I'm genuinely considering just shoving a fuck ton of painkillers down my throat

I'm genuinely considering just shoving a fuck ton of painkillers down my throat

Is there literally any reason not to?

Also feels thread

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go cry me a river.

make up your own reasons for living, what do you think? someone here has that goal / dream / motivation you where searching for?

Since you are at this point, i would advise you to do this first:
Shower, shave, do your hair, put on some aftershave, put on decent looking clothes and walk around tht city (or closest one) and try to hit up with woman. Doesnt matter you are going to die anyway tonight cause of the painkillers. Try it with 100 woman. Good luck maybe you'll find a reason to live user.

I can smell your pussy from here

So your advice to fix a broken life is to get laid?

I'm not the kid that bullies you at school go stand up to him instead

Do it, faggot.

Are you white?

I would say pussy is a great way to fix your life, u will feel better about yourself, gives you some sort of purpose

Other than that, i find manual work a great way to keep my mind clear. Also vidya and psychedelics.

Try experimenting with shrooms or dmt, those things can turn your mindset 180, show you the way.

Honestly anything is better than just off yourself, that's just easy way out for fags. Everybody has issues...

I just miss her you know...

I can tell you're still a kid.
>Experiment with psychedelics bro!
That doesn't give you purpose, that gives you mental illnesses.
If you think your life is bad now just wait until you're irreversibly damaged!

>be me
>several years ago
>Junior in highschool
>met amazing qt3.14
>befriend said qt3.14
>proceeds to date nearly every guy in my circle of friends + some Chads
>she moves at the end of the school year to live with her mom
>dad was a controlling asshole
>keep in touch
>she stops replying after a couple months
>wait
>wait
>text her after a month asking what she's been up to
>"been busy"
>"oh"
>know that's bullshit because of many social media posts
>more time passes
>winter
>get invited on weekend trip by mutual friend
>she is also invited
>go to cabins near a bay
>spend a lot of time catching up
>walking around outside
>she's shivering
>give her jacket
>no sleeves anymore
>feelsgood.jpg
>end up staying close to keep her warm
>starts snowing
>sit down on beach and look across frozen bay water
>put my arm around her
>continue talking
>others show up
>part ways
>sleep
>next day
>driving home
>cuddle on ride home
>after trip she doesn't reply to texts or calls
>want to fucking die
>months pass
>finally responds
>refuses to acknowledge what happened that weekend
>justkillmenow.gif
>mention how I'd like to get dinner sometime
>says she really felt something for me that weekend
>didn't respond so she would forget that feeling
>"I didn't want to make

Probably because you're needy and annoying

Dude you sound like a fag.
Highschool friends aren't for life you know.

you don't get irreversibly damaged by psychedelics, it's your fucked up mind that won't admit to yourself that has a problem, and actually tries to solve it.. if you look for a help, shrooms will show you the way. But if you feel sorry for yourself and blame others and shit, it will deepen your misery.

that's not the circle of life

Get over her. You're a junior in high school. She is not as amazing or perfect as you think she is. If she was the absolute perfect special one for you that you wish she was, would she have dated all those other fuckers instead of you and ignored you and treated you like shit?

Women are impulsive and act on feelings. They do what makes them feel good, and rationalize their mistakes to themselves after so they don't FEEL bad. She liked your beta attention in school and now you're just annoying her.

Move on and improve yourself.

I'll give you a reason, it's not fucking effective. If you wanna an hero at least do it proper, but you probably suck so hard at life you couldn't even kill yourself if you wanted to. Pathetic excuse for a human being.

I've developed a crush for one of my classmates because for some reason I dream of her almost every night. She's inferior to my gf in almost every aspect I find attractive, but I can't get her out of my mind.

No. No reason at all. Just fucking do it and hope you dont survive and end up half brainded shittin your diapers for the rest of your life.

no shit. Guy could fuck up a cup of coffee

the fact that you're not going to do it is a "reason" not to

you should be building up courage with every round to live a life you enjoy.