Jesus fucking christ Sup Forums i fucked up so bad and now i want to seriously kill myself

jesus fucking christ Sup Forums i fucked up so bad and now i want to seriously kill myself

My wife and i have been married for 2 years. Ive been watching a bunch of cuck porn for the past several months and it was incredibly arousing to me. I finally worked up the courage to ask my wife to do it before our anniversary. She was reluctant at first but ended up agreeing to it. We ended finding a very attractive 6’ tall muscular,black guy (i have a black bull fantasy).

Then he came over I opened the door and introduced my wife. We went to the bedroom and I sat on the couch while he started to kiss her neck and undress her.

He pushed her onto the bed, took off her panties and started eating her out. They were both loving it and so was I.

Then he took his pants off and got on top of her and after kissing her for a little while he pinned her hands over her head and penetrated her; she moaned deeply. It was at this moment that my stomach dropped; hot to cold in a millisecond. I very quickly realized that when I was watching cuckold porn, I wasn't getting off on being the cuck, I was getting off on being the bull. I felt sick but they were already fucking so I sat there saying nothing.

After it was all done, I rushed him out, told her to get cleaned up and I went to get some chinese food. I sat in my car crying for 20 minutes until it was done

For the past week I have been doing my best to forget about it, but I can't. The way she moaned, the way she grabbed him, the way she looked at him. I cannot get it out of my head. Knowing that I actually let another man, let alone a guy who's much more masculine and attractive than myself, fuck my wife makes me sick to my stomach..

I honestly want to kill myself and it seems like the best solution right now

Do it then. Live stream it please.

AHAHAHHAHAHAH

Pic of wife?

Your sucked in now... Might as well invite Sup Forums over to just do it right.

that's some tasty pasta, user

kys anyway

Fake or not I'd leave her and go on my own. Fucking slut.

Is that a cravat in the picture?

divorce her, make her hate you, then kill yourself because the problem is you

DO IT LIVE FUC LORD

you deserve it you onision cuck

WTF , are you retarded ?

post live stream link

holy shit if this is real...

sucks to be you. that's what you get for letting you perversions get the best of you.

now if you'll excuse me, I have a bunch of sissies to fuck

yeah you probably should kill yourself, but first contact the black dude, we don't want your wifey to be lonely right?

this is a good warning to all of you who keep watching cuck porn let this be a reminder of how degenerate this fetish is

kek

do it

I mean you let it happen lol so i dunno

how did you realize that you didn't like being the cuck? I seriously don't get this fetish, it seems retarded.

so many newfags!

SPICY MEME BROTHER

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I don't get the whole 'bait' thing at times. Sometimes it's bait if it makes someone mad enough to reply, then it's bait if someone replies at all without any emotion attached.
It's interesting enough to think that it could be real, why not get the most out of your posting experience?

JUST CUCK MY SHIT UP FAM

You really should OP

wow m8 u get shrieked!!!
Be prepared for worse

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shit bro, you fell for it
let him be stupid

To be honest I don't know If this is bait or not. I was once called bait myself on one of the vent your anger threads, but if you are serious she was probably trying to make you happy.

It's like with strippers, of course you like hot naked girls while still being devoted to your wife. I imagine its the same the other way around.

the only way to save yourself is being true with your wife, say to her that all that shit was a mistake and you realize that afterward, be brave and dump her, start again, clean start.