Sup Forums i fucked up badly and now i want to seriously kill myself

Sup Forums i fucked up badly and now i want to seriously kill myself

My wife and i have been married for 2 years. Ive been watching a bunch of cuck porn for the past several months and it was (and still is) incredibly arousing to me. I finally worked up the courage to ask my wife to do it before our anniversary. She was reluctant at first but ended up agreeing to it. We ended finding a very attractive 6’ tall muscular,black guy (i have a black bull fantasy).

Then he came over I opened the door and introduced my wife. We went to the bedroom and I sat on the couch while he started to kiss her neck and undress her. He pushed her onto the bed, took off her panties and started eating her out. They were both loving it and so was I.

Then he took his pants off and got on top of her and after kissing her for a little while he pinned her hands over her head and penetrated her; she moaned deeply. It was at this moment that my stomach dropped; hot to cold in a millisecond. I very quickly realized that when I was watching cuckold porn, I wasn't getting off on being the cuck, I was getting off on being the bull. I felt sick but they were already fucking soI sat there saying nothing.

After it was all done, I rushed him out, told her to get cleaned up and I went to get some chinese food. I sat in my car crying for 20 minutes until it was done

For the past week I have been doing my best to forget about it, but I can't. The way she moaned, the way she grabbed him, the way she looked at him. I cannot get it out of my head. Knowing that I actually let another man, let alone a guy who's much more masculine and attractive than myself, fuck my wife makes me sick to my stomach.. I honestly want to kill myself and it seems like the best solution right now

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do it, stream it or no balls

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kek you deserve it

KEK

this is a pretty hot story

You earned it with your meta fantasies

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Do not kill yourself,
time will heal itself.

It takes time but you will get through this.

"You have only yourself to blame, user" ~Satan

AHHAHAHHAHAH YOU STUPID IDIOT HAHAHHAHAHAHAH

worse than onision m8

Dude, why wouldn't she get off being fucked by a guy with a huge dick? Are you saying you wouldn't get off with some 10/10 teenage cheerleader? Same thing. The thing is, your relationship isn't based on that. Get over it.

lmao ... you should cuck your wife now to get over it

Might aswell have let the bull fuck you in the ass so at least you could pretend to cry over your non existant dignity

Honest answer:

Don't kill yourself. Spin this another way -

Your wife allowed another man to fuck her. It doesn't matter that you talked her into it. A good wife and a good woman would never let it happen, for any reason. Period.

Leave her and start over. She was a bad wife, and you can leave this memory behind and find a good wife instead.

well like i said i at first thought i would throughly enjoy watching her being steamed but i realized too late and now theres nothing i can do to reverse my decision which is something that i am going to spend the rest of my life thinking about

that does makes sense, you are right thanks user never thought about this situation from that perspective definatly makes me feel less shitty

See if maybe.... you could fuck a really hot babe while she watches? Then tell her you fucked up real bad and have a talk about it.

Don't kill yourself. Be the Alpha male. Kill your wife and that nigger. They are the ones that made you feel this way. They deserve to die, not you. You can either be a bitch about it, or take charge of your existence and extinguish your problems. Your choice, OP. Be the Alpha or the Beta.

this OP

transform into your alpha form for once in your life

No kids?

Go, never look back and consider it a lesson learned. Stay and you're looking at a life with built in self hatred.

BTW I'm a divorcedfag so yes, I know leaving is hard.

Don't ever let bullshit internet trends eat into your real world again.

Like, just learn from this and fix it. You tried something sexually, and you didn't like it. Tell your partner that as well.

Just knock out the nignog and bury him on the side of a highway where nobody will find him. Problem solved user.

This guy!

Bait or not
you deserve it for being a cuck

edgy

"The only way to get rid of the emptiness is to kill." -Dexter

this is the only reasonable solution OP

if dubs OP will have to follow through

Do it, and then post a link to a video of it on here.

>Do not kill yourself,
time will heal itself.
I think you accidentally put a Not in there

(i have a black bull fantasy).

>Mfw

Please brother. Do it for the glory of the Klan.

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These guys get it, OP. It's likely you won't ever forget shit like this best to just settle it before it drives you insane..

Nice reddit copypasta.

You piece of shit! You let some nigger fuck your wife? What they hell is the matter with you?

Grow a set of balls you fucking cake eating pussy! I don't give a flying fuck if you have to swallow a bottle of Mexican Viagra to get your dick stiff, get your sorry ass in the bedroom and fuck your wife until she moans and THEN KEEP FUCKING HER...

Don't ever let somebody fuck your wofe and is somebody does, hot them in the head with a fucking basball bat!

Jesus, what passes for manhood these days... thank God I didn't have to rely on you when I was getting shot at in Hue City.

Srs user just fuck a cheerleader and get over it

Srs tho user order an escort, and she'll make you get over it. Make sure to fuck her really good.

a wise answer amid a sea of retards

wow man, just think that no matter how sick and ashamed you feel, at least you arent donald trump, imagine how he feels having fucked up in front of millions live on tv. its gonna be hard to forget, but you asked for it, you learned a hard lesson

what about herpes? did he use a condom? 90% of nogs got herp.

i think she could sue your ass if you divorce her

I'd be proud if I were Trump. At least he is doing some real shit, and not being a cuck.

if not b8,

just use this as a time to re-evaluate your life and get away from pornography. talk to your wife about it and then move on. you are the one that pushed for it all, so just let it go.

Bodacious pasta, m'dude :^]

ask her how much she liked it. if she really really did...yea fucking off yourself retard. Oh hey i like this porn lets try it in real life....dumbass.

Take a rope and hang the nignog by a tree.

She could be in love with that fuck, can't get the guy's dick out of her mind. Did she get his number? What if she's fucking him every day now? She sure liked the dick. Did you talk about it afterwards?

why a black guy? did it have to be a stranger? why not a friend?

This guy has a point