How often do you think about suicide?

How often do you think about suicide?

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never

>be me
>about one year ago
>very unhappy
>much alone
>not wow
>got a new job
>got a few friends
>got a gf
>happier
>now about once a week
>getting better

Constantly

never seriously

this

It is idiotic to not consider all options.

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since i remember my self even at the hapiest moments

constantly on 4 days/week

only once a day usually on the drive home from work
will never do it though
is that normal?

Sometimes several times a day, sometimes several times a minute.

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nothing is normal, user.

Thinking about suicide while driving a car sounds pretty dangerous to me.

>Never think of suicide
>afraid of death

>sometimes several times a minute

you have a really weak short time memory

you are not afraid of deatg, you are afraid of the pain.

Actually afraid of what will come after I died.
>autistic as fuck
>like to know whats going to happen

its not dangerous because I said I wouldnt do it

Nah I just try to suppress those thoughts

Yeah, what if you forgot about that.

Anyways, why user?

I think about it frequently but I have never thought about committing it

Every fucking day user

ehhh most mornings then i rub the feeling out and kill a few million kids

Sure life is crap but I'm not done yet.

every day, but today l live for another day...

recently often , im tired of being depressed and paranoid all the time , just wondering when it will be the right day to drown in bathtub

never, dude.

nearly every day! fuck i cant wait for the dirt nap.....

At least once an hour.

Everyday since 3-4 years, earlier too but less often
Would do it but dont want to make my family even more disapointment and shame
inb4 teenage problems Im 22 yr, made a lot of stupid things, fail studies and being neet alcoholic from couple of years, but since new year I dont drink, dont use drugs and started again with driver license, got exam next month
I olso lost over 45 pounds
Since i dont drink i have a lot less paranoias, but still have some and have no social life because of that
Comparing today to previous year I could be happy, back then i losted all hope
On new years eve i ended up in mental illnes hospital, after mixing alcohol with benzo and cutting veins
I call the ambulance myself like a little pussy. I was talking to myself that I didnt want my mom to find me dead in the bathrom with the blood on the floor and walls, but now I think i was just scared of death when it was close
Dont remember nothing since telephone, woked up in hospital and been there one and half week. A lot of suiciders was there, but it was a quiet place. When i was free, decided to make an esperal
I know its not as good as therapy, but it works and Im clean. My life is slowly getting better

Your life will never get better.
You'll always have certain things that trigger you into a downward spiral. Sure you might feel fine for day or two but all it takes a sound or a certain smell and its hello darkness my old friend

>source
Me

everyday

As long as there are women on the planet im sticking around.

I feel you user. Too much of a pussy to do anything.

ive come to talk with you again

a fucklot of times, too much actually, but I need to divorce first , I don't want my wife to have a cent coming from me, dead or alive

A few times a week.

I think about it every now again, not every day, but maybe every week. It would be an end to this chaotic soup of which I feel I am the primary ingredient. However, my mum would be really sad if I offed myself, so I reasoned that I would end it all only after paying my dues and contribute something of value to society. Fortunately I have considerable skill in mathematics, so maybe I will discover a new theorem and its proof. A man is ready for sleep after a hard days work; it is in this way that the result must be of sufficient weight for suicide to await.

everyday, usually one of the first thoughts that pop into my head.
then I keep thinking about all day long, until I go to sleep.
Then I usually go to sleep imagining a good life, then telling myself that I'm soon going to kill myself, afterall I can't keep this up for long.

OP you weak faggot, do a mass shooting and make your name survive for ever. Go man, take some fucking boring faggot normies with ya.

Every fucking day

It happens everyday. I'm not strong enough to do it seriously. How can I found the courage to do it?

alhocool &droges

Can confirm
I'd be considering suicide daily without drugs

Nearly every day i got in trouble with the police about it too... if you wanna know about it just ask
i have bi-polar so its kind of hard to take away the depression and feeling about ending my life like someone with depression would

Can also confirm. Only reason to live.

Every god damn day, look: youtu.be/kqrU8r8P49A

>be me
>orphan
>raised by alcoholic and abusive foster parents
>grow up abused and witnessing violence in family
>get diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder
>attempt suicide 2 times
>gets hospitalize and I have to take 5 different medication, nothing for anxiety
>i can't leave the house without having a full blown panic attack
>cry every night to sleep
>i caught first bf cheating on me
>second one beat me up then left me, it's been 2 years and I still cry thinking of him and I'm not recovered yet
>drop out of college
>get a little fat, no more qt twink
>come out as fag to mom
>she threatens to kick me out of the house
>nobody to love and take care of me
>i cry everywhere due to intense emotional pain and i tell other people that I'm okay
>i hate myself for allowing me to live till this point because the emotional suffering is so intense
>i don't care about my family since it's their fault
>i hope i rot in hell

I consider suicide daily, does it count ?

Every time when I think about why my best friend did it.

>got in trouble with the police about it too.
Attention-seeking fargot.

THE ONLY THING I TOOK OUT OF THAT IS YOU ARE A GIRL
so... i hate to be the one but
face pic or gtfo

Why'd he do it?

wasnt attention seeking i didnt call the people next to my house did

No, I'm not a grill, user, I'm a twink.

Mostly during masturbation.

>come out as fag
>girl
choose one

+1 for alcohol.

The bottle's helped me sleep on more than one night.

Still attention-seeking.
There are so many ways and opportunities to kys without getting interference from others and you chose the one that alerted the neighbors.

still im half there already pic or gtfo

few times a week

yeah i read up to the boyfriend part i just couldnt care less afterwards

Well that's not too strange considering what your masturbation material is.

Pic of what?

After I left my old job and accepted I'll never be half of what my dad was, maybe once every two weeks which is nice. I'm a lot happier now.

Is everything ok OP?

A fair bit. But I'd never actually go through with it. Always wondered if it's normal to just think about it without the will to ever do it???

i wasnt trying to kill myself you fucktard thats why i told you to ask

face mate

Do you take solace in the fact that there are millions of pics of qt grils like the one you posted, readily available to you at the push of a button?

It's cliche but we're our own worst critics.

There may be people who look up to you like you looked up to your dad.

You don't know what I touch myself to...

It's not unusual for it to come to mind once in a while but "a fair bit" suggests that the frequency for you leans to obsessive, which is not normal.

I'm going to go out on a limb here and say: gay animals having sex.

ugh, fine

Why did your neighbors call the cops on you?

Nope.

I hope so. My dad was the definition of success, I'm a pretty mediocre guy.

Check out this link, I think it's pretty interesting. Falling short of standards is one of the reasons that lead to suicide.

blogs.scientificamerican.com/bering-in-mind/being-suicidal-what-it-feels-like-to-want-to-kill-yourself/

Maybe twice a month or so. Used to be alot more.

Then.. do you masturbate to gay animals not having sex?

lesbian porn

ooo ok now you want to know after saying im attention seeking fuck you
but as you asked it was pretty much i was way to stressed out and depressed and my family were on my back so i just went and threated my brother with a "object" not gonna say what anyway the police came and so did a ambulance i got arrested but then relased in the house for some reason anyway i didnt goto jail as nothing really bad happend but i still have a warning or something thats what they said to me now i have to go back to the therapist even though i dont live with them anymore as it was a year course i had to do but i get to take drugs to help me now so... >anyway i dont mind if you think im saying this shit for attention im just telling you my story about my 1st and only arrest

I think other people should think about it more. I myself, never think about it.

>be at high school
>become best buddies
>have fun for years
>learn that he has been abused by his mother, when we got drunk once
>meet future wife
>he gets gf too
>gf leaves him for black guy
>I graduate
>he decides to have masters degree in teaching so he can teach foreign students
>he gets into a car accident
>brain aneurism
>his left side gets paralyzed
>can't finish his studies
>one year later his dad dies in cancer
>we decide to marry
>invite all friends
>of course him too
>he never comes
>we speak ever so rarely
>he tells me his mother started t abuse him again
>calling him a failure
>blaming him for everything she has failed in for her entire life
>she beats him up regularly
>want to help
>we decide to get him a flat until he can go to rehab and a sink
>call him
>he never answers
>his mother calls me once shouting like an animal
>finally decipher that my buddy is dead
>mom blames me for secretly encouraging her only beloved son to do it
>feel devastated and disgusted
>one year later
>lawsuit
>present all my messenger logs, where I encourage him to get help and offer help
>finaly clear my name
>still feel empty and devastated
Yeah. Fuck that whore for driving him to suicide.

That's awful user...

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Its the cowards way out.

>twining at lyf

Maybe once a day, or at least every other day. Is it wierd that I have a set plan if I ever wanted to go through with it? Im not sure if I would act on it, but I have it.

Multiple times a day.

I'm clinically depressed tho, so maybe not the best one to ask

What is your plan?

>lived with maternal grandparents
>mother tried to kill me when I was 4.
>father got custody of me after my grandfather, the only sane person in the house, had a stroke.
>I walked in on my grandfather slouched on a couch, shook him to no avail, father called 911 he died...
>father got cancer, he lived but i had to move
>lived with uncle for year
>few years later grandmother has a stroke. Had to pull the plug. HOWEVER, we cry our tears and find out we cannot that day because of hospital so we have to relive it next day.
>horrible in school except for math, computer science or Philosophy. Complete idiot and could never stand up for myself.
>never had sex, 23

In all honesty I think about suicide at least once, but not really because of depression, but because I keep thinking what am I living for? Essentially absurdism.

Shit man, i come here to laugh at stupidity and i find this..
Sorry to hear
What other cliché things do peeps say..
oh yeah
Stay strong!

I wouldn't dare do it. Just got back from a funeral, guy younger than me killed himself.

Cried like a damn baby.

ayyyyyyyyyy

What's your first language?

It's english. I took German but was shitty at it.

post butt pls

no one cares about posts that long in threads like this one. Kill yourself now.
Bye.

Go and open your eye. His English is right on good. Go to school on the subject.

The length isn't as much of a problem as the formatting is.

>Had to pull the plug. HOWEVER, we cry our tears and find out we cannot that day because of hospital so we have to relive it next day.

nigger