Depression General Thread

Depression General Thread

Have severe chronic pain condition, take 8 dihydrocodeine a day fot
Am 18
Drink 2L of vodka, 750ml of Schnapps, and a crate of beer a week
No job
Severe apathetic hypothyroidism doctors only found three weeks ago, means I have to repeat a year of college
All my friends are moving away
My parents tell me they hate me twice a day

How's your depression today, Sup Forums?
If I can help, let me know, I'd love to be helped myself, and I don't want anyone else in my position

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Have fucking terrible depression and anxiety,

feel numb / empty most of the time. Dropped out of College because of it.

i used to take zoloft / Sertraline but made me feel like shit..

Now i just stay inside

Neet2 here...
Watching Anime all day...
can't sleep for days...
hate my life and life like a hikikomori...
Lurking all day long...

Dude
That sucks ass
If you're anywhere near London, I'll hang out with you, you sound like a fun guy who's been held back by these issues

I'd be glad to spend time with you

Same goes for you my man
I'd love to spend time with you too

I sleep about 3 hours every 2 days in the form of four 40 minute naps, and I always wake up before I feel rested
I know how you feel

I'm on a One Punch Man binge, and I haven't spoken to another person, other than my Mum (I can't move out because I'm in too much pain, and I can't afford a nurse), for almost a month

Same as you. Had depression since I was 13 and from the beginnning I knew I'd end up a worthless NEET. Diagnosed with skitz, so I can't sleep most nights. My life just revolves around my computer and sleeeping.

Just in case anyone actually wants to speak to me, I have a porn blog on tumblr, called "convenientpornplace" (convenientpornplace.tumblr. com if you're lazy, just remove the space)

Message me on it, and I'll gladly talk to you
It'd be good to talk to people who understand
For all of us

Jesus Man
That sucks

I think you can get a basic job though, because you legally don't have to declare the schizophrenia, mostly manual labour that doesn't involve dangerous tools though, like box packing, or shelf stacking
Menial stuff
But better than what you're going through now, y'know?

Maybe be a little bit self sufficient at least, and help yourself out, improve your life even a little?

yo, haven't spoke to people since a week or so...

my pc is my only friend... he don't betrays you...

That's not depression, it's alcoholism you dumb lazy fuck.

It's not depression, it's realism

Have severe anxiety that often led to depression pre diagnosis. On valium, not hooked yet but can feel me getting dependent. Lifes been much better since I started taking it.

Yeah, imagine that
Constant severe pain since you were 13 that you used to have oxycodone (twice as strong as morphine) 4 times a day for, before doctors decided "ooh, we can't get stronger from here, we better take his painkillers down"

Pardon me for drinking to even slightly lessen the agony
Before painkillers, I would scream for hours each day, and roll around on the floor, begging for my parents to kill me
I tried to commit suicide 7 times

Don't try to think you know better
I know alcohol is bad
It's just better than feeling like you've been shot with a machine gun 24/7

My last PET scan showed my pain was 30% of the way to childbirth, and only getting worse
That
For 5 years
You'd have a few shots too

I'm glad you're feeling better dude

Drug dependency isn't great, but from my experience, it's better than the alternative

What have you been doing since starting on Valium?

Side note:
All comments associated with blowjob pictures are from OP

>Agreed on a kinda relationship with a girl online
>Two years nothing comes from it
>She had been offline a month or two
>Comes back online
>Agree it's time to end our thing
>Morning after I find out she had other relationships at the same time
>Talk to her about it
>Says she never wanted a relationship in the first place and only agreed to keep me as the same friend I was to her
>Didn't mean the same thing when she said "I love you" as I did
>Break down from there
>I never met her in person
>How did I ever sink so low
I got some Efexor XR 37.5mg prescribed by the doctor I saw. It helped me stabilize.

Nihilism

someone called me fat on the internet once
life can be painful

Dude
I'm so sorry
I've had relationships like that before

A girl online who confessed one day that she went to a club and grinded on a guy and made out with him
Mutual agreement to end it

Felt crushed afterwards

I'm glad you're getting some help
But seriously
My blog link is above, message me, please
I'd love to help, and get new friends

>She moved across the country
>She slept with the girl who gave her a place to live the night she moved in
>She then slept with her best friend
Forgot to mention that.

Jesus dude

You can do better
I know you can
And you'll find someone
It's hard
But you will

Depressed and wanted to kill my self for most of my life moved 2 years ago and things were a little better,recently started talking to a girl and I didn't seem that intrested or something and she lost interest in me,started going on 6 mile walks every day and recently diagnosed with ulcerative colitis I feel empty now but I'm trying to find meaning in life

It happened over a year ago now, I've mostly got back to my old self. The Efexor tablets have helped me sleep more soundly and longer (at least more often) as well as helped me enjoy some things better, like some videogames.

I don't use Tumblr so talking on there would be kinda hard.

stop clinging to girls online dumbasses

I'm glad things are getting better man
Can't be much more than up from now on, can it?

I don't use it much either, but if you message me through that we can exchange details, etc., and talk more

Better than posting my details here to get spammed, y'know?
Plus, it's a porn blog
Worst case, you see some nice asses

More like lots of cocks from the look of it.

His was a year ago, mine was 18 months ago...
I've had two irl girlfriends since

Fuck your feelings. Fuck me, fuck you. Help yourself. Rape life, before it rapes you.

youtube.com/watch?v=Rd--qi85IRc

Is there some kinda private message I can send?

congrats?

How the fuck do you afford all that booze without a job

ITT: White kids sad that they have to put effort into life Cx

A lot of it is blowjobs and facials, what can I say
I like cumming on a girls face

Yeah, just type in my blog URL, and type "/ask" after it, I'll get the message privately, send me your details

What kinda details?
You have a preferred alternative chat?

I get disability money for my pain
Apparently it means I'll struggle to work
It's true
But I resent it

All I do all day is sit in my room, either in silence, or with Netflix on in the background, drinking, and taking painkillers, sometimes Coke, sometimes Mandy, Ket, LSD, Shrooms, whatever can distract me

You try having severe pain (more than the pain of being shot according to my PET scan) 24/7 since age 13

Good luck doing a job then

Besides, as soon as I get a Vicodin script, I'm going back to college, and onto university

I have Kik, email, Facebook, pretty much whatever

Kik is easiest for me, but I don't really mind

Cx

Can't include "links" in questions apparently.
Hope you can decipher the runes.

Anyone from Minnesota? I'll take you out for coffee and then out to a used book store (if that's your thing).

It's cool man
My phone hasn't found it, so I'm just logging in on my desktop now, and I'll try my best to decipher

I haven't received any messages on my blog
Maybe the link made it fuck up in sending?

Try my Kik
Streakybacon123
(Username is John Doe)