Guys, I think I'm a pedophile, and I'm disgusted with myself. I'm 20...

Guys, I think I'm a pedophile, and I'm disgusted with myself. I'm 20, and I actively seek out lolicon and even porn of girls who look extremely underage, such as Gigi Rivera, Kelsi Monroe, Milena D. I've hit on my underage stepsister (14) multiple times, and get jealous when I see her with her boyfriend.

I don't know what to do with myself. I'm scared that I one day in many years might be so desensitized that I do something that would land me jail-time. Has anyone else had experience with this? How should this be handled?

Get some psychiatric help before your harmless fantasies actually get a child hurt.

how does your step sister respond to your advances?

Hey user, do what I do, fuck 16-20yos who are 4'11-5'3
Ddlg is pretty popular now
I'm tall with a dad bod and an over caring personality. Getting a petite girl to call you daddy is pretty fucking great

also, step away from the internet for awhile. it's fucking your head up

Do this if you wanna an hero

Stay in the shadow like we do if you wanna live on

Most people your age would like a 14 year old girlfriend too, it's not immoral or even weird. People will hate you because of it though, hard to explain exactly why but basically they are like SJW. Lolicon is gross though, I think you should stick to 13/14 at minimum. If you move to another country you could marry somebody at that age and nobody will give a fuck. Good luck OP, the world just loves to hate.

Actually looking for someone to be my little girl in an online ddlg chat. Any femanons into it?

I could never harm a child, and I understand the line between fantasy and reality. That said, I'm afraid when I'm 42 and fed up with life, I might just one day think fuck it.

I used to babysit her, and she would often follow me around. As she got older (11-13) she started looking at me with more lust than playfulness. At 14 at a christmas, I sat with my arm around her and cuddled her shoulder. She was really into that. She got a boyfriend a few months later, and I get internally triggered when I see him. I can control it though.

Yes I am totally into that, though I would prefer big brother. Have few sexual experiences though.

Yes, I am not attracted to girls under 12, under that it stops arousing me. When I indirectly ask my friends about their interests, they're growing out of it, but for me, the interest is only getting stronger.

Femanons in a loli thread admitting to being femanons in a loli thread? You're funny

Same user, here's my room just in case.

bloochat.com/little

Happens more than you think

this might be relevant to your interests:

If you'd prefer big bro then go find yourself a cute weeb.
Thro together a cosplay and go to a local con.
Even at shitty conventions there's lots of hoes

And they are not the woman equivalent of a neck beard? I really want to believe.

Don't worry, I understand you. I was thinking the same thing some years ago but u don't need to be worried. If u are not a perver u will not be a child molester, I haven't abuse anyone, I also love women and girls. If u see a 20 super sexy girl you don't go to rape her, only a molester do that. The same thing to a pedophile, there are molesters and lovers. If u don't want to hurt children you will not be a molester.

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Oh, so pedophelia does not equal child molester. Who would have thought the news actually lied. Well that's relieving, even though it should be obvious to me lol. I am definitely a pervert tho, but a pervert with self control.

>telling anyone about this irl
You're the one who needs psychiatric help, m8.

Seriously, talk to your step-sister about it.

Watch the movie "Mr. Nobody" for motivation.

I'm waiting for her to break up with him. I'm still actively mind gaming her, at the occasional family dinners. I'm hoping she'll come around once she gets a bit older.

Oh user I know how you feel. I used to be in the same spot as you a couple months ago until I said to myself that enough is enough. So I stopped fapping to loli hentai. I deleted everything loli related and started masturbating to normal women again.
The first 2 weeks were very hard and I thought that I won't be able to get away from loli porn. But then things started to change and I lost more and more intrest in loli.
And now I don't even feel the need to fap to them anymore.

I am sure that you can do the same

Dont worry user, you're not a paedophile at all :).
You just want to fuck your step sister.
Since she is underage you also like underage porn more.
I see nothing wrong with this, you aren't even related by blood.

Off-topic: why the fuck does she have a bf at 14?

No they're usually nerdy anime weeabo type girls.. wait, so yeah kinda..

(OP)

But I derive a lot of pleasure from the innocent cuteness of them.

Well in Denmark we can drink at 14, and have sex at 15.

Meh, pedophilia is normal compared to some shit on here

You are a hebephile, which is different to being a pedophile.

I do this as well. Here is my ex.

Get that help in Germany. Anywhere else might registere you as a sex offender just for you trouble

Because younger and younger girls are becoming common whores.
Why haven't you switched to glorious 2D yet?

14 is fucking fine for your age to be attracted to, you're normal man.

Even if you don't grow out of it, just don't act on it. It's as easy as that, you'll be fine.

Looks like I should move to Denmark.
I make my years income in a summer in canada so I don't need to worry abut work.
Is DeMar going to shit like the rest of Europe or are you somewhat free from the mudslimes

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Even then, you can just do what
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Like what, necrophila

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Nice. She looks like she was probably a freak. Heres my current girl

Konata is not a loli. she is 18+

More?

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Trips confirms, though body type does have something to do with loli

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well im just saying if you pulled down her pants she would have a massive bush. not very loli

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Lolicon? No issue there... look at whatever you want as far as that goes man. It's drawings. They don't feel. They're imaginary. Just fap away to Konata's amazing ass. (Also, Konata's like... 17 or something in the anime? Perfectly legal in Japan... )

Now, if you're actually IRL attracted to underage girls and that doesn't start going away real soon?
(Ie, you're 20 now, a 14 or 15 year old girl can still look hot to you, and that's not creepy in reality, but when you're 29, 14 year olds probably stop being attractive, hopefully. My wife was 15 when I was 20... so I don't think it's that creepy an age difference... yes, I knew her when she was 15... no there's no creepy / erotic stories of underage sex. Sorry Sup Forumsros.)

Now, if you're attracted to them BECAUSE they're underage, that's a weird issue. I think you should seek help from a psychologist.

Also: FAP DAILY!
I can't stress this enough. I had a problem in my teens that I was constantly tempted to just go after WHAT EVER would let me fuck it, if I hadn't fapped that day. Like, shit drove me insane. I never got laid in my teens strangely enough.

But yeah, just:

Wake up,
fap real quick,
Go to work / school,
Take lunch, while on lunch, fap if possible.
Finish work / school day,
Come home and fap again,
Eat dinner / evening stuff,
Fap again.
Sleep.

Just do that. It'll help.

what am i looking at?

Yes please

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She is hot dude, I would fuck her until she couldn't walk for a day or so... Would really love to get my hand around her throat. Any more user?

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>shaving
>girls can hit puberty and develop pubic hair from 7+

Hi! I'm writing a text-based porn game filled with Succubi!

In it, you meet a large assortment of Succubi, including pic related. Their story is that they were painfully turned from young human girls into succubi centuries ago.

But I guess, even though they have the body of little girls, they're not considered Loli since they're hundreds of years old.

Good to know! Guess I'll go to major publishers and start trying to sell them on the premise. That'll go great, now that I know I'm not in a legal gray area.

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Long as that's legal in your area, cool, whatever.

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the ride never ends

Niiiice. Also you have no idea.

And before anyone asks, yes, I shamelessly steal CG and images from other porn games for the pictures of my characters. I can't draw for shit, but I'm also never going to make money off of my work so it's... probably fine.

> me cauliflower
havent keked this hard in so long

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(OP)

Problem is theres a large general stigma around 'phelia'. I mentioned it to a psychiatrist at one point, and he kept mishearing 'hebephile' as 'pedophile'. It's also automatically assosiated with 'child molester' no matter what you call it. There's so much stigma and taboo around this subject that It cannot be mentioned at all, even to close friends. And that's something I'm very uncomfortable with..

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But they never have pubic lice!? Seriously, there is a huge absence of crabs itt.

She'd probably drink bleach just to feel clean again

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I think a lot of people are hebephiles they just don't want to admit it, a lot of people like the idea of taking a virgin etc etc.

But I agree that people would assume hebephile = child molester. Some anons still think being a pedophile means your a child molester too which is sad.

my favorite one
>AIDS?

I agree with you entirely, but there is a clear difference in it to which nobody will listen. I mean the point is to realize that you yourself are not a pedophile.

:P Pedophilia is fucked up, hebephilia is somewhat understandable. I wish more people knew the difference.

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Not really anything that won't lead to her fb or isn't too lewd to post.
Here's a half Korean that cheated on me 2 months after I moved .
Pic was taken 2 days after her 18th bday
She was a nympho whod keep me in her room for hours

Hey man, I'm into lolicon but the only person I have told about it is a very close friend. She didn't say anything about it but she usually jokes around with me calling me a lolicon and stuff.

Well I'm 20 same as op. So it's basicly legal in anywhere

>:P Pedophilia is fucked up, hebephilia is somewhat understandable. I wish more people knew the difference.

you're still pretty fucked

mfw 14 is legal where i live

More people would be pedophiles if it was acceptable, that being said I only really like consenting lolis so I still wouldn't be comfortable with rape (cause everyone assumes if you're a pedo - you want to rape them)

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Man that is a nice score.

Same girl.

>calling me a lolicon

Does she realize she's retarded?

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looks like a gay weeb

i had three very close friends i talked to about my preferences. now there is only one close friend left.

Ive read the thread and it seems like you care about kids. If you really do care about them you won't do it! Its very simple, just watch videos on girls who were victim to stuff like that and how it affected them permanently. Its pretty fucked up, if you care, you CAN resist and be a normal dude user. Dont be a faggot people will pay to kill

why fap to loli when you can fap to isis-chan

Brazil or Japan?

See
weeb yes, gay yes

:D

How?

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brazil

stay cool and don't tell anybody. fapping to loli is fine and doesn't harm anybody. I assume you aren't an exclusive pedo, which means you are not exclusively attracted to children. This means you can easily live a normie live like everybody else.

>How?

Common user

(OP)

Did you enjoy it? And was it consensual? If so, I envy you.

Yes, I wholeheartedly agree.