Please guys i need your help! I'm done with life as it is, but i dont want to kill myself, but idk if i can take being homless since no shower all that stuff. I need to move out now, but everything was so damn expensive. How can i, drop out of college, get a job that hopefully isnt back breaking, and live in a small fucking efficiency and get away from everyone? thats all ever wanted but i had to go to college to get it. But i can't stay where im at, its fucking me up mentally and i need to go. I have a job in hagerstown maryland where i can get 50-60 hours a week, and 40 minimal if i want from now on, its like 8.75 an hour plus tips. I have a paid off car for now and yeah. If i have too can i move out of the country and live in a small place somewher? Any advice on how to just survive but not live in poverty with no education
Please guys i need your help! I'm done with life as it is, but i dont want to kill myself...
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I have almost no money right now but i can easily put up with another month of this shit to save up if i need some startup cash, i could even fuck arounc until i get an aprtment, but like i said, everything is expensive as fuck
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That definitely doesn't make enough i dont think, and that sounds just as bad as where im at now
I'm sure there are plenty of jobs if you go to a job centre or something. They may not be the best but if you're desperate you have to
Have you considered joining Isis. Accommodation and everything is free over there, also you get in touch with a great, idealistic community. You have to get the cash for a plane ticket though. You may sell your car...
there are plenty of jobs, but in america you gotta make fucking 16 dollars an hour to not live with roaches in the house
and i like my job now, its just its so little money, only the fucking gm lives on her own, and she cant afford a car or fucking cable
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i guess u could try looking for jobs and places to live in wheaton or silver spring, md but i would suggest getting a gun cause they arent safe places. Btw do u go to UMD at college park? Im a fellow marylander.
Idk if i can afford a gun anytime soon, i have to be incognito because if my parents find out im planning on this they will kick me out immediately. Are places up there cheap? and no, i actually live in WV i just work up there
All im looking for is a one room apartment for rent, that isnt dirty thats it, if i have to go wash clothes somewhere else thats fine, i just need to get away from everyone
move to Florida. real estate is cheap as shit
is there jobs down there?
depends on here you look and what your looking for. In an area where it's mostly farmland maybe not. but in a city like Tampa plenty of jobs, but a lot of people. i would recommend a place like new port richey which is just outside of Tampa (about 30 mins)
hmm i might have to think about it, i hate the heat though, and i really dont want to have to leave my job.....i like it, its just everything is expensive
also not to mention but gas is actually cheap. like on a good month it can get under 2$ a gallon
Are you hot? If you're hot enough you can be a trophy wife. Never work again!
>its just everything is expensive
If you can't make it in Hagerstown on $8.75 + tips, 40 hours a week, you're in for a real rude awakening ANY where else.
What's the home problem, OP?
Move to a shithole third world country like mexico and live like a king among the poors. Things and food are really cheap compared to a 1st world country
Im not a girl you guys
No i full well realize how expebsive shit is thats why im panicking, and its too much to explain im just constantly on the edge, suicidal thoights, cutting i have to get away from the world, i need to be alone
But o have to work still, and then im the same as them
>i have to get away from the world, i need to be alone
You need to get your ass to a Dr.
You're gonna have an epic meltdown and lose your job, OP. Then everything else will fall too.
Self medicate - booze/weed/whatever - until you can get professional help.
Already tried all that, didnt work, ill be fine once im on my own, its just getting there thats a problem. And lol weve had about 3 arrests and a suicide attempt and they will work there lol
The only way you're gonna get on your own today without an education or a Trust Fund you can live off is by living in the woods.
Or doing something illegal that's gonna bring in big bucks.
It ain't pretty out there.
Sorry I don't have any good advice, except to try another Dr, for you OP.
Let me fuck your boypussy right now.
Jesus said that through faith in Him and faith alone you shall receive the Kingdom of God.
reading, being, doing, writing, praying, these are all something entirely different called Works. Works are shit you do in the real world, whether you actually want or believe in God or NOT.
they are NOT your ticket into Heaven and FOOLS will keep you from Heaven by telling you that you "have to do do do X and Y and Z". Anyone can read the Bible and still hate God in their heart. Anyone can pray to a God they do not believe in and they will forever be in Hell unless they LOVE and have FAITH that Jesus Christ died to absolve them of all the wrongdoings they have committed in their life forever. So that they may receive the Grace of being with God Almighty forever. that is LITERALLY the only requirement the Lord asks of us. And Jesus said that he made this system for EVERYONE even when he knew some would never trust in God. All religions ultimately preach about Works being the key to heaven except Christianity.
Move to canada and be a lumberjack. Nice life.
I wouldn't mind moving there if it was easier to get a job and just live
Not true. I live on my own in maryland and dropped out of college after a year. I got a shit retail job a few years ago and just worked hard and got promoted enough that now I make $19/hr
See the highest paid position at my place is only 30k a year but theres only one of her, i guess i could do that but that seems like a far fetched goal even though i definitely think i could do it.
Where do you work?
The best i can do is work 40 a week at about 9.50 an hour. i already pay 200 for car insurance (which may go down if i move up to maryland) 45 for my phone a month (no contract) and i guess even more if i have to pay for health insurance now
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So you can make GM youll just have to get your own store. Tell your boss your trying to move up and ask what it takes to do so and do the things they tell you.
I could probably get it right now anyways, I'd just have to go through manager training, im already a shift manager (PIC). but what if the store fails? what if i can't make it? then im stuck whereever i moved too and im fucked
Thats life man. Theyre paying you to run the store and make money. If you cant do that and dont have valid reasons then you wont be able to live on your own
You might wanna start channeling that fear of everything that you have in some positive energy to succeed in what you need to.
Move to a socialist European country like the UK and live on the dole, would recommend
Eat shit.
I figured its life, but thats so fucked that i can work for 40 hours a week and cant even live in a box house thats not infested with roaches. Holy shit i just need a fucking bed with elctricity and a bathroom and nobody in my place. and i cant get that working this much
how would i go about doing this?
I work full time at a retail store, no education or skillz, and i make more than enpugh to live comfortably. However, i am going to college right now to get a better job, BUT if i wanted to i could drop out and live off my wages just fine. Its not as hard as it seems.
how much do you make? and where do you live?
I work 44 hours a week and live in a one bedroom with no roaches. Rent is a little under $1300