Feels Thread

Feels Thread

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Fuck it im gonna cry loud

why user?

The feels man, the feels

lost

i feel like shit. Does anybody have more? I always forget to save these, so I can't contribute, but please post more if you can. For some reason it helps

Man, if someone has gifs or webms could you post them here

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I still think this user should beat the fuck out of his mum for being a cunt

bump

That woman needs to be tortured

>Spring 2016
>End of my last year at high school
>flash back further, summer 2015
>Fat and lazy
>smoke daily
>go to jail
>stop smoking
>start biking everywhere
>emotions emotions everywhere
>continue biking everywhere
>in shape for the first time in my life
>flash forward, it's spring again
>go to prom, why not.
>having fun, and see a friend there
>her name is amanda
>I barely knew her, here and there over the years
>i idolized her freshman year, for she was pretty, and I was dopey, fat, and unliked
>years later she sort of lost herself, I didn't notice
>at first
>at prom we dance
>she pulls me closer
>we stare deep into each others eyes for a full minute
>we kiss
>so now we decide to be a couple
>find out she changed her name to patrick
>that was the first alarm that I ignored.
Should I continue writing?

Sure mate, continue

There is missing part. Why was he leave?

Fuck that guy for acting like a god damn bitch

idk, sounds gay

Bitch left him.

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>going steady
>she loves seeing me!
>I'm used to wanting to be with girls I find attractive, who are terrible people and don't give the last fuck about me
>every day we hang out
>she kisses me way too much
>I don't really mind, it makes her happy
>3rd time she comes over, she grabs my dick
>(before dating her I was a regular jerk off, so I had zero dick control at the time)
>Are you sure?
Yeah user
>she starts to suck
>bad blowjob is cut short by her having to go to work
>this was how my first sexual relationship started
>time passes
>we begin to fuck
>ed kicks in and I cant fuck with a rubber
>after a couple of goes, im able to cum with a rubber
>incredible
>A love for pussy woke up inside of me, that no anime ass and titties could ever compare
>fuck often
>this was around the time Faith entered my life.
But who is Faith?
>During Gym Class
>(yes I was a senior in a gym class)
>friend from middle school spoke many a time of her friend "faith"
>She's just like you!
>you two would get along so well!
>I need to introduce you two
>never did happen
>my neighbor, our friend and I all go to a smoke spot we know of, to smoke that green yo.
>walk deeper into lake area to smoke, when low and behold I meet faith. She is with her friend christian.
>we doodled together, and smoked some weed together too
>pic related
>christian suggested a selfie! so there it is!
>I never asked faith for her number, so we left.
>a couple days later, I'm jogging a new route down my street and "hey!!"
>She appears right behind me on her bike! she happened to be coming through and actually needed directions
>I get her number, and give her directions
>So that was how our friendship began, with this weird divine presence, like we were meant to meet, by whatever odds.

Who else is feeling like complete shit this afternoon?

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Yep
Just like every afternoon
yep

>me and patrick are getting really experimental
>she does whatever to make me cum
>she lets me do whatever to cum
>we never really had a friendship, it was weird
>Dad's out of town, so ofcourse I throw a party
>night after I invited faith over to hang out
>she comes wearing make up
>she looked amazing
>I have never in my entire life thought someone was more beautiful
>thinking about how perfect she was then, and is, brings me to tears.
>watching tv I held her hand, she didn't resist, I look at her, and can see in her eyes that feelings were mutual, we kissed.
>her lips are soft, and her kiss was so sweet.
>I really like this girl
>I decided then I was going to break up with Patrick asap, and ask faith to be with me.
This is when I made a huge mistake.

Tell me about it man. What's got you down?

this is a spongebob copypasta in the making, you can't fool me

Who is Christian in this picture? The girl on the far left? And I presume Faith is in the middle

It doesn't seem like anyone cares to hear this story, I'm going to stop writing..
the short of it is that I had sex with patrick after breaking up with her, and faith heard about it from my friend who was there. I tried to create a relationship with faith, but she just wants to be alone. It's been a couple months now, and I still want to be with her. I love her so much... and thinking about her just hurts lately.
This is my life. no joke
Christian is the guy on the far left (or girl, call him whatever you want) and yeah, faith is the girl in the middle.

>be me age 11
>played with a bunch of girls tag
>girls tell teacher I touched them
>Teacher takes a lesson to compare my actions to that of a local rapist.

Typical, shitty, mundane problem of the girl I'm obsessed with and who used to love me dating my best friend. Dime a dozen problem but man it's got me down.
How about you friend? What brings you to this thread?

NO CONTINUE user PLS

You sound like a beta ass faggot dude.

user CONTINUE

>me
>want to be social as fuck
>sits in my room all day playing league of legends
>5'10, 220 pounds
>fat
>don't want to die, but don't want to continue this life
>unmotivated as fuck
>not very many friends
that's about the jist of it

Anyone got EB McGee?

Shit is sort of overwhelming right now. Depression is slowly worsening. Just got dumped on my ass after a year long relationship and now we're hanging out again and fucking and it feels sort of weird to be honest.

i used to be a depressed little fag when i was 16, i hated the world and wanted to kill myself, now 4 years later im 20 and guess what? it does get worse, still depressed and still wanna kill myself

I've never been happy and basically had the life described despite having no deformities. A lot of people with pretty fucked deformities end up fairly happy and supported.

Faggot was just looking for a victim to project on.

why the fuck would these people stay and watch that shit??

Wait until you're thirty. It does get better, it just takes fucking forever.
Source: I was you and spent every winter between 16 and about 29 being pretty sure it would get bad enough that I'd pull the plug that year. 20 is young yet.

Be glad you're getting some attention man. I know it seems weird but it's much better than getting treated like dirt, trust me on that.

I'm not going to dissagree, but damn have I became less and less beta over the years, I never weighed myself, but I was 5"9, fat, sad. shy, etc etc, and now I am 6 foot, 170 pounds, in the best shape of my life, and fearless to speak to any one.
Sure, I assume you speak to me.
>It was a Saturday morning
>my dad was in las Vegas, and I had the house to myself all week
>Tripping acid, smoking weed, getting drunk
>Saturday morning I had planned weeks in the past to have Patrick come over, with the prospect of having the whole house to roam clothe less being something to look forward to.
>(I kissed faith Friday night)
>I can't see you any more patrick
>I can't continue this relationship
>I like someone else
>She took it sort of harsh, but no wet works
> she asked if she could still come and hang out the day
>my friend, call him jovi, was over at the house at this time
>jovi and I were waiting on some acid from several dealers that did not come through
>jovi has let me suck his dick multiple times, far past
>have a dick fetish btw, no real attraction for guys, but I find dicks hot.
>Jovi wants the fuck, does not care at all for anyone at the time
>Hanging with patrick this day
>gets horny
>Jovi asks to get naked
>sure man
>he asks to fuck patrick
>she lets him
>She loved it
>he came and then basically stopped talking to her
>all night she tried flirting with him, at this point i started to get a bit pissed
>our whole relationship was nothing
>she never cared about me, she was just horny
>That night we sleep in the same bed, she let me fuck her
>Jovi knew
>jovi texted faith that it happened
>the next day I leave patrick (I have not seen her once since then, although we have talked barely)
>so the next night I go visit faith
>she asks me about patrick
>she asks why I would fuck patrick if I wanted to be with her
>I tell her I'm sorry
>I tell her it was a mistake
>I tell her I would never cheat
I still regret this incredibly much.

I'm still looking for a way to access the azrieli tower rooftops.

>That way, I'll feel like I'm flying before dying.

"Oh fuck...."

"I think we should leave"

"Well, hey now. Let's just see where this goes."

1 hour later

"OK, I'll be the first to admit my instinct was wrong on that one"

Shit, I want to know, I'm interested, that's why I asked you where Faith was.

He has to start from somewhere, right? He's not Dan Bilzemilzenirzenerian, obviously, but not everyone wants to be the greatest motherfucker that lived on this shithole of a planet

I find karl inspiring because he accepts the shit reality of the world but he does not give a fuck. On the ricky gervais show he said how if he could have any life he wanted in a simulation he would just stick to the one he's got.

Not because it's exiting, but because it's boring but comforting and stable. Northerners of Britain usually have this attitude, you have to living somewhere as grim as England.

Idk how you Americans get depressed. Whenever I go to a country with sun like Spain I'm overwhelmingly content everyday and can't feel down- I'll move there one day hopefully.

work out, get a job, everything else will eventually start to develop

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This. Getting active literally saved my life

>I see faith occasionally
>I always try and see her
>we kissed
>we danced together
>we had fun together
>I was already in love with her
>within a week of being in a relationship she acts distant, and then I try to kiss her, and she tells me that she can't be in a relationship.
>she tells me that she's not ready, that she has to be alone
>graduate from high school
>spend any time I can with her
>I still kiss her occasionally
>she has told me multiple times that she cannot be my girl friend
>I'm in love with her
>I've never been more attracted to anyone in my entire life
>she is really anxious lately, she's really sad, and I care so much for her
>Right now I am trying everything I can to help her, Just being there with her while she walks through her sadness
I love her.
here's a picture I took of her. no pictures can compare to reality, but this one get's close. (I've never shared this picture!)

seconded. you just have to start doing it, no excuses, no putting it off, no "it won't change anything" -- just fucking do it.

why no pretype op?

Well thanks for reading anons, I've needed to share this for some time now.
Not being with her really hurts and it helps to talk about it, even if nobody is actually reading.
I'm going out skating right now, so sort of goodbye, I can open the thread on my phone if anyone responds, I might post back.

More feels pictures please