I need help. I'm going to be perfectly honest, I have viewed cp, multiple times over the years. I don't want this...

I need help. I'm going to be perfectly honest, I have viewed cp, multiple times over the years. I don't want this, but I keep coming back to it. Is there anything out there to help someone like me. I am thinking of just ending it all right now but I am so fucking afraid. I am lost, I am scared. I don't know what to do.

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Just wait for the knock on the door, you're fucked mate.

Stream it

If this is srs, just go get therapy

Don't have the money.

Stop being a pussy. There's nothing wrong with you as long as you keep it porn. Everyone has their fucked up fetishes.

if you don't buy that kind of images/videos and you don't rape a child it's """fine""".

You should just go to a prostitute maybe. If you have sex you don't want to see that fucked up shit anymore

Hand yourself in to the police.

Yea hes right

I honestly never thought of that.

you are hanging too much in front of the pc and are also too much on Sup Forums.
just leave this place and try cutting your time in front of the pc, do stuff normies do and it will all go back to normal.

also that your desire for sex may be the problem

this guy, right here. just have yourself some nice normal/semi normal sex on a regular basis.

Cut of penis, put in pooper and upload to Sup Forums

You know what. If I can find one I will.

Step 1) move to a muslim country
Step 2) feast upon your fetish.

Dis nigga right here is correcterino. Also ring up your local suicide and depression help lines and they will probably link you in with some free therapy. Google CBT and you can do it to yourself if you aren't a retard. Regardless you have to identify your personal behavior pattern. Mostly I fap weird shit just cuz for variance. The biggest factor in addiction is simply boredom. Fill your time with something else, and make snap decisions (like, just turn computer off). Gradual recovery, punctual action. And of course, remember; you're here forever. Once an addict, always an addict. It's science. Look it up.

Remember if he lives in the "home of the free" that he'd probably get ratted out if he tried to tell a shrink he viewed CP.

I had fucked up room mates and ended up just getting accused of watching cp. Rep ruined, job lost, life destroyed. That shit happened without any evidence or conviction. You have to way being ruined against going to get medicaid and cheap therapy.

Fuck you.
I will. Thank you.
I do.

Go expose yourself to school kids

Fuck you.

He doesn't need to say he looks at CP. Just vaugely hint at fucked up shit. The therapy is the same regardless of what the pathology actually is. For instance, say you fap to traps as a coping mechanism for something that qualifies for free therapy.

What are you, a pussy?

delete your collection and stop visiting sites you know you can score cp at

Listen to the second act of this

thisamericanlife.org/radio-archives/episode/522/tarred-and-feathered

try and find the support group that this guy has started. the only rules are that you can want to hurt a kid and i think you have to be trying to stop the viewing of CP.

Hope you get the help you need.

So, talk about it indirectly then?
Don't have one, don't download

You say you don't want it, but you do or you wouldn't do it. You are in a cycle. You feed the lust, then you cry. You want your satisfaction but you also want to feel good about yourself. You don't get it both ways. You are tearing yourself apart. You have to choose. Will you be good, or will you embrace the evil within. If you choose to be good then you will have to get help. If you prefer your evil side then you will probably enjoy a few years of happiness and then spend 20 years in prison. Choices choices

...

I interviewed a psychologist once as a requirement for college and asked then as a question how they would help someone who disclosed pedophilia to them. The doc simply said "I won't treat a pedophile" . This is bullshit if you ask me.

but you still know where to find shit you shouldnt. masturbate before you get tempted to visit bad sites.

Thank you.
I choose good. That's why I posted this. It took me half an hour to post this.
I have been doing this but it quit working a while ago.

Avoid 12-step at all costs. That shit will ruin your life. They will suck you in and never let you go. Do a few Google searches on 12-step cult. Don't go there man, there's no redemption there!

>Thank you.

no problem, also i wouldnt recommend going to a normal therapist. if you can find one that specializes in this it would be ideal.

Noted
Also noted.

Try to explore why you do this. Have you experienced childhood trauma?
Also, if you restrict it to animated loli/3D porn, then there is no harm as long as you do not act on it.

Helium exit bag.

good for you. try to find someone who wants to have sex with you tho. I mean, if you can't, a prostitute is fine, but it will be much more awesome the other way. I'm sure there's someone out there willing to fuck you for free

spooky

This is called post-fapmatic stress disorder.
Here's what you need to do.
1. Torch your PC and phone. Put the devices in a metal barrel with gasoline and light that shit up
2. Begin moving procedure. North Dakota or Utah should do fine. Affordable housing.
3. Send an apology to your local police department.

I was molested when I was small.
I would have to go with the prostitute. I am not social or very attractive.

Kill yourself and post results.

I am currently listening.

I understand the need then. I'm really sorry you were molested. I really am. Whenever you think about actually hurting a child (not talking about fapping to animated cp) please think about how much it has fucked you up. You sound like a nice person, worried about hurting others, so i'm confident that you do not represent any danger. Try online dating. I've seen miracles happening. There MUST be someone out there that finds you fuckable.

pretty sure that piece won awards.

not just fuckable, maybe even lovable. If you post pics maybe I can tell you how to become more socially appealing

I stopped watching cp because it is boring shit. I tried multiple times to find good cp, but all of this a shit. I deleted my "collection", sometimes I want to download cp again but then I remember it is boring and not worth it, downloading tor again, search forums again.... I am too lazy for this ahit. just wait and you will be bored of cp. the first time I saw real cp (just typed it in google lel and downlad from file hostings) it gave me hard boner but after it all became boring.

Sorry. Not putting my face out there.

I can see why.
I've never wanted to lay my hands on a child. I refuse to repeat the cycle.

I agree with you, it is fine to have consensual sex with children.> I was molested may may xD.
lol you was molested. I wasnt and still fap to little girls.

>cp.
>fucked up.
summer is here.

some people dont want to touch dirty humans you know?

I understand. Still:
>Shower a lot.
> Always be clean.
> Brush your teeth every day, at least twice a day.
>Try to find a good haircut. Go to a hipster hairdresser, he/she'll know what to do.
> Find something you really like about yourself and focus on that. Be proud of yourself. Even with your flaws
> Smile. A lot. And mean it. There's lots of reasons to it, pictures of kittens even.
And also always remember that what happens to you doesn't define you, but how you decide to act upon it does.
You are not what happened to you, you are you. Decide what that means

fuck off.

3edgy5me

Once again, thank you.

any clue as to how to find the support group?

Or murrica.
Download side is you have to marry the kid, but you can keep McDonalds.

no idea. maybe just searching pedophile support group.

I hope you find it though.

inb4 someone posts cp

just don't make or distribute any, you aren't a monster, you just have a taboo fetish at this point.

Does hentai do anything for you?
Or does it work only if it's for real?

Animated works