Hey Sup Forumsros, I'm feeling down and I'm hoping you guys can help me out again. I come here now and again and I honestly get great help with whatever is happening with me. I'll try my best to keep the story short, and hopefully some of you can read through all of this and share some words of wisdom, I really need them right now.
I have a friend named Jack, his GF named Jill, we live in Southern California. Jill used to live in Northern California, and since the move several of her friends come down to visit a few times a year. Jill has an amazing friend, fuck it we're just gonna call her Jackie I guess. I met Jackie after my first break up, I was 18 and it was at a party Jill was throwing. As soon as I walk in the door I'm introduced to Jill and all her friends, and I hit it off with them really well. Jackie and I were inseperable the whole night, we got along really well, and the next day she was gone excited for the next time she could come visit.
About 6 months pass, she comes down, and after spending a whole day with her alone cause all of my friends have work, I realize that I'm falling for her hard. I didn't want to ruin her time here by making a move and her possibly not being interested, it could make things awkward and decided it wasn't fair to her. She stayed for a week, we were together almost every day, and she was gone again. I wrote her a letter telling her how I felt, and a faggy poem that I worked really hard on. She got it, told me she didn't see me that way, but we continued being friends.