Like my suicide note Sup Forums ?

Like my suicide note Sup Forums ?
Also how should I kill myself?

Goodbye,

To everyone who gave a shit, I'm done with life, so fucking done. I really never wanted to live anyways. I've been a self harmer since I was 11 years old and I honestly didn't expect to make it to 18. I don't care if that makes me immature or whatever point is I looked back on that thought and realized I was right for thinking that way. I was completely right, I'm too stupid to live. Might as well enforce survival of the fittest. You might have saw me as a happy and cheerful girl. To a point that was true, but other times, a lot of times for no apparent reason, I wanted nothing more than to simply stop existing. I acted like an asshole to cover this up. With all the 9/11 jokes and shit, maybe my constant douchebaggery would distract people from the scars on my skin. I've wanted to die for so long, and it seems when things are starting to get better it gets worse. I had a job, I had a boyfriend, but now my life is falling apart again and I don't want to be around to see it. Last night I almost killed myself but I convinced myself that the feelings would pass, because they usually do. But this time? Well you're reading this aren't you? I've always loathed myself and now I've finally killed my worst enemy: myself.
Austin, I loved you until I took my final breath, please forgive me but I can't live anymore, i'm too scared. Move on, you can find a better girl than me just by stepping outside. I want you to be happy

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user, good luck, but please post tits before you go

Bye faggot.
Saged btw

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Bumping for tits

Not gonna happen that's one thing im going to take to my grave
But I guess if anyone has any questions, why not I'll probably be dead at the end of the day anyways

killing yourself won't be a release from your problems, just nothingness.
if you could make a list of everything you want in life and pass it to a genie, what would it be?

Live stream?

Stability mostly
I want to be stable
I want to know that my love won't leave me
I wish that I wasn't so immature
I wish that my ex wasnt my manager's son
I wish i didnt work with my worst enemy
I wish my love was a little more sensitive
I wish i could talk about my problems without turning them into a joke
I wish my emtions and my sense of self were stable
And i wish i was competent enough to carry on

guess what? all of those are things you can work on. give me a min to get on pc so i can type.

Nah just do it. Nose dive from a height. Fast and cheap. Joining you In a few weeks time

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alright so, let's talk about these one by one. ive been through depression and suicide myself but decided to keep on fighting, i hope you'll choose the same because ive turned my life around and you can too.

firstly, your relationship. you want to know he won't leave you, and you wish that he was more sensitive.
in my experience being in a long term relationship, communication is the most important thing and without it you won't know what to work on to keep you both happy. talk to him about how you're sensitive and certain things he does upsets you, making sure to keep things calm and respectful, make sure you both understand eachother's feelings on the subject.

why do you think he might leave you?

I don't know I'm just so damn afraid of it, he promises he won't leave me but he barely texts me i know its because he's busy or asleep but it bothers me. He's not 18 quite yet like I am so his mom basically runs his life and I havent seen him in a month, and my mom hates his ass

Go back to Tumblr, attention whore.

well, maybe you two should talk about your relationship goals and expectations, tell him that you wish you could see eachother more and you wish he'd text back. you may love him, but your life is more important than a relationship.

I have, then it goes right back to the same shit

JUST END IT

maybe he just doesn't see things the same way as you, and it's time to move on. if he isn't making an effort to see you that says something.

>just nothingness.

it happens eventually anyways whether we want it to or not. no point in delaying it if you're living in constant misery like op probably is.

He said that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me

there's almost always potential to turn your life around into something happy

Sharpie in the pooper livestream while drowning in mountain dew you fat fuck.

This

do his actions match up with that?

Tits or gtfo. ( prove it).

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Tits before you rot fag

Stop looking for attention and kill yourself op.

When he is able to contact me, yes, he does try to see me but it just doesnt happen

I have never understood what would drive someone to take their own life. You only get one and there's so much to do in the world today. You might be depressed, you might be absolutely fucking miserable, but something is better than the never ending void of death. then again, who knows what's on the other side? that's just my opinion, take it or leave it.

Honestly it's pretty crappy writing. Take out the swears and throw blame on someone. I want to write a suicide note but I'm too fuckin lame to kill myself

Newfag here courious. Why did you bump me. Supposed to be lurking to figure out the etiquette but I don't have patience c

Pull a Baton Rouge, frame BLM.

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God isn't real so have fun with the lack of existence. If you kill yourself you will be wasting a life with which you can make a lot of people happy. It's pretty fucking selfish.

I know it's crappy writing, i cheated all through highschool just to graduate.

No op, if your gonna kys, do it with hard drugs, that wud b sweet

I haven't committed suicide yet simply to spite my haters. I will not do them any favors they want me dead they gonna have ta work for it.

If you want me to edit it I can make it pretty good. Writing is one of my strongest subjects, because I'm not a waste of flesh.

I've thought the same thing. Suicide is painful not only for you, but for everyone else in your life.

FUCKING QUADS!!! You HAVE to let him edit it now

It's okay Sup Forumsro, they'll get the jist of it id I actually manage to be able to end my life this time

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there will always be other people in the world, don't settle for someone you're not totally happy with. if you're trying to make things work right now and they aren't, why would they work in the future?

>I wish that I wasn't so immature
how so?
>I wish that my ex wasn't my manager's son
>I wish i didn't work with my worst enemy
find a new job, sure it'll take some work but it's better than killing yourself
>I wish i could talk about my problems without turning them into a joke
you need to find someone you can trust to talk to, and open up to them

Say yes only so you can see what he edits it to

Please livestream it for us. I need some entertainment i had a shitty day.

He can fucking edit it anyway, he doesn't need her permission.
Make a sec c edit and post it on your social media faggot.

Useless fun fact useless fun fact. Girls attempts suicide 10x more often then guys but guys are more successful when we do attempt it.

Fucking female faggots

Austin here.. I love you. Please.. please don't take your life. I will be lonely..

I think it`s too edgy

You have your hand, dumbass.

That's why suicide rates are higher in men, right?

the people on tumblr told me to do it

Am male. You need tits? Dunno how to time stamp though.

paper you retard

KEK

>implying you're actually him
Mhm totally

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All suicide notes are edgy

Yes that's why. When girls try to kill themselves they use pills or a knife. Generally it's not immediately fatal or fatal in first place. It's meant more as attention attractor. With guys when we decide to die we mean it. We don't do it for attention. As such we tend to pick far more lethal ways such as a firearm, noose or jumping.

This bitch is going nowhere, she just wants some sympathy from random tards because she doesn't have friends of her own.

do it faggot

self harmer since age 11 lmao. i bet you never did anything that actually hurt like chop your fingers off.

Id suggest a suicide method but I think this is more to get attention than actually do it. Fuck off.

Dear Mom and Dad,

I have been struggling for a long time. I wake up and I feel useless; I go to bed and nothing has changed. These feelings have persisted since I was eleven, and I never felt that I could talk to anyone about it without turning it into a joke. I want help. I want to stay alive. But I don't know where to go to get this help I need so desperately. So I have decided the best course of action is to be a fucking faggot and kill myself when things get tough because I can't be self sufficient. I resort to talking to complete strangers about it, knowing full well they'll just ask me for tit pics and I won't even deliver. Bye. Sorry for being a fucking idiot.

Samefag

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>Thanks for the food, niggers.
>I kms.
>bai.

Pics?

No lol nothing suggests that you fucking idiot

I've been depressed since I was 11 and scene since I was 13 to get attention from the desperate black clothed faggots in middle school. I'm leaning over the brink so I'm going to get advice from a incestual circle jerk of retards on the Internet.

so you're a teenager

seems like a stupid reason to kill oneself
but then again, you probably are stupid

You're 18 fucking years old and talking about killing yourself over easily solvable problems. Ok?? My best friend shot himself in the head with a shotgun when he was 19 in 2008. His family is and always will be emotionally fucked because of it. There isn't a day that passes that I don't look back and wish that I could have done something.

Think about someone other than yourself for a change.

Shotgun. Hardcore. Pics?

Get off your high horse and kill yourself. No one intelligent gives a fuck about something so disposable.

A suicide note without actually killing yourself is just an autobiography m8

you sound 15 OP, if true don't do anything rash, 15 year olds are idiots. I'd say it gets better but im only 20 and my life has not improved at all since I was a young teenager, so meh, just think about it

why would he have pictures of his friends suicide

Gore fetishist?

TITS OR GTFO JESUS WHAT THE FUCK

Suppose u r right. Asking for proof. Tits or gtfo.

Wait, you have a pussy and you're going to kill yourself? Are you fat and ugly? If not, you could have a great career as an escort and/or exotic dancer.

his best friend blows his head off with a shotgun and then he just snaps a picture? seems unlikely

Or she could just fuck her way into vidya media.

Amy, it was your fault. You fucked with a guy who had a girlfriend and are equally responsible for tearing his relaionship apart. You are as bad as each other and should be decapitated for your sins. No one likes a homewrecker, he isn't "your love". He was using you as his side bitch because his girlfriend won't put out for him. You are unstable and jump to the first point of affection you can get. Allahu akbar.

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Since everyone is asking for it I'm assuming you are a girl

>tits or gtfo

has OP abandoned the thread?

She could have a great career in anything. She has a fucking vagina, for fucks sakes.

She could be a landwhale

because he wants the tits idiot, lurk moar

Wrong name faggot
Topkek

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Kill yourself

Im still here
I just dont know what i should do, on one hand i dont want to live on the other hand i dont want to leave anyone behind