Sup Forums i fucked up badly and now i want to seriously kill myself
My wife and i have been married for 2 years. Ive been watching a bunch of cuck porn for the past several months and it was (and still is) incredibly arousing to me. I finally worked up the courage to ask my wife to do it before our anniversary. She was reluctant at first but ended up agreeing to it. We ended finding a very attractive 6’ tall muscular,black guy (i have a black bull fantasy).
Then he came over I opened the door and introduced my wife. We went to the bedroom and I sat on the couch while he started to kiss her neck and undress her. He pushed her onto the bed, took off her panties and started eating her out. They were both loving it and so was I.
Then he took his pants off and got on top of her and after kissing her for a little while he pinned her hands over her head and penetrated her; she moaned deeply. It was at this moment that my stomach dropped; hot to cold in a millisecond. I very quickly realized that when I was watching cuckold porn, I wasn't getting off on being the cuck, I was getting off on being the bull. I felt sick but they were already fucking soI sat there saying nothing.
After it was all done, I rushed him out, told her to get cleaned up and I went to get some chinese food. I sat in my car crying for 20 minutes until it was done
For the past week I have been doing my best to forget about it, but I can't. The way she moaned, the way she grabbed him, the way she looked at him. I cannot get it out of my head. Knowing that I actually let another man, let alone a guy who's much more masculine and attractive than myself, fuck my wife makes me sick to my stomach.. I honestly want to kill myself and it seems like the best solution right now
Dude, why wouldn't she get off being fucked by a guy with a huge dick? Are you saying you wouldn't get off with some 10/10 teenage cheerleader? Same thing. The thing is, your relationship isn't based on that. Get over it.
William Taylor
lmao ... you should cuck your wife now to get over it
Nathaniel Reyes
Might aswell have let the bull fuck you in the ass so at least you could pretend to cry over your non existant dignity
Jaxson Diaz
Honest answer:
Don't kill yourself. Spin this another way -
Your wife allowed another man to fuck her. It doesn't matter that you talked her into it. A good wife and a good woman would never let it happen, for any reason. Period.
Leave her and start over. She was a bad wife, and you can leave this memory behind and find a good wife instead.
Kevin Mitchell
well like i said i at first thought i would throughly enjoy watching her being steamed but i realized too late and now theres nothing i can do to reverse my decision which is something that i am going to spend the rest of my life thinking about
that does makes sense, you are right thanks user never thought about this situation from that perspective definatly makes me feel less shitty
Benjamin Adams
See if maybe.... you could fuck a really hot babe while she watches? Then tell her you fucked up real bad and have a talk about it.
John Williams
Don't kill yourself. Be the Alpha male. Kill your wife and that nigger. They are the ones that made you feel this way. They deserve to die, not you. You can either be a bitch about it, or take charge of your existence and extinguish your problems. Your choice, OP. Be the Alpha or the Beta.
Cooper Butler
this OP
transform into your alpha form for once in your life
Cameron Garcia
No kids?
Go, never look back and consider it a lesson learned. Stay and you're looking at a life with built in self hatred.
BTW I'm a divorcedfag so yes, I know leaving is hard.
Don't ever let bullshit internet trends eat into your real world again.
Jason Perez
Like, just learn from this and fix it. You tried something sexually, and you didn't like it. Tell your partner that as well.
Jaxon Gray
Just knock out the nignog and bury him on the side of a highway where nobody will find him. Problem solved user.
Austin Reed
This guy!
Sebastian King
Bait or not you deserve it for being a cuck
Gavin Johnson
edgy
William Davis
"The only way to get rid of the emptiness is to kill." -Dexter
Oliver Stewart
this is the only reasonable solution OP
John Brooks
if dubs OP will have to follow through
Elijah Fisher
Do it, and then post a link to a video of it on here.
Jacob Adams
>Do not kill yourself, time will heal itself. I think you accidentally put a Not in there
Aiden Sanchez
(i have a black bull fantasy).
>Mfw
James Parker
Please brother. Do it for the glory of the Klan.
Justin Baker
...
Grayson Gonzalez
These guys get it, OP. It's likely you won't ever forget shit like this best to just settle it before it drives you insane..
Angel King
Nice reddit copypasta.
Zachary Jones
You piece of shit! You let some nigger fuck your wife? What they hell is the matter with you?
Grow a set of balls you fucking cake eating pussy! I don't give a flying fuck if you have to swallow a bottle of Mexican Viagra to get your dick stiff, get your sorry ass in the bedroom and fuck your wife until she moans and THEN KEEP FUCKING HER...
Don't ever let somebody fuck your wofe and is somebody does, hot them in the head with a fucking basball bat!
Jesus, what passes for manhood these days... thank God I didn't have to rely on you when I was getting shot at in Hue City.
Jack Phillips
Srs user just fuck a cheerleader and get over it
Christopher Anderson
Srs tho user order an escort, and she'll make you get over it. Make sure to fuck her really good.
Gabriel Cook
a wise answer amid a sea of retards
Andrew Robinson
wow man, just think that no matter how sick and ashamed you feel, at least you arent donald trump, imagine how he feels having fucked up in front of millions live on tv. its gonna be hard to forget, but you asked for it, you learned a hard lesson
Jeremiah Price
what about herpes? did he use a condom? 90% of nogs got herp.
i think she could sue your ass if you divorce her
Josiah Phillips
I'd be proud if I were Trump. At least he is doing some real shit, and not being a cuck.
Kevin Adams
if not b8,
just use this as a time to re-evaluate your life and get away from pornography. talk to your wife about it and then move on. you are the one that pushed for it all, so just let it go.
Charles Richardson
Bodacious pasta, m'dude :^]
Hudson Harris
ask her how much she liked it. if she really really did...yea fucking off yourself retard. Oh hey i like this porn lets try it in real life....dumbass.
Hudson Harris
Take a rope and hang the nignog by a tree.
Colton Hill
She could be in love with that fuck, can't get the guy's dick out of her mind. Did she get his number? What if she's fucking him every day now? She sure liked the dick. Did you talk about it afterwards?
Nicholas Sanchez
why a black guy? did it have to be a stranger? why not a friend?