>fapping to the sound of my childhood crush get fucked by one of my friends
Fapping to the sound of my childhood crush get fucked by one of my friends
That sounds like it would do more harm than good
Tell the story
>Be drinking
>everyone is soending the night cuz wasted
>alchohol starts to wear off as they go to town
>just sitting here thinking about how i fucked everything up so many times
>hating myself for fapping but loving it at the same time
full story.
Poor, Poor OP. He died as he lived.
A Faggot.
Not much else to say as I'm not gonna over dramatize the situation :/ just bummed as fuck.
You know what you need to do, OP
That's the saddest post today on Sup Forums.
Christ OP. I know this feel. One of my closest friends (probably second closest) asked out a girl we were both friends with that I'd secretly liked for years. They actually fucked one time they spent the night at my house.
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Ok fuck it,
>be young, around 12
>meet qt3.14 necause parents become friends
>begin to hang out all the time
>dont know what the fuck anything is because 12
>fast forward to high school
>friend starts dating girl of my dreams
>(not original qt3.14 as she vanished when parents became not friends)
>ends up loving me back
>que awkward high school love triangle
>original qt starts facebooking me after everything blew up in our faces
>me and friend make up and i start hoping this girl will help me recover
>nope.jpg
>get told she loves me and would date me BUT EY LMAO i already kissed yhe same friend from love triangle from hell
>eternal suffering ensues
>shes engrsined into my friend group and theres no escape
>just patiently wait for the day shes gone
yeah yeah I'm the ultimate cucklord hut for reals this all sucks ass and I wish there was a way out eithout hurting someone but I dont see a way.
excuse my shit tier spelling im on mobile and its about 7am now
>just patiently wait for the day shes gone
A shovel would help with that.
It fucking blows man, if only I had said how I felt earlier like a man this all would have been avoided but nooooo I'm a pussy fucking bitch
That would really speed everything up but at the same time, im allready emotionally fucked I might as well wait it out for a bit hoping this settles itself naturally.
The only girl I've really loved from the time I was 14, who I dated for three months but was on and off with until end of high school moved to New Zealand and got engaged to a 26 year old (8 years older than her) med school student from Saudi Arabia. Thought I was going to end up with her for so long, was way too painful when I grew up and realised I wouldn't. Life goes on though, OP. Just remember that.
That's a tiny bit masochistic
I guess I'd rather hurt myself before hurting people close to me (even if they aren't as close now) but you have a point.
pls don't actually kill anyone
Lol I won't dw bb
cant wait till her birthday this october, someone else is probs gonna fuck her while I have to sleep over because I drove one of her friends 3 hours to her house.
Wheres this from though
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