Feels thread

Feels thread

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saddest one i've seen in these threads

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Yikes, got me pretty good

U wish my dad txted me

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these isn't that bad at all, these is what mine and my mother's text thread looks like because I reply irl

>100$ in food pls show up
what? Your family has to beg you to be at a party?

Free food? I'm fucking there

That's the point of the picture, champ.

??? i am the poster of and i do know what the feel part is
but has a pretty shitty relationship to his family

>my mommy is getting flowers for my brother, but he's a boy I don't think he likes flowers
This killed me.

Saved.

would anyone alse contribute pls? i don't have alot

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Need a girl in my life, never had a gf, never gotten laid and as I get older life just keeps passing me by. So many missed opportunities and experiences. Too beta to make a move, have a hard time with intimacy. And the girl that I've been pursuing for months is going out tonight with some guy from tinder.

Loneliness is killing me. same bullshit routine everyday.

Your work isn't wasted, just sadly I have none.

Honest Tip:
Go fuck a hooker
this boosts your self esteem and thus is the first step.
if you have friends talk to them, they'll help you get a gf
if not try to get some by doing some small-talk at works

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ye sure user ill dumb a bit i guess

its mostly old stuff i dont save much on this computer anymore

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The only thing I have to contribute is,
>Joined Navy at 18
>ended up trying to commit suicide survived
>got kicked out for mental health reasons immediately regretted it
>everyone in my family doesn't know the truth
>don't have the heart to tell my parents because they have never been more proud of me
>my fiance left after she even said she would be there for me no matter what
>had a job, lost it. I called out too many times because I would drown my sorrows the night before
>I'm falling behind on bills, my credit is going to shit
>I'm about to be kicked out
>I'm living off of white rice and Italian dressing because that's all the food I have left
>I grow more comfortable with the decision to kill myself everyday and I honestly don't know what's keeping me going

Pic related its that's tonight's dinner..

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I work 40-50 hours a week, im engaged have a small but loyal circle of friends... games still have meaning to me

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Not enough money for a decent hooker. My friends are not virgins but I don't think I can bring myself to talk about it that's why I come here.

I can converse with girls for the most part but when it comes down to getting real personal it never works out in my favor. Always fuck it up somehow.

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>>don't have the heart to tell my parents because they have never been more proud of me
>>my fiance left after she even said she would be there for me no matter what
>>had a job, lost it. I called out too many times because I would drown my sorrows the night before
Keep fighting man, things will get better.

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>Dad abused me my entire life
>22 now, dislocated my shoulder "on accident" when 3, still have issues with it.
>Mom went psychotic and went to jail after attempting to kill my brother
>By "abused" mean blood would regularly be on the floor
>Would also grab me by the neck and shove food down my throat
>Purposely starves me, does this after not having eaten for 3-7 days
>Stressed out by any food, drink, etc even water
>Body's fight or flight response sees food or drink as foreign
>Vomit, headache, want to run away or fight something until I die
>Seeing all this shit about "good fathers" or "role models"
>Want to fucking kill myself

Happy fucking Father's Day.

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Background story would be interesting.

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where i live a hooker is like 150€/hour, therefore like 75 a session (since you're a virgin it won't be the full hour)
but that's the part: you MUST talk to your friends. i swear to god this is a whole new stage of friendship, you might evolve, a more trustful. maybe drink a little with them, until you blast it out

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lost my only friends on suicide

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Long, but worth the read

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Quit being a pussy holy fuck. People go through worse every day. Just because you can't get over yourself mentally doesn't mean people should feel bad for you. Go to a therapist.

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it's gotten better with your dad?
can you afford therapy?

Last time one of our friends let his emotions out and tried to talk we dropped him from our friend group.

I don't think I will fuck a hooker...not yet at least, I'm not totally opposed to it. I just want the girl I mentioned. Weve hooked up before but didn't fuck.

>I want gf

No need to be a dick user

I hope you kill yourself. I hope your entire family and everything you love just fucking dies, miserably. You're a worthless piece of shit.

No and no. I've been banging my head against a wall and a desk hoping it's going to kill me. I always do that on Father's Day

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OP don't be like me. Love your father he may have fucked up but he still cares. I sound my father for 8 fucking years and this is the first year in going to visit him.

Who save the five imgs from Elisa (the weird doll girl)?? I was reading ...

you're on Sup Forums at 12am

You're not getting a gf.

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you got me too hard

every pet owner is propably in tears

it's no OC. it's just from another Feels thread.

Getting kinda tired of these captchas

>Just in case

Got me..

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Don't fucking do it. Got kicked out of the navy for similar regret it every day. Now ex wife cheated on me. I got both my kids in court and make good money and raise my kids. Stay strong and never quit.

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i suspect one of my friends father has been 'acting up', ever since the mom/wife died, but i dont ask

>I honestly don't know what's keeping me going
The illusion you're keeping up to your family, the last disappointment that must not happen.
I know that feel, friend.

>super bowel

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Feeling and saving because I love little girls

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thinks this is going to be the last for me

goodnight Sup Forums
hopefully you guys are having a better night than me

>you're on Sup Forums at 12am
>You're not getting a gf.

fuck man

Someone please bump the user and Elisa's story, the one from the last thread with some user and his lolita depressed gf

anyone want to talk?
it will be a long night for me

Wut? My girlfriend and my text history looks like (onesided) this because I text and she will insta just call me, in fact her text history with almost anyone looks like that

What's wrong, user?

I'm glad to hear you turned it around user, I hope great things keep happening for you in the future.
I may sound like a bitch right now, but the thought of someone out there understanding that feeling was just enough to make tears, you stay strong too user.

This, I haven't read it too bc the thread 404'd before I could read it

lost the only person i have ever trust
the only one i can talk with
and the person that can help me
also insomnia

>get her when i was 7
>just a small pup and all afraid of us
>i remember her trying to get back after we drove home with her
>she gets used to us
>grows bigger and get's adult and everything
>i was 9 when i was super angry and beat her once because she accidently scratched me
>not hard tho
>remember how i didn't want to go for a walk with her b/c vidya
>she still loves me and my mom most in my family (5ppl)
>one day she runs after a rabbit
>doesn't come back
>everyone get's worried
>in the middle of the night we hear her howling
>she never barked, just had this joyful weeping when she was excited
>we all run outside
>she's perfectly fine at the front door
>relief
>fast forward
>I'm 14 now
>she get's diagnosed with kidney cancer
>vet says they can remove it
>relief
>she get's 2 more tumors afterwards
>get's surgery again
>relief
>get's tumor again
>as big as a grown mans fist
>is incontinent and always looking in pain
>basically howling and sad weeping all night
>bring her to the vet
>tumor is too big
>next tuesday none of us slept
>bring her to the vet a final time
>she feels whats about to happen and seems okay with it
>stops weeping and seeks human warmth
>headbutts everyone once
>cry all day
>feel like shit b/c i mainly remember what we did to her
>her fear as we took her from her mother
>her look after i beat her
>6 years later still can't deal with my dickhead actions
>decide to never rip a pup off it's mother's near again

cya all gotta cry myself to sleep now

I wish my dad loved me

I wish i had a dad

>9 years old, sister 11.
>Sister goes to party with friends.
>playing in the back yard, phone rings.
>mom goes inside to pick up.
>hear a sound like she was punched while screaming.
>run inside, see mom on floor trying to climb back up the wall onto her feet.
>hear "is it bleeding?" "Did you call an ambulance?"
>ask what's wrong
>"she's shot! (Sister) is shot!"
>too big for me, Mom is crying. No car until man of the house is home.
>"It's going to be ok mom."
>"No. It's in the head."

15 minutes later

>at house where my sister is, cops blocking door, ambulance already there.
>see cops stop my mom from going in. Have to take her to the ground. They do it gently.
>She doesn't make it easy.

Five minutes later

>cops hosing down the sand.
>helicopter lands, we leave for hospital.

She was on life support for three days. Brain dead from second one. There wasn't a party. Jealous friend brought her there. Shot her in the head. Called it an accident. Served no time or punishment because under 18. Ran out of town by sister's classmates after she told me she wants to be my new sister. Don't know what I would do if I saw her today. Scared to search Facebook.

I want to talk to my sister. She'd be 36.

Will join her once Mom passes. Don't want her to have to deal with it again.

Man just hang in there. I could have been a great corpman but I fucked that up I know how that eats at you. And I know your dinner sucks I've went hungry just so the kids can eat. Wish I could say more to help man.

there was missing the middle part
i started this thread in the hope to get all of it

Why not, like sell your body by sucking dicks? Or make a plan to steal a banks money

it's not about the one-sideness it's about the content

This was the first time I told this story. Feel free to use it. And if you know a Brandy Newman who is around 38. Don't close your eyes around her.

You were a corpsman too huh? Heh what are the chances

try working on yourself just try changing your personality its not impossible you can make yourself confident and good and someone girls want anything is possible, reality is what u make it bud

Thissssssssss

So, you have a sister. Your sister go to a friends house with her friends. One of the friend shot her in the head. She ran out of the town, and a friend of your sister said that the shooter just wanted to be your sister, right

Maybe sad for this fella but it will lear him a strong lesson

his trust is fucked beyond all recognition