Let's get a feels thread going

Let's get a feels thread going

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>be me
>live in a small city with abusive mom
>dad always gone due to work in another city
>barely even see him, he'd only come on holidays and stay for a day or even a few hours
>mom was crazy and depressed cause of work
>I spent my early years at my grandparents in a countryside
>mom took me back in city when i turned 7 so I can go to school
>school was shit
>everyone would hate and bully me
>other kids would do bad stuff and blame it on me
>teachers would brutally beat me
>mom would brutally beat me too
>ffw 3 years
>I was mentally destroyed
>hated everything and everyone
>planned to murder my mom,teachers and classmates
>christmas holyday
>school over
>thankgod.avi
>my parents finally got divorced
>didn't affect me too much
>I went to my dad's city so I can spend the christmas vacation with him
>he asked me if I wanna stay with him forever
>HELLYES.avi
>i went to school there and lived there for 3 months
>my dad was a poor fgt but I didn't care, at least I wasn't abused daily
>after 3 months my mom came to my school with bodyguards and kidnapped me
>cry for the whole car ride
>she promised me she's never gonna abuse me again
>I believed her
>ffw 2 years
>my douchebag dad gave up on me
>still didn't care cause I grew up without him
>my mom started being abusive again
>beating me and yelling at me and making me suicidal because of my school grades
>ffw 2 more years
>I started drinking alcohol, doing drugs and cutting due to the shitty life of every day
>mom found out and started crying, acting like it's my fault ant shit
>our relationship got better in time
cont

cont
>ffw a few years
>be 16
>my drug and drinking habits got worse, but I managed to stop self-harming
>had only like 5 friends, but I was okay with it
>would still get picked on sometimes
>would get into trouble for beating faggots who pick on me
>I found many girls who I thought I loved, but they all fucked me over
>stone cold
>fast forward a few months
>hanging out with friends not giving a fuck about anything, drinking day and night
>FEELSGOOD
>one day we planned a really nice trip to another city where we'd climb the tallest building and drink and have fun
>excited af
>friend says his sister who lives in a city far away due to work came back into our city and she's gonna come too
>ok
>when we all met I saw her
>I really liked her but I thought I'd have no chance so I kept it for myself, knowing that it will fade soon
>It didn't
>we went there and we had some special moments
>we kissed, took pictures, laughed, hugged
>I finally felt alive and genuinely happy
>one day after, she went back to the city she lives in due to work
>we talked for hours daily on facebook
>even gave me her number
>fell for her even harder
>after a few weeks, she got colder
>chats got shorter
>to the point where we'd stop talking
>i kind of expected that
>my feelings for her slowly faded away
>or at least that's what I thought
>at least I learned not to think about her
>I tried to date other girls
>all I could think about was her
cont

>got deeper into alcohool but managed to quit drugs
>ffw 3 years
>messaged her to ask when she's coming back into the city
>she said she doesn't know but she'll call me
>ffw 1 month
>11PM, walking home from a night of chilling and drinking
>run into her
>mfw I see her after all this time
>I was speechless
>Couldn't even move
>she kissed me and hugged me
>and even said I should text her so we can hang out
>I got my hopes up again
>BADMOVE.avi
>I asked her for how long she's been in the city
>she replied: 2 weeks
>never been so sad and happy same time
>tried to text her
>no response for a day
>ask her if she wants to hang out tonight
>she said "I don't know maybe"
>mfw the only person I ever felt something for is slowly leaving
>mfw I will never be able to love again
>mfw I have to live with this forever

>Be me
>Be 13
>Be edgy as fuk and argue with mom
>Live with gmaw and gpaw
>Get first brick phone
>Call mom and argue
>Mom gets new boyfriend
>Tell her you hate him
>She say I don't give a shit
>Call mom but she doesn't answer
>Ask gmaw if we can go get milkshakes
>Gmaw says ye
>Get call from Pos boyfriend
>Mom is not wake up
>Think is a joke
>proceed to get milkshake
>boyfriend calls back
>Mom's heart stops in ambulance
>We race to hospital
>Hear nothing about her
>Gmaw and gpaw go into room
>I stay alone in back room
>Gpaw comes in
>Tells me she is ded
>Still want milkshake
>gr8 milkshake

I wonder if this feels thread will go for as long as the last one did. I hope so.

I was in the middle of making a story when it died

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>Be me
>Be 16
>Meet kewl gril
>Talk 2 gril
>Gril ask if I like her
>I say yes
>Gril looks into me eyes
>She tell me she like me 2
>I ask if she want 2 date
>She say yes
>I ask 4 numba
>She writes on paper
>Gives me paper
>Paper has fbi number and it says jk fggt I cunt belive you fell for that shut you ugly fuk
>I look into the sky and yell curse you /b

Then story it up aye.

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>edgy teenager

Yep

>be me
>be 11
>discover masterbation
>discover Internet porn
>keyboard gets sticky and > key doesn't work
Can't greentext any more
Discover air dust
>fixes > key can greentext again
>am happy
>fap more
Key is stuck
>>>>>>>
>fixed
>watch more porn
>relise need lube
>look on /b
>find thread on fake puss
>mix amonia, bleach, and 9000 pennies
>I ded
>I look into the sky and yell Curse you /b

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I feel constipated

>be me
>have lots to get feels about
>doesn't
>can't
I physically can't feel sad Sup Forums what do?

It is a true story

Let me be your friend, then you will be sad.

i never loved anyone. I was asked out once but that never lasted. I enjoyed being the weird one but now that i look back on it. i've been isolated and ruined my only chance at childhood love or anything because i prefered shitposting over sports. i was fat and lazy, some weird fuck who preferred jerking it to chinese cartoons than fucking a girl. i prefered to help friends in TERA or WOW than helping "friends" with their homework.

And i decided to stay here because it was too late to turn back.

Kek, doubt it. I couldn't even cry when failing to an hero, just smile and laugh. I'd prolly end up making you happy.

I've lost all there is to lose exept for my life, I have no feels.

You have more than life m8, you are part of a colony.

You have more or is that all

This is the first time I've been on /b in 3 years