Be me

>be me
>black neckbeard from Zimbabwe
>moved to South Africa when 12
>tormented by the white kids
>gain social anxiety
>eventually do shit in school
>which i get made fun of even more
>fail to get into universities
>get lucky and get into one in Perth Australia
>leave all my family and two friends behind
>come to Australia, have a shit time no friends
>have 3 popular roommates always have friends over.
>ask me "user why don't you have any friends over, laugh it off saying I'm the one who visits them"
>today my roommate notices its my birthday
>wishes me a happy birthday and asks what I'm doing
>tell him I'm going out cause I don't want to look like a beta
>shower and wear nice clothes
>go and sit in one of the library toilets until it looks like I've come back from dinner or something
>come back and go to bed and realise only my mom and sisters wished me happy birthday besides roommate
>my father is old school doesn't show any affection whatsoever
>look at father's profile picture and it's of my half brother and new wife
>realize that he's online
>greet him asks him how is he and the family
>tells me that they are good and they came back from an amusement park
>mfw i realize he forgot my birthday
>havent cried since the white kids tormented when I was 12
>tonight at the age of 20, laying bed all that shit I've been through finally hits me and I burst into tears
>decide to go on a shitty site to vent my frustration for go knows what

Sometimes life kinda sucks

user, go take on a hobby, go do sports, make friends, don't talk to your shit family.
Or better yet, kill yourself nigger

happy birthday bro

I do actually, I'm an aspiring filmmaker and take extra classes outside uni

Blame mugabe

If your roommates have buddies over why not become friends with them?

This.
You cant be that bad OP.

shit get's better. try to be outgoing even though it's difficult. good luck and happy birthday

It gets better man, life isn't completely shit.
Spend some time with your roommates, make friends with them. Just don't be openly autistic or depressing and you'll be fine.

You seriously need to stop worrying about what other people think.

This^^

ignore this asshat, he is the one who should kill himself

make friends with your roomates or their friends
keep your head up my nigger

I'm kinda in the same boat, but instead of trying to get over social anxiety I just accept and tell people that I'm a piece of shit, and just laugh it off. It's easier that way instead of trying to hide it imo.

Happy birthday.

Now go do something to make yourself happy.

what uni? if it's ecu you deserve all of this

Happy birthday faggot, dont give up, Sup Forums believes in you

Just rape a white woman.

It's a vicious circle...

I do however find it strange that you can be this lonely, even with roomies.
I mean, when I lived in a dorm, it was social as fuck. I had a Lot of fun.
You're like, right in the middle of it.
You go to the kitchen-- you end up eating dinner with people. You go to take a shit, you see and greet people. You do anything, you see and talk to people.

So, it's kind of inconceivable to me that you could be this alone even with roomies.
But yeah, it all comes down to the people, don't it...

And the birthday thing;
I like to celebrate mine either with one buddy, or alone. I eat my favorite food, read a new comic book, watch my favorite movies, play my favorite games. You know, make it fun!
It's tough trying to stay up and positive when hard times hit, whatever they may be-- it really takes work. Gotta keep to the things you love.

Sorry to hear you're having a rough time, bud.
Hope it works out!

happy birthday nigguh

You should kill yourself. The best thing you can hope for is maybe apartheid will be back better than ever when you go home.

This too shall pass.

Oh fuck off man. You don't have to be a dick all the time.

It's true. Nig nogs like this one are the reason South Africa was separated in the first place. Did they let summer school out early today Timmy?

>You
Stop defending a socially inept nigger

Whatever. I just have the brains to understand the difference between a black person and a nigger.
All this guy is, is socially challenged like the majority of the userbase here. How the fuck is his behavior part of a cause of apartheid? It wasn't being socially inept, it was being savage.

Seriously you fucking fags, almost every person from Sup Forums knows there's black persons out there that aren't to be hated, then there's faggots like you two, who think we hate every single one.

Curtin

nigga u in college in Perth and you're black? Smoke some weed and bang some bitches, it really shouldn't be that hard for you.

Timmy, your mom called, she said she bought your favorite Capri Suns, hurry and come get one.

No argument? Exactly, then sit down and go jerk off like everybody else dumbass.

Tell me more about who "we" can call a nigger and who we can't summerfag

Happy Birthday, user.

Soccer starts in a little bit, the nigger kids are expecting you

Answer is clear
>You hate whites
>Join isis, kill a couple of them
>Stream it
> You get revenge, don't suffer anymore
>Meanwhile, the cucks maybe maybe get tired of nigger antics
> Race war starts
> Congrats, you brought death on everyone and made whites paranoid