Hi Sup Forums, were you molested as a kid?

Hi Sup Forums, were you molested as a kid?
>parents dropped me off at their friends farmhouse once in a while.
>was prob 6
>girl there my age was my playmate
>one day she taught me to finger her and she sucked on my dick
> she also had me lick her pussy
>went on for a while
>later a guy watched
>he eventually touched both of us while we did it
>many years later I learned the guy was molesting her and made her do it to me and threatened to beat her if she didn't
>girls life is fucked now- she's fat, single mom and addicted to lottery tix
>I did therapy for years.
>I still hate faggots and pedos
>fucked with my head pretty bad

Tell us your story Sup Forums. Who touched you up? No reason to keep it a secret anymore. I have a feeling there are a lot of us here

Wow am I the only one?
>bump

13 year old baby sitter played with me when I was 6

>be me
>my dad is masturbating all of it
>I see him in his door crack
>I call for my sister and we wagch him mastrabetiy
>he cums very hard and it flie through the doors crack
>hits my sister in nostrils
>and

Still fucked my up to this day but it's all

Kekm8

Nigger you WHAT?!

lucky you bro

not me but lil bro
>molested for 3 years straight by female cousin
>cousin would choke him to the point of passing out while threating family if he ever told

it all came out one day in a huge mess. innocent people got arrested.
guilty people walk free cuz "cant rat out muh family"
he suffers from extreme ptsd now. anxiety like you wouldnt believe. afraid of everything.

do you think therapy helped?

what do you wish people understood about your situation / abuse?

Dude it's awful. It's been 30 years and I'm still fucked in he head over it. It's not lucky at all

what bothers you most?

Yeah it helped In a couple ways. I certainly don't blame myself anymore, and it helped to go back in time and re-think through things with an adult perspective and vocabulary.

The thing people don't understand is this: so many people are like "oh wow that's so cool you got to have oral sex when you were 6" but the reality is it fucked with my head and messed with my perspective on sex forever

Why is it that it's almost always garbage people who molest/get molested? Is it just a poor person hobby? Like soccer, or being loud?

When I was 14 I was talking to someone online. They said they were 15. We agreed to meet up as we lived on the same street. Only he was 36. Convinced/forced me to go back to his place. Convinced me to take my clothes off just so he could see what my body looked like. And so on until he had his dick in my butthole.

>fucked with my head and messed with my perspective on sex forever
how so? did it make you gay or something like that? do you hate the opposite sex?
im aksing because my little bro was molested and physically abused by older cousin. and i want to try and understand his situation better.

Not him and don't have any content for this thread but have been to therapy and don't see how it could help anyone. It always felt like they were more concerned with whether I was immediately dangerous to myself or others, and after that just passing time because they needed the money. Never felt better about anything after talking to one.
Doing things I liked was better, or talking to actual friends.
I never had any serious mental disorders or anything though. Just a rougher than usual childhood.

So you scored when you were 6 and you need therapy for that. Kill yourself faggot OP you waste of space

It's fucked up that people say that. The ones that do clearly haven't ever been through something like it and don't have a mature view on what sex is. I'm glad you feel better now.

sadkek

sounds like u went to a shitty therapist dude.

I've been to/interacted with several. At least 5 or so.

You're such a fucking pussy it hurts

is your family niggers

damn dude.

why did you go?
what made your childhood rough?

I'm a pussy because therapists are shit and I worked out my own issues eventually?
Are you some kind of butthurt therapist?

>wrasting with sister on bed like we always go
>late at night so in underwear
>she moves my boxer shorts away
>starts sucking my dick
>I don't know whats going on
>feels really good
>some white stuff goes out and i blank out for a bit
>never speak of it again

She was 6 years old and i was 13 at the time lol i dunno why she listened to me.

>It messed me up for lief guys, now i have blowjob fetish
>we still hang out

I don't trust anyone, I hate faggots and I'm into Ddlg. And I hate myself for it.

no, mexicans.

Yeah she was getting molested and that's why she did it to you. Figure out who did it and kill him

Rough school situations mostly. Wasn't really my decision to keep going to them tbh. I was a minor so I had to.

You're a pussy for even needing a therapist in the first place because you licked cunt when you were 6. Are you gay? Is that it? Is that why you need help?

I was molested by a male neighour as a male myself. its really fucked up my relationships/views of women. 18 now, happened when I was 13. For some reason I can relate and become friends with other guys really easily, but cant connect with women. I'm not an awkward guy or anything, I KNOW its directly related to what happened to me. really fucking terrible - i sympathise with anyone thats gone through something like this

lol i have a ddlg relationship with my current gf and i wasnt molested. shes just got some daddy issues and i think its hot.

shouldnt hate yourself for your kinks bro. embrace who you are and love yourself!

I wasn't even molested. You clearly can't read. Fuck off retard.

Good job idiot

bullying?

Yeah.

u need to let the woman know what happened to you.
u cant have a relationship while keeping such a huge part of your life a secret. open up.

fuck. never been bullied so i guess i cant understand.

but how can you be bullied at 5 different schools? are you weird looking or something?

idk man, I definitely have trust issues. Ive fucked up a few good friendships that couldve turned into something more - sad as it is, the only people that know about what happened to me are people on Sup Forums. so many emotions, fucked up feelings, i wouldnt wishi it on anyone. worst thing is I feel like, and its terrible to say, I dont deserve this

>was 11 years old
>went to summer camp
>got my dick sucked by male camp counselor and by another camper whose was also getting sucked
>was told very sternly not to tell anyone
>was caught talking about it with the other kid one day
>the counselor made up a fake reason that we did something wrong to the other counselors and we got punished
>they made both of us walk around the soccer field 20 times and kneel down our bare knees into the gravel
>never told anyone else and never saw the kid or counselor after camp was over

Am I messed up because of it, depends on what your version of messed up is really. I can tell you I'm attracted to various types of guys, was it caused by this? I have no way of ever knowing.

No with actual littles. Like 15/16.

I wasn't bullied at 5 different school, I just interacted with 5 different therapists or so. That probably sounds less weird if I add that I never interacted with one more than once or twice.
It was because I was white.

>molested
Someone touching you isn't same as being molested. Did anyone fuck you in your asshole? no. Did you bleed and had you guts ripped out because of it? No, you weren't molested. Stop playing the victim card you fucking mongoloid and go tie up that noose.

>I can tell you I'm attracted to various types of guys, was it caused by this? I have no way of ever knowing.

oh man sorry to hear, it definitely was that direct cause I can tell you that much

>be me
>10 year old shithead
>at older cousins house
>12
>kind of a punk but he's older than me so I think he's pretty awesome
>playing derpbox or something I don't really remember
>aunt comes in
>"I made you boys pizza bites dig in"
>OSHITPIZZABITES.gif
>we go apeshit
>ah fuck but they're hot!
>cousin dares me to stick as many into my mouth as I can
>herp derp why not
>I start cramming them in, careful not to bite down and keep them in my cheeks
>I think this must really be impressing him or something
>fucking steam coming out of my mouth
>look over at him like waddayathinkofthishuh.jpg
>his creepy face
>notice the tent he's pitched in his shorts
>lolwut.png
>he stands up
>removes his shorts
>uh... ?
>he reaches for me
>idashforthedoor.avi
>there's still steam and shit coming out of my mouth
>he grabs me by the back of my shirt, spins me around and fucks my hot pizza mouth
>the steam
>the cheese
>the pain
>I'm fucking crying
>he's going nuts on me clearly enjoying himself
>wtf this sucks
>ugggggh.wav
>felt like it went on forever but probably only lasted 30 or 40 seconds
>mfw the pizza bites were still too fucking hot to eat after all that
>mfw I went home hungry and humiliated
>and mfw I have no face blah blah blah

No one did anything sexual to me at all you fucking retard.

>be me
>early 1990's maybe 5 years old
>on front porch alone with dads friend
>he asks me questions about my pee pee
>go around side of the house to pee bc living in the country and that's what we do
>dads friend follows me and stares at my dick while I pee
>think nothing of it
>randomly remember this 20 years later

During nap time my baby sitter, Pam, would give back rubs to help me sleep. Except should rub my babby dick as well.

Didn't mess my head up at all. I liked it. I felt lived when she did it.

She was my baby sitter from Luke 3-11. I'm not sure when exactly it started but I remember being like 10 years old and going along with "nap time" still knowing she was gunna rub me out but like wtf kinda 10 year old has nap time still?

Yes, a girl that was your fucking age. Here's something all those 5 therapists couldn't tell you: You're a faggot. You're a literal homosexual. That'll be $50 + tip

>I dont deserve this
you dont man. you are human being and you deserve happiness just like everyone else.

but keeping this a secret will stop you from forming any real relationships. its part of your life. its who you are man. you cant pretend to be a normie with this past hanging over your shoulder. you need to be open about who you are in order to be free and live happily.

Bullshit. Why would anyone fuck steaming hot totinos? If it was shitty for your mouth it was definitely shitty for his dong

Lol you have brain damage dude.

oh shit son. nevermind.
still though i think pedo is just another kink. sadly its illegal.

Better than being a faggot

>Be me at 6
>half sister's sister forces me into closer.
>proceeds to play with my child flacid benis.
another occasion

>be me at 11
>No puberty yet.
>girlfriend's babysister makes us undress and touch each.
>then she does.

Tfw when I'm fine with it.
Tfw why does that happen to me Now.

You seem to be a little obsessed with faggots and angry over nothing.
I sense projection.

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got abused several times by girls. One girl always stimulated me to make me cum as fast as possible. IDK what she did but I'm having significant sexual and physical issues as a result. In the end it fucked up my sexual tendencies by a lot, and I'm way too attracted to teens aged 16 to 20 because I have no sexual morals anymore.

Don't care to green text it though, it's fucked up enough as it is.

It's not a kink, imo, to be sexually attracted to someone you cannot actually have sex with. Maybe it's like a forbidden fruit thing. But in this society we kind of are trained to see girls who look young as beautiful, being tiny and shaven etc.

>neighbor guy says he will pay me to clean up his yard
>my dad says ok but dont go in his house he likes little boys in a bad way
>cleaning up the yard and he says come in for a drink
>go in and get my drink and he askes if i want to make more money
>takes me downstairs locks the door behind me
>on a table is A LOT of weed and papers
>teaches me to roll joints and proceeds how "bitches" love it
>told him my dad said he likes little boys
>he says yea to roll weed
>always paid me in fucking dimes and nickels.

>But in this society we kind of are trained to see girls who look young as beautiful, being tiny and shaven etc.
sounds like you have a porn addiction dude.
pedo tendencies will go away once you quit fapping.

Hey, you're the one obsesses with calling others "retards" and brain damage. Maybe a little bit of projection there? Maybe you were dropped on your head as a kid? Seems like it

yo does anyone know if its really common to forgot or somehow block out childhood abuse?

yes its common, but usually manifests its way into your life somehow.

if you suspect you where abused, try psychedelic drugs to jog your memory.

Retard.

>Maybe you were dropped on your head as a kid?
this is what 14 year olds say.

I only really like amateur porn. I favor girls who are or seem innocent etc, but that's mostly because I feel a huge disregard towards sluts and macho behaviour as most people on here do. Probably something to do with not fitting in.

Not uncommon, but if it impacts someone significantly they usually remember.

Ad hominem

> parent would visit this other family
>I played with their son, I was like 4 he was like 15 or 16 not sure
>he would let me watch cartoons
>then after gaining my trust he started making me touch my penis
>only allowed to watch cartoons or even listen to the song if I got aroused
>I would cry when we left their place
>He said he would protect me
>he lied
>I had difficulty using motivation since it was associated with abuse
>I used to wet and shit in my bed
>I started fires
>many fires
>I have hurt people simply because it helped me understand the ways I was hurt
>I tried to kill myself
>I got help
>I got lots of help and dealt with my problems in drips and draps over many years
>I have an above average IQ
>I have had thoughts and idealisations of murder and grandeur
>I have been fortunate enough to have loving family and friends and a support system to prevent me from become a fully fledged bad guy
>I had the opportunity to take out the original asshole but I got therapy instead
>I have questioned my sexuality
>I have masturbated since the age of 4 and I believed there was something wrong with me for most of my life, both physically and emotionally

worst advice ever. Drugs can trigger you (no kek intended) to vent your issues in certain ways. Like give a girl who was abused in her childhood a few drinks and she'll suck your dick in no time :^) But really though.

you my friend are the prime example of what sexual abuse can do to a person. I'm sorry mate. Have you seen a therapist yet?

But be warned, brains are very good at creating false memories. Anything you "remember" while doing this may not have actually happened at all.

OP here. That's brutal user. Just fucking brutal. I'm sorry man.

I was molested by a guy and I am not attracted to men. I am male. I am neutral, maybe I would have been bisexual if not for the experience that broke my trust in men. So this kind of thing is more subjective, but fundamentally I think attraction is based on genetics.

This is you

I wish this was me

Retard.

Jesus christ bro

this nigga here wishes it was him

Retard.

>Retard.
Retard.

>when you're crying so hard you can't even think of a comeback

Retard.

You're proving my point retard

Thanks, most people have it worse

Fuck you guys this was a decent thread for once

Retard.

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>about how user got fucked up in life due to child abuse
>good

you have a weird sense of good user

Retard.

>be 6
>first time i've ever had a baby sitter
>we go to my room to play video games
>sit on her lap and play two player mario kart
>switch to ninja turtles
>she doesn't want to play
>instead she just rubs my legs and thighs while i play
>parents come home
>she leaves
>they ask what we did
>tell them everything
>never see her again

Retard.

oh, so you're like everyone on Sup Forums

>pic related

What the fuck else do you want to talk about? Rating dicks? Ex girlfriends pictures you said you wouldn't share? Doubles?

my nephew was raped repeatedly by his step-father from age of 8 to who knows. he's 25 now and we shared a drink a while ago, he got sloppy drunk and told me the whole story. i let it sit for a while, then a few months later we caught up again and i asked him about it while he was sober. he broke down crying and told me the whole story again, same thing he said when he was drunk. what used to happen is if he ever spilled something, or broke something, or mouthed off the step-father would beat him up, then rape him. a few days later the step father would feel guilty and go to apologize to him and buy him shit, then he'd give my nephew a blowjob and demand one back. the story made me fucking ill because i'd just thought that cunt beat all his kids and my sister too, but that was it, just my nephew got he beatings.

confronted my sister about it, and she broke down in tears telling me that they were drug addicts and "you've never been a drug addict so you couldn't know what its like" self pity and bullshit. i went to the police and spoke with someone there about it, they told me it relied entirely on my nephew to bring it to them, i spoke with my nephew at length and urged him to speak to the police, he goes in to speak with them and claims no memory of telling me anything, states that the step-father never abused him and that i was spreading lies about his family.

my sister called me to gloat, i told her that while she's proud of herself, her husband has been raping her son for years and the only way she could ever recover an ounce of dignity would be to murder her husband and then kill herself.

since then the family has split right down the middle, out of my 4 sisters i now only speak to two of them, literal fucking tonnes of skeletons have fallen out of the closet and i've had times where i just want to close that fucking box. but its done now.

sorry, long story. never told it all in one go before.

Everything except doubles is shit conversation material.

This.
Check these dubs

>wet and shit bed
cause of nightmares?

Let me show you how it is done user.