Alright Sup Forumsastards, I need to tell this story or I'll do some stupid shit...

Alright Sup Forumsastards, I need to tell this story or I'll do some stupid shit. It's another one of those fucking girl
stories. For sake of simplicity, she shall be referred to as Hachi.

>Be me.
>Be horny high schooler looking for a girlfriend.
>Fail miserably with impressing one girl, but make a close female friend while trying. (One in the same class,
who I normally regarded as rather boring/basic by my standards)
>The relationship was mutually one to support both our love lives (she turned out be a lesbian with a gf(lets call her queen))
>We talk and talk about countless useless things.
>Begin talking about kinks and then deeper conversation about everything from the universe to psychology
(dis Hachi bitch ain't a bubble head)

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>Be horny still.
>Plan a foursome with my buddy and his girl.
>Can't think of anyone to bring for myself....
>Invite Hachi on a whim. (despite having a fairly conservative sexual view on her ethnicity)
(her family is from bangladesh, yet she's actually hot af)

>She actually shows up. Even gets her parents to drive her. (she lies to them and says she is working on
a school project)
>We begin watching a movie all 4 of us.
>She seems very anxious (little did I know she actually had general anxiety)
>Roll her over onto her back and kiss her.
>She is taken aback but doesn't seem to hate.
>She asks to go upstairs away from the others.
>She explains that she has a girlfriend and this is a no no.
>I let her decide...
>She admits she's pan and I lose my viriginty that evening.
>She is the hottest girl I have ever seen fully naked. She is petite, but still has enourmous tits. Adorable eyes, tan skin, flat little nose, and long black hair
damaged from dying.
>"This isn't going to be something we do just once"

>She sneaks to my house every so often and we fuck.
>She is hot, playful, still casual as hell.
>Notice cuts on her thighs. Never cared much about them.
>(we ate Pretz like lady and the tramp on a couch naked one time)
>We continue a fairly satisfying and low maintenance sexually casual friendship while she is with her gf)
>Summer happens, I go to work at a summer camp.
>She writes me these letters addressed "Dear Fgt"
>I get back and we eventually develop a very emotionally attached relationship (minus the gfbf title of course)
>She comes to my locker every day for a hug and we message about the most tender things every day&night.

>Don't talk to her for about 2 weeks as I found myself scared of fucking up the beauty of it all.
>Animal onesie day rolls around at school, early october.
>Hachi is dressed up like a cow.
>I come dressed like a kangaroo.
>We end the 'hiatus' so I could be apart of her cuteness.
>She seems slightly betrayed at first, but carries on. (fearful of abandonment)
>I ask her to share a playlist of her favourite songs with me.
>We both stay up all night preparing a playlist of 10 songs for each other.
>We learn a lot about each other based on the significance of each song to us. (she listens to punk/emo, while I listen to afx/glitch/edm)
>Despite this, we never did hang out much outside of school unless it was for sex

>Early november rolls around
>Her girlfriend breaks up with her (not because of me)
>Hachi is absolutely fucken crushed.
>She asks me to go downtown with her to see art.
>We go to record store together and see many of the titles we both love on records.
>We get lost late at night and sleep on the bus ride home.
>2 days later, Monday Nov 9th/15
>She is a mess, doesn't go to school.
>I skip 2 periods of school to see her (ended up having to lie to get her to give me her sister's address where she was staying).
>I come dressed in a redpanda onesie to try and shear her up
>We make out, she sucks my dick, she is though deep down sad af.
>I trust her on her own and go back to school
>Biggest mistake of my life.
>We video call in my last period class, she is covering her face, appears to be holding back tears.

>beauty

>I come home late after filming with friends for a business project down by a strawberry farm.
>My messages are full.
>"Have you seen Hachi??"
>"Hey this is Hachi's sister, we were wondering if you were with her"
>Receive phone calls from her family
>Arrange a search party with her friends
>The next morning, I find out she was hit by a car.
>The queen and I begin to react without emotion, we hang together both not knowing her state.
>She is not dead, but in a coma receiving surgery.

>queen and I visit the record store Hachi and I went to
>queen is still not aware of the affair
>another friend, queen, and I begin to make weekly videos for her to see when she awakens.
>queen becomes aware of affair, but is not outwardly bothered as she found a man herself.
>a month and a half passes, Hachi awakes from coma'
>she relearns to speak, read and write and shortly after new years, we visit her for the first time in hospital.
>her hair is cut for the brain surgeries and she wears a hoodie.
>film a special new years episode with all her friends for her to watch while she is in hospital.
>she comes home to her sister's house around february.
>start visiting her routinely

>a year since I first fucked her, I ask her out (despite my liberal ass view on the notion of gfbf titles)
>she stutters, but says yes
>her birthday approaches early june and I plan a dinner with her
>things begin to worsen with her anxiety
>again become fearful and go without her for 2 weeks or so
>call her on the phone and we try to talk.
>she is anxious and sounds eager to hang up.
>ask her if she is over queen

>angst increases and I worry
>she senses says worry and thinks it would be better for myself if I didn't see her
>I deny such a notion in hopes she is only dealing with her anxiety
>few weeks pass, school lets out again for the summer and I see visit her once
>I lay disant from her as to obey her wishes
>She asks why and tries to grab me to hug her
>We talk, we talk about what all this bull shit meant & concluded it meant nothing
>We hug/make out, and we resume a 'whatever' state of being and I advised because we were happier before we dated
>She asks if I'll be upset if she is with someone else
>'No of course not' (I always never gave a shit about cheating as you had probably guessed)

I'm here user, keep posting.

>weeks pass
>I plan a sushi party with her friends
>She finds out and has a panic attack because of it
>I loathe myself for not considering her anxiety
>now she hates me

Never in my life have I found myself in a situation in which I have had a panic attack myself or helped a family member/friend cope through a panic attack. I really love this girl
and don't want to lose her, whether it be because she wants someone new or feels I am unable to support her when she needs it. Any words of advice from you Sup Forumsros?
I can't live on like this obsessing over her and feeling her angst.

great thanks to you user

Anytime man, I love me a good story.

The deal with the end of the story if it did seem abrupt for some was that she felt unable to handle a large group of people as well as felt that I thought she was incapable of planning her own visits with friends. She felt I was controlling her relationships in a way. Found to be very angry.

>the intended final song to her playlist
youtube.com/watch?v=S7zHZrcHdxg

Kissless Virgin here

I recently got out of a relationship that ended with a huge argument and breakup, best advice I can give is to let things settle, approach her, and ask her where she wants this to go, you probably won't like the answer depending on what you yourself want from the relationship, but it'll give you some sort of closure and ultimately help you feel better about the whole situation. I hope everything goes well for you, and I'll be glad to talk to you a little longer if you want.

her intended
final words as left in the description of the youtube playlist

(remember that you are made up of star dust and everyone you love and everyone you hate will turn to dust again. you are made of the same matter that makes up this whole universe. nothing lasts forever, not even the ache in your heart and the empty feeling in your bones. everything's a mess but you're going to be okay, i promise, i love you.)

I'm here for you m8

Following up, she might feel unsure about what she wants herself, considering the odd circumstances that have semi-recently happened to her.

Definitely thinking the same thing about settling, unsure though whether or not she will feel betrayed/abandoned like previous times I myself have left for a while.

God Speed user! Were here for you

Thanks user, wbu?

Don't try to leave her, but try to make contact... More casual? Don't try to come across as overbearing in any way, or it might come across as off-putting. As for the "she feels you're controlling her relationships" situation, that'll have to probably be a separate conversation all on its own. Once again, I wish the best for you and her, I really enjoyed your story user.

Yea, she is also quite ambivalent. Upon recent visit, she mentioned she wanted to fuck me in all ways possible. Also mentioned a desire to have been in a relationship longer, referring to herself with me as my '2 day girlfriend' and 'casual fuckgirl'.

Teach me how to be less beta

Yeah, that can be rough. Usually you want to let whoever it is sort how they feel about themselves and you on their own, from personal experience, trying to help them with that usually makes them feel like you're trying to persuade them to find you more appealing.

it's OP haha

apologise, obviously

Step 1. Get a hair cut
Step 2. Watch shitting reality shows
Step 3. Realize that girls are pieces of shit too
Step 4. mb4 not as scary to talk to grills
Step 5. Have casual talk with girls
Step 6. Stop giving a shit
Step 7. Dress nice
Step 8. Get rid of your acne faggot, Yes wash your FUCKING FACE
Step 9. If that doesn't work, buy a fucking escort if my NINE STEP PROGRAM DOESN'T WORK NO REFUNDS FAGGOT

Yessir, definitely been done. I'm actually totally a little sub bitch right now who has sent her 30 lines of plea text messages without reply

I remember every deal of my first panic attack like it was yesterday
>wake up from dream in which I was filiming my friend get raped and murdered
>lay emotionless reliving dream for a few minutes
>overwhleming sense of dread
>I seriously think I'm going to die but don't know how
>never been this scared in my life before
>start hallucinating voices telling me to die
>hyperventilate until my muscles lock up and I almost black out
>beg for it to stop
>this goes on for probably a few for minutes and then gradually eases off

Shit's no joke user, I sympathize for hachi - but if you can, reassure her that the first is definitely the worst, and you can learn to spot the onset of future attacks and contain them. anxiety can get better, I promise

This is true. 8/8 advice m8

Wanna tell us a more recent encounter OP? I'd love to hear more to be honest.

what do you mean by hair cut? like actually get like hipsters do or just dont keep it long as shit?
just give it time then, good luck

what the actual fuck
how did you get that

If you're gonna get a hair cut and follow that user's advice, get one that suits you, don't just take on one and assume it'll automatically pull girls.

Wow, I honestly thought the voices were only something schizophrenics had the pleasure of enjoying. Wish I'd have understood the condition sooner.

OP here. I actually got a hair cut just last week.
Used to be a white boy emo cut (explains a lot I know), but now I have a fuckin quiff

I am honestly overwhelmed with the support, thanks a bunch user.

that's the thing with general anxiety, it's always there and can catch you off guard until you get a grip on what's goin on

hallucinations can come from a lot of things, and really fuck with you if you don't know what lol

No problem man, I know what you're going through and I know how fuckin' awful it feels to go through it alone.

The most recent encounter occurred upon visit with her at her sister's house where she has been staying. Because of the simple fact that she has just had a recent brain injury + surgery and is missing two pieces of her skull on both sides of her head, she is kept under supervision 98% of the time.

I remember the first the time that we were alone together since Nov. 9th, she kissed me with her cute lil hoodie on as soon as her sister left to go to the bathroom.

Anyways, recent encounter in next post.
vvvv

>Carissa's Weird
shes got great taste, dont give up on her

What do you mean missing? Like impacted from lack of skull? or open and bandaged?

As mentioned, time alone is often uncommon. But recently, when given chance to watch a movie with Hachi alone in her sister's basement, we had time to make out.

>watches film.
>film is boring
>grabs her tiny thighs
>"get the fuck up"
>spoons up against me
>reaches behind back and gives handjob

As someone said, make it all casual but dont be presumptuous. Shes having a mortality phase. Things are now going to be perennial to her or not, and her mind will wander into the itself to fill many of those nots with the intent to alleviate her anxiety.

You gotta just be her best friend without any formal tidings. If yoy expe t something from her, let her know. She is all tied up in herself and cant very well manage the social aspect of life for now. She needs you and is possibly trying a new relationship out bc she wants to make sure that the hormone changes and sensations arent her body malfunctioning and that its just the environment. If yoy care, just be her friend, cheat if you want but dont pretend to have only her in mind ( its painfully clear when a person doesnt ). Dont behoove a particular response, you dont understand her thought process thoroughly enough. Also, dont make it about your own pleasure for a while. dont cuck yourself but also do deeds for her and dont be the only one getting pleasure.
Like that bj you got. You shoulda just made her cum, warmed her and made her feel safe in your arms.

I'll be listening till the 404 user, one of the best greentextxs I've read so far

Obligatory mood booster to keep OP's and the other user's spirits up with a lil cuteness.

No bandages, not missing from impact.
During the hours after her impact, there was a great deal of swelling+internal bleeding.

To relieve strain on the brain, they removed two sections of the skull. To this day, the doctor who originally stated he'd be putting them back in has been on vacation.

Ah, that sucks. How long do you think it'd take for an injury like that to recover properly and stuff -- once the skull fragments are placed back on, or improvisations are put in place or w/e.

>She needs you
this is the most reassuring thing I have ever read in Sup Forums

bump

Haha, I know man. Music is one of the biggest things in my life as well as hers. Would probably struggle to find someone as invested in being open to many forms.

Thanks a bunch dude. Let me know if you have any questions of your own too. Don't let me be the only one who learns from this thread. Life is a crazy thing. Never thought I'd ever run into a story as movie like as this.

You've earned a medallion of honour. Thanks

Anytime.

You gonna make any future threads about this OP? If you do, I'll be lurking for sure, one of the best stories I've heard hands down.

Her recovery mentally has been one of the fastest according to doctors. It was initially suspected that she wouldn't wake up from coma.

>that being said
>op is barely sure the doctor's etas will be correct

Physically all is there except for her skull pieces and a few wounds on her neck where she receives bronchoscopies through. She will be able to continue on with schooling this September after finishing a few online courses to take care of credits to finish high school.

put on reddit/greentexts

Really glad to hear that.

I think I honestly would love to after we reach some kind of conclusion to this story. All being dependent
>i.e whether or not Hachi lives happily ever after
>i.e whether or not she does so with me

I gotcha. I'll probably be here til the thread 404's if you need me OP.

Guess this is the end of the thread, really enjoyed my time with you anons. Have a great night!

What? She doesn't like you now because of a sushi party? What the fuck lol. Weird shit OP. You're weird too. If both of you did a double suicide date the world would be better off.

Kill yourself cunt.

>be op
>be in love with girls with short hair
>hachi has short hair now
>tries to plan a nice birthday dinner date
>thinks 'hey wouldn't it be a nice gesture to show thine love for her hair to get her an appointment for a wash & style at a salon'
>prepays salon lady
>get response from sister of hachi stating that would not be a good idea.
>get downgraded to a manicure
>op loses profits

>part 2: goes to restaurant
>enters restaurant to see no one there.
>chose the location as it was supposed to play live music (punk of course) at 9pm.
>order some saurkraut in meantime
>she eats the everything except the saurkraut.
>order cake in meantime
>feed her kinky af
>get kicked out for not looking above 21
>youtube.com/watch?v=6xG4oFny2Pk

Welcome to Sup Forums motha fucka. Where crazy people make lay their eggs.

maybe she has to poop

Honestly was thinking the same thing

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