Feels Thread

Feels Thread
just lost my job today for repeatadly doing the same stupid shit over and over again

need a reason to keep going

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Nah, just kill your self.

Well, most we I do at work is the same shit over and over, so wheres the difference?

this, was it the wrong shit again and again and again op?

and, my answer to this is
>pic related

Porn, there's just so much of it, and you can never find all of it. But you should try.

Im already drunk

whacha drink op?
and I agree with this anonporn soothes the soul

i work for a insurance company and to be honest i hate that job but i coudnt quit because i needed the money i skipped workdays and pertended i was sick till my boss found out

ahhh shie.. well I'm supposing you're in america where you can't claim a few free visits to a psychologist?
Generally that kinda stuff (lame as it sounds) kinda helps in a way, or you go find a shittier job and keep at it, be a man sack up stay strong don't be a bitch and all that.. imo alcohol or kys is easier doe

good old Vodka

nah im from germany
yeah it would be the obvious way but i have the urge to accomplish something great but my adicctions are holding me back

how old are you? if you don't mind,
and cheers to drinking with Sup Forums I guess,
I feel like I speak truth when I say people only come back here when things are a little fucked up

>Be me, 18
>Playing guitar for 8 years
>Been trying to write music for 2 years
>Cannot for the life of me think of something original, musically or lyrically
>2 years pass, not a single song written
>Realize I spent time I should have been practicing/writing just learning other people's songs, poorly
>Now in the middle position where I'm not original enough to be a songwriter, but also not good enough to be a session musician
>Best friend of 4 years picks up the guitar in Sophmore year of High School
>Writes like 25 different catchy songs in a year
>I spend Senior year producing/recording his music, sometimes adding drums and bass
>Everybody loves it
>All the credit goes to him
>Feel like he's either just using me until he gets all of the stuff he needs for recording music, or just doesn't like me anymore
>Still haven't been able to write music since then
>Feel like everything I want to say with music has been said already, and better than I could ever do
>Feel like I wasted my teenage years
>Considering quitting music all together and selling every instrument I have
>Spending my off time now regretting life choices, living in a routine lifestyle, and playing games online
>Got about 3 real friends to talk to, and each time I do, I feel like they're just drifting apart from me and I'm gonna end up by myself in a few months
>Have no other skills to fall back on besides music
>Stuck in hometown
>Going to a lower than average college for a major that I don't know if I'll enjoy
>Emotionally drained, nothing really bothers/excites me anymore
>Just fucking exausted.
>Fuck me, I'm just terrified at this point

Not much of a relatable story, just needed to get some shit out.

right now b is the only thing i have
i am 21 years old by the way

i feel your pain
like i said i have the potential to accomplish something great but my past is holding me back

Does anyone have the rest of the story of the guy telling the story of his lolita( girl that wears dresses).

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ahhh 21 aint so bad! worse comes to worst you could do something fucked up to make enough money to move states/countries or whatever and start over.. that's kinda my dream, and if it means anything I'm 23, dropped out of university twice because of sex addiction fuelled by extensive marijuana use and back at university now ironically studying psychology and I work in a shitty retail job that makes my life hell and I drink all the time but hey at least I have a roof over my head, my point is, chin up op, long as you got a handful of courage or motivation and a bottle for those cold nights you'll be alright
and dood.. this is me from 14-18 so bad.. In a way I'm lucky to have broken my forearm too badly to ever play again I would have been chasing that shit and ended up nothing

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im dreaming to move to a different country but i still have family here to take care of and i think my saving aint enough