>be me >21 >no life, barely any friends any more and the only ones I do have just use me to get drugs >stuck in a shithole of a town in Ohio for holiday vacation >no money >no job >recent arrest makes it difficult to find any work >addicted to benzos and ambien to keep me asleep >terrible night terrors and sleep paralysis every night >barely function awake >running on 3 hours of rest (not sleep) nightly if I'm lucky >anhero been constant thought last few years from seemingly endless episodes of night terrors and sleep paralysis >was dating girl for 2 years, her and her daughter are the only things that kept me from anheroing >she dumped me >now I can anhero without anything to really feel bad about morally or otherwise
what's a relatively swift way to die? I read carbon-monoxide poisoning is almost like falling asleep, your body thinks its oxygen but it's not so you just get lightheaded and pass out until you die. looking for something that wont leave a huge mess for whatever government paid bastard has to clean me up.
Suggestions? Also, general feels thread. Maybe some shitty stories will cheer me up.
Matthew Ross
bump
Owen Turner
You've already found it. Carbon monoxide or another gas is the best way. Minimal mess and minimal pain. It's high risk though, so make sure you're not leaking.
Angel Cruz
I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.
Cameron James
Easy enough. Trashbag, ducktape, hose and car.
Ayden Clark
Congratulations faggot
Evan Wright
Yep you got it. Remember that if this doesn't work you'll come out of it with brain damage so be very very thorough I could not stress this enough.
Luis Smith
I just went through major H withdrawals while on holiday in Cambodia, fuck me was that the worst. I couldn't stay in bed or the shower/bath all day, no, I had to get out the room to get stuff to eat and march round temples and shit. I had a small amount and tapered off a bit so it wasn't as bad as it could have been but seriously I didn't get a wink of sleep for eight days straight, starting to hallucinate and hear things. I had to take a bunch of valium for the 30 hour journey home, thank fuck these Khmer fucks will sell you sheets of diazepam no prescription for like 2 dollars
You're not the only one to face hell on earth m8
Juan Jackson
Jump down from a high place, head first. Quick and painful for less than a second.
Tyler Butler
Why should someone have to clean up that mess though?
Easton Miller
film it faggot
Wyatt Carter
They get paid for it?
Jackson Roberts
Cool. Might go to a park or someplace public in the middle of the night. Wouldn't want my body to rot for too long.
Jonathan Hall
how the fuck do withdraw in cambodia?
Alexander Allen
I second this
Ian Gutierrez
Does your broke loser ass even have one?
Lucas Torres
Had holiday booked, failed to kick it, got ripped off by some ratty cunts in Siem Reap when trying to score. Loadsa weed available though. Had to claim to everyone that I had viral gastroenteritis
Ethan Butler
Have what?
Adrian Brooks
Buy more?
Seriously how do you unwillingly go into withdrawls in the fucking heroin triangle?
Are you retarded?
my dog could score in SR
Matthew Clark
kys
Wyatt Scott
Recent police raids shut it down apparently. I tried 3 times and got nowhere, all they have is weed and meth. PP and snooki are better but at that point I gave up, gotta give it up before it takes your life, stop being a pussy and face the withdrawals and the paws
Jack Sanchez
fair enough bro
well done
Anthony Campbell
I hear toaster fire is the way to go also stream it
Wyatt Peterson
>>addicted to benzos and ambien to keep me asleep >>terrible night terrors and sleep paralysis every night >>barely function awake
Easton Bailey
Spent the whole week sleeping and being lazy instead of working out. What a waste.
Josiah Garcia
Send your last thoughts to a rat before you do it
Chase Campbell
Yea. Park is a good idea. maybe a post office.
Owen Hernandez
Op you need to face reality. I've been arrested twice for burglaries I was basically in the same situation as you.matter of fact I spent my 21st birthday in jail. Ask the judge for drug treatment. Try to sort your life out from therr
Joshua Perry
Maybe near a political building or monument and leave a note saying 'Fuck Hilary/Trump'.
Levi Young
>be me >31 >no life, barely any friends any more >stuck in a shithole of a town in Yuropoor >no money >no job >recent autism makes it difficult to find any work >can't find any drugs >terrible night terror every night >barely function awake >running on 3 hours of rest (not sleep) nightly if I'm lucky >anhero been constant thought last few years >was dating girl for 2 years, the only things that kept me from anheroing >she dumped me >now I can anhero without anything to really feel bad about morally or otherwise