this online, and just keep it a meatspace issue, but I clicked on Sup Forums for the first time in months and saw this, so it seems appropriate.

I'm separating from my wife of 12 years.
We have 2 kids.
We're doing everything we can to make this into the best possible way for a bad thing to happen.
Monday, we were looking at a house. I spent monday morning wandering with her, choosing where we were going to put the flowerbed in the back yard, which room would go to which kid, whether or not to build a shed out back.
And on the way home, the printouts from the realty company in her hands, she tells me we need to talk.

She cheated on me 2 years ago. Nothing physical, entirely cyber shit. I found out.
We talked it out, we fought, and in the end, I found the will to forgive her, if she promised it would never happen again.
Monday, she told me that it had happened, and been happening for the last few months, with the same guy.
She broke down. Couldn't bear going into this, something so big and final, with that still hidden.
She dropped the L-word.
In 8 hours, I went from planning the next 10 years of my life with this woman, to discussing the terms of our separation.

At this point, it's pretty much in order. We're putting the kids first in all considerations, but... We both still love each other, but she's not IN love with me anymore. We're telling the kids tomorrow. The 5 year old girl is going with her, my 12 year old son is coming with me, and we're staying in town, in touch, and fighting the world as a family, just... 2 parts of a family.

Wish me luck, Sup Forums. I think I'm going to need it.

You know, these threads really didn't mean a lot to me years back. Highschool, Sup Forums is that dark place you talk about because it's funny, it's relate able to others around you, and it's sort of that step into conversations. An ice breaker if you will right?

I'd see the porn threads, and I'd cringe in fear and pain at the gore threads, and the gets were something everyone could laugh about.

I'd see these threads, and I'd wonder why anyone would like to read about others being sad, how anyone could really STAY in that situation, or even let themselves fall like that. Highschool was shit. Introduced to this hell hole and I only ever really come back to see these threads now. I understand now, it was too little too late, but I understand. My friend, probably my only friend, when I first moved here showed me this site, and him, his brother, and myself would joke about it constantly or talk about it. He took his life last year. He didn't have anyone to talk to apparently. So here I sit, praying for these threads and hoping I don't do the same.

People who seem to be the most charismatic, the most likable and laughable person in a situation where they first meet, are one of two things. They are blind to the world around them and the atrocities that are constantly committed, or they are only able to truly laugh and be happy when those around them are doing the same. It's all a facade, and nobody ever wants to dig deeper. I truly hate lying ever day of my life.
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I have to get this out of the way
>She texts me today first
>I'm surprised
>Just a snapchat saying "driving" with a picture of her inside her car.
>I am tempted to just leave her on seen
>Me being an idiot talks to her (only 4 or 5 messages sent and replyed too)
>At the end I say "hey" hoping she will reply and then tell her "Night" again
>1 hour later
>seen
>She probably found someone else better to talk to
>I know I will always end up hurt but I keep talking to her.
I tell one of my friends and he just says
>user, I was going to leave you on seen but I know that would be messed up so don't reply, im trying to be a good friend.

long but worth the read

Damnit. The truth hurts man.

Good luck user i hope you life brings you someone better

Good luck

bumping for thread longevity

I can relate on so many levels with pictures on here. I feel weak.

My first girlfriend I ever loved texted me she didn't want me anymore after I told her I loved her the night before. After two months, I finally went to her work and talked to her, broke down and cried for 20 minutes. I begged her to tell me she didn't want me and to tell me she didn't love me anymore. Now another month later I havent cried since, it hurts so much, I wanted her to be there for me when I graduate from college, from the Marines, and I want to be there for her. I planned my summer around her. Now I sleep days and play vidya at night just to ease the pain. I think to the before 2nd time we dated, she came out of the blue and started talking to me. That was in december. Im just trying to live until then, maybe she'll talk to me

She never said she didn't love me. She only told me she couldn't lead me on anymore

Just watched that video. I can really relate to that. Fuck my life.

Can i be really honest with you user? Break it off.
I know it's painful, jesus christ i have the same girl that did that with me, and i still can't bring myself to do it, and you know what's that doing to me? I cry myself every single fucking night to sleep, we phone each other, i tell her she is the most beautiful girl i have ever seen, and i end the night with the most honest "I love you" i could muster. Alas, i know it's not worth it, because i know she doesn't love me.
Painfully break it off, as painful as it may be, as much as you may fucking cry, it's better than dying every single day, and coming back to the same torment, over and over again.

well Sup Forumsros, im going to attempt to get some sleep so, take care all of you and goodnight.

Rest easy Sup Forumsro.

welcome to the club, user. IKTF

Fuck this hits way too deep

Coming from a house where the parents didn't divorce until I was 18, I'm just going to say don't play any fucking "games" with your kids. By that I mean manipulation and trying to make them see your side because it's the "truth". Frankly my mother tried doing that with me and I basically watched her fuck with my father for at least 7 years, suffice to say it has lead to a strained relationship and kinda fucked with my perspective towards women. In any case just be the best father you can and keep giving those kids some good morals, I believe in ya Sup Forumsrother.

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I will user. It's just so fucking confusing in the halls she would look at me and I would look at her but no words and when we talk she leaves me on seen? I will break it off. Everytime she sends me a message, talks to me in real life I will ignore her. I've tried so hard but I just can't anymore she was never mine and never will be. Truth hurts but its better than what I have been living for the last 2 years. Thank you user.

Kinda good feel here...

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I came from abusers and users and having women literally try to harm my sister and I because my dad wouldn't put up with their bullshit, and my wife grew up with her mom divorcing 2 separate men because they got too handsy with her as a little girl.

Trust me man, she and I have our differences, but the biggest thing we care about is making sure that those two know they are loved by both of us, welcome in both homes, and that they come first, even if mom and I can't be together right now.

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>be me
>just come back out of military
>staying at parents after party
>have severe ptsd
>the nightmares are the worst
>I lost a lot over there
>but now im home
>safe
>i dont feel safe
>im scared
>fall asleep on couch holding bottle
>3am
>someone fucking with the door
>there in
>walking around
>pretend to be asleep
>feel flashlight on me
>"oh fuck someone here"
>as he finishes the sentence
>i lunge at him
>pin him
>slamming my fists down upon him
>other thief already out the door
>family wakes up
>they saw me
>beating a man half to death
>they tried to pull me off
>they couldn't
>they called the police
>police tear me away from him
>afterwards
>father and mother still in shock
>there scared of me.

I scared them away, trying to defend them. In all honesty, Im scared of me, and I always will be.

>Be me
>19 year old fucktard.
>barely passes highschool do to health issues
>starts college
>barely week into college
>Grandmother gets cancer
>woman practically raised me on her own
>duck out of school for a week to go see
>Shes barely fucking alive
>Doesnt even acknowledge my existence on the first few visits
>first month in school and im already fucking up cause i cant concentrate
>Slowly gains concious over time
>but still in fucking pain
skip to november
>after high hopes things look grim again
>my family doesnt know what the fuck to do
> Im still not doing good in classes.
> december comes and time for break
>barely passes class
> a week before christmas , A close cousin of mine gets violently stabbed to death
>No apparent reason,still dont know who did it WTF
>things get worse for granny, the place treating her is planning to kick her out
>january comes, almost time to go back to school
>but I havent been visiting Granny as much since I cant emotionally handle it,
>mom tells me granny looked very sad that I didnt visit the last few times
> Me+Guilt= I feel like a total peice of shit, decide to use the last week before I go back to school to be with her
>Day of the first "visit", Mom gets call while Im in the shower ,
>Grandmas dead
>died in fucking pain, alone and consious. In a strange and uncomfortable place becuase the first place kicked her out
>My feelings are non-exisitent, can barely register reality, starts going over the facts
>forces my self to speed up mourning
>My family has time to heal
> i have 4 days to get my shit together before i go back to school
>Surrounded by fresh faced faggots who probably had a leave it to beaver christmas
>Attended funeral and rushed back for shitty two hour lecture on the sameday
> i shutdown for nearly 3 months
> don't talk to noone, fail most of my clases.
>essentially spend most of time on the secluded 3rd floor of main building
> staring out windows and listening to depressing spanish music(mexifag btw

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Be brave good buddy. I believe in you, more than i believe in myself.

Thank you user.

Godspeed Sup Forumsrother, godspeed. It took me the worst thing in the world to hear that the one who made feel the same way to know that something had to be done.

This is my first Sup Forums post so it is probably done wrong and sounds like it was written by a 12 year old but I rushed this whole thing

>I was always really happy

>One summer went to a summer camp

>I was mentally abused and was also born with depression and that came in

>Wanted to kill myself so many times but didn't

>I discovered my idols and learned about what I can do and what they do

>Started making music

>7th grade some bitch at school told people about my cutting

>Got sent to rehab

>Relized that my idol isn't the person they used to be

>They changed and keep do and thinking about what happened to them hurts

>They gave me reasons to like only to go and change so quickly and be someone they are not

user, break it off between you and that other girl. She won't instantly love you all of a sudden Sup Forumsro. It's the truth try and find someone else man. Block her number. Block all communications with her.

>"I love you"
>"I don't love you anymore."

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