Green text time, looking for advice too

Green text time, looking for advice too

This story takes place about 7 years ago

>be me, 19 years old, chemical engineering student
>don't really have much income. Make Youtube videos for a living
>bought a mercedes and fancy watch with money from YouTube from selling copyrights
>could probably be pretty wealthy, but constantly broke as fuck because of horrible spending habits
>parents very wealthy, no need for me to really work for money
>grew up spoiled my whole life, ended up lazy, especially in school
>grades are poor, don't even go to class and it shows. Still passing, but feel like a loser
>parents pay for me to take summer classes to get ahead and pass because I probably wouldn't during the actual semester
>have no real hobbies, just lifting and skateboarding
>this summer, i realized how spoiled and lazy I am


>other kids are spending their summers working and getting money, while I'm playing golf and skateboarding
>most of my friends stop talking to me because they are busy working and I assume they don't think I understand the value of a dollar
>only hang with rich kids, and constantly bum money off of them to buy e juice
>horrible vaping problem (I'm a faggot, I know)
>Vape about 10 dollars worth of juice per day, parents get pissed that's where I am spending their money but they don't care


>birthday comes up, and I'm lonely.
>no one really gives a shit about me. They are all learning the values of adulthood and I am just doing jackshit with my life
>text girl I came to sorta like that I met while making a YouTube video, and she tells me she doesn't wanna see me because she got a boyfriend recently
>lonely as fuck, looking through my phone
>received a lot of birthday money from my parents, wanna blow it all because I've come to hate money
>go to store, buy a few black and milds and then hit up the casino
>gamble away and lose about 400 dollars that night
>still have a few hundred left, text another girl I used to talk to when I was younger

let me know if you want me to continue. I wrote a little ahead of time. It gets kinda interesting.

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same like me bro continue please

Keep going user

>she doesn’t wanna see my either, I tell her it’s my birthday and practically beg her
>she agrees to meetup, after I haven’t seen her in years
>let’s call her G
>realize it’s kinda fucked up, because this other girl, call her L, thinks she’s my girlfriend
>L is from another country and just came to the US. I convinced L to do a bunch of my homework after I told her I loved her.
>feel like a piece of shit, but I didn’t find L attractive whatsoever, and G was really pretty
>Drive 10 miles to Gs house to pick her up
>she complains my car smells like cigarette smoke
>”your car smells disgusting. And you look like you haven’t slept for days, what’s wrong with you?”
>”…What?”
>G says “why the fuck do you wanna hang out with me anyway?”
>”Why do you have to be such a bitch?” I said. “It’s my fucking birthday.”
>G obviously doesn’t care but shuts up. We go to a park at 1:30 AM. I drive for about 30 minutes.
>L has been texting me all night, saying “How does it feel to be the birthday boy??!?!” and shit like that
>I feel like such a piece of shit, and I don’t even respond. She is being so nice. “I love you so much!!” L says.
>I try to hit it off with G. G used to be kind of into me, but now she realizes I’m a loser.
>she didn’t go to college, but she started working right out of high school and is doing well financially already at the age of 20.

JUST POST YOU FUCKING FAGGOTS, STOP FUCKING CRYING FOR FUCKING ATTENTION. IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE THINGS WORTH POSTING THEN JUST FUCKING POST THEM, YOU INSUFFERABLE CUNT.

>G and I arrive at the park, and go sit by the lake. I try making conversation with G but she obviously doesn’t wanna talk to me.
>G is looking at her phone the whole time. God. She looked so pretty.
>G wants to just go home. I try joking with her “Why are you looking at your phone so much? Your dad sending you dick pics again?”
>I forgot that her dad left her a while back. It seemed insensitive.
>G just stays quiet. I keep trying to talk to her while L is blowing up my phone telling me she loves me and shit.
>G is getting tired of my jokes. She begins to rant.
>G wasn’t one for making constant eye contact, but this time she did. I saw her pretty green eyes glowing in the moonlight. She looked pissed, but still, so pretty.
>”You know what pisses me off the most about you? You don’t give a shit about others.” G says. “You think you are god’s gift to women even though you wouldn’t be able to provide for shit. You grew up this way and you’ll always be this way. Just because your mom is a whore and marries one rich dude after the other you think you deserve all this shit. You are a loser, and you are never gonna go anywhere in life with the attitude you have. You think just because it’s your birthday that everyone has to be nice to you?”
>I get quiet for a second, and start laughing. I’m laughing for a good 20 seconds.
>I can tell G is a little scared at first, but then just pissed off at my laughing. She isn’t scared of me…she knows me too well.
>I finally respond to her. “Yeah. You don’t have to hang out with me, but here you fucking are. What did you expect to be different about me? If I was always an asshole, then why would you expect I changed?”
>G just sits and looks at her phone. She is obviously pissed off.
>”Let’s just go.” I say. “I’ll take you home”.

>I drop her off, and smoke one more black and mild, jack off thinking of G, and then fall asleep.
>I was just depressed at this point. I think at the age of 18 is when birthdays started getting depressing.
>I wake up the next morning, at about 2pm, which is still the day of my birthday (everything happened after midnight the night before).
>I go to the bowling alley alone, and ask for a single lane.
>they won’t give me a lane because it requires 2 people at least according to their policy.
>L has been calling me all day, I pick up a few times.
>”How’s my birthday boy doing?” “what have you done so far?” “I can’t wait to see you now that you are older, haha!”
>I fucking hate talking to this girl. But she’s so nice.
>”I’m fine L, thanks for asking. I gotta go, my family is going to hang out with me”
>My family is fucking gone. They had dinner with my the day before and gave me some cash, and that’s it. But that day, on my birthday, they were nowhere to be found. I think they went to Canada or some shit. They never invited me. I’m not surprised why.

Stop, ur a fgt and ur Story sux

post pics of both girls and give your rating of their appearance

then post pics of you (with timestamp, ofc.)

>I go into my family’s hot tub and smoke a black and mild from the night before. It’s about 3 PM.
>I stay in there about an hour and a half. At about 4, I pick up my phone and start texting. No one wants to hangout. What a surprise.
>I text G and ask her about the night before, and if she was still mad.
>She apologizes, by text. “Yeah, sorry. I was just bitchy last night. I woke up bitchy yesterday”.
>I text her back, “Do you wanna come over? I know it’s kinda weird but my family is gone.”
>she replies “idk” so I text her “but it’s my birthday”.
>she says lol and says sure.
>I tell her to bring her bathing suit.

>45 minutes later, the doorbell rings. I put on my fancy watch in an attempt to look good and answer it.
>I answer it shirtless with a black and mild in my mouth. I pray my neighbors aren’t watching. Wouldn’t want mommy to yell at me for smoking in the house!
>”What’s good?” I say, like a fag. G is obviously in a better mood. I take her to the hot tub.
>I take off my watch and get in with her.
>She is splashing me and shit, I get closer to her.
>G says, "what are you doing?” I try to kiss her.
>I have to force the kiss on her. She’s obviously not interested.
>I start feeling G up and she allows it, but no kissing. Obviously she had standards.
>We go inside, and then into my room to watch TV.
>I hoped she didn’t see the piss bottles under my bed.
>G sits on my bed after drying off. G asks, “should I put my clothes back on?”
>I respond, “what’s the point?” and then I head into my parents’ room real quick, leaving her on my bed.

will post some proof after I finish writing.

>I come back with a bottle of jack daniels. I hardly ever drink, but I drink it with her. She starts getting super frisky. she starts touching my little wee wee, and I’m loving it. Soon enough I’m fingering her.
>I force her onto her back. I mean, I literally force her. She loved to play wrestle.
>I have her on her back with her head against my pillow, finger her from a better position.
>her pussy didn’t even smell. I fucking loved it.
>she asks, “Isn’t your hand getting tired?”
>I knew what that meant, lol.
>I managed to get my dick hard and shoved it in her, without a condom. I am humping her and kissing her neck. It smells like the most beautiful perfume I’ve ever smelled.
>a minute into this, my phone rings. I ignore it. It doesn’t even cross my mind. A few minutes later, my doorbell rings. My heart sank.

don't leave us hanging you fag

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>I put shorts on and start heading downstairs. G, the stupid bitch, follows me after wrapping a fucking blanket over herself. What a retard. She was so pretty though.
>I was unaware that G was even following me. The only reason she did was because she was so fucked up.
>I stood in front of the door, took a deep breath, then opened it kinda quickly.


>Standing there with a big smile on her face, was L. She obviously had spent a lot of time doing her makeup. She had a gift in hand.
>”Happy birthday! I called you but you didn’t…” pause
>L fucking saw her. She fucking saw this shitfaced girl with a blanket around her standing on my staircase.
>L started to get tears in her eyes, and I didn’t say anything. I was too drunk to think.
>L dropped the gift she had brought me, and just jogged away. Probably as fast as she could. She was chubby—in an unattractive way. But she was so sweet.


>It took my brain about 30 seconds to process all of this. When I zoned back in, I heard G laughing her ass off.
>I got pissed off. Yeah, Gs laughing pissed me off. But I was mainly pissed at myself, obviously.
>I took the gift off of my porch, and brought it back up to my room and opened it on my bed, with G standing in the doorway.
>”What did your little girlfriend get you?” G said, mocking me.
>I pulled open the cardboard and saw what it was.
>A watch.

Better not be that everybody walk the dinosaur shit.

Dubs says it's L.

Bump

I'd feel like a piece of shit if I was OP.

that's pretty much where the story ends. I stopped talking to L, and I kept talking to G. I really like G, but she's a bitch. She isn't sweet like L. I guess a girl doesn't need to be sweet to me. Just pretty.


Years go by, and G and I stopped talking too eventually. I got my degree and started making decent money. It's my birthday tonight and I'm right back where I started. I have my own apartment, but I'm so lonely. I'm wearing a new movado watch right now, but out of the corner of my eye, I can see the watch L gave me on my nightstand. It isn't much, and it's not that expensive, but it's the most thoughtful gift I've ever received. I just picked it up, and started tearing up.
I'm sorry L.

Yeah you're a fucking dick,Good job! also since you hate money I can take some off your hands.

Post pic of watch

You are pretty much a dick OP, no reason for crying though.

Exactly, why the fuck would you cry now....

correction-this was 4 years ago

OP is being a little bitch tearing up because of looking at a watch that a girl that he purposely ignored and decided not to go out with.

>be 23
>work in the customer service at the airport
>an older couple around 60-75lvl approaches self service gates slowly
>seeing them a bit confused I approach to offer help
>"Hey, you alright?".mp5
>when I said it the older lady looked at me with the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen
>My heart was fucking pounding like war drums
>Then it hit me
>"I have found Atlantis'
>Everything around me was irrelevant, except her majestic eyes.

And this is the story of how I have experienced 'satori' and can't fall asleep after 5th 12 hour long night shift because I fell in love in a woman who could be grandma.

>Mfw I will probably never see her again

Got any pics of the chicks fam?

I could post some body pics if you are interested, I don't prefer face tho

sure

>Body pics
This nigga really said body pics...like you can't just Google some BS photos and send them to us. I'll bite though I'll trust you that these "body pics" are legit.

whatev dude, what diff does a face make?

Makes no difference now send them pics boi

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here is L

He has a reason to cry. It's called remorse. OP has realized he's been a piece of garbage most of his life.

You passed up thighs like that... send another one. You have a booty pic?

LMAO YOU DIDN'T HIT THAT YOU IDJIT

BEST BODY

YA FOOL

I couldn't stand the thighs. The pussy smelled worse bro. I don't have any booty pics, I just had that one in my email.

best body? Dude she's fat as hell. G was skinny as fuck!

I took her fucking virginity bro. She bled on my wee wee.

Damn... it's a shame. Got any pics of G?

>be me, 19 years old, chemical engineering student
>make YouTube videos for a living

Stopped reading there.
Kill yourself

>Be me
>Moderately attractive landywhale from another country
>Couldn't top most females by looks but I guess I'm a sweetheart,riiiiiiiiight?
>Meet this guy in school and instantly fall in love
>Would always make attempts to get to know him better but he would always brush it off. Only seemed somewhat interested when he needed something from me
>Constantly texted him to make sure he was doing well and if he needed help with anything
>Stayed up a whole night doing his homework just because I was convinced he loved me

Fast forward to a while later

>Guys birthday is today, more excited than he probably is
>Spent weeks finding the perfect gift
>Blow up his phone with a bunch of texts, telling him I love him and shit
>No response but hope he's doing well
>Gets worried after a few hours, decides to go to his place
>Spend hours getting ready wanting to impress him
>Show up at his door with the gift in my hand, a huge smile across my face
>He answers wearing nothing but shorts, gets kinda suspicious but I go on anyways
>"Happy birthday! I called you but you didn't..."
>Sees girl with a blanket wrapped around sitting on his staircase
>Felt super humiliated at the look of her trying to refrain from laughing
>Already knew what was going on, tried my hardest to hold back tears
>Leave the gift on his porch and run off

I just wanted him to love me /b.

>wee wee
holy shit you're a faggot

shes not that fat could of went to the gym with her and shit if that was the only problem

youre a fucking low test mong

yup, that's why im on Sup Forums dude

This

Top kek

If you really feel bad about it you should send her flowers and a fucking edible arrangements. With a 12 page letter explaining how you fucked up

nah, OP's a cunt that doesn't deserve her

atleast try to apologize.

It's ok bro.
You've gone through enough pain.
Im sure L knows how you feel now, and I bet she would forgive you. She probably just wants you to be happy and move on.

See

thanks man.

Don't let sadness weigh you down. If you do it will consume you. What's done is done. Admit your mistakes, learn from them, be a better person because of them

By the off chance that any of this is true:

Just grow some balls and message a sincere apology to the fatty.

Then work on not being a massive, blubbering faggot.

Also have a look at the whole overly entitled parasite thing.

Did i do well?

...

go outside

Sounds like G already gave you all the advice you need, but since you're a narcissistic weeb you refuse to listen to her perfectly sensible advice

Long story short: stop being a slob and do something with your life or you're going to end up a professional Elliot Rodger

Stop pining over bitches from so deep in the past they might as well have lived in the Roman Empire, they moved on and don't give a fuk about u

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now thats a greentext.... poor L...
you remind me my ex... she is threatening to kill her self if we dont get together..

yeah but it's not really screen shot worthy.
you can straight up sum it up as
>be OP, spoiled rich kid has small existential crisis
>get pissy no one wants to hang out wif me
>girl gives me attention, so I ignore her and go for some bitch that never liked me.
>fuck it all up

now I am fucking around on my old lady, which im not proud of. but I realize im a horrid piece of shit.you need to do that same and quit acting like a supreme gentlemen that is entitled to human affection.

You sound like a fucking antisocial loser retard. You fit right in here.

>ps kill yourself on livestream for old times sake.

I would suggest you learn how to nut up and be a normal human, stop learning regret- You want to be taken seriously, learn the shit kicker road, get a casual or part time position at a retail gig, quit smoking as often, stop wearing faggot rich boy clothes and wear shit that is neat yet casual.

didn't read your text but the beta neckbeard ducheflute smoking butt fucker reminded me of this guy

No, It can't be..
a 4th way of vaping !