I lost all my friend. I fucked a hooker in Japan and got HIV. My girlfriend left me, my parents denied my existence and I am addict to cocaine and alcohol. I did two lines right now and doesn't feel good at all.
I am really on the edge. No more friend, no more lover, no more family. I am hearing voice in my head everyday.
I really need help. I know you won't help me but I need to communicate with people, even stranger.
I can't hold it anymore. My head's gonna explode and I curse myself everyday.
Please write to me.
Joseph Harris
ha
Andrew Nelson
Here's a thought: Get clean. WOW!!!!!! NEXT GEN THINKING.... ZIP ZOP ZOOY!!!! NO WAY!!! WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT >>>/fuckoff/
Seriously though, you're being an idiot and I understand your need for attention but it's very clear what you need to do friend, best of luck. Don't kys, if anything do some crazy shit and go out in style.
Charles Campbell
by crazy shit i mean make something of yourself
Gavin Lee
Gonna let you in on a little secret, you matter. Maybe not so much in your human life anymore as you seemed to fuck that over well. Stop the coke and the voices will go unless there is reason for them.
The good news is you're measuring reality and if I'm right about quantum stuff you only need to go in your mind and find love though what you may find could kill you soooo good luck and I'm gonna go back to thinking about that women I want to be with and science.
Also how old are you cause this is odd to happen if you're not in your 20's unless you're a child.
Jose Perry
I know exactly how you feel, bro. I'm pretty much in the same position minus the HIV.
Samuel Garcia
I know. But it is way more easy to talk about it to do so. Yes I admit I need attention. Yes I admit I am weak. But damn I used to be strong minded a few month ago. My mind is falling apart.
Sebastian Reyes
I am 23.
Andrew Powell
On a different note this story did bring a bit of light into my life. As the women I wish to be with for life as it's like looking to a mirror plus if I'm right about entanglement on a brain level that already happened.
Well she is with someone and knowing that fucked up shit happens and there is chance she will leave fills me full of hope for I am free thanks to her.
Easton White
Yeah, this was mostly the cause of my crazyness. I know HIV is not a big thing in 2013, as it is not a death sentence anymore. But damn, everyone is running away from me when I tell about this. I lost friends and family.
Colton Mitchell
chill out man. you've got time just chill the fuck out.
Kayden Morales
Well that sucks but did bring hope unto me so even in your worst hour, you made someone feel good. Plus at 23 you got tons of time to change shit around. I'm 24 and just got past BPD so as long as you work at it you'll find something great.
Andrew Ortiz
I know I got plenty of time. But this moment, this exact moment is hard as fuck. I never been in this position and in the past I was looking at depression like a fucking weak disease, but DAMN, when it hit you, it is hard to get over. Really man.
Camden Torres
Thanks man, I hope you get better. You did make me feel good too.
Landon Wilson
Wow man, you got HIV from one piece of random pussy? You hit the lottery man... The odds of that happening are ridiculously low.
Nathaniel Hughes
So how did you get to know you you got HIV? Did the test out of curiosity or did the symptoms Show already?
Zachary Hernandez
I know. 1 chance out of 1000 for a infected partner.
Plus the chance to fuck a infected girl is like 1 chance out of 10 000.
This is shit.
Charles Carter
Approx. a week after the unprotected sex, I got swollen lymph nods in the neck and groin. Wasn't feeling so well and got insane fever.
I waited 6 weeks and did a full ITS / HIV test.
Turn out HIV was positive.
Not cool man, not cool.
Robert Kelly
Ah I heard from an acquaintance that this would be common, since he endured the same thing
Jack Cook
Yeah, I went to a HIV psychologist, seems like the worst thing with this disease is not the effects of it, but the social status you get after telling your relative. I should have hide it.
Jonathan Sanchez
Which is a shame tho since meds make you not contagious at all, you could even have unprotected sex as long as you Viral load is below average
Dylan Baker
I know but people aren't really informed about HIV anymore. In most head HIV = Death.
Grayson Mitchell
OP do you have aids or it hasn't evolved to that stage yet?
Levi Lewis
Only HIV. Got the diagnostic 2 month ago. I will start the meds this week. But CD4 count are below 200, which is really bad for the beggining of the disease.
Nathaniel Gutierrez
Hang in there mate, I know a lot of people might act like assholes in here (myself included) sometimes but know that at least more than one people care about you and want you to get better. Peace.