Like my suicide note Sup Forums ? Also how should I kill myself?
Goodbye,
To everyone who gave a shit, I'm done with life, so fucking done. I really never wanted to live anyways. I've been a self harmer since I was 11 years old and I honestly didn't expect to make it to 18. I don't care if that makes me immature or whatever point is I looked back on that thought and realized I was right for thinking that way. I was completely right, I'm too stupid to live. Might as well enforce survival of the fittest. You might have saw me as a happy and cheerful girl. To a point that was true, but other times, a lot of times for no apparent reason, I wanted nothing more than to simply stop existing. I acted like an asshole to cover this up. With all the 9/11 jokes and shit, maybe my constant douchebaggery would distract people from the scars on my skin. I've wanted to die for so long, and it seems when things are starting to get better it gets worse. I had a job, I had a boyfriend, but now my life is falling apart again and I don't want to be around to see it. Last night I almost killed myself but I convinced myself that the feelings would pass, because they usually do. But this time? Well you're reading this aren't you? I've always loathed myself and now I've finally killed my worst enemy: myself. Austin, I loved you until I took my final breath, please forgive me but I can't live anymore, i'm too scared. Move on, you can find a better girl than me just by stepping outside. I want you to be happy
Lucas Collins
Bump
Easton Wright
Bump
Easton Bennett
user, good luck, but please post tits before you go
Chase Richardson
Bye faggot. Saged btw
Nicholas Gray
Bump
Alexander Walker
Bumping for tits
Lucas Perez
Not gonna happen that's one thing im going to take to my grave But I guess if anyone has any questions, why not I'll probably be dead at the end of the day anyways
Ian Fisher
killing yourself won't be a release from your problems, just nothingness. if you could make a list of everything you want in life and pass it to a genie, what would it be?
Nathan Thompson
Live stream?
Connor Adams
Stability mostly I want to be stable I want to know that my love won't leave me I wish that I wasn't so immature I wish that my ex wasnt my manager's son I wish i didnt work with my worst enemy I wish my love was a little more sensitive I wish i could talk about my problems without turning them into a joke I wish my emtions and my sense of self were stable And i wish i was competent enough to carry on
Jack Perry
guess what? all of those are things you can work on. give me a min to get on pc so i can type.
Lucas Barnes
Nah just do it. Nose dive from a height. Fast and cheap. Joining you In a few weeks time
Josiah Perez
Bump
Logan Reed
alright so, let's talk about these one by one. ive been through depression and suicide myself but decided to keep on fighting, i hope you'll choose the same because ive turned my life around and you can too.
firstly, your relationship. you want to know he won't leave you, and you wish that he was more sensitive. in my experience being in a long term relationship, communication is the most important thing and without it you won't know what to work on to keep you both happy. talk to him about how you're sensitive and certain things he does upsets you, making sure to keep things calm and respectful, make sure you both understand eachother's feelings on the subject.
why do you think he might leave you?
Anthony Gonzalez
I don't know I'm just so damn afraid of it, he promises he won't leave me but he barely texts me i know its because he's busy or asleep but it bothers me. He's not 18 quite yet like I am so his mom basically runs his life and I havent seen him in a month, and my mom hates his ass
Hunter Wilson
Go back to Tumblr, attention whore.
Parker Brooks
well, maybe you two should talk about your relationship goals and expectations, tell him that you wish you could see eachother more and you wish he'd text back. you may love him, but your life is more important than a relationship.
Tyler Peterson
I have, then it goes right back to the same shit
Henry Turner
JUST END IT
Ryan Cook
maybe he just doesn't see things the same way as you, and it's time to move on. if he isn't making an effort to see you that says something.
Bentley Anderson
>just nothingness.
it happens eventually anyways whether we want it to or not. no point in delaying it if you're living in constant misery like op probably is.
Xavier Peterson
He said that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me
Justin Howard
there's almost always potential to turn your life around into something happy
Jaxson Campbell
Sharpie in the pooper livestream while drowning in mountain dew you fat fuck.
Matthew Mitchell
This
Austin Jenkins
do his actions match up with that?
Samuel Garcia
Tits or gtfo. ( prove it).
William Phillips
Bump
Lucas Ramirez
Kek
Zachary Walker
bumping
Angel Murphy
Tits before you rot fag
Levi Edwards
Stop looking for attention and kill yourself op.
Anthony Gomez
When he is able to contact me, yes, he does try to see me but it just doesnt happen
Blake Rogers
I have never understood what would drive someone to take their own life. You only get one and there's so much to do in the world today. You might be depressed, you might be absolutely fucking miserable, but something is better than the never ending void of death. then again, who knows what's on the other side? that's just my opinion, take it or leave it.
Blake Gray
Honestly it's pretty crappy writing. Take out the swears and throw blame on someone. I want to write a suicide note but I'm too fuckin lame to kill myself
David Lee
Newfag here courious. Why did you bump me. Supposed to be lurking to figure out the etiquette but I don't have patience c
Caleb James
Pull a Baton Rouge, frame BLM.
Nolan Richardson
bumping
Tyler Bailey
God isn't real so have fun with the lack of existence. If you kill yourself you will be wasting a life with which you can make a lot of people happy. It's pretty fucking selfish.
Jaxon Mitchell
I know it's crappy writing, i cheated all through highschool just to graduate.
Dylan Evans
No op, if your gonna kys, do it with hard drugs, that wud b sweet
Luis Price
I haven't committed suicide yet simply to spite my haters. I will not do them any favors they want me dead they gonna have ta work for it.
Jason Watson
If you want me to edit it I can make it pretty good. Writing is one of my strongest subjects, because I'm not a waste of flesh.
James Howard
I've thought the same thing. Suicide is painful not only for you, but for everyone else in your life.
Christian Rivera
FUCKING QUADS!!! You HAVE to let him edit it now
Noah Miller
It's okay Sup Forumsro, they'll get the jist of it id I actually manage to be able to end my life this time
Isaiah Peterson
bump
Adrian Young
witness
Juan Rodriguez
there will always be other people in the world, don't settle for someone you're not totally happy with. if you're trying to make things work right now and they aren't, why would they work in the future?
>I wish that I wasn't so immature how so? >I wish that my ex wasn't my manager's son >I wish i didn't work with my worst enemy find a new job, sure it'll take some work but it's better than killing yourself >I wish i could talk about my problems without turning them into a joke you need to find someone you can trust to talk to, and open up to them
Jeremiah Rivera
Say yes only so you can see what he edits it to
Brody Sanchez
Please livestream it for us. I need some entertainment i had a shitty day.
Robert Taylor
He can fucking edit it anyway, he doesn't need her permission. Make a sec c edit and post it on your social media faggot.
Joseph Wilson
Useless fun fact useless fun fact. Girls attempts suicide 10x more often then guys but guys are more successful when we do attempt it.
Ryder Harris
Fucking female faggots
Elijah Anderson
Austin here.. I love you. Please.. please don't take your life. I will be lonely..
Adrian Nguyen
I think it`s too edgy
Daniel Clark
You have your hand, dumbass.
Jaxson Gutierrez
That's why suicide rates are higher in men, right?
Luis Perez
the people on tumblr told me to do it
Matthew Jones
Am male. You need tits? Dunno how to time stamp though.
Jordan Diaz
paper you retard
Noah Bailey
KEK
Juan Howard
>implying you're actually him Mhm totally
Lucas James
...
Nicholas Green
All suicide notes are edgy
Eli Cook
Yes that's why. When girls try to kill themselves they use pills or a knife. Generally it's not immediately fatal or fatal in first place. It's meant more as attention attractor. With guys when we decide to die we mean it. We don't do it for attention. As such we tend to pick far more lethal ways such as a firearm, noose or jumping.
Eli Collins
This bitch is going nowhere, she just wants some sympathy from random tards because she doesn't have friends of her own.
Matthew King
do it faggot
Owen Parker
self harmer since age 11 lmao. i bet you never did anything that actually hurt like chop your fingers off.
Id suggest a suicide method but I think this is more to get attention than actually do it. Fuck off.
Justin Anderson
Dear Mom and Dad,
I have been struggling for a long time. I wake up and I feel useless; I go to bed and nothing has changed. These feelings have persisted since I was eleven, and I never felt that I could talk to anyone about it without turning it into a joke. I want help. I want to stay alive. But I don't know where to go to get this help I need so desperately. So I have decided the best course of action is to be a fucking faggot and kill myself when things get tough because I can't be self sufficient. I resort to talking to complete strangers about it, knowing full well they'll just ask me for tit pics and I won't even deliver. Bye. Sorry for being a fucking idiot.
Elijah Edwards
Samefag
Liam Roberts
Inb4
>Thanks for the food, niggers. >I kms. >bai.
Blake Bell
Pics?
Andrew Davis
No lol nothing suggests that you fucking idiot
Matthew Clark
I've been depressed since I was 11 and scene since I was 13 to get attention from the desperate black clothed faggots in middle school. I'm leaning over the brink so I'm going to get advice from a incestual circle jerk of retards on the Internet.
Daniel Roberts
so you're a teenager
seems like a stupid reason to kill oneself but then again, you probably are stupid
Liam Rivera
You're 18 fucking years old and talking about killing yourself over easily solvable problems. Ok?? My best friend shot himself in the head with a shotgun when he was 19 in 2008. His family is and always will be emotionally fucked because of it. There isn't a day that passes that I don't look back and wish that I could have done something.
Think about someone other than yourself for a change.
Andrew Reed
Shotgun. Hardcore. Pics?
Jose Martin
Get off your high horse and kill yourself. No one intelligent gives a fuck about something so disposable.
Zachary Gutierrez
A suicide note without actually killing yourself is just an autobiography m8
Austin White
you sound 15 OP, if true don't do anything rash, 15 year olds are idiots. I'd say it gets better but im only 20 and my life has not improved at all since I was a young teenager, so meh, just think about it
Brayden Allen
why would he have pictures of his friends suicide
Henry Price
Gore fetishist?
Thomas Gonzalez
TITS OR GTFO JESUS WHAT THE FUCK
Michael Russell
Suppose u r right. Asking for proof. Tits or gtfo.
Joseph Wright
Wait, you have a pussy and you're going to kill yourself? Are you fat and ugly? If not, you could have a great career as an escort and/or exotic dancer.
Landon Jackson
his best friend blows his head off with a shotgun and then he just snaps a picture? seems unlikely
Adam Hughes
Or she could just fuck her way into vidya media.
Julian Price
Amy, it was your fault. You fucked with a guy who had a girlfriend and are equally responsible for tearing his relaionship apart. You are as bad as each other and should be decapitated for your sins. No one likes a homewrecker, he isn't "your love". He was using you as his side bitch because his girlfriend won't put out for him. You are unstable and jump to the first point of affection you can get. Allahu akbar.
Blake Scott
Bump
Logan Cox
Tl;dr Since everyone is asking for it I'm assuming you are a girl
>tits or gtfo
Jacob Clark
has OP abandoned the thread?
Hudson Jones
She could have a great career in anything. She has a fucking vagina, for fucks sakes.
Aiden Howard
She could be a landwhale
Leo Brooks
because he wants the tits idiot, lurk moar
William Morris
Wrong name faggot Topkek
Carter Young
...
Jaxon Bell
Kill yourself
Jose Williams
Im still here I just dont know what i should do, on one hand i dont want to live on the other hand i dont want to leave anyone behind