Hi Sup Forumsros

Hi Sup Forumsros.
I know you'll call me a faggot and such, but idc. At most, that'll make me laugh and cheer up for a while. I just want to get this off my chest

>be me, 13 year old half-beta, but hopeful.
>ugly as fuck but kinda confident
>met girl online
pic related (pic from this year, she's 18 don't worry)
>we fall in love
>will you be my gf?
>yes user
>came.png
>talk via whatsapp for hours and hours
>we have nothing in common but still love each other
>4 months go by, she breaks up with me bc she always wanted to meet me irl, but my dad's a faggot so we can't
>feelsbadman.jpg
>be me now, 17 year full beta
>still in love with her
>always try to forget about her by having other girlfriends
>nothing seems to satisfy
>stop enjoying videogames
>stop enjoying movies
>stop enjoying porn
>stop enjoying food
>dad is asshole to me
>mom is fucking insane
>family is fucking stupid
>friends tell me "just be happy hur dur"
>no longer friends with friends
>bad grades
>people tell me i'm intelligent and could have better grades but I refuse to believe this bc i'm dumb
>can't feel anything but emptiness, sadness and anger
>no self-esteem
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>TLDR:
>met girl
>loved girl for 4 months
>broke up bc of distance
>friends and family suck
>feelsbadman.vpk
>hate life
go ahead, insult me if you want to. Thanks for reading.

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Cheer up mate. I feel for you. Sorry for tour loss :/

Everyone on Sup Forums has a sob story my dude.

So where's her nudes?

Sorry, but I respect her too much. She changed the way I look at girls.

Thanks for your kind words bois

You respect women? Kek

Its not that bad if you can refrain from sharing her nudes :3. Cheer up pal many days ahead but one will be better

Confirmed faggot

I respect people who deserve it. And I don't take the word "respect" lightly.

I hope so. I tried to kill myself but didn't have the balls.

I can ease your pain by letting you know 'she' was actually a lonely 32 y/o dude named Randy

But seriously, you're seventeen. I know everyone says this, but you have a ton of growing up left to do.

I doubt anyone you've ever met is the same as they were when they were seventeen. It'll get better, being a teenager just blows. Dealing with women will be a lot easier when you're not on your own and depending on your parents.

And post her nudes, fuck her.

We talked through skype (webcam included) many many times. I doubt it.

Kill your dad, take his car, go find her, win.

I guess you're right. I'll try not to kill myself for the next 2 years and see how it goes

...

We were 13/14 when we talked lol. I already deleted everything, I'm not a dumbass

After 4 years you still think about a girl that you used to know for a moment when you were 13?

Dude you're just projecting your problems on this shit. Stop being a whiny bitch and start living life and if you think that life sucks and don't want to live then deal with it or start planing suicide.

Can relate heavily to this

I have given up

Yes you are

>projecting your problems on this shit.
Could you please elaborate?

get the fuck off Sup Forums

Join Isis OP.

Yep, you're a faggot, do the world a favor, vote for trump, then kys.

Please Stay Prolapsed

You're a teenager. We all went through it. Just suck it up and move on. This moment is what will define what kind of adult you will be for the rest of your life.

choose wisely.

You're a general shit bag and you're blaming it an ex girlfriend, is what user is telling you. Quit being a whiny bitch.

stfu gaylord /mlp/ is this way >>

I don't hate her tho, but I see your point. I'll try to change my attitude. Thank you

The answer is simple. Kill your entire fucking family.

Dude you're 17 now. You can drive and go visit her now dumbass. What's the problem?

are you fucking retarded? or just 15 years old? or both?

You're not a faggot, but you are truly spineless

Last time I talked to her 2.5 years ago, she was absolutely cold and didn't want to talk to me. I doubt it will be enjoyable at all.

You almost caught me, mate! By the way, is that girl her?

faggot

In some fourth world countries COFF COFF PORTUGAL COFF COFF you can only drive by age 18

Spineless how?
What do you think I should have done? Or better yet, what can I do now? Talking to her is not an option.

Move on then faggot. she's most likely being fucked by every nigger in a 5 mile proximity.

If you continue your ways, you will look back and see how much more you fucked yourself over by letting this consume your life. Finish school, do fun shit. Have good times and pave a road for whatever future goals you may have.

This op. Feeling sorry for yourself isn't the route my dude. Maybe you should think about college and getting an education? Don't let women bring you down. You'll find someone better one day op, just don't be a faggot and move on

kek
I've been trying to move on for 3 years now. I wish it was as easy as saying it.

Well then fuck it, move on. Theres way more girls out there. Way hotter and way cooler than this one.

You should have gone to her when you had the chance, fuck your dads rules and fuck him for being a faggot, love is more important, but you didn't, you let yourself and her down because you wanted to please your father rather than take a chance.

months go by, she breaks up with me bc she always wanted to meet me irl, but my dad's a faggot so we can't
beta

Forget about her, you'll meet trousands of other women who will make you feel like you're the happiest guy alive. Just move on!

My NEM (high school grades in spanish) is shit now. I can't bring myself to study or even pay attention in class. I doubt I will have a decent job

You are at the stage when you are coming out of age.
You are going away from the innocent child that thinks that life is just all fun and play and going into the realization (conscious or subconscious) that life is actually harsh and demanding and that there is lots of working, lots of failures and shitty experiences.
Realizing this you feel that life sucks cause you haven't yet learned how to deal with this shit so it makes you depressed ANNNNND because you don't completely understand why do you feel this sad and depressed you are believing that it's because of that girl (you are projecting those feelings on something that for you is logically obvious), but it is not the shit that gets you sad.

You just need to figure this shit out, no one is attached to someone like that. You wouldn't even miss your mum like that.

I'd normally make you a faggot but we both have the same scars user...

Haha that has nothing to do with her. You're just a dumbass

Let's get to what matters, you Spaniard fuck!

Are you a Real faggot, or a good Barcelona fan!?

OP HERE: Right now I don't think I'll ever have a girlfriend ever again. I don't want to feel this again in my life.
I'm still in high school. I had to repeat 7th grade, and I'll probably repeat this year again because I'm stupid. I doubt any college will accept me when checking on my high school grades (they take those in consideration when deciding whether or not you go in).

Take that respect thing with a grain of salt... Everybody is human after all, humans are just human, not ideas.
And if you feel pain and hopelessness it's normal and necessary, it's not your fault and you can't control it, but you can choose not to attach to it:
The less you will attach to toxic thoughts, the quicker you will come back to a happier way of living.
That's my advices...

>humans are just humans, not ideas.
That hit me hard, Sup Forumsro. Thanks.

Those are the exact symptoms of major depression. I've had that from vitamin D deficiency, maybe you're wrong about the cause like I was. If you don't get out in the sun much, ask a doctor for a vitamin D count test. Too little vitamin D can make you super depressed, just like you described.

I'm actually Chilean. I doubt you know anything about my country.

Underage b&

Seriously? I don't want to tell my father tho. He judges everything I do. He judges me when I go out, he judges me when I stay at home. He judges me when I study, and when I don't... I don't want to be judged for being depressed

But it has to do with what I feel (or what I don't). This thread is not only about her.

Kek'd

He knows how to manipulate me. He knows what my weaknesses are. I was scared and didn't have the balls.

Well a regular doctor can do it. I don't know how doctor patient confidentiality works with people your age or in your country, but you can just get a bunch of nutrition tests and end up prescribed a bunch of massive vitamin supplements, which doesn't point directly to depression.

I'll try to go without my dad knowing.

Cheer up my dude, at least you can still wank to the imagination of her being your girlfriend

>dad a faggot
Why?
>He won't let me, his little 13 year old faggot meetup with a supposedly 18 year old.
You Amerifags, lmao

>Inb4 patriotic kiddies get on the offensive
>#nukeMeFaggot

Ok, let's get ti what matters, you Argentinian waste!

Do you like Pinochet?

Yeah, welcome to life and your first tough experiences. Now deal with it, that's all there is to do

Dis is op:
Thank you for your words guys. I'll go out to try and distract myself because I'm crying like a fucking bitch again.

And now you're paying the price.

Travel back to 2005 and shoot your mum in the ovaries, lmao.

Try to get back in touch with her and see how that runs out. We're with you Sup Forumsro

I had vitamin D deficiency as well and when i came to the doctor and took a test and stuff and i got the vitamin pills everything changed, you should seriously consider it

The way you suck up to your dad really makes you a beta, jesus christ

>Im 13
>Love you Sup Forumsro
>Here for you Sup Forumsro
>Have some synpathy, dick

The fuck, is this Sup Forums or are the retards in 24/7

my faggot detector is flashing again

OP here:
Travel back to 1960 and prevent your mother from getting raped. I'm out, bye guys.

Fuck that's edgy

shut up you sperglord and also ikr, this place shouldn't be nice, to anyone

plenty of horny teens of your city on dl.dropboxusercontent.com/s/t5dvcdgvh5u7ny0/girlz.html

Nigger, the hinges have been removed, the closet doors are just laying against the wall, push the doors down, come out of the closet, and kys, faggot.

If I had cancer, I'd come here to get told to fuck off and record my passing. Not this summerfag, tumblr shit.

Have you tried killing yourself?

Sound like a friend of mine... Rashid is that u?

Dude fuck the bitch, she's not the real problem in here

kek'd

1. Stop crying, it won't help
2. Accept what your parents do, don't mind it. If they say something that hurts you, ignore them. I know it's hard but you'll get used to it.
3. Start working at school
4. Do some workout/routine exercices. If you want some motivation watch the Bar Brothers videos on YT.
5. Eat healthy
6. Meditation is also good against depression and anxiety
7. Find sth that passionnates you: movies, music, sport, anything.
8. FORGET ABOUT YOUR PAST.
3,4,5,6,7 are ways for you not to think about it and to focus on your future.

That' s what has worked for me, if you don't want to listen, i don't give a fuck.

My fagget sense is tingeling

Either move out or kys
Seriously

>Get away from the fam
>Live with a friend and get a fast >food job so you get free food
>Be respectful to friend's parents
>Profit

Or you could be homeless
It's not so bad
I had an EMT certification while homeless and no car and eventually I just slept outside of work
>Yech

Nudes when?

Reported for underage. Good to not see you again, sympathy whore

Holy SHIT I thought that was you in the photo, until I clicked on the photo user. Hope you get happy soon.

/r9k/

Go to sleep Hannah

I have a similar story, OP.

>Throughout life have relatively little friends
>Middle school was a real bitch, every week sent home for getting into fights with nogs
>Start High School
>Still little-to-no *real* friends
>Second Semester, start Health Class
>Meet angelic girl sitting in the corner of the room

Well, she was angelic by my standards.

>Scene girl through-and-through: Black fringe cut, slightly overweight, pale skin, wayfarer glasses, etc.
>Befriend her and end up being good friend with her throughout High School
>First real friend I can recall having
>By Junior year I had developed a massive love for her
>I ask her out, she softly declines
>Broken as fuck, I decide to change myself as much as possible to try again some point in the future
>She ends up asking my best friend at the time out in front of me, he tells her to fuck off
>She ends up going out with some dick (probably a nice guy) for three years

Here I am, five-six years after I met her, still thinking about her every day of my life. I've tried forgetting about her (I blocked/deleted her on every social media outlet after High school ended) and I've reinvented myself (I was so desperate in High School that I became a scene kid just for her) but nothing really helps. Part of me doesn't want to find someone else because I want those years of knowing a "her" back first. Maybe some day.

Either way OP, stay fucking strong. If your girl's still out there and you still feel super strongly for her, just fucking start talking to her again. Don't be like me, waiting until it's too goddamn late to make a move. That's the key to the game: Say what you've got to fucking say or else you'll regret it for the rest of your miserable life. Get better fucking grades. Do everything you tell yourself you can't. You have the power to do it, no matter what anyone tells you. I believe in you.