Let's have a chill/feels thread. Talk about what's going on in your life, your interests, your problems, etc...

Let's have a chill/feels thread. Talk about what's going on in your life, your interests, your problems, etc. Vent it here.

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mfw qt3.14 gf of 3 years cheats on me after we buy a house together and now I am broke and alone and spend every night crying and drinking away the pain. Even though I know we can never get back together I still am so pathetic I miss her. She's the only girl who ever went out with me and I am pretty sure no one else will ever want me.

no reason to live

i feel man

Damn nigga. That sucks. Does part of you get hard thinking about her taking that other dick?

That sucks user. Hope you get through your tough time. At least you've had a girl at one point...

Comrades, today is the end. It has truly been a pleasure to share these feels with you all over time. Godspeed, Sup Forumsrothers. I wish the best for each and every one of you. Succeed where I have failed.

Fuck i was gona write out a paragraph about my shit but my problems looks like chicken shit compared to this. Damn user hope you can get back on your feet.

I was so desperate to stay with her I even tried to make it work by being okay with her sleeping with other guys. I watched a lot of cuck porn and shit just to see if I would be okay with it but in the end I couldn't go through with it and just felt sad.

Here's the thing though. Problems are relative. Your problems that you're facing with shouldn't be compared with anyone else, because they're only yours. I created this thread because I felt bad that I kept losing over and over in Overwatch, so your problems are obviously worse than mine. Please, vent it. It'll make you feel better and I'm genuinely interested what they are.

I'm stuck dealing with a 60+ year old father yelling at me (20 year old son) to get a better job (my job is stable but doesn't pay more the 12 dollars an hour for 20 hours a week), get an apartment, buy a car, etc. constantly asking me what I'm going to do with myself. Only option I really have is military but in order to do that I have to get over my orally ingested allergins/pollen allergins, which in turn will take months along side dedicated training to make it through bootcamp. Not only this but he expects me to do it today, and as of now the only really feasible thing I can do is attempt at making streams online because of a funny personality (so i've been told) i'm trying my best snd he just constantly puts me down... Dunno what i'm really gonna do since my tech can barely run as it is... Just overall feeling hopeless...

Damn. Really? Like you told her that shit? How did she react?

I practically had to beg her to date me in the first place. She never really wanted to be with me looking back. Refused to admit we were dating the first year she was so embarassed by me or something. I'm short and I've learned now how big a fucking deal it is to girls to date taller guys. No one will date me. And if the height isn't bad enough I'm a shit skin so I'm at the bottom of the dating pool. I read this stats chart that stated what percentage of women are attracted to different races and in each column (asian, indian, white, w/e), being a brown skinned man was the worst. Less than 20%. I'm so beta I'm less than beta.

>be me, be 17.
>SO dumps me because she still has feels for ex
>goes to get drunk with friends for the weekend
>meet a wonderful jewish girl with the sexiest country accent
>drinks with her
>winds up cuddling with her all night and enjoying our different tastes in music all night
>spend the weekend with her
>we both start to get feelings for each other
>start a relationship with each other
>goes on for a few months and we fall in love
>last SO comes back to me acting all jealous and suicidal that I left her for new jew girl
>leave jew girl for old SO because i still lover her, jew girl is super understanding and perfect
>have been with old SO for 2 years after incident.
>think of jew girl every single day to this day

What job do you have where you only work twenty hours a week? Also, if you don't mind me asking, what's your stream? Maybe we can send some love your way.

She was happy. She used me a lot in the relationship. I mean there were good parts too, we were like best friends. But she constantly took advantage of me and I enabled her. So when I say "yeah I'll try anything to make this work", she is just over the moon. Never made a single compromise for me the whole relationship and I made every compromise. Supported her through school, paid for everything, took care of her through loss and pain. Never was there for me once. I go between being angry as all hell and being depressed as shit and worried I'm too fucking beta to ever get anyone better than her. And she wasn't even good to me really.

friend passed away in a car accident a few years ago, think about her everyday wondering what she would be like now, who she would be, what would she look like.
I was in love with her but I never told her, wish I told her when she was still here.
Now it's 11:36, 3 shots of whisky in while listening to sad songs looking at pictures of her.

The only thing I can tell you is to try to stay away from looking at all those stats and numbers about what specific traits girls like and to instead focus on bettering yourself. Also, don't girls like black guys for their donger or is that just a meme that porn has indoctrinated into general society?

I'm a lazy pile of garbage who lives with his mom and its going to therapy to figure out why I don't have the balls to just go get a job.

That is all Sup Forums. Hate away.

Well i recently graduated college and am living in a little apartment under my dad's and stepmoms house that is in the middle of a country, and i've got no drivers license. So i'm starting to get really lonely and the few online friends i've made and talk to since i've been living like a NEET are starting to not quite cut it. And even then i still feel like i have nobody i can really talk to about anything. So i guess i'm just feeling lonely as fuck like some faggot.

I'm also transgender and feeling shitty about that at the moment. Like why the fuck should i try? There is no point i'll never be attractive and no one will ever want me, and all i'll be is some mentally ill faggot lying to themselves and everyone around them.

Oh even if i was around my friend, i know they care, but i still can't talk to them about shit because i have massive issues opening up to people in real life. And i have pretty big self esteem issues, but really it is mostly boo-fucking-hoo i need to stop being such a bitch and just deal with life. Like i know you said i shouldn't compare my problems to anyone else but like i have shit for problems and i'm still here whining like a fucking bitch

It's a really good thing that Jew girl is super understanding with you going to your old grill. Also, if things ever go south with your current girl, there's always Jew girl to go back to. It's like a cycle.

I work for a local schoolbus company, Called Dattco. I'm essentially an aide for special needs kids on buses, but not like simpley aspergers or turettes full on non-verbal autistic children who will violently have outbursts, really drains my energy.

I haven't set up a stream yet, finally got to downloading OBS and I'm attempting to set it up where I can record games on full screen, for some reason It is extremely buggy on my computer and messes with the games...

How short are you? Im sure its not that bad. Also what ethnicity are you? Like Im not trying to be mean here, but you sound so fucking insecure its ridiculous. Like I am willing to bet these insecurities are the real reason you cant find a female to date. Trust me, they can smell that shit a mile away. Might be the reason your one girl cheated on you/apparently walked all over you, this and also she sounds like a generally shitty person.

I drank some vodka mixed with soda to help me feel little better toinght, but now I have a stomachache.

She probably wouldn't have felt the same towards you, user. Face it, you're ugly. Like the rest of us :P

Which Pacific Time state are you in? I'm in Ohio and it's 2:42 here

If I was a nigger it might be easier but I'm Indian. I'm not even some poo in the loo fresh off the boat, I'm basically white washed, no accent, assimilated. But I honestly think being short is worse. I know I shouldn't look at all that shit but I tried dating and it's like I'm back to being a kissless virgin again and no one wants me. I can be funny, charming, attractive, whatever, but every single girl I have tried to go out with has rejected me. It's demeaning, I've probably pursued like 20 people in the past few months and no one ever gets to a second date even and most don't even want to hang out. I'm probably doing like 100 things wrong but I can't help but feel it's just because of my looks

No hate to be given. That's probably how a lot of people are on Sup Forums as well. Especially in feels threads like this one.

Oh yes most definetly

im in highschool now but when I transferred at the beginning of the year i had a ton of friends now i have 2 that are shitty. it's all my fault somehow because i say something and my friends would find a way to make it my fault. I could fucking say coal is black and they'd call me racist and never talk to me, and I laugh because I can't handle situations seriously and that's my only response to hate. I'm offensive at times, sure, but still. At this rate I'll be back to where I was at my old school and I'll be suicidal and I'm scared of that. What do?

I blew $100 on lottery tickets today. I have no self control.

I'm Indian. I am insecure now. Before the relationship honestly I was more confident. Didn't care what people thought. But once we started dating for three years she basically insulted me for my height, my masculinity, my virginity, everything. I grew really fucking insecure. I'm in counseling now working on my own shit but she broke me man

Don't belittle yourself for whining. That's what these threads are for? Also, if you don't mind me asking (I realize I've said this twice so far in this thread) what gender do you identify as and why did you decide to be a transgender?

Oh also 5'5

Anons, stop living in the past. Theres hot bitches in your future that want your come inside their bodies, wanting to love you, but you're being a cry baby. She needs a man! Get hard! Work out! Shave your head and fuck bitches!

Lol this is my life right now.

Honestly dawg, Im in some shit with a team right now here in vegas. We've been winning tournaments, and its cool in all. But basically, I was forced to be the alternate for my team becasue the first tournament we were going to enter turned out to be 21 and over (20 year old fag here) and they got a friend of theirs to replace me during the tournament and I was supposed to join back in for the next tournament. But, HERES THE KICKER. Turns out, the guy they got to replace me is literally the number 1 Genji on Masteroverwatch.com (Fiddle, look his ass up watching him play is fucking terrifying.) So that fucking sucks, Im a permanet alternate on my team of friends whove Ive been planning to do this with for months and I can't play with them for tournaments. It makes me so fucking mad. On top of that, they're talking about getting another alternate. Which is making me want to fucking explode.

That sounds like a shitty job. How did you wind up in such a job?

Basically living a pretty good life. 8/10 Gf. Engineering degree from a good school, with no debt. Good high paying job. Lots of social interaction.

I feel nothing from any of it.

You speak volumes to me. Fuck the past!

You were dating her for three years and you guys didn't fuck once?

Witnessed

I have a little problem. There is a girl that I used to talk to and I want to let her know that I want to start talking again but I don't really know if being completely honest would be the right way to do it.

Also, 2 or 3 of the members bag on me for being bad ENTIERLY because I am the alternate. AND I DIDNT GET STUCK BEING THE ALTERNATE FOR ANY OTHER REASON THAN THE FACT THAT IM NOT 21. Im better than half of our fucking team and it makes me furious when they make jokes about my playing.

I mean I was a virgin before her. She always commented on my inexperience even though I got a lot better it bothered her. She was just fucked up. No matter what she would find something to complain about. She was insecure so she had to make me insecure. And I was lonely and desperate so I became whatever she wanted.

You should ditch your "friends" and try to make new, better ones. You should join clubs or other extracurricular activities and find people that way.

Checked

"I miss you"
If anything, she'll surprise you. Else, your life won't change.

Gf pic related

Dropped out of college because I realized I hated graphic design and that it was a waste of my money, My mother worked for said company and told me "it will be good for you" so I applied to the job. Originally had a more normalized route but about a year into it (on my third year after this summer ends) the Special need kid I was assigned to watch in the route was moved out of town (thus making my route longer and more strenous) and is now moved from being in a special needs bus to a minivan. Constantly have to watch my back since he HAS tried biting me before and Has nearly bitten me. Overall I'm endangering my life so that a monkey child can go to school to poop his pants every day. I most certainly should be payed way more then i am (especially given the circumstance of having to be in a car with him for upwards of an hour to an hour and a half and the only thing dividing us is yhe back of a chair.

I'm biologically Male and identify as female. And i didn't choose to be trans i just kind of am. Like i always new i wanted to be a chick just didn't really know i could do anything about it. And honestly i have been much happier since i started to transition. It's gone from basically constant suicidal thoughts to being pretty normal most of the time

Same. We deserve better, user. We're the ones that got away.

Thanks bro. Even though I know I deserve better and I won't put up with someone like her again, I honestly worry that she was the best I'll ever get. Which is depressing. I'll hold on for someone who will treat me right and that person will never show

You're on a competitive Overwatch team? Which one? You're a Genji main as well? I was try-harding my level 31 ass off to win one game earlier this night and eventually after an hour of playing, I won one. That sucks though about the whole replacing you thing. If you're good enough to be on a team, and you do end up being cut, you probably shouldn't worry too much because a lot of sponsors are branching out from CS:GO/League and looking for Overwatch teams, so if worst comes to worst, you might end up on a different team.

As someone who understands the mentality behind it and chooses not to out of the sheer fact that I'll never be able to properly transition I understand the wanting to die aspect of being stuck in a body that doesn't feel like your own and all of the self hatred

I know that feel fam. My friends just fucking rag on me non-stop saying I'm shit and never give me credit even though I get pretty much every POTG, JUST BECAUSE I have shit internet.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=_KvQpgZpm0U&feature=youtu.be just filming products of psychosis from smoking too much ganja.

i'm on lexapro for depression and anxiety and i still have these extreme imbalances where i'll go from a few solid weeks of normal actions to getting incredibly strong urges to take off somewhere, or hurt myself, or commit suicide, etc. i stave them off as long as i can, and sometimes i don't even realize they're getting bad until i fuck up and do something i'm not supposed to. i just drove to an acquaintance's house and bled on their front door in the middle of the night because i couldn't stop thinking about them and suddenly it pops in my head that maybe if i do that, something will make them think of me too. i don't know man i've been reading the goetia and other texts about invocation or summoning and i keep telling myself "i know this is bullshit" but WHAT IF it isn't, you know?

I tried but I'm one of those people who aren't athletic. The athletic ones try to say hi to me and idk how to respond so I literally just look at them and they try to fistbump me and I'm like "no thanks" not that I wanna be an athletic kid cause they're all so superficial. This girl I dated who was also my friend got angry on skype with me cause I jokingly said "aw are you sad you're not one of the popular kids?". Shit like that I don't think twice about but it always comes back to bite me in the ass. And my mom is forcing me to join something next year wether it be Sports or drama, but I don't want to. I also have Tourettes which separates me but no one cares about that. I'm one of those gay meme kids, so I only have limited options. I'm fucking ready to just give up

>be 20
>Met a Tinderella.
>hungout twice and got along well.
>Did faggot shit like holding hands on the boardwalk (local carnival type thing)
>thinking "alright this girl is pretty cool"
>Two days later
>texting at 3am last monday
>she asks to chill at 7pm that day when she gets off work
>thinking "sweet she's showing interest i've probabably got this in the bag"
>7:40pm
>"hey are you ready?"
>no response
>8:30pm
>check her snapchat story
>her with guy taking selfie very close.
>next snapchat story
>pic of dude with caption "hottie"
>ok
>text her "are you seeing someone else lol"
>"kinda..."

I couldn't really do anything about it but ohwell. Sucks but this pretty much just describes how shitty social media is in a way. She said its a guy that she used to talk to so i figure a past fuckbuddy that she had the hots for still that must have hit her up on monday after we made plans. If not, and she was just talking to him will going on dates with me and then makes plans with me just to cancel them then I guess she's just a cunt and a person I wouldn't wanna be with anyway.

I have anorexia, i'm trying to recover but I just know that for the rest of my life i'm going to have this obsession with my body and food. I'm never going to be able to just go out for dinner, or eat something without looking at the calories. Everything I eat is planned and measured, I hate living like this but I can't help it.
I'm losing friends over this but I can't tell them why i'm being so distant, I don't want to be known as the anorexic.

I'm on lexapro too. I hate it cause I feel like it sucks the life out of me at times. All I can say is talk to whoever is prescribing it to you, and whatever you do, DO NOT SKIP DOSES. It will cause rebound affect and make things worse

I am an engineering major. And despite having never failed a class or anything, I constantly feel like I am in over my head and will not be able pass. Or even if I do I feel that once I get a job I will get exposed as being unable to do the work.

Tinder is the fucking worst, girls just get to play the field and you are competing with a bunch of other alphas holding hands and taking it slow while they just wait for someone more attractive to bang immediately.

You should tell your friends to stop calling you shit and making fun of your internet. If they're just throwing around banter, that's one thing, but if they're actual intent is to insult you, that needs to stop.

Typing on my phone lol >inb4"probabably"

Holding out didn't work before. Why do it again? Find a girl you like, maybe she's a beautiful nerd. Talk to her, flirt and be funny. Just put your personality into it. We're not bad guys.

It's always interesting to hear the reasons why people do weird things like that. No offense, of course.

Valid. They can sense when they've got you on the hook.

also shit I've been posting anonymously but I'm on phone how the fuck do I reply directly on phone?

I guess i'll say that. We'll see how that goes.

Heh, for me it was basically try to transition o An Hero once i graduate. I'm sorry that you don't think you can do it. I wish the technology was better for this kind of shit, but even though some people are all like "I'm so proud and you're so brave" it still feels like most people just don't give a shit or vehemently hate me for just trying to exist.

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I know, you're right :(

guess I'll have to settle for someone like her then?

I have tried that, it just hasn't led anywhere. Honestly I am not ready to date yet anyway. But it was demoralizing to try dating and go for girls who I had stuff in common with and it feels like we hit it off only to be rejected over and over

I think I'm beginning to develop a habit around calories myself. My mom and dad really love to point out that I'm getting fat and no matter at how I look at myself I feel so ugly and unwantable

southern California.

I tried but I'm one of those people who aren't athletic. The athletic ones try to say hi to me and idk how to respond so I literally just look at them and they try to fistbump me and I'm like "no thanks" not that I wanna be an athletic kid cause they're all so superficial. This girl I dated who was also my friend got angry on skype with me cause I jokingly said "aw are you sad you're not one of the popular kids?". Shit like that I don't think twice about but it always comes back to bite me in the ass. And my mom is forcing me to join something next year wether it be Sports or drama, but I don't want to. I also have Tourettes which separates me but no one cares about that. I'm one of those gay meme kids, so I only have limited options. I'm fucking ready to just give up

I have finally accepted creative defeat and decided to become an accountant.

girlfriend of 6 months tells me she loves me for the first time I didn't say it back. That was a week ago and she hasn't talked to me since. Is it over?

>be me 18 and just in college
>meet friends
>meet 10/10 would fap to hot girl of group
>we talk, shes nice, way outta my league
>I ask out anyways, get shot down
>oh well
>posts pics of her on /r/, request nudeshop
>shoopmaster delivers, feels good
>THREE YEARS LATER
>I get over it, stop faps, stop requests
>Sad. We really click, but she's 10/10
>Looking up, gotta be hope for user
>Learns from her bff she's always hooking up
>Learns she's kinky AF
>Learns she's fucked in a VS dressing room
>Returns saucy panties to display
>I'm in fucking shock
>I always saw her as nice girl, otaku jpn girl
>She has like 4 dildos
>I get rock hard everytime I think of her
>Gotta request more nude shops
>Don't wanna request, never gonna hapn
>I'll never be with her
>Gotta request more nude shops
>Doesn't want to, wanna get better
>Does it anyways
>Wat do, Sup Forums.

As a biologically male indavidual myself I find it extremely hard to transition into a women since I'm 6'0, broad shoulders, 222 pounds of flab, overall just masculine and wouldn't be able to pass for a girl. I just want to be able to feel pretty and express myself but in the end I can't. So I just distract myself with art and videogames

it all just kinda gets pushed together. i'm not doing it because i think some magical hoodoo is gonna compel them to think of me, but it's a "why not". i use tarot cards sometimes when i'm compelled to, i flipped coins for i-ching to decide whether or not to adopt a dog (it said yes, i did, and it's going well), and have a gauss meter that i use to check things that i get weird vibes from in case of ghosts. do i really think it's going to be haunted? no, probably not, it's super unlikely, but MAYBE.

Don't love right away ^_^ take it slow and make friends. Relationships are always better when there's history.

Everyone who's still here. What's your favorite movie/tv show/video game?

I'm sure if you told your friends they would be sympathetic, also you should try to get help. But then again this is probably shit you've heard before

The current thing I'm distracting myself with making Btw

my friends are good friends when they need something, but when they don't they barely talk to be or acknowledge my existence.

Back to the future/doctor who/ Anything legend of zelda/saintsrow

We're not huge or anything, but we're trying. We've just won all the local tournaments they've had since launch so far at random lan centers n junk. (The 21 one was in a casino which is why I got fucked.) And nah, I'm a Junkrat/lucio main mostly. I play Lucio in most situations for the team, but I'll go junkrat/symmetra if the situation calls for it. We're called Blackout eSports.

Thanks for the words of wisdom fam

>movie
to many too name
>video game
StarCraft!

The one me and your mom made, then broadcasted it on local television. Then someone made a game about it.

You drew that? That's pretty well done. Better than anything I could ever do.

I draw monsters too. It's a habit :P

But yea, I can hope so I guess. It just bums me the fuck out, because my best friend since like the 3rd grade is on this team and I mostly just wanted to do it with him you know? We've been planning this shit since the game was announced.

I've seen the Back to the Future or any of Doctor Who. Guess I should stop watching Annie May and start watching something good?

Yeah I did, I draw alot. Especially dark things, I probably have some sort of problem for it but its stuff I do and it helps

blue velvet / family feud / spyro the dragon

Doctor who/back to the future are really great, I'd highly reccomend them. If you want something more adukt oriented though that is similar you should watch torchwood

I've never tried Starcraft before. RTS games have always turned me off (FPS-fag), but recently I've been interested in trying it out because it's free to try on Battle.net. Should I try it out?