I feel alone

I feel alone.

Like no one gets me
Any connection I get with someone feels fake, like we communicate with one another just because that's how we are suppose to communicate

> I feel confused.
Like my mind is always racing. Going back and forth, and I can never seem to find a solution to any big problem I have.

> I feel worthless
I break my own promises and never follow through with commitments that I create for myself; but will try my hardest to please someone else if I've committed to then.

>I feel idiotic
Because I can't control my thoughts and my emotions. I always get paranoid whenever I'm high, and I hate it, but it seem to continue to smoke.

>I feel addicted
Once I like something there's no turn back. I'll drown myself in that feeling or rush, always craving more and more, until my thirst becomes to much that it will never be quenched.

I don't know why I wrote this. Feeling a little better now though. Still pretty shit tbh

Let's have a feels thread

bumperino

Bump

Lol

You're only as confused, worthless, idiotic, addicted, and alone as you feel. The weak have no place in this world, and life will never forgive weakness. Only force rules. Force is the first law. If you want results, you must claim them through any means, contemptible or otherwise. Connecting with others should be last priority, far behind your own personal gain and success. My only advice would be to man up, and never give up. The world won't conquer you if you refuse to be conquered, and regardless of how bad you may feel on the inside now, I guarantee it will pass with every success and achievement you make.

omg you just describe me its like you are me

Explain

Well then what I said goes for you too. Just stop lazing around on Sup Forums, and dedicate yourself to succeeding in life. You'll get nowhere feeling sorry for yourselves.

Don't worry, everything will be all reich

feel like no really cares about me that im just alone and i hate this feeling so much. it hurts soo bad i just want it to go away but it doesn't, and the worst thing about it is that no matter how many people i hang out with how many girls i sleep with i still feel so unloved and uncared for. just like op i too try to please otheres more than myself in hope that they will fill some void in me but it never happens........im always sad........no really cares..... if i died no one would really be sad the world just keeps going

See? This guy gets it. You're goin' places.

Same way here user.

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I feel you a lot of the times I think so much that I create problems that aren't even real.

Yeah it's a shit feeling. Especially when you start to think there would be no differ3nce if you were alive or no.

I literally feel like a filler, I'm just there for the sake of being there, but I have no true purpose.

Idk, I'm burning out so I'm probably just talking stupid.

Basically this. I personally hate the fact people leave impressions on me, like even the minimal encounters result in permanent changes to my brain structure, however slight they may be. I feel like an asteroid constantly being pummeled by smaller and bigger asteroids, eventually becoming misshapen and crack to the point of being unrecognizable to my original splendor, if there ever was such a thing.
Either way, life is basically a test to see how much you can accept and still go through leaving. I have to deal with the thought my family and friends are blood-thirsty, rapey lizards sent to torment me in a Hell masquerading as Earth. I've made peace with that, sort of. I'm a lot more conniving and sadistic to them than I probably should be, but regardless, after conquering shit like that, things like nobody will ever love you and human connection is a completely internal folly become pretty mundane facts about nature.

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I remember that, one of the few times 4chin actually gave me faith in humanity.

Omg that's fucking truth.

My aunt recently got cancer, my family was very hush hush about it though and until they announced it I thought they were being hush hush just to me. Completely in my head, but there's no way for me to prove it until they announced it. If they didn't announce why they were being hush hush, I still would believe they were talking about me

You have to realize, there are literally billions of people on this planet, and there may be one, possibly two people that who should ever leave that kind of impact on you ever. You gotta realize, these people are completely worthless, every single one of them. You have to be able to take a step back, and not actually care about anyone else, or what they have to say, or what they could be thinking. The only person in this world you should be counting on to gratify yourself is yourself, and your inability to be self-sufficient will tear you to pieces if you let it.

As in with memory. I have a very precise one, so they may not alter how I behave, but they do incite new recollections about the world and force me to comprehend their methods of existence, which isn't so cookie-cutter as I'd like to imagine.

Stop smoking weed, you humungous, colossal, huge fucking faggot.

There will always be a rising sun after sunset ...

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Well then you must learn to use this precise memory as an asset, and not a curse. As with all great gifts, it holds power, and with all great power comes the ability to self-harm. You will either harness this ability and use it to adapt, and overcome, or you will be consumed within a great tide of crushing despondency. The greatest of people in this world live with an immeasurable sadness more often than not, but it doesn't have to be that way. Rise above, focus on bettering yourself with the hand you've been dealt, for even now, you're more fortunate than you may yet realize.

Yeah I'm pretty much in the same boat, man. Except neither of us are communists so I take your word with the appropriate amount of apathy.

>tfw OP didn't mention weed
Stop doing drugs, unless prescribed by a psychological and or medical professional, you humungous, colossal, huge fucking faggot.

Communists? I'll have you know National Socialism is a form of fascism, and the communists are some of the most weak-willed, and terrible people on this Earth by far.

As in we're in the same boat and one of us would have to be captain and I'm sure as fuck not going to be a subordinate.
That's the blood-thirsty lizard thing reminding me how expendable friends are.

We have to fight for a common goal
We need a leader
We need A Goal
We Need ... La Restauración...

You're a very strange individual, but I wish you much luck in the coming years. One day you'll understand the potential you have in full, and the decision will be thrust upon you all at once whether to allow yourself to be beaten or not. This decision will likely come more than once. I certainly hope you stay strong in your will to survive, and conquer. Success is within reach, and all it takes is the right state of mind to achieve glory, and greatness.