Feels thread. i'll start

feels thread. i'll start
>be me

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>earlier today before class starts
>chilling with girl from other class in the parking lot
>she brings me a sandwich
>joked that she should "make me a sandwich" the day before but she took it seriously so i rolled with it
>tell her how the blacks are useful idiots for the jews
>she starts wiping stuff off my shirt
>keeps touching me as i talk, preening me
>explain brexit to her
>she moves in close and starts playing with my hair
>say fuck it and decide to kiss her
>put my hand on the back of her neck firmly and pull her in
>she goes with it
>pg-13 kiss her for maybe a minute
>she asks if we can hang out early on friday
>tell her maybe
>go to class and eat a sammy and read antigone
>mfw

If you're already an autistic loner then just act like Sup Forums irl, it works and will heal your feels for a while. You shouldn't put pussy on a pedestal or anything but if you're a virgin, getting laid for the first time will fix 99% of your emotional problems.

>be me
>turned 19 recently
>just finished my leaving cert
>accepted the fact that I'm an asshole
>when I was in school always had someone who was by my side
>suddenly, within a week everyone turns away from me
>people break friendships off out of the blue
>I'm left with no-one right now
>"bro4lyfe" told me to fuck off when I texted him
>gf told me I need to grow up and stop being this immature
>another female friend just stopped talking to me
>been stuck in my house for past 2 weeks
>no idea what do do with myself
>no motivation to apply to college or find a job
>have no aspirations
>i kinda just want to disappead
>feeling this shit
Help me Sup Forums

What did you do to trigger this sudden abandonment? I don't understand.

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Honestly

The point is, I don't understand either. I never mean to do anyone wrong. I'd rather suffer for someone than make someone suffer. I strive to make people happy. Maybe it's me changing, maybe I don't get along with the times. Truth is, I am quite immature but that's because I never got to live through my teenage years.

same boat, explained it to my gf for the first time lastnight, both cried, she was disappointed that I "let myself get like this"

Aye man. Just do what i do. Drink some good ol bleach to ease the pain every now and then.

What kind of hobbies do you have? Like games or weeb anime watching or something?

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It doesn't really matter dude, you just finished secondary school, and everyones social situation changes radically around that time. At this point you should worry about going to trade school/uni or finding a job. Socialization at that age is all dramatic spectacle and crises, everybody is rushing to become an adult even though they've got no life experience. Skip the play-pretend potluck dinner parties at whoever's apartment and focus on building your foundation. Travel even, you just need to avoid stagnating into your post-secondary years, because the mold that forms around you then becomes unbreakable very quickly. Do something, do anything, but don't sit and mope over prenatal nobodies who wouldn't have contributed to your well-being down the line anyway.

Oh yeah I've heard that so many times..
Guitar was basically my only getaway. A poorfag so can't afford a pc or a console and too short of an attention span for anime. But I woke up one morning to my D string snapping by itself (lolwut?) and too broke to buy strings to restring it now..
It just feels like so much responsibility to be honest. I'm just so scared of it.

Sup Forums is a safe place where we can let our feels out. i love you Sup Forumsros

I love you too man.

> 19
> never had gf
> no job
> just play video games all day
> no motivation to change shit
> slowly taking less and less care of myself
> eat when forced to
> drink when forced to
> just wanna sleep all day

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>It just feels like so much responsibility to be honest. I'm just so scared of it.

Same here to be honest, I'm just finishing college now to no job prospects with no plan. It's not encouraging to say but I've found that you just have to grit your teeth and trudge along. College was intimidating to me until I registered, and then it became a chore that I hated as opposed to a challenge that I feared, which is comparably much better. Happiness and comfort are moments, not periods of life that you will eventually arrive in, and what is intimidating now becomes a chore later, so accept that you've got a lot of chores to get through between now and the time you die and trudge along. It's much better than stagnation and placidity because as long as you're in motion forward - even if it feels like a chore - you are much more likely to experience those elusive moments of happiness and comfort.

Keep moving forward and you will find happiness much more often than you do now.

What is intimidating now becomes a familiar chore later. Don't sweat it. In the face of a seemingly frightening future, you have to close your eyes, plug your nose, and take the plunge.

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Should I continue?

You guys want feels then boy do I have a story

This can't possibly be good advice, can it?

Go ahead, user

Delete this

>be me
>freshmen
>fat/ugly
>have a handful of friends
>depressed but take meds to even me out
>no one at school knows
>meet qt3.14 band nerd
>super shy
>toocute.jpg
>start talking to her and making jokes
>we talk more and more
>turn out she likes anime
>her favorite is SAO
>I'm a semi fan myself
>develop feelings
>never happened before
>don't tell her cuz I'm a faggot
>start getting more friends unintentionally
>voted class clown
>lose some weight
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>goes on
>summer rolls around
>need a way to get closer
>fully commit to joining band for her
>pour so much of my time into it
>make friends there
>start a group
>about 9 or 10 people
>undisputed leader of group
>start talking to girl more
Fuck it hurts
>hang out all the time
>after and before school
>on the bus for band trips
>feelsgreat.jpg
>everyone telling me to ask her out
>even the band teacher is encouraging me
>can't
>to much of a pussy
>don't want to lose her
>she starts dropping massive hints
>stuff like "I wish I had boyfriend like you"
>decide it's time to grow a pair
>I'll ask her tomorrow
Cont?

Here's some faggy shit that will maybe help you guys feel better, I get that self loathing feels good and that's 100% cool but if you want to improve your mood then maybe I can help.

>Your life is basically meaningless and you're going to blip away after you die, there is no denying that. There's probably no afterlife. You're also basically a sum of parts and just reacting to stimulus, a self-aware object moving this way or that way according to heat and cold and whatever else. You're also probably upset with your situation in life and regret missing out on this or that, and probably regret experiencing whichever experiences. Realize that this consciousness is the only one that you will ever have, that you are an absolute rarity in the physical rarity. You are self aware, or at least you think you are, but if it is an illusion then it is good enough. Understand how lucky you are to feel the extreme emotions that you do, positive or negative, because almost nothing else can feel at all. Nothing else can laugh at the stupid memes on Sup Forums, nothing else can feel hope or feel it being crushed, nothing else can feel heartbreak or despondence. If you hate the world around you, then at least observe it, because nothing else can. Let go of the emotions that keep you up at night, because they're as meaningless as everything else, and because you're just here to observe. Once you realize this, then you can go along with the events if you want, but realize that the worst thing to ever happen to you will blip away some day like everything else about you - don't let something so inconsequential hold you back from doing the things that almost nothing else in psychical existence can do. Perceive and observe, then express the amalgamation of opinion and emotion that the inputs inspire in you to anyone who will listen. Let go of the past and the loathing and participate in the thing which only you can participate in, because after this there isn't much else.

It is.

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>be me 17 with gf of almost 6 months
>break up two days before prom
>fight at prom cuz I danced near a girl
>two weeks later actually break up for just talking to another girl
>weekend comes and she sees another guy to get back at me
>doesn't tell me about him cuz I didn't like him
>leads me on for two weeks
>sees him every weekend
>tells me it was another guy
>try to talk to her and she calls cops
>finally tells me it was the real guy
>makes me talk to her cuz she's sad
>gets mad at me cuz I wrote an angry letter and she asked to see it
>spreads lies about me
>I try to get back with her but she fights me
>after 2 months of her putting me down I let her know I'm done with her bull
>she wants to make peace
>now we're friends and she met another guy
>tells me she stopped taking to him and feels lost
>still says her life is great
>she misses me but never acknowledges when I let her knew how I feel
>this isn't the full story just a skeleton

posted in feels thread yesterday too
so she left intensive care today after 2 days, but barely better
she cant speak, her personality gone, her smile i will only see in photos now
she has bloody coughs, tumor advancing, why fuckign why
why does she has to suffer so much, all i wanted was us happy together
losing her parents at age 8, then be your grandpas care taker for 10 more years, while being bullied in school because she has mild autism, then getting diagnoes with cancer merely mohnts after her grandpa died
we were going fuckign marry, she was happy finially, her cancer was beaten, she was recovering, why is it back fuckign dammit
why do i have to watch her die

Continue please

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We're all just skeletons user

fuck me, i'm such a dumbass.
i have a really huge crush on a guy, gonna ask him out on friday. told some assholes in my biology class and they're threatening to find out who he is and tell him. i just needed advice. i lied about his name, and i'm not sure if that's gonna keep them on the wrong path. pray for me, mr. user. i don't want my first love to be a dirty memory. :(

For fucks sake... Your 17 yo problems are fucking boring.. I hate underage faggots.

I suddenly feel like killing myself

17? I think you typo'd cause this sounds like something a 14 year old would do.
>wrote an angry letter
The only sad thing about your whole story is how much of an idiot you are

don't get back with her. she's a leech.

>Like something a 14 year old would write.
I've worked with 12 year olds with better language skills than this.

>be me
>be in depression
>be at school, final day of classes
>be in love of a girl for almost 5 months
>mom comes to take before the school end
>try to convince her to not take me because i want to talk with the girl i like
>convince her
>the girl i like goes with me in same bus
>results that she can't go in bus today
>stay with her, talking with she
>bus came
>give her a hug
>ask if i can kiss her in cheek
>she dont care
>do it, it was a good kiss i think
>say goodbye
>i fell good with myself since that day
>waiting for entry to classes to be with her

checkd

Et vos, amici

Fucking solid stuff

>implying any of this actually happened

>tomorrow rolls around
>cold af and raining
>she's not there
>go to band practice
>wait till tomorrow
>still not there
>maybe something came up
>she doesn't have a phone
>go to ask brother
>not there either
>ask around school
>no one knows
>band teacher says no practice
>call me into office
>now im worried
>tells me she was in an accident
>drunk prick drove her and her brother off the road
>right side hit a tree
>she took the bulk of the impact
>don't know what to say
>stare blankly at floor
>go home
>mom yells at me for not saying answering her
>takes all my shit away as "a lesson"
>we were watching the news and the story came on
>I left holding back tears
>she starts yelling asking what's wrong
>don't respond
>she pieces it together
>leaves me alone
>next day brother is there
>I ask how she is
>he says she's in serious condition
>he apologizes
>don't do any work in class
>everyone's down
>brother asks if I want to visit
>say no
>not ready
>look up SAO merchandise
>couple of days pass
>her brother says her conditions getting better
>decide to surprise her
>go to hospital and find her room
>bought her Asuna's necklace
>knock on door
Cont.....

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pic says it all
19 y/o btw
End me

It did. I already knew that she liked me because she wouldn't leave me alone on Facebook. I just had to work up the nerve to make a move. I don't care whether or not you believe it, I'm still going to fuck her on Friday either way.

sad but true

continue

Doesn't mean they're 17 now you fucking swine

ohohoho that one hit hard, real hard

You're not depressed, you just seem to have low T.

More pls.

>is me
>20 yrs old kissless
>need money
>dont want to work
>dont want to study
>keep studying just cus I dont want to work
>studying something I dont want to be
>literally 0 zero motivation to live

Fucking hell.
At least I avoided the kids part.

>brother answers
>invites me in
>she's watching TV on the bed
>she sees me and light up
>feels good
>talk to her for awhile
>parents and her brother leave room
>decide it's as good as time as any
>she starts talking
>tells me she's had feeling for me for a while
>I stop her
>give her necklace
>put it on her
>feelsgreat.jpg
>shitstormimminent.jpg
>monitor goes bucking fonkers
>parents rush in
>doctors rush in
>she convulsing
>eyes rolling back
>swallowing her tongue
Remember everything
>knocking everything over
>tries for my hand
>I grab it
>nurses pull me out
>in hallway with brother and parents
>he's crying
>patting his back
>after an eternity
>doctors and nurses finally leave the room
>doctors pull parents aside
Fucking artery in brain busted
Fucking stroke

Wish I took a picture of her before
Buried her with necklace
I miss her /b

Oh shit

Leaving cert ayyyyee what county you at

so you're just impatient, well listen to the other stories could be worse faggot

>be me
>orphan
>abusive and alcoholic adoptive family
>sexually abused, witnessing domestic violence
>severe social anxiety and depression
>i can't leave the house
>i tried 3 times to an hero
>i take 4 different types of meds ONLY for depression
>doesn't work
>I consider suicide daily
>my exes cheated on me and beat me up
>my adoptive family doesn't even care about me and abuses me
>medication seems useless and I consider suicide daily

fake

>be 2 weeks ago
2 years anniversary
>Friend came over
>Said he got some anime we should watch together to keep my mind off of it
>this faggot brought SAO
Opening title theme put me on the floor
I fell in love with SAO after she said she liked it
I was never into it until then
Still can't watch it

>meet 8/10 gril
>become friends
>tells me her story
>orphan since 5
>raped at 6
>only relative grandpa who loved her killed himself
>couldnt live with the thought of her in foster
>childhood ruined
>everyone she loved dead or left
>was in a car crash
>30 days in hospital
>5 days coma
>all her relationship are shit and abusive
>she doesnt know how to love
>she doesnt know how to be loved
>she has never been loved
>only love she knows is abuse and mistreatment
>wants to become dentist
>denied because university shit policy
>both parents alive so no scolarship
>works as a waiter
>her feet hurt every night she goes to bed
>goes to sleep crying
>mfw i cant help her
>mfw i cant give her her childhood back
>mfw i cant make her happy
>mfw i cant make her know what real love is
>mfw i can only look as her dream of becoming a dentist dies

All I just want to be is a father, but I know that will never happen.

>be me
>femanon who just turned 24
>live in a piece of shit muslim country
>with very strict family
>lived up to be the disapoitment my parents always thought
>suffer everyday because i'm agnostic bi lill shit
>mfw can't even leave house because of faggot strict father only for work

you can predict the future? cool, what's gonna happen in mine?
we don't know what's gonna happen my man. there's always that chance. live your dreams.

Why cant you help her, exactly?

Simple.

Be me...

Understand.

I know the feel, but instead I'm a gross faggot lesbian and my step dad is always trying to kick me out of the house because he hates queers.

my nutsack was bitten off when I was 5 years old asshole

That's what you get for being an asshole, asshole. I really don't have much sympathy for you.

yo thanks man.

it's just that I grew up in an environment where everyone expects so much from you. I've spent so much of my young life studying extra hard for school, plowing through so many AP summer classes, and college course-classes in highschool. And now I'm an accountant making cash, and I just want to spend it on someone I care for. Success isn't worth it if I'm not going to be happy in the end.

do you even know what adoption is you fucking nigger?

>cant fix her past
>cant give her dream
>cant make her know love , i have a gf
>cant make her happy

you'll find that someone soon my man. just get out there and find them! keep believing. i wish you luck user! you can do it :D

I'm a worthless piece of shit. Aspergers, crippling depression and anxiety. My mother called me an embarrassment for having a bald spot on my head after pulling it out from stress (I know, I'm an utter retard.)

My family are still around, but we're not too close admittedly. I live them them because last time I moved out had a nervous breakdown and dropped out of college. I'm sick of being a complete and utter parasite. I have one friend that I met through my new college course (which I've also managed to fuck up tremendously), I had no one before her. They'd all be better off if I was dead, I'm a leech and a genuinely disgusting, pathetic excuse for a human being. I've been stockpiling my meds again but I figure it'd work better if I just hung myself.

I'm a worthless fuck up and a disappointment.

they won't give me kids on account of my having drowned a dog when I was 16

kill yourself.

that one always gets me...

Your family is shit. Stay close to your friend.
Don't kill yourself, man. There's so much more waiting for you. Keep looking for opportunities.

> ='( ima cry so much feels

I can buy you new strings don't worry ='-(

I lived like this when I was about 15.
But by the time I was 16 I wanted to grow up and be more mature, so i ditched the whole teenage thing. tfw 24 now and I feel so shit about throwing away all the things that I could have done.