Pic related is me in front of people since then.
Got rejected in a humiliating way a year ago and still not over it. Music for this feel?
tell us about it
How'd you do it? Listen to some Misanthropic black metal and you'll feel better.
Stop acting like you're wearing a mask to cover your feelings when in reality, you're just afraid of saying that you're sometimes happy because you won't get cred on internet imageboards for being depressed
a couple of IRL friends use this board so nah
youtube.com
you will not find a better song
yes of course im not 24/7 depressed. It's a rejection not clinical depression, but it's still recurring enough throughout the day to make me generally unhappy, and whenever anything remotely relevant to relationships (or her) is brought up I just can't stop feeling like shit.
Post it anyway, just keep it vague
What does this even mean?
Work on improving yourself to make them regret rejecting you. That is the best revenge, have you ever seen Three Colors: White?
I keep acting like I don't care anymore because I've brought it up with my friends a lot and I don't want to keep annoying them with the same old story.
My teacher used to say that it's easier to kill a million people than to kill one. Once you start racking up numbers (of good or bad outcomes lol) it does get easer.
>Senior year highschool
>0 experience with relationships (very conservative family)
>Meet new girl in class, hit it off as friends.
>One month later i start developing feelings
>ohshithowtodealwiththis.flac
>convince self that we're close friends and nothing more.
>unknowingly start acting like stereotypical clingy nice guy/creep
>notice she's becoming more distant but don't understand why.
>nice guy antics and autism intensify
>eventually confess feelings
>at this point she doesn't stand me but I don't even know
>rejected
>freak out
>try and be cool about it but miserably fail, beg to remain at least friends
>only makes things worse
>actually mentally break down and enter deep depression for the following 2 months.
>constantly attempt to fix things with her during those two months until our mutual friends intervene and tell me to stop.
>mutual friends think I'm retarded
>eventually realize my mistakes up and hate myself for it.
>haven't looked in her general direction since, still cool with some mutual friends though
>still think about it to this very day.
just try again, theres gorillions of women out there, at least one will fuck you, you ugly cunt
literally every guy has done something like this before just chill out bro
I meant to quote
well faggot, i hope you learned your lesson, we all have gone through this, unless you were a quarterback or skate punk, but it happened to me freshman year, and let me tell you dude ive fucked plenty of broads since then, and most of them hate me, cuz im a fuckboi , just grow a pair you little bitch, and get a haircut too
>girlfriend of 4+ years cheats on me
>get upset, break up with her ;of course
>start seeing other people
>ex figures out she doesn't actually like guy she cheated with
>wants me back
>fuck her on the side
>focus attention on new girls
>it's like the only thing that changed was that I can see other people
Music for this feel?
I don't think it was because of the way I looked. I'd say I look cute/prettyboi tier.
>it's a "man wants gf" episode
Grow up dude, take care of what you love the most first and later worry about that shit
What do you mean "music for this feel"?
Do you mean music that cheers you up or music that describes lyrically a similar topic so you think more and more about the thing that has happened and feel worse? Or are you one of those model citizens who feel better while listening to lyrics relating to their malfunctions? (I still don't know how this is supposed to work but well)
it's a meme, people are always finding ways to avoid actual music discussion on here
Drop her you dumbass, it's like she basically just got away with cheating on you
Holy shit