actually all im trying to say is i am just a random dude on the internet, but ive been here. there were times when i thought i was cool, fucking some girl and then going home and fucking my girl.
then one day i got 3 sores on my dick and it was the worst anxiety of my life because i was praying to god it was nicks from shaving or something, but nope, they got worse and started to look like craters, so i, in a very bad emotional state, went to the walkin clinic. the guy looked at my dick for 5 seconds and said, yea we will test to maek sure, but im 99% sure this is herpes.
then i was done, mentally rekt. drove home and told my gf that i had been having casual sex with countless people over the past 7 years and i just went to the walkin and found out i have herpes.
then what happened? well she had herpes too. i gave it to her before i even knew i had it. then mine turned into 23 open herpe sores on my dick. i couldnt even shake my dick off after taking a piss because it hurt so bad to touch. herpes virus sheds through nerve endings, so they hurt 10x more than a pimple when you poke it with your finger.
does this sound like something you like?
ive never been the same after my gf told me "you were supposed to protect me, now i have herpes". it almost makes me cry right now that she got what she didnt sign up for.
this is the girl i found incredibly hot and sex, amazing 11/10 pussy with tight lips, ass so fucking nice to look at and grab and manhandle, she is 57/10 personality, outgoing super smart, all her friends are awesome, all my friends like her. now everyone secretly thinks im a douche, and i feel like everyone is secretly judging me every time i goto parties and stuff, the guilt is fuckin fantastic.
remember this is the girl i wanted to make babies with and i wanted them to look and act like her. all i ever wanted was to grow old with her.
we also fucked twice a day, so what the fuk did i even need?
just listen to my words and digest them a bit.